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 Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:13 am
"We share something very special too .." she started but then stopped, clinging to herself more again. She knew he meant well, that he was trying to help. But she felt after having discussed all this that she was doing terrible things to her friends and was very unhappy with her behavior and worried for the future. Wanting to hug or be held, she accepted the pat on her head as being the best it would get. "Thank you, Seisuke-ona." she said softly, not knowing what more to say, needing more time to work things out.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 12:07 pm
You seem very overwhelmed by words this was not my intention, i hope you see that one day *he lowered and hugged her gently even in that position but just for a second so she dont missjudge his intention to calm her down* I wish not to see you like this either pardon me for being bashful. you have the least fault in this again please relax and dont punish yourself for this.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 12:19 pm
She hesitated before throwing her arms around him, clinging to him. "I know it is not right but .. I want to!" she cried, clinging to him. "This is not sexual, I love you and I am sad!" she said, still clinging to him, trying to calm down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 3:06 pm
You're confused i never said hugs were sexual. And i know you are sad *he hugged still trying to confort her gently* This i totally normal and you shouldn't feel bad by doing what you just did now. I love you too ziven just i was saying that if hugs are touched in certain places they meant other things that you should avoid this one is totally normal as you can see please relax let it sink a little and tell me what you understand of my words don't be afraid to ask any questions. *he said in a comforting gentle tone*
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:06 pm
"I love you and I wish to hold you for an undetermined period of time until I feel better .. you said such touching for a long time can be seen as the over friendly .." she said with a small sniffle, talking logically was calming her greatly.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:10 pm
No again is only when the intention of being more than a hug lingers when is overly passionate about it or when you begin to touch in areas that a hug is not normally done *he said softly*
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:13 pm
"I like hugging. A lot." she said softly, clinging to him still."I had always dreamed .. of what it would be like .. I never .. never want to go back to the days before."
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:17 pm
You dont have to but i cant stand fox taking advantage of this craving you have. Sorry if im blunt but thats true *he said looking at her*
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:26 pm
"Then I take the advantage too, yes? Every moment I can .. I want to hug him and hold him and make sure he is well. I do not hug and hold you, it is not tradition between us." she said softly, more relaxed but still quite upset. "Is that not the same? Am I .. simply greedy?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:38 pm
No is not because you made it so otherwise you would hug me everytime and seek me like you seek him. I shall advice that you desist a little to him . You arent taking advantage your hugs mean another whole different thing to his touches. You have to understand that. Youre not greedy you are in need and im sorry that the only thing that can i offer you is just a kiss on the cheek and a gentle affectionate hug
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:44 pm
"This is so much more than I could have ever hoped for. Thank you, Seisuke-ona, you are so wise." she said softly, resting her head on him.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:48 pm
Im not wise im just me a stupid human. That is all *he said* With so many flaws that is just incredible to not even have the priviledge. My life has been unfortunate since i cant remember im just happy that my pasts experiences have opened your eyes
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:55 pm
"Seisuke-ona! Say not such things! You are very wise and helpful and kind!" she said in an excited tone, not of happiness but because she wanted to convince him he was being too hard on himself.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 11:00 pm
neither of those things will ever suffice the hole my heart craves to be filled yet the person i seek to fill is already with other and another who sees it as a sibling. I have to stand and contain my emptiness as others happiness make me forget of mine. But enough i did not came here to dwell i came here to stop you and him from doing something stupid and wrong
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 11:15 pm
She let him go, staring at him in surprise and disbelief for a moment. "I have hurt you!" she said in a shocked tone. Curling against herself again, she was silent for a moment. Finally she looked to him with a small smile. "I think so much of myself .. Seisuke-ona .. please, are you well? If I make you unhappy, you should tell me."
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