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See!! See!! Leader-san! D: if i didnt look up to you and/or fancy you~ Id so hate you DD<Tsuki Warabe
~ I learned that Kyo, yes our lovely Kyo of Dir En Grey, was once in love!! And he was so in love with her that he was going to propose to her. He didn't tell her about it, but she found out...and when she did, she left him for Kaoru or Die...one of the guitarists. I'm pretty sure it was Kaoru for some reason though. But one of their songs became incredibly famous because it was written about her.
Bet she's kickin herself in the a** for leavin that evil little demonic singer! I know I would be!
OOoooohh i just told my friend that~ She says Quote:
are u sure it was kaoru? i thought it was from one of his bands before diru?
that was way way back
taiyou no ao is the song
It was about a girl before Dir en grey, in a different band.
...yeah, isnt that it?
Here's the link to the Interview where Kyo talks about the girl (and many other things-it's a long one). It's the Readmag interview. I don't know how many of you have read it but I thought I'd post the link anyways.
http://mistress-of-ra.livejournal.com/1421.html#cutid1
Here's the part in particular about the girl:
Was that because you knew you hadn't made friends?There were no people who I wanted to be friends with. There wasn't even anyone I thought was cool that I knew. Or, well, there was a girl I was dating in Kyoto. I think that was the biggest cause of the problem. At that time that girl was more important to me than bands. I thought I would have to stop bands and get a normal job. This same person that's here right now thought that! (laughs) That's a really big thing when you're talking about me.
Having heard your story about your past I understand what a big decision that was.Yeah. At that time I was still in a band and I was friends with the guitarist. But right around the time I was thinking about quitting the band and getting married, the girl suddenly disappeared, really suddenly. I asked everyone around if they knew where she went. But they all responded, "No, I don't know." Only the guitarist would talk with me about it. He was like, "Well, it will work out." For about a week I was constantly talking to this guy about it. But the girl didn't come back. Then a few years later I found out that that guitarist had been seeing that girl. I felt very betrayed. And from then on it was like "I give up on people."
So having been treated like that by a friend you were no longer able to trust anyone?I could no longer trust anyone. I was a really twisted person back then but I didn't tell lies. Well I told silly lies but I didn't lie to friends. And from that event I received the shock that there were people like that out there. I'm telling the story out of order but when that girl left me I lost a lot of weight.
(From here on there are eleven lines of Kyo speaking that are blacked out. Then the interviewer makes a short comment and there are four more lines of Kyo speaking that are blacked out.)
...But I went. You can't really get over something like that, right? And all that was left for me was being in a band. The band that was formed at that point was the band right before Dir en grey. But I think I was weighed down for about two years by that shock.
To the point that you couldn't emotionally recover?Yes. And then that guitarist formed a new band and that girl was staff for that band. And we would meet a lot when we played together and such. That was so, so painful. Again and again I truly felt like I was going to die. At that time I wanted to escape that so there was nothing to do but find another girl.
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