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Grinnie! Did ya miss me?! I know you did! I'm sorry I haven't been on in ages... D': Family stuff and NLSG have been keeping me busy. Yes! I finally got my NLSG dvd. *screams* I got emotional and cried during their second encore, which was kind of embarrassing cause I was watching it with a friend. xD lol.

What's this? You want me to draw something involving Ruki, Uruha and a duck?!

dread Ruki is one of my faves too... just cuz it isn't all nasty looking. lol. oh i like that hair style too. super icy bleach blonde... fits him well no? lol. he just looks good with poofy/airy/soft hair. (^-^) lol.

make-up takes time. i started to do it when i started to go to interviews for work and it just stuck with me. became my daily routine.

lol... ummm... i think Kai strikes me as a M guy. the quiet ones tends to be more vicious. hahaha! never know right? :XP: lol.

welcome back Chibi!... Ruki, Uruha and a duck... buddha, sounds like a horrible combination. eek

xD! The metal image of that is killing me right now. I'll see what I can do, cause I'm still really busy with stuff. D: So I might just pop in from time to time hopefully bringing drawings to share. >w<

*does the Aoi pondering sound* ummmmm... *normal me* lol. i found myself doing that more often. lol. anyways... yeah... when Ruki has his light/fluffy hair styles... i tend to gravitate toward this aura about him that is sexy, yet super totally innocent (though we all deep down knows that boy is tainted). when he smiles or does his usual puckerish/shy smilie, it adds an even more innocent vibe that makes me smile and love him more. hahaha! *wants to nuzzle his hair now*

ugh... don't rush into it. got years ahead to do that. hahaha.

lol. i think Kai is totally shedding his innocent shell. these 5 years as the Gaze's leader has really built him. and as leader, you need to know how to lay down the law... be dominant... he so is a M. :XP: ahahahaha! oh next member to guess: S or M!... i find this a toughy... Uruha. buddha... he strikes me as either half/half or either. eek

((O , O))... OMB (OH MY BUDDHA!!!!) KEEP THAT CRAZED LUNATIC (who is that oh so adorable man name Ruki [^,^]) FROM THAT DUCK!!!!!!!! (suddenly i have a craving for cheese spread or pate spread on some crackers. hungry. [0_o;] weird.)

lol. his smile makes me smile. but then again... when my friend suddenly said "tickle tickle tickle" in a playful kinda tone to me, i started to giggle.

*huggles magazines*... i swear, one day i am going to ebay all these magazines. so many... but so hard to let go.

ummm... get a part-time job. the holiday season is coming around... should be loads of tempo jobs are open... try and get one then.

lol... i thought about joining the club... be a Heresy member... it was either that or be a Dears (a Gackt fanclub)... so far i pick neither. too expensive. it is about $45 for membership each year or so... but being an overseas member that doesn't travel to Japan would be useless to join. i won't be able to get the perks of getting concert tickets or fan merchandise. most of those things are only purchasable in Japan. but of course... whatever floats your boat... that's only my opinion.

*still ponders the S&M question* Reita... ummmm... S. Aoi... uhhhh... S. buddha, i think majority of the members would be the type to play mind games as a pleasure... lol.

DUCKIE!!!!!!!!.... *nibbles on a cracker with pate on it*... NOOOOOOOO!!!! *nibble nibble*

dude... seeing Ruki's face in general would smack a smile on my face. tehe.

same here. well... the fact that i spend about $12 more or less on each magazine, i'm not planning to let go of them for a long long time.

i said that before too... about working in HotTopic... but now i'm like "nevermind." As much as i like some of the stuff i find there, but it is just too overly expensive.

i just plan to go to Japan to learn/experience culture, eat till i explode, and to shop till i kill my bank account. hahaha. living there... ehh... never really thought of.

i would feel completely lost. then i begin to feel very stupid... then i just let it go and sometimes let it linger in my head.

duck... duck... goose! ahhhh!!! more pate!!!!!

he is. (^-^)

oh man... i was looking over which poster i want to put up in my room (i finally convinced my mom to let me post things on the wall in my room that is not art work/paintings). i found that some of my posters (especially the Neo Genesis face painted Ruki one) has a white crease line on it. i'm scared to use it, but i so want it on my wall. (>.<) noooooooooo! i'm sad now.

uhhhh... not all places has employee discount, but i can't speak for HT on that... i don't know their policy. :XP: i thought about Kinokuniya.... but yeah i thought about that factor... i know ZERO japanese, and even if i did know, the location of that store is near the somewhat shady side of the district. bus waiting to get there is like waiting for water to boil with the lid open, bus never comes. driving is hella cuz the mall is located right on the busiest major street. parking is like finding treasure... so rare to come by. paying for parking is like killer on the wallet. hahahaha!!!!! i hope it isn't like that for you to get to your local Kinokuniya. hahaha. :XP:

Japan has one of the highest standard of living. from what i can remember, i learned from my Japanese class that... what their apartments are actually a very basic standard single room (either separate sleeping quarter and separate living space, or a sleeping quarter that doubles as a living space), half kitchen, and a bath. usually affordable and is usually rented by students and small families. a bigger version would be call "Mansions", which are bigger in size, including a separate living space, bath, full kitchen, and 2+ sleeping quarters. a bit more expensive, usually rented by upper middle class families. after learning that... the teacher was like "after coming to the US, i moved up to living in a Mansion." we laughed. i've always wonder what they call houses, if a larger apartment is call a Mansion. a palace? (0,o)

don't worry about it. i'm always telling my friends "when that happen?" or "huh?" when i don't remember something. now they call me old. hahaha!

wait... for the sake of the animals? or for the sake of his cholesterol (health, in general)? cuz lordy, those pate are so high in cholesterol and fat. it is crazy.