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 Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:25 am
Creas sikh-91 Creas sikh-91 Creas I ******** hate myself sometimes. Most of my emotions are, for lack of a better term, struggling to stay alive. I have a fear of what wold happen if I become emotionally invested in something so my mind keeps me from doing so. I can sometimes tell when I might be being affected by an emotion, but I can't actually feel the emotion it self most of the time. Well, I mean, I can feel. Just not very much, I can feel frustration anger and sadness just fine, but all the other one are more eor less a mystery to me. This makes me think I'm going to die with many, many, many regrets, such as being alone for the rest of my life. While some people might be fine with that, I am not. I can be on my own as long as I know there are people like friends or family that I would be able to see/contact soon, but I'm not sure if I'll actually be able to keep more than one of my friends, and I'm not so sure about her. I'm also quite sure that I'll never get over this fear, or it will get worse and I'll never feel again. I feel a bit better. You're too young to think like that. scream So stop. D: *hugs* I'm not that young. Okay maybe I am, but I'm still allowed to have my emo moments. No. No you're not. talk2hand 4laugh You take all the fun out of emo moments. WhaleWhat's do fun about emo moments? D: You're not allowed to have it. End off. ;D Wolf. And you know it.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:27 am
Going to kill someone. Soon as I can see straight.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:29 am
sikh-91 Creas sikh-91 Creas sikh-91 Creas I ******** hate myself sometimes. Most of my emotions are, for lack of a better term, struggling to stay alive. I have a fear of what wold happen if I become emotionally invested in something so my mind keeps me from doing so. I can sometimes tell when I might be being affected by an emotion, but I can't actually feel the emotion it self most of the time. Well, I mean, I can feel. Just not very much, I can feel frustration anger and sadness just fine, but all the other one are more eor less a mystery to me. This makes me think I'm going to die with many, many, many regrets, such as being alone for the rest of my life. While some people might be fine with that, I am not. I can be on my own as long as I know there are people like friends or family that I would be able to see/contact soon, but I'm not sure if I'll actually be able to keep more than one of my friends, and I'm not so sure about her. I'm also quite sure that I'll never get over this fear, or it will get worse and I'll never feel again. I feel a bit better. You're too young to think like that. scream So stop. D: *hugs* I'm not that young. Okay maybe I am, but I'm still allowed to have my emo moments. No. No you're not. talk2hand 4laugh You take all the fun out of emo moments. WhaleWhat's do fun about emo moments? D: You're not allowed to have it. End off. ;D Wolf. And you know it.Well I was trying to be all serious then you come along and be all GTFO your emo-ness. Bish, don't go there. It's a whale.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:33 am
Creas ]Well I was trying to be all serious then you come along and be all GTFO your emo-ness. Bish, don't go there. It's a whale.Isn't that a good thing? biggrin Pssht, you're the bish, bish. You know it's a wolf, end off. Stop denying it.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:34 am
Kestin Sha Going to kill someone. Soon as I can see straight. I don't want to. sad What's happened? D:
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:37 am
sikh-91 Creas Well I was trying to be all serious then you come along and be all GTFO your emo-ness. Bish, don't go there. It's a whale.Isn't that a good thing? biggrin Pssht, you're the bish, bish. You know it's a wolf, end off. Stop denying it.Sometimes it's good to be all srsbznz. Okay, you're right. It's not a whale. It's a giant squid. So just stop. HAMMERTIEMZ! Oh, and what the hell does end off mean?
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:40 am
Creas sikh-91 Creas Well I was trying to be all serious then you come along and be all GTFO your emo-ness. Bish, don't go there. It's a whale.Isn't that a good thing? biggrin Pssht, you're the bish, bish. You know it's a wolf, end off. Stop denying it.Sometimes it's good to be all srsbznz. Okay, you're right. It's not a whale. It's a giant squid. So just stop. HAMMERTIEMZ! Oh, and what the hell does end off mean?Sorry. sad But sometimes it's good to snap people out of it and tell them there's no need to worry at all. You stop. It's blatently a wolf. Why would a giant squid howl like a wolf? Common sense!
I meant 'end of' ... like, 'end of conversation'. It's just a way to close an argument with there being nothing else to say after D:
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:43 am
I suppose so.
I don't know. Good thing the only howling down there is Coyote Spirit.
Ohhhh, I get it now.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 10:22 am
Creas I suppose so. I don't know. Good thing the only howling down there is Coyote Spirit.
Ohhhh, I get it now.^^, No, the wolf is the one that's howling D:<
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 10:29 am
Kestin Sha Going to kill someone. Soon as I can see straight. Always a good thing to do.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 11:22 am
I have veneers on my two front teeth because I walked into a wall when I was little. There's a tiiiiny dent in one of them that my dentist and my mom both noticed. I claimed not to know where it came from, but I actually know. It was from making out with some loser on a trampoline. redface
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 7:11 pm
Someone else with Scleroderma just found me on Gaia. smile
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:01 pm
I'd kill for a time machine...
...And then I'd kill Christopher before he could ruin my life D<
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 9:28 pm
I'm a little glad my BF didn't come over today. I apparently needed my rest, since I slept from 8 AM until 10 PM. It's really nice to do that every once in a while.
Also, I'm feeling a bit adventurous right now and I'm debating going to my favorite bar and hanging out for a bit. I have a craving for a pomegranate margarita. ^.^
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