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 Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 2:21 pm
NadiaM Not any free clinics. I'm starting to think I should just go to the doctor and pay the money. I don't feel like I have anything, and I haven't seen anything odd, but that doesn't mean much. *nod* Better safe than sorry. Sergio, I know English isn't your first language, so I thought I'd edit this a bit for you, just to help you out, you know? (I don't mean to offend you or to make you feel bad or anything.) It isn't perfect, still; I wanted to keep it basically the same way you wrote it. Sergio_X (edited) Once again I got drunk in a party (this only has happened 3 times) and he was there. He is so gorgeus (to my sight). My friends say that he is a little bit fatty, he has a beer belly (I don't know if this expression is right [it is]), but whenever I see him I'm like -OMG it's him, it's him- but when he comes closer nothing happens. I never have something to tell him and even worse I get ashamed cos I have low self-esteem. I feel like the ugliest gay in the world. I swear one of these days I'm going to kiss him or at least touch his butt. xd Crushes. They're fun in a way, but so frustrating!
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 4:21 pm
Ugh can someone explain what it's like to have a crush? I think I might be suffering from one and I really don't want to be.
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 4:42 pm
Nios Ugh can someone explain what it's like to have a crush? I think I might be suffering from one and I really don't want to be. Crushes tend to be unwanted nowadays, because of the angst involved. They used to be a fun thing. Alas alas. For me, it's that when I see them I get this feeling in my skin like their arms are wrapped around me. But they aren't.
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 5:04 pm
Nios Ugh can someone explain what it's like to have a crush? I think I might be suffering from one and I really don't want to be. "Crush" is a very indistinct term that means different things for different people at different times. sweatdrop What are your symptoms?
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 6:09 pm
Uhh .. ok this is embarrassing.
Well I look forward to seeing them everday, specifically them.
When I go out I hope I'll run into them.
When I go home I hope they'll stop by to visit.
When I talk to them I just want to be with them.
When I'm home I wish they would come and be with me.
I cuddled with them at my party even though I knew I shouldn't.
I had a dream about them just now.
Ugh. I don't want to be interested in anyone just now. That's the last thing I need. But I'm so lonely.
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 7:35 pm
NadiaM xd Are you sure he'd appreciate your butt-touch advances?
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 7:41 pm
Astri Sergio, I know English isn't your first language, so I thought I'd edit this a bit for you, just to help you out, you know? (I don't mean to offend you or to make you feel bad or anything.) It isn't perfect, still; I wanted to keep it basically the same way you wrote it. Sergio_X (edited) Once again I got drunk in a party (this only has happened 3 times) and he was there. He is so gorgeus (to my sight). My friends say that he is a little bit fatty, he has a beer belly (I don't know if this expression is right [it is]), but whenever I see him I'm like -OMG it's him, it's him- but when he comes closer nothing happens. I never have something to tell him and even worse I get ashamed cos I have low self-esteem. I feel like the ugliest gay in the world. I swear one of these days I'm going to kiss him or at least touch his butt. xd Crushes. They're fun in a way, but so frustrating!
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 10:03 pm
Nios Well I look forward to seeing them everday, specifically them.
When I go out I hope I'll run into them.
When I go home I hope they'll stop by to visit.
When I talk to them I just want to be with them.
When I'm home I wish they would come and be with me.
I cuddled with them at my party even though I knew I shouldn't.
I had a dream about them just now. I would say that that definitely qualifies as a crush, yes. sweatdrop Speaking as someone who has them all the ******** time? stressed It's not worth beating yourself up over having the feelings -- they aren't something you can help. However, if you know that you're currently not in a place where you can handle these things, you can choose not to act of them. You can try just telling him that, if you think things are moving too far. If he's worth it, he should respect that. That's my opinion. Fa-shwa.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 5:17 am
Yeah I'll try not to act on them, but in a way, I want to. It's confusing.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 6:00 am
Yeah I think crushes are cute and natural...I mean it's not like you just start being someone's boyfriend or girlfriend, is has to start somewhere blaugh Also on an unrelated note, Nios I THOUGHT that you were on my MySpace but apparently it wasn't you, it's a guy named JD, on MySpace anyways and I have no idea who it is and I sent him an email thinking it was you but then I saw your picture on one of the comments and I was like crap....sooooo if anyone could tell me who JD is on here I'd really appreciate it!!!! sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 6:01 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 6:11 am
oh....wow do I feel stupid...ok thanks real Nios!
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 6:28 am
Haha you're very welcome.
You know what makes this lame possible crush thing worse? I think he likes me too. neutral
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:33 pm
xd THEN WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! *throws a muffin at Nios*
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 5:43 pm
Heh, I don't know. I don't think I'm ready for a relationship. I'm still kind of suffering from the last one. I would always be paranoid that my new partner wouldn't see me as a man. I don't know. My head hurts more than my heart I think.
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