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Bumblebee froze slightly when Prowl's hand was suddenly on his face. But than he unfroze when the ninja withdrew it once again. "I asked if you wanted some interface or foreplay. Frnakly I don't know how to acutlaly tell if I want somethng so etheir take it or leave it." He said while shurgging just slghtly.

Rodimus wasnt afraid Optimus would bemade at him. He was afraid his freind wouldnt' want to touch him. Not that he ever did but even still if he knew than... that woudl desotr any possible chance hehad.
"It's not becuase of the reasons your thinking of." He said flalty whcih was unlike him but he was concintrating at the moemnt. On so many things.

Bubmlebee wans't sure how to repsond to that. "I do favors." He siad simply indicating he might be able to handel contat like that if it was in the form of pament of some kind. "If you wnat me to do somehting than I will. Otherwise I go aobut my daily life regardless of how crappy it is." he said matter of faclty.

Rodimus was unsure if he should really say what he had been hidding all along. "Optimus one thing about me that no one knows is that rape for me .. isn't that big a deal alright. I grew up where rap was normal and I've had it done to me more than a few times. Ntohgin big." He said while stll working on his bow just to distract himslef and not look at Optimus.
"Plus, woudl yo have done that with me if you had known?" He asked refering to what happened between them on Optimus's desk.

"My face isnt' that special." Bubmlebee answered back sense he didnt' see anything moderalty appealing about it. "Also my face doenst look that good anymore." He siad snese well it wans't bad just getting compelte repairs these days was all but inpossible.

Those words were enough to make Rodimus's spark flutter. 'How long have I been looking at you and you never even noticed?' He wonder bittelry desptie himself but didn't let it leave his mouth.
"taking advantage of no, not wanting to be aorund me partically .. along with .. other things.." He said depsite himslef. Mentioning THAT was.... not smart on his end. The fact Otimus had brefuly given in to want a month back just showed thatit was ntohign more than that .. a tempary lose of perosnal contorl.

"Why woudl you wnat to? And we dont have all the time in the world. Deaht is ement every second of every day." He said flalty sense it was and he didn't want to cloud the issue with poitnless desluisons.

Rodimus unwillingly let out a groan of annoyance. "THAT had been ocmpelty consinctial. I'm tlaking about if you had known that a Con had touched me like that woudl you have still done it?" He asked finally blurtting it out though he really didn't want to. He had halted work on his bow now sense he coudln't even bring himslef ot fake a weapon inspection.

His facce wans't that bad. It showed the obvious sighns fo war and torture on it but it was fully intact and he wasn't missing anything. Just one optics was slightly cracked on the side and his jaw joint had a nasty jagged scar which resembled claw marks way to much for his liking. "Do you want to see it?" He asked slowly all of a sudden as he began taking it down to show his face.

"Than you understand why I didn't say antyhign than?" Rodimus asked hoping beyond hope that Optimus understood why he kept his sialnce on the subject. "I didn't enjoy not telling you but.. I thaught it'd make things easier fi I didn't."

Bubmlebee simply halted a second bfore takign the mask down fully for te first time he coudnt' remember how long. "Not much of a pretty sight is it?" He asked Prowl refering to the obvious claw marks on his faceplate. The optics that has a small crack wans't serious forutatly and he coudl still see comptly with it.

Rodimus figured Optimus woudlnt' get it. Thoguh that didn't stop the disapoitnment from enveloping his whole spark. "Would you have willingly kissed me if you knew?" He asked suddenly and wihtout even menaing for it to come out.

"It's not much to look at anymore is it?" Bubmlebee said catching ht elook Prowl had on for a split second. "This is why I wear my battlemask now days. Keeps bots from seeing it also from seeing the claw marks." He said flatly sense they were a small indication of just what happened to him.

Rodimus held back the small graon at that. "That's not what I'm talking about." He muttered out while rubbing his forehead lightly. "I mena ... if you knew .. would you have acutally ....kissed me if you knew?" He asked sense that was what he was tyring to get across.