Unstable Joker
I had gotten all dolled up, makeup, fixed hair the works, just for him.
I was NERVOUS as ********, 'cause I liked him so much and was worried he’d would like me. I’m a very shy person, and I was worried I’d be all uber-shy when he showed up, because that’s the typical way I am to new people.
My litter sister was down for the weekend so we were goofing off, when he called and asked for me to direct him to the house.
I stand at the door and tell him, he passes the turn and I watch him miss the turn too, laugh and tell him to do a u-turn and come back, as he's driving up, I step out the door only to hear my sister slam the door shut behind me, and throw the lock. I whip about and scream and knock on the door (the bee's were swarming and it was hot as ********) I kick off my high heels, and dash around the house as he gets out the car, I run to the back door and go inside and come open the FRONT door.
He's standing there, I look up at him, he's taller then me, and the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on. My heart skipped a beat, stalled then calmed down. All my fear and worries just melted away, I felt safe, I felt calm and I felt peace.
I stepped forward and threw my arms around him; he hugged me back, my soul felt complete. I leaned up and kissed him on the mouth. I was happy.
That was the happiest moment/day of my LIFE.
Ever moment with him was pure bliss that day.
When he left, I cried, I cried so long and hard I cried myself into sleep.
It was sheer agony and depression and darkness while he was away those months..
Then he came back in June.
And the light was back in my life, and it has been heaven since.
Literally when Jon is away, my soul breaks. My heart is incomplete without him.. I thought I found my soulmate before, I mistaken… that was just love, love in the wrong direction entirely.
Jon. Is. My. Soulmate.
I was NERVOUS as ********, 'cause I liked him so much and was worried he’d would like me. I’m a very shy person, and I was worried I’d be all uber-shy when he showed up, because that’s the typical way I am to new people.
My litter sister was down for the weekend so we were goofing off, when he called and asked for me to direct him to the house.
I stand at the door and tell him, he passes the turn and I watch him miss the turn too, laugh and tell him to do a u-turn and come back, as he's driving up, I step out the door only to hear my sister slam the door shut behind me, and throw the lock. I whip about and scream and knock on the door (the bee's were swarming and it was hot as ********) I kick off my high heels, and dash around the house as he gets out the car, I run to the back door and go inside and come open the FRONT door.
He's standing there, I look up at him, he's taller then me, and the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on. My heart skipped a beat, stalled then calmed down. All my fear and worries just melted away, I felt safe, I felt calm and I felt peace.
I stepped forward and threw my arms around him; he hugged me back, my soul felt complete. I leaned up and kissed him on the mouth. I was happy.
That was the happiest moment/day of my LIFE.
Ever moment with him was pure bliss that day.
When he left, I cried, I cried so long and hard I cried myself into sleep.
It was sheer agony and depression and darkness while he was away those months..
Then he came back in June.
And the light was back in my life, and it has been heaven since.
Literally when Jon is away, my soul breaks. My heart is incomplete without him.. I thought I found my soulmate before, I mistaken… that was just love, love in the wrong direction entirely.
Jon. Is. My. Soulmate.
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i'm trying to contain myself.. but i'm over here like.. squeeling in my chair for what apears like no apearent reason to my parents.
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