ok... so. im at the point where im worrying and stressing that its going to start to make me sick...
if you're ready for a story, sit down and make yourself comfortable (dunno why im posting in here.. maybe because i look to you guys for advice.. or maybe I just dont want to be post stalked...).
but, anyways.. Saturday night, my bf was working overnight, which means that I call him and keep him company for a while. I had called him about a half hour later then usual and he teased me for it, saying i obviously had better things to do then talk to him and stuff like that.. he was joking around and teasing and I knew this. Well, he and i were both looking at my friends LiveJournal and he posted a comment in there saying the same stuff he told me on the phone. So i responded to him and we did this little play-banter thing in my friends LiveJournal. Well. my friend got online and saw this and she knew we were joking around, and she wanted to play too, but her commetns back to him were just.. i dunno.. not so nice.. she meant it to be teasing, but it didnt sound that way. and infact, it almost made it sound like -I- complained to her about we always visit his friends and we never have alone time.. which I never have complained about that. Another comment she made was how I always go visit him and how he never comes here... again, she was just trying to tease him in the same manner that he teases me..
So he responds in a tone that has sarcasm but also has a hint of hurt in it.. one of the last things he said in the comment was how maybe she was right and that maybe he wasnt a good bf and maybe he should just give up...
The whole time this is happening, we are on the phone, but we arnt talking..he got very quiet.. and after a few minutes, he said he had to go.
I havent talked to or heard from him sence... and I dunno if its because he is avioding me.. or if he is just really busy. I've tried calling (his cell has been turned off each time) and emailed him. There is nothing else I can do but wait for him to respond.. which I hope is soon.. because im supposed to go visit him on the 2nd..
oh, and my friend made another journal entry, appologising about the comments she wrote and he responded to it...
If you want to read what was said, here are the two journal entries with the comments (all the anonymouse ones are him.. keep in mind that he and i had been joking around until she commented...)
http://www.livejournal.com/users/studyofme/159655.html - read first
http://www.livejournal.com/users/studyofme/160500.html - read second..
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