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Hikaru touched the others face and whipped his tears away. Hikaru got up and then went to the bathroom to wash off some. He smiled to himself. His first time with Cain was nice but, knew he wasn't ever going to be loved like his first lover of Koya since Cain always thought of him.

Koya the ghost was still around and he was watching from heaven of how Cain reacted. He put a deep sleep on Cain to give him a dream of when they first really made romantic love to each other. While that was going on Hikaru was heading to the bath room to take a shower and find some clothes to put on. He went into a dresser that was over by the earn that was Koya's ashes inside and pulled out some clothes that were his sizes. Cain's clothes were all to big. Koya pulled on a white kimono with red flowers on it with golden sash. he smiled some of how it matched his long black hair and deep blue crystal eyes.

Hikaru sat over on the bed and then couldn't sleep he watched Cain in his sleep. He smiled and pulled him near his lap and pet his head. He also cried some for he too lost a love that he would never for get. He didn't even get to tell the boy until the last minute in the hospital and then he just died. After Hikaru sat for a while a tear escaped from his eye and hit his hand. Hikaru got up and set a pillow under Cain. He went down stairs to be alone and the guards and everyone else was asleep in the house hold.

I the dream that Koya was making he answered, "because one I wasn't strong enough and two because God decided it was time to go when I was hurt......I am a broken toy Cain I can't be fixed." he said in the dream. Then Koya disappeared and into the sky while saying...."no more questions Cain go find Hikaru." Hikaru was down stairs and then he left the living room and walked around into the kitchen. Then a big crash of thunder came it scared him to death he ran to one side of the kitchen and hit something and it was a guard he then ran the other and hit into a another guard. They both smiled and grabbed him.

The guards dropped Hikaru and then walked away not really having an answer. Hikaru got up and brushed himself off. He looked at them and then went back to looking for something to eat. "If I were you I would fire who ever touches something you find special like your lover Koya." he said in a soft voice. He pulled out a apple and then started to slice it upu.

Hikaru looked at Cain and then took a slice of the apple and ate it slowly. He smiled to himself. "You know I lost a love one that didn't even knew I liked him and thats worse that losing someone you know loves you back." he said in a soft voice. He looked at Cain again. He pushed some of the apple to him.

Hikaru reached forward and kissed Cain some. And leaned his head on the other...."I wish for you to be happy master even if you can't love me the same amount as Koya I understand that." he said in a happy voice. He took another bite of the apple and took 3 and and gave the rest to Cain to eat.

"I was afraid to at first I am a shy person. To let you know me and Koya knew each other the reason we look alike is because we are cousins." he said in a soft voice waiting for Cain to freak just a little. Hikaru blushed some and ate the rest of his apples and stared at the ones that Cain hadn't touched yet.