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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 6:31 pm
Okay, you know what? I am going to rant and openly ATTACK quite a few people. Of course, I'll edit their names out accordingly so it's not directed at anyone except "blank". Please keep in mind there are several 'blank's, so please bear with me.
First of all, Blank just overall sucks. Her RP'ing sucks, her leadership skills suck, her communication skills suck, her ability to keep promises, also sucks. You know what? Let's just name all the things she doesn't suck at? 8D
.....Hum, this is a tough one. Can't think of much except... Oh, I know. She's WONDERFUL at making excuses! She's also WONDERFUL at surprises, and WONDERFUL at stepping ALL over her friend 'Blank' just because she CAN.
Oh, wait, I'm repeating myself from the first rant about her here! 8D That's because NOTHING'S CHANGED even if she promised she would.
Let's move on to Blank!! I personally hated her from day one. I can tolerate her more now, seeing as she's the only one who's actually changed into a more tolerable person. BUT, that's not why I'm ranting about her.
See, she has a character in an important scene, of which has seven characters in it. That scene has stalled. It's partly her fault. The characters she has in this scene have either 1) become useless and are not being posted as, or 2) become useless and spectating and not adding to anything.
Well, the scene did stall since she did leave for a week, then she became busy after she came back, so she's been sporadically posting and is not on as much as before. I understand that real life comes before internet life, but the times she was on, she could've at least made her two characters in that scene do something oh I don't know.. USEFUL.
OKAY, now about Blank!! She's frankly just a teenage prat who comes across as a b***h most of the time. I'm sorry, but that's just how I see her. She may not mean to come across that way, but that's how it damn well comes across to me.
1) She's overeager. If she's in a scene with more than one person, she will ACT like she's only posting with ONE person and just KEEP on posting without even stopping to think about letting the other people in the scene post. HELLOOOO!! -waves arms frantically- She's done this more than once, in separate RPs, and on separate occasions. She's done it to me, she's done it to a few others as well. Frankly, she needs to learn PATIENCE and wait for the others in that scene to.. oh I don't know, POST before she posts again. Just because you have ONE post to reply to, doesn't mean you should, because, damnit, I was replying to that ONE post, too!
2) She comes across as a b***h. When we're 'discussing' something about what to do about the first Blank up there, she comes across as extremely sarcastic, and doesn't even seem to want to even discuss it. OF COURSE IT'S ALREADY BEEN DISCUSSED BEFORE. IT'S THE SAME s**t HAPPENING OVER AND OVER AGAIN!! We wouldn't have to repeat ourselves if the first blank didn't end up repeating her bad history again. It's hitting the effin' fan and getting thrown right back at us!
3) I liked her better when I first met her. She was perfectly fine, and very tolerable to be around. All of the sudden, things started changing with her. Even someone who's known her longer knows that the s**t she's doing now isn't like her. Something happened. Something happened to change her for the /worse/, something changed her into what she's acting like right now. I would very much like it if she changed back into the kid I first met, but that's most likely wishful thinking.
Hum... who else? Oh, how about Blank!! He is, of course, the only male in this RP. His main character.. his personality has changed SO much. I mean, wtf? Going around talking about how animals talk to trees behind our backs... yeah, you heard right. His character had a major personality makeover, apparently. Now he's /completely/ random. He used to at least make sense behind the randomness, but now? No, not at all, and I question his sanity. Oh, there are also a few other things about him I'd like to say, but if the previous bitchy blank ever saw this, I'm not allowed to say. 8D There's also something else, but I'm not allowed to say that either due to the Blank that gets stepped all over by the first Blank.
Oh, well, looking back at this.. this isn't exactly what I wanted to rant about initially, but.. I do feel better. So I guess it works. Oh, if the last three blanks I mentioned (I.E. bitchy blank, male blank, and stepped on blank) ever get a hold of this, you three are keeping secrets from each other. 8D Have fun with that.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 12:15 am
I'm crying this as I type this... so if i have spelling mistakes, apologies to those who read this.
My best friend of two years hates me. I love him like a brother and now he hates me because of a stupid video game. We met on this video game and there is a clan system. I followed him through EVERY clan he went through since he picked me up and the one time I want to go back to a clan we left... because I have friends on there who are more active and wanted me back.
So I ask him, I go: Would it be okay if I went back? I'm thinking of doing it...
And he goes: Ya I don't care. Its your decision.
And I ask again: Are you sure?
And he goes: Ya I don't care. Seriously.
And so I go: Ok, I think I'm going to go then.
And we go back to talking like it was nothing.
I come back the next day to see if he's on, and my house that I stayed in on that vent (its a program that people use to talk when they play games and you can make rooms in it), my house and my rooms/channels are all slandered with: TRAITOR. YOU LEAVE TO GO TO A CLAN I HATE = BIG NO NO. ANYONE WHO HAS A PROBLEM WITH MY DECISION TALK TO ME.
Its quite obvious who did it too. My friend. My best friend on there.
Obviously you did care huh.
Not only that, he took away my vent powers so I can't fix what he did. So I talk to the brother of the guy who owns the vent (we're really good friends too I love him to bits) and he gives me back my powers and takes away my friend's until he can talk to him. Well... I come back on tonight and I find: What did we always used to do in the past when one of us had a problem with someone? Wasn't it always insta ban since we were the original group? Why are you treating this case differently? Last time I checked it was no questions asked when it came to us original guys deciding s**t. So really you'll take her side over mine? Heh, never thought I'd see the day.
I'm really hurt. Really really hurt. No one wants to take sides in this stupid fight. I just want it to be over. I want this to be worked out. I want this to go back to normal. I love these guys. They're my friends...
If he had said: No. I don't like that clan, don't go back to them.
I would have stayed.
I'm really really really hurt. I mean. He was the one that used to tell me: Its just a game, I don't see why anyone is getting all emotional and upset about, its just a stupid game.
Why are you throwing such a fit over a stupid game then? Huh? Why are you doing this? I'm still your friend. I play other games with you. I had my family buy a game they couldn't afford so I could play with you. I play with other guys on this clan. I don't know why you're doing this because of a stupid game. What was the past two years to you then? Huh? Was it just a joke? Am I just a little puppy to you? Am I just a clanmate that once I go somewhere else in ONE GAME...
FFS. I don't even know what to say anymore... except I still love you and I want to be friends still... and I am so confused. ******** this s**t. I want my best friend back. What was I to you?! Really. Was I even your friend? Friends don't do this. I'm really hurt. Not only this, but you were going to leave me for another clan anyways that I couldn't follow you to. And I didn't throw a big s**t fit! I don't get it!
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 5:47 pm
I wanted to do something nice for my friends. So I decided to make them all Swedish Pancakes. I had planned it for weeks. I went out and got the ingredients on two separate shopping trips, which resulted in me spending over fifty dollars on two dozen eggs, flour, milk, fresh fruit, maple syrup (the syrup being super expensive as it was) and plenty more. I got up early in the morning and while suffering a hangover from being empty stomach drunk the night before, went and started getting the stuff ready. I cut the fruit with the help of one guy who doesn't live on res. Some of the supplies were in my friend's room, and unfortunately he stayed up till the wee hours of the morning once again, delaying my making of the food for an HOUR until someone called and pounded on their door repeatedly for them to bring the supplies down. There were about fifteen people there by the time I got to it. With the help of a couple of other friends, we worked on making the pancakes while the others watched TV in the lounge. One guy (one of the ones who slept in) refused to eat any, and said he had gone for food earlier because he was forced to wait (EVEN THOUGH IT WAS HIS DAMN FAULT SINCE HE HAD THE SUPPLIES IN HIS ROOM), then went and took fruit and didn't touch the goddamn pancakes I made later on! And you know what he said after that? "I don't see why you're so upset that i'm not eating something you make." I MADE IT FOR YOU, ********! Thanks for your kind words! On top of that, others went so far as to pick on me constantly about slips I made. At dinner they even brought it up again, saying "OH, Sedona said something stupid, but I can't remember what!" and spent the time trying to remember. I left of course. I can't stand it. This is the last time I do anything nice for them. I'll have to thank them later for making me feel like TRASH.
EDIT:
One of my friends realized I was more upset than they originally thought when they told me to come to a party with them and I refused and told them to leave me alone. Only one, although I must admit the others were probably too drunk to care. I cried it all out to him, how my friends made me feel like utter trash when i tried to do something nice for them. I explained how the one guy who refused to touch the food i made and simply stayed there made me feel awful and reminded me of my old friend who liked to guilt trip me a lot. He said he understood, and everyone simply thought I was mad, and didn't realize I was crying alone in my room. He eventually persuades me to go and hang with other friends, but i agreed to see the blacklight party he was at earlier. I was there for two hours. Completely sober, watching my other friends have a great time. One asked me why I looked mad. He then asked if it was because I was sober. Oh, i forgot to mention this guy threw a snowball in the kitchen earlier that day. I had snow all on my back. I wanted to leave and go to the other party, but no, the friend I had gone with wouldn't leave. And I'm certainly not going out to another building in the dark at midnight. Be it on campus or not. So I packed up my s**t and came back. I think I'm going to avoid them for a while. All of them. Because I hate being miserable around them when they're all having such a good ******** time.
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Posted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 6:29 am
I wish I wasn't seen as 'one of the guys' all the time. Then I could be like a normal girl and have crushes on said guys. I wish I could drunk flirt at parties and whatnot, but I can't. I don't want to ruin the close friendships I have with them. And while I REALLY like one guy, He is the one who always makes the exasperated sigh when I do something like ruffle his hair or anything along those lines. And normally I can't tell if he's just joking or not. So I stopped trying... which I realized makes it seem like I like him less... And you know what? Now I think I am starting to like him less... which is in some ways, kind of a shame. So I just hang with you guys... drink quality canadian and german beer and good scotch and rye... because I feel that in this faculty, I can't be a girl half the time. I have to be one of the guys so that I can be accepted as a friend. That is just how I feel. But a lot of my friends then sometimes forget that I am a girl... which makes it troublesome when I walk home at night without a cellphone. It is creepy and dark on parts of campus, and lately there are warnings about guys going around in cars trying to pick up girls lately. I feel lame asking them, but hey, I'm still a girl, right? I don't know what to do anymore.
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