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 Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 10:53 pm
Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 10:58 pm
Strider Nickolas Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding It's just been strange.
I mean, I know how I felt. I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been recently, and I haven't ever cried so much.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 10:58 pm
You're welcome. That's what I'm used to going by here on Gaia.
Aww heart What happened?
Sorry. I'm on the phone. redface
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:00 pm
Jenannen You're welcome. That's what I'm used to going by here on Gaia.
Aww heart What happened?
Sorry. I'm on the phone. redface Dumped, left, that is.
Read the previous post.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:04 pm
Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding It's just been strange.
I mean, I know how I felt. I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been recently, and I haven't ever cried so much.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:10 pm
Strider Nickolas Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding It's just been strange.
I mean, I know how I felt. I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been recently, and I haven't ever cried so much. I know, thanks.
It doesn't really help to say that though. I see her everywhere. I always think about her, everything reminds me of her. I didn't eat for a few days, I skipped school on Friday last week.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:14 pm
Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding It's just been strange.
I mean, I know how I felt. I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been recently, and I haven't ever cried so much. I know, thanks.
It doesn't really help to say that though. I see her everywhere. I always think about her, everything reminds me of her. I didn't eat for a few days, I skipped school on Friday last week.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:19 pm
Strider Nickolas Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Inuy-kun Strider Nickolas Jenannen Inuy: Sure, you can call me Jen.
So what's going on? You're not like terminally ill or something are you?
Strider Nickolas: You should go to bed then. 3nodding It's just been strange.
I mean, I know how I felt. I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been recently, and I haven't ever cried so much. I know, thanks.
It doesn't really help to say that though. I see her everywhere. I always think about her, everything reminds me of her. I didn't eat for a few days, I skipped school on Friday last week. I'm confused, you know.
At least I haven't cried in a while.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:33 pm
Aww *hugs Inuy* I'm sorry.
I don't think that you every fully forget how you felt about that person, but as time passes it does get easier. I still remember the first guy I had a crush on, and the first guy that really liked me (whom I only liked as a freind)... And even now, I'm happily married, and I can honestly say that I'm glad I ended up with mu husband and not one of the other guys that I dated, but there are still times that I can't listen to a cerain song on the radio w/o certain feelings re-surfacing. There are other times where I can listen to that song and it doesn't affect me.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:40 pm
Thanks Jen.
^^
I'm working on it and I'm getting better. It's just really tough.
I had to leave class today because of stomach pains and stuff. I'm still thinking of her.
It wasn't the best of all days today, but I will keep going.
Inuy's no quitter, no matter how broken he feels.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:45 pm
You know there's not really much that you CAN do.
It's a loss and it hurts. In a way it would be worse for it to not hurt because that would mean that this person never meant anything to you.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:47 pm
People keep telling me that there is nothing I can do, I think I get that now.
Nobody stated it quite like that before though. She means a lot to me.
I remember, Stormy got the medal for most unique advice.
He told me that I'm human and I just need to cry if I feel like it.
The end.
Cry.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:53 pm
I think that's good. If you wanna cry then cry. I know I spent a lot of time crying. I remember feeling like my heart was literally broken, but I found things to keep myself busy, and eventually time passes...
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:54 pm
I'm just hoping time will pass quicker than it has been.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:59 pm
That's where keeping yourself preoccupied comes in handy wink
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