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 Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 8:06 am
Tilting her head, she listened to the story. It was odd and it was predictable halfway through but it was the question of its meaning that got her to thinking. There were a great many ideas she had but the over lying theme seemed to be;
"Observe all that is around you, live life to the fullest, do not focus on one task too much."
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 9:17 am
Yes now think through to your experiences. -he wanted her to analyze the tale and learn from it-
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 11:39 am
Tilting her head, she thought of her experiences and the changes and everything that had happened in her life. After a few minutes, she replied; "They are what makes me unique, my experiences are my own, they belong to no one else."
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 11:48 am
Wrong answer think a little harder *he replied to her with a blunt voice* I will let think this one more time remeber the tale while youre thinking
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 12:01 pm
With a huff, she turned away from him pondering more. Though she was serious about understanding, she took the time to tease. A feeling of amusement could be felt before her words.
"Old men enjoy tormenting their fledglings with wisdom.
A few more minutes passed before she replied again. "At first, the young man focused on the task at hand but failed to see the beauty of his surroundings. Then, he took the time to see the beauty of his surroundings, but failed to ensure the requested task were completed correctly.
Those are my observations, you cannot achieve perfection in all things but in that which you make time for, one should choose wisely which path to take."
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 12:12 pm
*she failed to grasp what he meant* Close but no dice. You tried at least, i give you that. *he recalls what she said with her own voice*
"How fortunate he is to have answers sooner than later. The desire to know myself burns within me. Perhaps the reason I am so curious in other things is because I have yet to find the peace of mind by knowing my past.I long for family. Something I have never known, what it is to have kin. It weighs on me every day yet I move forward. There is so much to know, so many to become acquainted with, places to see .. so much of so much. Yet one of the most basic elements of life, something that every creature has to some degree, I do not. Why the stars have seen this fate come to pass for me, I will never understand. Yet hope lives within me to find these answers." * he then chuckles* You have the answer you dont see the picture and you have focused too much in only one thing making you stray from the world and those who care for you that are around you thats the answer i wanted to you to think
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 12:20 pm
She lowered her head slightly with his words. "How often do you ever see me or hear me speak of this? What do you see me do every time we are together?
I am with others, I am learning what I can, I am doing things I have never done before. I am simply seeking family and nothing else.
For the first time, I do have friends here. Yet with what has happened tonight, they will be here for how long? One does not know. And when they are gone .. then who have I to turn to?
I live a life of solitude, Seisuke. Perhaps not today, perhaps not next week, yet I know some day I will be separated from all I know, forced to find others to interact with for a time. I seek a time and place where I know one will be there not only today but next week and for time onward."
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 4:57 am
-Hearing her angered him to fine point. He rushed to her side. His first thought was to slap her senses but knowing the state she was he did something more different. He turned Her. Now face to face. He hugs her with an inmense affection. Their heads now touch. He then spoke to her. "You have but a mere shell of hope. You worry too much in the future you friends are with you now enjoy everytime you are with them for that is what you cherish in the future. I always will be here. should something happens i will be there for you.
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 5:13 am
Sensing she has upset him, she looks at him, anticipating unfriendly reaction. Something changes, instead he embraces with great care, to which she does not react, still looks up with question, not returning the hug. When their heads touch, she closes her eyes lazily, this she understands. From her experiences in youth when doing this with bjartskular, she sends him calm images, feelings of peace, fondness, gratitude, loyalty, togetherness, joy. She does not speak, some moments do not need words.
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 6:55 pm
She did not speak but he thought of everything joyful that has happened with her and part of his own experiences. to her mind-
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 7:29 pm
Lost in her own thoughts, she was surprised when he returned his own thoughts. Though she was, of course, very comfortable with hearing others thoughts, she was somewhat taken by surprise as all his thoughts were his memories together with her and she was half expecting to hear bjartskulars thoughts which were very different from Seisuke.
Opening her eyes, she peered at him for a moment before stepping away. Her thoughts closing to him, she nodded her head slightly. "Thank you. Worry not, I do not expect this of you to become habit, though I do not seek comfort often." she said to him, trying not to impose on him, not to make him feel obligated but leaving just enough that if he wanted to share that again, she would be grateful for it.
Before this day, she had shared such a tender moment only with her master. She felt vulnerable to have realized and depended on another for that which she shad shared with only two before. She slowly turned away from him, feeling slightly ashamed despite feeling relieved and grateful that he was there for her in that moment.
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 6:59 am
To feel such way... I cant say i blame you... i dont want you to feel that way any longer. There will be somethings in your personality i may never understand."
He approaches and does the same as last time. he however said something to her mind "Open your heart. I want you to be happy. Be yourself. Even that i havent got your thrust completely. I wont give up until i see that beautiful smile you had when i had met you this same place"
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 10:45 am
Again she let herself relax for him, closing her eyes and sharing images of peaceful things with Seisuke. "My heart is open to give kindness and perhaps love to any who may require these things from me." she replied simply. Opening her eyes again, the color had changed dramatically, now nearly their normal color but still not shaped as they should be. She looked up to him with a burning curiosity to know if this was not good enough.
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 11:08 am
He was close to returning her to normal. No turning back now he will suceed in turning her normal. he spoke in her mind " Required? no ziven love should spontaneous not required. you shouldnt go waiting for someone to require your affection or love. You should show love when youre happy with the person and it comes on its own not that you would show it when you want. to be happy when your heart feel happy. to love when you feel love those things are what makes you truly unique among everyone. "
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 11:47 am
Inhaling deeply, his words felt heavy to her. There was nothing she could say to this, she did not know any of this nor how he knew or was able to explain so well. Again her eyes changed, returning to a darker hue. "I do not know what to say. I have, what I assume is love, in my heart for all. When they show their intentions are not true or unkind, I do not trust them, do not continue spending time with them voluntarily but will still do kind things for them. I am .. different. I know not if anyone has truly loved me back .. I believe from what someone described to me here, perhaps it was you, said that I share love with my master yet none of us ever spoke the word to each other. .. Is that wrong?"
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