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 Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:24 pm
Squeezing Muraki's fingers gently Mrtamarinus follows him out. "It is true...I have not left my tank. I guess I was too afraid of how others would react to me. It is a pity I did not venture out sooner...I might have met you a while ago if I had."
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:34 pm
Muraki walked to the back door and out it and over to the gazebo "it doesnt matter, we have meet each other now and thats all that matters." he said smiling at the mer as he walked over the small ramp that lead up to the gazebo and took a seat at the back of it "I know this might sound a little hypocritical since I still dwell on my past still a bit but I have been learning slowly that we cant dwell on the past, so even if we have just meet now it is better then us not meeting at all" he said to the mer softly as he let go of his hand.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:36 pm
"Most would say we don't have much of a future. If that is so then all we have is the past." Reaching out he takes Muraki's hand back in his and holds it lightly enough that the bunny can pull it back if he wishes.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:46 pm
Muraki smiled to himself and held the mers hand tighter, liking the touch the mer gave him. "We might be the undead but that doesnt mean we cant lead lives like normal people, who says we dont have much of a future? It isnt anyone elses job to tell us how to live our lives but we ourselves. No matter if we are undead or not, we still have rights and one of them is leading our undead lives as we see fit dispite whatever anyone else tells us. Im not about to let some person whos alive tell me how to live my life when I am capable of doing that myself." he said gently to the mer as he rested his head on his shoulder, hoping he didnt mind.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:49 pm
Mrtamarinus hesitates a brief moment then reaches out to gently stroke Muraki's hair. He was rather enjoying playing devil's advocate. He liked hearing the bunny's answers to things he had heard others say. "Ah but how can we live lifes when we do not have life? Is that not the defination of dead? To not have life??"
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:54 pm
Muraki closed his eyes, liking the feel of the mers touch upon him "if we were still dead then we wouldnt have a life, however we have been brought back for one reason or another so that must grant us a life to live wouldnt you say? Sure might not be the sort of life the other alive anthros have but it is still a life nevertheless." he said as he slightly nuzzled the mer.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 9:58 pm
If Mrtamarinus was a cat he'd be purring. He didn't understand why he was enjoying this conversation so much so he just decided to go with it. "And what is our still being "alive" is some kind of cosmic mistake? What is there really is no reason for us being here?"
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:09 pm
Muraki lifted his head and looked at the mer "to tell you the truth, I dont care if it was a mistake or not. If it was, then so be it and I will take whatever happens to me head on and if I go back to being dead then so be it. However, while i am back here I want to just do be myself, 'live this life' and just deal with each day as it comes. I have friends here who care about me, I have learnt things I never would have learnt, I even have now meet you who is just like me and have started to care deeply for. If this is a mistake then I am glad it is because I dont regret it one bit..." he sait trailing off as he put his head back on the mers shoulder "...I especially dont regret meeting you..." he said so softly it was almost a whisper as he closed his eyes and squeezed the mers hand a little.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:14 pm
"Maybe I have gone too far. I was enjoying hearing your answers so I kept on pushing. I fear that I might be upsetting you now and I do not wish that." Gently he wrapped his arm around Muraki and leaned his head aganst the bunnys.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:23 pm
Muraki wraped his arms around the mer huged him back, pleased to be in his embrace. Muraki sighed a little sadly "its alright, and im sorry also, I should of come across better then I did" he said softly to the mer, squeezing him a little and just not wanting to let go.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:26 pm
"I truly enjoy your company. Nothing you have said or done has upset me. You have no reason to apolgize. I was the one being rude." Mrtamarinus gently rubs his cheek against the top of Murkai's head.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:33 pm
Muraki gently moaned, enjoying what the mer was doing to his cheek "that makes both of us then, I have enjoyed your company greatly myself" he said sincerly to the mer as he stroaked the mers hair while hugging him.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:36 pm
Mrtamarinus stares off into space as he cuddles Muraki against him. After a moment he chuckles softly. "Guess what...I have run out of words again. You will have to start rambling again."
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:42 pm
Muraki chuckled softly yet he couldnt think of anything to say just to do yet it would be wrong of him to do it so soon after they meet dispite how close he seemed to the mer and he didnt want to upset the mer in anyway possible so he would have to think of something to talk about but what? Muraki decided to take him to the pool. it was the only thing he could think of other then the first thought and so he thought it was a much safer bet to go with this one "im not about to ramble on again, I hve done that enough for one day. However, lets go to the pool so you can be comfertable and be near water if you need it and I wouldnt mind a swim myself" he said into the mers ear before letting go of him.
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 10:46 pm
Mrtamarinus realsed Muraki from his hold relunctly. He had been aware of a faint itching of his skin for a while but he had been ignoring it. "Yes. That might be a good idea. I have not been paying attention to the time so I do not know how much longer I have."
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