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Posted: Sun May 03, 2009 10:43 pm
"Perhaps" he mused without really looking at her starring up into the morning clouds. "For example, if you just said yes and let us have you when we first met. Lots of hardships could have been avoided. Would it have been worth it? Probably in the beginning yes. But we do so enjoy having you around after the fact. Had you agreed earlier. We don't think there would be any kind of connection between the two of us. We would have been happy, if only because of ignorance. If we knew then, what we know now. We would know that going through those hardships to get to you was worth it." he said turning slightly to face her and giving her a part way smile before turning back to daydreaming. "We think, you might even agree to some extent. Despite knowing how horrible we were back then. How horrible we still are inside."
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Posted: Sun May 03, 2009 10:53 pm
"I would have lost my self respect and seen such as nothing more than a transaction for your benefit." she said softly. lowering her gaze still. "We would not be here, I would see myself as a commodity and not a person. Even now, I wonder sometimes of myself then .. so close to the edge of believing I was not a person but a tool." she said softly, wondering if he would remember this.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 10:26 pm
Yawgmoth appeared in her bedroom with her not..necessarily in tow. She'd be only an arm reach away with his fingers on her shoulder but they slowly slipped away to give her her space. "There, we're gone, we're home." he said flatly watching to see what she'd do his crimson eyes carefully watching every movement.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 10:32 pm
She stepped away from his touch the moment they arrived home. Still feeling confused, she wanted distance, just as she did whenever she was confused. Backing herself in to the corner of the room, she slowly sunk to the ground, her eyes were searching as if there were answers to be found there in the floor. After a moment of calm, she winced a bit, as something happened. She covered her face, as if she were wiping something away and seemed a little stressed again but in control, looking up to him again with those blue eyes, though the pupils had changed again from the small dots that normally were there to a slice of black, just like a dragon. "I am .. damaged .." she said simply, closing her eyes and covering her face again, as she tried to work things out with herself, magically speaking. "So much confusion." she said softly, pausing again before looking up to him. "Are you not angry?"
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 10:39 pm
"Why would we be angry? We're just glad we decided not to wait the full three days, who knows what kind of shape you would be in if we let you there to rot another day." he said crossing his arms across his chest. "We are angry, that those pigs have such arrogance to think they are allowed to dominate superior creatures like us." he said walking to her bed and sitting down putting his chin in his hands. "Part of us wants to go back there, part of us wants to make them pay for what they did, for what they might have done. To take pleasure in prying their insides from their bodies one organ at a time and watch them scream in the same agony they were causing. Yes, fitting. But we know we have to take care of you now. And that you would not approve of such....barbarisms." he said looking over in her direction briefly. "Although...the longer you cage a monster, the more violent it is when it finally does get out into the open.."
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 10:52 pm
"I wanted to kill them, as many as needed, just to end it .. I did .. I still do .. but I know that I have disabled them! This was not theirs, they did not know what they were meddling with." she said softly, hugging her arms around herself. It was clear that she was in pretty rough shape mentally, trying desperately to keep a hold on reality. Squirming a bit, she let out a small sigh, followed by a sharp breath. Her magic was returning to her very rapidly, which was good for her, but had the potential of startling her Love. Though he knew she was quite powerful, he likely would not know that she had been working very carefully on hiding the strength of her powers as they continued to grow. As she was so exhausted, it was not possible for her to slow herself from radiating energy as it flooded back in to herself. "My apologies .. I have not the strength .. not just now .." she began softly, stopping herself from going on. These comments were not because she sought sympathy or even understanding, but more of a notification, a brief warning, even, that she was feeling a bit unstable in more ways than one. "You say the three days had not passed since we last spoke? To me .. it was .. rather .. it felt like weeks .. months perhaps. I do not know, I could not keep track, there were so many visions, possibilities .. I could not get past them, I could not accept them as truth .. even now .. even right now, as I feel myself healing, I do not know that I can trust this fully. What if this too is the lie?" she pondered, not truly wanting an answer, just wanting him to know that she was feeling really confused, upset and tired.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 10:57 pm
Reaching up and rubbing his forehead slightly he grumbled. "How about you don't worry about that. How about instead you come here, you lie down and you sleep. We promise that when you wake up, you will be in your bed, in your home and we will be downstairs waiting. No tricks. No lies. We promise you reality has returned." he said standing up and walking a few paces away from the bed making a motion with his arms signaling it was hers to take now. "You are clearly worn out, the best remedy is rest. You should try to get some."
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 11:15 pm
She slowly got to her feet again, carefully approaching him. Reaching up, she gently touched his face. This touch, this time for her to understand, his kindness of letting her come to him, was all very helpful. "My .. Husband .. My .. Love .." she said softly, there was still so much sadness in her eyes, as if he were a memory instead of being there before her. Slowly, she moved closer, nuzzling against his chest for a moment before pointedly moving back away from him again. Easing herself in to bed, she spoke few more words before falling asleep completely. "My apologies in advance for any damage that happens while I sleep .. I cannot predict what will come."
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 10:56 am
Once she was asleep he ran his hand over her forehead gently and whispered "And we're sorry we cannot change the monster we really are. You will never realize how hard we try to deny what we are for you. To see you smile. But, their deeds cannot be ignored. They will suffer, and their blood shall stain these hands with vengeance absolute." the titan's words faded into the window. He stood up slowly and listened to the shadows for a moment. Soft whispers as the darkness caressed his form. "Yes, soon you'll have all you like. Soon, you'll have plenty to devour. They will pay with far more than blood." he said to the shadows as he vanished. Intending to return to the encampment where she'd been held. Intending to ruthless butcher, torture and slaughter those parasites and scour them from the face of existence. They would learn his wrath, they would learn what horror and terror really meant.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:28 pm
Squirming slightly from his touch, it was to his favor that she was so exhausted from the past few days, that she was truly asleep and did not hear what he said. With this being the first time she had slept since she left, the night would indeed be long and with fitful sleep from her. Every time her dreams became very vivid, the blankets around her would begin to move and for those which became intense, the whole bed would move if not even causing the other furniture to move from the force of the energy moving around her. When she woke, she was still very disoriented. With a gasp and a squeak, she rolled out of bed, hiding herself up against the side for a moment before she decided to carefully peek over the edge of the bed to see who was there, only to find no one. She sighed softly and curled her knees up to her chest, hugging them for a while, trying to calm herself.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:39 pm
His presence however, was throughout the house. Strong and vivid, the dark energies peeling off of his body and radiating throughout. He sat not in her room. No, he'd decided to allow her rest. Rather he sat downstairs on a couch starring into nothing with his hands interlocked and his chin resting atop them. His shirt gone, his pants stained with dried stains and soil. Parts of his body also carried a familiar scent and shown a familiar stain on his tan skin. Blood. The long dried red liquid was almost everywhere upon him. Bits on his cheeks, to his arms to even his feet like he'd walked through a river of it. Hearing the latest unrestful dream and squeaking gasp he figured she was actually awake this time. Unlocking his fingers he slid them to his knees and with solemn expression stood up cracking his neck. "This...will be interesting." he said quietly to himself trekking upstairs to see what the noise was about this time.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:54 pm
Hearing noise from outside the room, she moved herself more, cornering herself between the wall and the bed, still hugging her knees. As he approached, she could smell the scent of blood, as well as that of her love. However, with her confusion still abundant, she was unsure if this would be a good or bad thing for her and still did not trust herself to act out. Watching quietly, she wanted to see what would come next before even thinking of moving.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 9:04 pm
Yawgmoth's blood stained fingers gripped around the door knob and he twisted it and pushed the doorknob stepping into the room to see her out of bed and sitting on the floor with her knees hugged against her chest. "What's wrong with you? We thought you'd be sleeping for at least a day given what happened." he questioned shutting the door behind him arching his left eyebrow slightly.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 9:15 pm
There was a moment pause before she spoke softly. "My dreams .. they keep waking me .. I do not know if this is still a dream." she said as she looked him over from head to toe. "You have been fighting .. Do you come to fight me?" she asked in a soft voice, looking quite afraid that this might be the truth. If it was the truth, she would know she was still dreaming but would still question why he had been fighting and coming to her like this.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 9:23 pm
"No. We have fought those who would dare to cause you harm and pain. Although...we would not say fought. We would say...eradicated. They could not fight back against someone like us. But they deserved to pay for their crimes. The shadows agreed, they wanted to taste the blood of those who earned our ire. We could not ignore them this time. And for that, we're sorry." he said explaining the blood stains scattered across his body. "We assure you, this is real. We've been back for about ten or fifteen minutes now. We will not tell you in detail what took place, because it would remind you what kind of monster you married." he said with a sigh closing his eyes for a long moment before blinking them open, the crimson hue of his iris starring at her. "We suppose, you are still suffering the after effects of their torture. Further proof, we were right to do what we did."
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