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 Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:17 pm
.....I don't know if I want to anymore...I cause everyone so much pain and trouble....especially John....I can't keep using him like I am.....I feel so guilty on top of everything else....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:20 pm
Mr_Xander_Harris .....I don't know if I want to anymore...I cause everyone so much pain and trouble....especially John....I can't keep using him like I am.....I feel so guilty on top of everything else.... You dont cause pain and trouble...You cant help that you are ill... And if it caused him that much trouble, he wouldn't do it would he?....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:21 pm
Van... I don't believe that anyone believes that you are a bother or a pain. I for one know that you are very important to me, even if we have never truly meet, and I would be very depressed to hear you are no longer alive. I do not know what reason you have for feeling guilty, I do not see anything I have heard about you as being anything close to your fault.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:25 pm
...John is paying my medical out of pocket....the insurance company won't fund any longer....I'm pulling him into debt just because I can't take the pain...
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:26 pm
Mr_Xander_Harris ...John is paying my medical out of pocket....the insurance company won't fund any longer....I'm pulling him into debt just because I can't take the pain... Dont blame yourself....It's Johns choice and he does it because he wants to not because he needs too....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:36 pm
...I know for a fact that he can't keep doing this....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:42 pm
Mr_Xander_Harris ...I know for a fact that he can't keep doing this.... He knows what he is doing....Do what i do when i need money. Go around the house looking for items you dont want/Need and sell them?... But please dont think you are causing pain and trouble...its not you...it's your illness....and you cant help it.....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:45 pm
...it's my fault....I'm causing him so much pain ....if I could.........I just want to make things right...I want to help......
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:48 pm
Mr_Xander_Harris ...it's my fault....I'm causing him so much pain ....if I could.........I just want to make things right...I want to help...... I wish i could help...i really do.... Its not your fault though...
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:51 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:53 pm
But it isn't...If you forced him to pay then it would be...but you aren't telling him are you? He does it because he wants to....because he loves you....not because he has to...
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 10:57 pm
Van, if it meant spending one more second with you I would spend my last dime. Yes I am short on money. I had a pay cut. I'm not getting half the income that I should be and my father has cut most ties other than Damion's leg payments. It's tough but I would do anything just to spend one more day with you.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 11:01 pm
Professor Spike Van, if it meant spending one more second with you I would spend my last dime. Yes I am short on money. I had a pay cut. I'm not getting half the income that I should be and my father has cut most ties other than Damion's leg payments. It's tough but I would do anything just to spend one more day with you. See Van.....John....i really want to thank you for all that you have done for Van.....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 11:03 pm
It's not a problem. I love him. I would do anything for him.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 11:05 pm
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