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 Posted: Thu Oct 04, 2007 9:11 am
Josh pulled back his head, since he saw Alex walking back.
He sighed, a bit sad for not getting the kiss he asked for so badly.
Then Josh sat down infront of Icea, as Alex got into her lap.
They eat of their ice cream, as Josh started to talk.
"Ehy, kiddo. When's aunt going to get you?"
Alex suddenly stopped smiling, and so did Josh.
"Ehh.Ehh, sometime around 8..." Alex said, quietly.
Josh nodded, and looked at the watch.
Then he smiled, and stood up, by the table, still eating of his icecream.
"Well that gives us time for.. foorr.. "
He was interrupted by Alex's loud sqeak.
"I WANT TO MEET MICHYY!! " He shouted happily.
Josh looked a bit confused by it, Alex knew Michael from before,
since Josh and Michael used to be good friends before it all started to get..
Complicated.
He looked into Icea's eyes, in an atempt to ask her for advice.
"Ehh.."
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Posted: Thu Oct 04, 2007 2:56 pm
Icea's smile started to fade.
She mouthed to Josh, "Does he mean Michael?"
She started to frown as she realized that her assumption was right.
Letting a loud sigh out, she lifted Alex from her lap and stood up.
She started to walk outside without even looking at Josh. "Er... I need a smoke." she said, walking away.
Once she got outside she leaned against the building hard, mildly hurting her lower back. She winced and rubbed her back some, sighing.
"What the hell... I don't even smoke." she said, staring at the ground.
At the moment she didn't know what to do, she was thinking maybe it would be better just to walk away now... and let them go see him.
She shrugged to herself, rubbing her forehead.
"Not much I can do if Alex wants to go..."
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Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2007 9:00 am
[[OHGOD
I FORGOT TO ANSWER XDXD
Sorry hun. ]]
Josh looked over at Icea, then down at Alex.
"Brat, can i talk to you for a sec?"
Alex smirked from the nickname, and nodded.
"Josh leaned down to Alex's ear, and whisperd something in it.
Alex giggled loudly and looked at Icea with his both hands covering his mouth in an overdone shock.
Josh leaned back on the chair, and smiled, as he looked at Icea.
Alex suddenly shouted.
"THEN LETS GO PLAY WITH HER MAKEUP!!"
Josh bursted out laughing, and placed a loving kiss on Icea's lips.
Alex didn't react muchly on the kiss, because he was too busy giggling.
Josh looked into Icea's eyes, with a childish grin.
"Let's go play with your makeup.." he said, before kissing her cheek softly.
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Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2007 4:16 pm
[That's fine, hun. XD]
Icea blinked at Josh. "What? ...Play with my makeup?" Icea sighed, pouting her lips and staring at the ground.
"Why don't you just play with your makeup, girlly boy." she mumbled, biting her lip, trying not to smile.
She sighed, tilting her head back up against the wall.
"So... I'm guessing we're going back to your room then?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 12, 2007 7:18 am
Josh laughed some, and took her hand,
they all started walking toward the school building again,
and Alex was happy from getting his ice cream.
As they got the dormroom, they stepped in and Alex suddenly held his nose.
"IT SMELLS OF SMOKE!"
He shouted, and Josh blushed some.
They all knew that Josh had the bad habit of smoking,
but no one actually payed attention to it.
"Babygiiiirrrlll..~" He said, smirking at Icea.
"Go get that makeup. "
Alex nodded, and they laughed again.
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Posted: Fri Oct 12, 2007 6:52 pm
Icea sat her assortment of colorful and also dark makeup out on small table in Josh's room.
She sighed, scratching the back of her head. "Have at it ladies..." she said, chocking out a slight laugh at what she said.
She made a mental note to ask Josh about the whole baby-girl subject.
A yawn unwillingly came loudly from her mouth, her eyes watering.
"Ugh..." she said, sitting on Josh's bed and falling back on it.
"You guys have fun... I've gotta have a nap or I might die."
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:57 am
Josh layed down next to Icea, on his side - so that he could look at her.
"What's wrong? Tired?" He whisperd, stroking her cheek gently.
Alex started to play with the makeup himself, as they could hear.
He was giggling a lot, and turned toward them a few times,
just to show how funny he looked.
Josh laughed, as Alex turned one final time,
he looked like a failed transvestite, with his makeup everywhere.
Alex enjoyed the show, and stood up, starting to walk in the room -
acting like a girl as he spoke and laughed.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:24 pm
Icea sighed quietly, looking over at Josh, not answering him.
"Hmm..." she started digging in her jean pocket for her iPod.
For some reason she felt like looking through her stuff.
She flicked through the artists, playlists, and games; she already knew all that.
Her eyes brightened up when she scrolled down to pictures. She couldn't even remember if she had put any on her iPod, but it was at least worth the time to check.
Her heart almost stopped completely as she found what she never imagined she would. She gasped loudly. Her heart felt as if someone had just torn a hole in it. She sat for a second staring at the picture.
She laid her iPod face down against her stomach, hoping Josh hadn't noticed how she was acting.
"Oh god..." I can't believe I still have that picture...
Icea sighed loudly, not holding it in, as she took one more long glance at the picture.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:56 pm
It was clear that Alex was done with the game.
He looked sad when Josh suddenly said.
"Kiddo, it's time for Aunt to get here.. Get ready."
Josh turned toward Icea and saw something in her eyes,
an emotion rushing through her.
"Baby what's on that iPod?"
He said, pointing at it as he stroke her hair.
"Or wait. Let's talk once Alex's gone.."
A few minutes later, Alex came back.
He had his jacket on, and his small backpack in his hand.
"Bye Iceaa~~.." He said, and kissed her cheek quickly.
"Brotherrr? Aunt said she'll meet me outside, so you don't have to go with me.."
Josh hugged Alex tightly, and Alex cried.
Josh's eyes filled up with a few tears but he held them in.
"I love you kiddo." He said to the small boy, and messed up his hair.
Alex walked to the door, and whiped of his tears with the back of his hand.
He turned and waved at them both.
"I LOVE YOU!" He yelled and laughed.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 4:57 pm
Icea's heart thudded hard when Josh noticed something about her iPod.
She held her breath, hoping he'd forget, or maybe that she just wouldn't have to explain.
She felt awkward laying on Josh's bed, it felt wrong.
"Bye, Alex. Hope to see you again." she said, lightheartedly, as he kissed her cheek. She patted him on the head.
Icea stood, watching Josh say good bye to Alex, next to the couch.
Her stomach was starting to turn inside her.
She reached for her headphones and put them in her ears, still watching Josh.
Music filled her ears before she even touched her iPod, she forgot to put it on hold.
She couldn't understand a word of it, but it was so beautiful it mesmerized her.
Her heart started to ache.
She realized it was Japanese music that was playing, a deep reminder of her past.
She had to choke back tears, her hand fought furiously to get inside her pocket.
She didn't want to stop the music, but she didn't want to let it continue. She got her hand on it, her fingers pausing for a second, then finally making the music stop.
She stood there, staring at the ground, her chest beating hard, her mind was racing.
She was very lost at that moment.
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 2:09 am
Josh closed the door behind Alex, and turned his head toward Icea.
"What's wrong?" He said after a while of watching her,
he sat down on the floor beside where she was lying on the couch.
"Well?"
He waited for an answer, as his phone started ringing.
Josh ignored it, and cept on talking.
"Baby, i saw a picture on your iPod, and now your acting.. odd.
Don't hide it, just tell me.."
Josh's hand stroke the back of hers, as a gentle smile went across his lips.
He started mumbling on a quiet song,
in a faint attempt of calming her down.
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Posted: Sat Nov 17, 2007 11:04 am
Icea pulled her hand away from his, looked away from his face, not wanting to see his reaction.
"I..." She put her face in her hands, rubbing her eyes, and groaning.
"It's nothing!" She said, in a fake voice, hoping it was convincing.
Her stomach was still turning up inside her violently, threatening to force everything back up.
She knew this wasn't working, she couldn't lie about this, it really was affecting her.
She hardened her eyes, looking up to meet his.
"He was... My boyfriend before I came here. And... I think maybe I just miss him... that's why I acted weird when I saw..." She said, her voice as steady as she could manage it, not knowing what to expect from him.
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Posted: Sat Nov 17, 2007 3:06 pm
Josh backed up and stood up as she said so.
"Icea you weren't single when i met you?"
he said, shockingly as he rubbed his face, still looking at her.
He felt his guts turning, and he pushed away all the things that he was feeling.
He stood there, trying to act understanding
even though this whole matter shocked him quite.
"I don't understand.."
Josh whisperd out, as he rubbed his eyes, shaking his head slightly.
"Could you just. Tell me everything?"
He said after a long silence.
"Please?.."
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Posted: Sat Nov 17, 2007 8:51 pm
Icea frowned. "No, no. He was my boyfriend before I came here. As in... I came here-" Icea stopped herself, she couldn't continue.
She sighed, standing on her feet, and pacing around the room.
She really didn't know how to explain any of it. She didn't even want to talk about it to begin with.
"Tell you everything? What do you mean... everything?" She stopped, slowly turning toward him, setting her eyes into him, like claws.
Her body jerked back into motion. "Well..."
She stood at the window, looking outside, she couldn't look him in the face while talking.
"First of all... He was a foreign-exchange-student at my school about a year ago... and as it's pretty obvious, we be became friends- then more." Her fingers fiercely pushed at the lingering stands of hair in her face. "Then he had to leave after the school year. That's about all there is to it." Her voice held a slight bitterness, she noticed, not sure if it was to Josh or to Uchi.
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2007 2:14 am
Josh nodded some, and turned his head toward the ground when she was talking.
He didn't want to risk looking her in the eyes, right now.
"I need a smoke. Is it okay if I..?
You probably need to think over things..
And I don't.. I don't want to bother."
He said, with a hard voice, which wasn't very much like him.
Josh tried to look calm as he raised his eyes to meet hers.
He walked to the window where she was sitting, and went to kiss her lips,
but as he got near them, he changed direction and kissed her cheek.
He then backed, and got to get his bag, and his drawing book.
"I have gymclass later, if you want to find me, I'll be at the room next to
Mr. Jone's mathclass.."
He said, a bit warmer in his tone, but still not quite as he used to.
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