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Streamjumper Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:39 pm
dot_com Malaryush 3.14 She hasn't changed her avi's clothes since April 1st of last year. sweatdrop Dratted fishing. xd Everyone beat me to the Soot Story. But yeah; I just opted to never save over it, thus preserving my soot face. gonk I can't change anything about my avatar without losing it. Don't ever say Mala had your eyes... You'll only encourage her.
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:39 pm
*Whistles at Zero* SMEXY MAMA!!
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:39 pm
 If anybody wants an item from my inventory, IM me on AIM or AOL sometime tonight before I uh..leave. I also have 4K.. Edit: Also, any of the items that I'm wearing, too. confused
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:42 pm
kyyrao *Whistles at Zero* SMEXY MAMA!! --------------- Teh Aki is leaving!? gonk
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:42 pm
AKI!! Why are you leaving!? crying
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:43 pm
dot_com But Mala... sad Don't you want to look like the old Mala ever again? (You even had my eyes! crying ) I've thought about it...but I love my soot too much. crying I'm like...a Heartless! Random Mala Fact: Mala has always had an inexplicable love for all things faceless-with-glowy-eyes.
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:49 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:51 pm
Skizzors  cool Nightcrawler!
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:57 pm
Akimbo If anybody wants an item from my inventory, IM me on AIM or AOL sometime tonight before I uh..leave. I also have 4K.. Aki = STAYING. gonk Aki is not allowed to make the Mala cry.
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 8:58 pm
Malaryush Akimbo If anybody wants an item from my inventory, IM me on AIM or AOL sometime tonight before I uh..leave. I also have 4K.. Aki = STAYING. gonk Aki is not allowed to make the Mala cry. I second that!!! 1. cause aki is tooooooo valuable 2. cause mala crying makes me saaad!
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 9:22 pm
*arrives after dealing with some crap*
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 9:37 pm
I really really like this new MSI song. Alot. So good.
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 9:42 pm
Zely thought that I should be at least 'honest' with everybody, and let you guys know what's going on and all that jazz. I don't want to say anything, but he's right that after all the time I've been around you guys that I should at least be truthful.
The last few months have been really hard on me mentally, and a lot of problems have come up with everything going on. There really isn't a way that I can think of to fix it all, even though I've been trying to think of something for weeks. It all comes back to the same thing, though. I've been cutting myself up more than usual over the past few weeks, been having trouble sleeping too much or too little, randomly crying over all the stress going on in my brain, and just..been generally in a bad shape.
Before I say anything else, I want you guys to know that I love you all, and I consider you some of the greatest friends and people I have ever known. You're all awesome in your own ways, and I just wanted you guys to know that I love you.
Now..that I got that done, I want you all to know that I probably won't be around online or on Gaia after tonight. Simply for the fact that I'm..meh..going to do something stupid, and it would involve me being gone for good from here and anywhere else online.
I don't feel like starting up a big argument or discussion about this, and this will be my last post in the AG or anywhere on Gaia. Zely would've posted something about this, anyway, but he thought it was better if I said something and let everyone know instead of it coming from him. I already mentioned that, though, but..meh. I really don't know what else to say and I'm stuck on what to put.
I love you guys, a lot. Thanks for some of the good memories left in my crappy brain. =/
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 10:01 pm
Aki, maybe you need to check yourself into one of those counciling groups. I don't want you to do anything to yourself...please... sad
I really don't know what to say other than...you have something to live for even if you don't think so. Everyone hits ruts in their lives, some worse than others. Everyone needs help at some point...but please...do something smart about it...don't do something stupid...please...
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Harbinger of Pandamonium Crew
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Posted: Mon Feb 21, 2005 10:06 pm
sad Aki, please don't do anything drastic. Seriously. crying
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