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 Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:51 pm
yes i was. But I go from time to time.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 7:00 pm
"I see." she said quietly, looking off in the distance, wondering if there was a creature such as that waiting for them out there now.
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Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 1:35 am
Their peace was disturbed when a call came from out of nowhere "Takaya Noriko, calling nearby units please respond..I repeat Takaya Noriko calling nearby units" A Name of Power "I see." she said quietly, looking off in the distance, wondering if there was a creature such as that waiting for them out there now.
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Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 1:37 pm
Fate was such a fickle beast. Turning to Seisuke she shook her head in disbelief, wondering what was going on. "Seisuke-ona, are they asking for help?" she inquired quietly. (Ooc: Welcome, Space Cowboy. wink )
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Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 3:58 pm
yes they are -then responding to the call-Here god and rising gundam. Whats the situation Noriko and Kasumi -he knew both were there the call came from Gunbuster. Kasumi then responds.- The Threat we eliminated called reinforcements the 3 last space monster in existance will attemp a all out attack on earth.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 2:49 pm
With a small pop, Ziven and Seisuke appeared just in front of her house. Slowly she released Seisuke's arm, and backed away from him a few steps before turning toward her house and walking toward the door. Her posture was confident and strong as she took long strides forward. The door, as always, opened upon her approach. Unlike her normal manners, she moved through the doorway first, once well inside, turning to observe Seisuke as he entered. More words came to him as she reached the steps.
"I realize that I am different, my promise is to explain this to you. Please forgive me." her mind called to his, feelings of concern and honesty accompanied her words.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 2:57 pm
Theres no need to apology. I would like to hear your explanation though. -he talked then seated in a nearby chair. Looking at her he waited for her to explain.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 3:23 pm
With a deep breath, she was relieved that he seemed to not only be accepting but was genuinely interested. Closing her eyes for a moment, she did him the honor of nodding her head before speaking.
"Quite simply put, I am broken. I have always been broken but this will not always be. Normally I would not dream of sharing this with anyone. I trust you. This is not easy for me but I am proud of who I am and I am not ashamed to tell you this.
As for the details, I know not how I came to be, which in this state is disturbing and unnerving. Over my years, I have observed myself and know that I am familiar with three races; human, elf and dragon. I hope some day I might understand, but to do so I must know my heritage.
With recognizing I am different, I will define for you that which you see now compared to, what you would recognize, as normal. It goes without saying that there is much for me to learn. The ways of being human I am able to mimic well, but there are many details which elude me. This is partly because of how I simply am, partly because I was so isolated for most of my life.
I am .. my own defense right now. If one were to attempt to harm me or one that I care about deeply, I would not stand for it. This is the .. feral side of me. I will speak only to those whom I trust deeply.
I spent around nine months in this state after parting from my master. Not having them in my life was killing me, I needed an escape, a better way of coping. When I realize this, as you saw before, I felt pain and am now as you see me.
Worry not for this will too pass. I know that eventually I will be able to understand all parts of myself, better understand the world and with that become whole.
Have you questions?" she asked at last. Though normally she did not like talking about herself, it was necessary now.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:05 pm
I understand i too had a similar situation. After what has happened . You cope with this situation better than many. If you wish to continue please do so i wish to know more.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:19 pm
Tilting her head, she wondered what may have happened with him. For the moment, she let this pass as she continued a bit more.
"There honestly is not much more to describe. If you wish for stories of how I came to understand these things about myself, recognized that I am broken, I will."
Stopping somewhat abruptly, her eyebrows furrowed slightly for a moment and she looked to the far side of the room.
"Will you tell me of your experience?" she asked, trying to get his attention elsewhere for a moment. With this, she immediately moved both hands to her ears, pressing the tips between thumb and forefinger, then looking back to him with slight shock, still running her fingers over her ears. She hoped he would not be alarmed or draw attention to this action and placed her arms at her sides again, awaiting his reply.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:34 pm
I have to say no is something that is very unpleasant and i dont wish to remember it. It intrigues me that you say broken as if you are a machine.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:43 pm
She looks to him again, silent for a moment.
"I would not dream to burden a friend of something tragic in their past.
Other than broken, how would one describe this? Not many others seem to go through anything similar to what I do. The closest I have seen is here, my Little One. I envy him though, to know why he is how he is, despite it being gruesome and troublesome for survival daily ... I wish him well."
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:51 pm
he found how to manage everyday as youre going to also. Do not worry if you want to wish him well then get better.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:58 pm
A moment passed before she again replied.
"How fortunate he is to have answers sooner than later. The desire to know myself burns within me. Perhaps the reason I am so curious in other things is because I have yet to find the peace of mind by knowing my past." she said. Stepping away from him, she looked out one of the windows in the living area, watching the night sky growing darker.
"I long for family. Something I have never known, what it is to have kin. It weighs on me every day yet I move forward. There is so much to know, so many to become acquainted with, places to see .. so much of so much. Yet one of the most basic elements of life, something that every creature has to some degree, I do not. Why the stars have seen this fate come to pass for me, I will never understand. Yet hope lives within me to find these answers.
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 8:01 am
*He stands as he sighs* You're quite fond of thinking. Let me tell you a story. There once this boy that went to a certain old man's house the old man told him to take a spoon full of water and walk all the house without spilling a single drop. the young boy did as he was told concentrating upon not spilling a single drop but miss out everything that there was to look on the house finished he went to the old man and said " I did it sir" the old man " very well but did you get to look the house for instace?" " I didnt sir" replied the young boy. The old man said " then do it again this time go look everything in my house" That he did the young as he was most impressed he went through once yet he did miss all of the things he was watching now upon ending he went to the old man again " I did it sir your house is amazing " the old man replied " Good Good what about the task of the spoon?" The boy replied " My apologies i spilled it" "Thats ok you learned a valuable lesson here do as you did here and you will be on your way onto great thing". Do you know the lesson the old man teached to that boy ?
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