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 Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 7:32 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 12:01 am
Thanks for the offer Tina. We actually decided (my doctor I mean) that we're going to try stool softeners for a month because of another problem that could be affecting this.
I agree 90's is chic, 80's is, well, *sex growl* 80's, I guess how I style will have to depend on occasion and how obedient my hair is. (It's such a punk, just does what it wants...) I have a feeling I won't get to dye my hair anytime soon though. I finally got into hypnotherapy but it's expensive $130 a session and I'm not hopeful that insurance will cover it. But I have a really good feeling that it'll be worth it.
On the SAT, I'm not registered for it yet. After 3+ years I know I've forgotten a lot of stuff and some I was never taught period, so I want to study at leisure first, take a few months. As for sleeping considering I couldn't sleep for 4 days straight when I took the PSAT in high school even with sleeping pills & not even wanting to go to college then, I'm pretty sure I'm screwed there unless I manage to suddenly get in like, the day after I finally register. LOL I took a practice essay test earlier and totally f'ed. Didn't finish before time was up, that's very new for me. On the bright side I think in terms of actual content it was much improved since essays are something I have been doing post-high school. I didn't get to the rest of the practice test yet since the hypnotherapist called back and I got thrown way off track.
Once again I DEMAND PICS!!!! Seriously come on even just like the back of your heads so I can see the pretty colors!
Speaking of pics someone remind me to post the Waldo pic soon, I have it on my phone now just need to get it online. And... *seizures at above gif*
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 9:15 pm
Lol Crystal i'll take some once i have my hair re-dyed. ^.^ Which should be within the week.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 7:37 am
I like discussion's that are just basically random! xd
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 7:38 am
LOL! blaugh That is hilarious! whee
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 7:52 am
K_Ninja_Kitty Cabron LaSwan [imffasg]http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgjcjbdImL1qbdqr7.gif[/imaag] LOL! blaugh That is hilarious! whee It is the best thing in the history of animated pictures.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 4:31 am
Who says the art of conversation is dead? -.-
Okay so as promised, I'll post my pic (with purple hair) later on today.
What is everyone up to?
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 4:14 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 11:19 pm
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! It looks a lot like mine did 6 months ago before it faded, lol. You look good though. *dances for happiness*
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 12:11 am
Gorgeous like always Tina. <3
I'll post mine up soon.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 12:58 am
Haha I told you it was purple! It's even faded quite a bit believe it or not. I'm redyeing it soon. Black this time, hopefully, it's a safe color, no color other then black!
Thanks Kam!
We wanna see now lol.
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 12:00 am
Pics! Pics! Pics! Pics! Pics of Tina's black too, when you do it! *wonders briefly if black on purple will turn it green* Maybe I should try black too, instead of blond? gonk Actually, black fading will be worse than the red going pink. Case in point, my ex that I made fun of when his went gray-blue before we dated. Lucky Tina, I'm sure it's safe for you. My colors won't stick because it was bleached to death before and it still hasn't grown all the way out where I can cut that part off. It usually grows faster.
I'm kinda thinking about starting up my vlog again, but not sure what *specifically* I want to do with it. Any ideas?
Btw, I've thought a lot about it and I'm 99% sure I have OCD. If only I'd thought of the symptoms when I was filling out evaluation papers 3 months ago...they're just so integrated into my life it's hard to even think of them as symptoms though, and it's not like you really dwell on things you do compulsively. You just do them, without thinking. Examples (that I''ve figured out so far): I have to inspect all dishes before I use them. When I do laundry if 1 sock falls on the floor post wash and gets put in with the other clothes or if someone else takes them out and puts them in a basket, even if they assure me that the floor was just mopped or they cleaned the basket, I have to rewash the entire load. On a cleaning day I probably wash my hands about 20 times, no exaggeration, because I feel dirty, and still follow up with a shower. If my depression isn't conflicting I will clean my whole room top to bottom because 1 little bug got in. I sub organize my books movies and games by type, cover, size, and alphabetical. If anyone moves anything from a spot I put it in I panic and freak the eff out or if it's too much/too many things I completely break down and fully dissociate from everything involved for MONTHS. If one dirty sock touches the corner of my blanket I have to wash it even though it lessens the life of it. And the biggest giveaway? Dermatophagia. I eat the skin around my fingernails, almost always without even realizing it until suddenly I'm bleeding everywhere, and if I do notice I still can't stop even if it hurts. I know I've bitten at least once just while typing here. Dermatophagia itself is a form of obsessive compulsive, so it's a pretty huge red flag esp with the other stuff.
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 8:19 am
Yes, yes, Pics will come. It actually came out the way I wanted it to the first time around. Which is to say black with auburn in it. Just looks a bit bright still. I'll give it a few days before I'll decide on anything more. I don't want it all to fall out.
Sorry no ideas. But you could keep a journal on everything that's going on OCD wise, it may help your doctor. Also, I'm weird with cleaning and my cloths. Almost a**l about it. I don't like anything not clean on my bed, I used to scream if my mom threw mail on my clean bed. Then would was my comforter again.
Also, where the hell is everyone?!?
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 9:49 pm
Yes, that! That is SO me! Although I've never had the displeasure of mail particularly, since my grandpa is more interested in stealing it than letting me have it.
I'm here! Well now I am...earlier today I set out grocery shopping with grandma, had to take 4 motrin for cramps, basically wasn't entirely in my right mind and had her buy me $200 worth of clothes...I'm going to regret that later. But I guess I'll look fabulous when the world comes to an end.
I've kind of been neglecting gaialife in lieu of dating sites lately...you gotta admit it's nice to be called gorgeous everyday, even if by completely unsuitable people. And...I've started a tumblr, mostly to supplement the completely insufficient dating sites but it's kind of fun.
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2011 2:18 pm
I've been here. Just not typing since i honestly have no idea what to say. lol. Then again alots been going on so been keeping that to myself.
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