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Nova waited for the others arrived before he said anything.

As soon as all family were in the room Tala closed the door with his mind so noone else could hear what they were speaking about.

Nova sighed and laid in bed on his back and closed his eyes, the pain was starting to get a little unbearable but it was going to stay that way till he had finished what he had to say. He took a deep breath and started "as you know I have practacially been a total a*****e over the time I was growin up. I was horrible to you all, I guess after ending up almost completely dead you do tend to realise that the most important people in your life are your family.

I guess while laying there in a pool of your own blood you realise some of lifes most important things and I guess I realised how much family does and should mean to a person. I dont know how much I will change once I get out of here but I do have a rather long period of time to think things through so I guess time will tell." He said with a sigh "anyway with that being said I would like to apologise to you all, I was and have been a total jerk and I am so sorry to you all" he said as he started to cry a bit.

"However I have a personal apology to make Conny" he said as he sighed and wipped his eyes.

Conny moved over to his brother and wipped his eyes as he was crying also, wrapping his arms around him as gently as possible and held him. "its alright Nova, you dont have to apologise" he said softly, nuzzling him a little.

Nova cuddled his brother back as best as he could and shook his head "I do Conny, I have made your life a living hell. I was down right cruel to you. I love you Conny, I guess it just had to take me to end up nearly dead to realise this. Im so sorry" he said to hia brother, planning on making it up to him as soon as he was out of here.

Conny kissed his brothers forehead "thank you" he said softly, holding his brother tight thought not so tight it would hurt him. "I will be staying with you while your in here, you and I can spend time together while your getting better" he said to his brother smiling.

"I would like that" he said sincerly, stroaking his little brothers hair as he smiled tiredly up at him.

Nova smiled weakly at his mother "you were?" he asked curiously, this was something he obviously didnt know due to how much time he spent alone without taking part in family conversations or what not.

Ly smiled softly at his son "yeah, we were though with me I was a decent kid, I had friends and and one best friend and grew up with such sweet wolves in the pack I was in. Though due to me killing another wolf at the ae of sixteen I basically changed and ended up being a total b*****d, I moved into the Estate at sixteen and just basically was a jerk ever since. Well that was untill your mother helped me change and become a better person and everything, but still I was terrible, just ask Muraki and Kuri and im sure they will tell you how terrible it was living with me.

Even your mother saw how terrible I could get if my thoughts of my past were triggered one halloween, the morning of it Kuri and Ward decided to trick me. It trigged the memories of being humiliated when I went back to my pack after being away from it for six months and I ended up in my room, brooding about it once more. Muraki came in to see how I was and I knocked him out with a bottle of whisky that I threw at him.

If it wasnt for your mother once again I would probably still be in my room now, without you six and probably without a mate also. Its why I had to change, I never wanted to lose your mother and I knew I couldnt keep doing what I was doing so with a bit more work your mother has now helped me completely lose the act I need to brood at all now and i can actually live my life, thinking of he past at times without the need to do what I once did.

So yes, I to was a nothing but a hellion when I was younger and even into my adult life. Though I knew I had friends that loved me I still was, for the majority of the time, nothing but a b*****d for those around me" he said to his son as he bent down and kissed his forehead "if it wasnt for your mother i would have never meet Acuzio either which means you might never have gotten your boyfriend" he said smiled a little bit more at his son.

Nova sighed and smiled at his father "I guess mom has been a great help, to bad you and he just had to end up with a son like me" he said softly, turning as best as he could into his brother and cried. Self loathing, another of his fathers traits yet he couldnt help it, he truely has been a b*****d since he was growing up, espeically when his parents were probably some of he fairest and sweetest parents around when it came to their children.

Conny held his brother and let him cry "shhh, its alright Nova" he said holding his brother as best as he could without hurting him and stroaked his hair.

Ly looked at his mate and then bent over and kissed his sons head "Nova, sweetie, thank you for the apology but dont cry. We all make mistakes and we are proud to have you as a son dispite what you did. Sure it was bad and wrong but still we dont fault you for it, your mother and I love you" he said to his son as he held his mate close "your mother and I would never hate you or want to reject you or anything, you made a mistake and you will learn from it and you will move on.

We will always be here for you Nova, all the family will be, we might sometimes hate what you do but we would never hate you sweetheart" he said to his son trying to ressasure him but it seemed like he wasnt going to listen. He truely did take after him when it came to self loathing, Ly had made him believe that he could never be beaten when it came to holding the title for who hated themselves more. However with his son now here and taking after Noah and him he thought he might just be beaten, or at least had fair compertition for said title and he didnt want that at all, not because he wanted to keep it but because he didnt want his son taking after him in this way.

Noah giggled. "That pretty tame to some of the stuff I did love. You didn't join the army when you where eighteen and go galloping across the country side just to fall for your comander." Noah gave a little smile and sigh. "Though dancing for the Prince of Egypt was most fun." He giggled and lean down kissing Nova. "Well one of my kids had to be a brat. Perhaps I'll tell you some story about my wild days but first." he glazed down. "I think your little unicron lover should be allowed some alone time with you."

Acuzio blinked and looked up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and yawning slightly. "Thanks' Ly." he stood up and hugged the wolf before he slipped into the room, waiting for the others to leave before he sat down next to Nova.

Acuzio nods and walks over, leaning over the bed and kissing the wolf soflty before sitting down in one of the chairs left behind right beside the head of the bed and taking one of his lovers hands in his, his eyes watering up a bit. "Don't you ever disapear like that again, ok? I was so god blasted scared." he shakes his head and brings Nova's hand up to his mouth, kissing the hand tenderly.

Acuzio smiles through his tears, chuckling just a bit. "I know. I know. I just didn't think you'd be so much a troublemaker that you'd end up getting yourself nearly killed." He closes his eyes, leaning gently into Novas' hand while reaching up and closing his own hand over the wolfs, taking in a shuddering breath. "Just, promise me that you'll be more carefull? I can't stand the thought of loosing you to anyone through death."