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 Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 5:42 pm
Takeru kept a hard expression.
He couldn't break. No. Not here. Do not make a scene. Not here, not now. No one needs it.
"Nothing. Everything should be fine in a short moment." He said, acid edging his voice.
His lips parted, breathing in. He took a fresh scent of the earth, dirt, and closed his eyes. He smelled Kyoiya's shampoo, a fire burning in the manor, a squirrel, a few deers.
His face masked with calm, he turned back around to face Kyoiya. Walking to get Miyuki's body, in which he did in just a few steps, Kiryuuu threatened to break out again. Oh, he was such a goot actor.
He shoveled her body into the hole, then shoved all the dirt back on her.
He smelt a cougar, muscles tense, growl, jump, attack. Blood.
"I have to go." He choked out, covering his mouth in haste and running towards the forest.
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 6:15 pm
Old habits die hard? Was that supposed to make her feel better about it, to make it ok?
Don’t want to marry you… Klara scoffed. Of course I wanna marry you, you dummy. She wanted to say, but couldn’t bring it to her lips. Her shoulders shakily went up and down as she continued to cry; there really was no stopping it, especially when he was so close. Klara stood, her back to Ben, staring out in front of her.
What you’d do with yourself…? Klara’s imagination went wild with horror. She knew exactly the type of person Ben was, she was shocked Ben hadn’t killed himself after Oiya…or had he tried?
She listened patiently as he spoke, unable to add to the conversation just yet.
When he was finished she took a deep breathe and sighed.
She fell to her knees. “That’s why Ben…you start cutting again because of me..because of our marriage!” She looked up at the sky. It seemed so bleak. Whatever changed, changed for the worse.
“This…this is the only way to help you…” when I’m the problem.
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 8:45 pm
Takeru's thoughts were a spinning tornado as he ran towards the thickening forest.
He yelled, though it was inaudible through his ears. The urge to split his skin was unbarable. He could not do it, no. Lilli would knnow, she'd be concerned, she'd cry, beg him to stop as Rose had done before. He could not punch any thing, for his knuckles would give in and shatter. But he had to do something, something to get rid of this sudden rage.
He screamed again, it seemed to level out his sudden emotion.
He wanted so much now. He wanted Rose, his sister, his father, mother. He conjured their faces as he ran. Ran hard, as fast as he could.
Onii-sama A girl's voice called him and he stopped, wind, which was supposed to carry him a couple miles further, pressed against his back, forcing him an inch or two further.
He saw a little child, about 3 years of age, reaching up to a white butterfly that flew just a few inches above her eager hands.
"N-Natsumi?" He choked out. For her hair was black, shining in the sunlight.
The child turned around, dressed in a white sun dress. She smiled, her big red eyes glimmering. She looked like Rose. Exactly like her, but as a child.
"Da-da." She said in a baby voice, then walked towards him. His eyes remained glued on the girl as she ventured towards him.
"I-Uh-You. Natsumi." He said finally. She had reached him, her short arms, reached up, reached his waist. She grabbed at his shirt.
"Up." She said, determined on getting up. He looked at her determined eyes and smiled, permitting this illusion.
"Alright." He said, reaching down to get her.
"Natsuma?" A woman's voice called. Natsuma turned around expectantly.
"Mama!" She shreiked, running towards her mother, Rosalie.
"Rose?" Takeru sputtered. She looked at him and smiled warmly.
"Takeru, I've been looking for you everywhere." She said, walking towards him. She carressed his face and smiled.
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 10:36 pm
Kyoiya mumbled inaudibly as he laid back down on the ground.
Within a matter of seconds, Kyoiya was asleep on the ground of the field.
[[LAwl @ Kyoiya. ]]
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Ben shook his head. "No, Klara. I wouldn't be so stupid." He whispered.
"That's not even the reason why cutting myself had even come to mind. It well, was because I could tell you didn't want to the ring. Thinking about cutting myself is something I can't help some of the time. In my past, everytime I dissappointed someone or made them upset or sad, my natural reaction was to punish myself with self-infliction. It's not like I'm going to... I just think about it." Ben took the few steps between them and kneeled beside her. He wrapped his long arms around her, holding her tightly to him. His tears had come to a stop.
"Klara, I promise you I will never purposely hurt myself as long as you stay with me. So please, stay with me?" Ben asked, his voice nearly a plead.
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[The][Shika][Spazz] Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 03, 2008 3:03 pm
Klara sniffled, silent for a moment, her tears were beginning to stop too. “So…you didn’t start… because we got married?” She asked, her voice feeble. It was still her fault though, because she didn’t like the ring’s origin. Ben felt that from her.
Klara was somewhat happy she didn’t get the story completely messed up because of what she saw. She felt stupid for what she had just done. “I’m so sorry Ben, I’m so stupid sometimes…well most of the time. I’ll stay for eternity.” She promised, her voice clear with honesty. Klara brought her hand up to Ben’s arm, holding it there. His arm around her was like a life preserve thrown to a drowning person, she was the drowning person.
Her eyebrows furrowed. “The ring doesn’t matter, dummy! Ring or no ring, the only thing that matters is you. Us.” Klara said, annoyed he would get upset over something so small; she whacked his shoulder with enough force so that he would get the point, but didn’t hurt him. Honestly, a piece of metal wrapped around her finger was nothing to her. When would Ben stop thinking of hurting himself, would he ever?
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Posted: Wed Sep 03, 2008 7:33 pm
[[Damnations. So I posted this HUGE long thing and then it got deleted cause I didn't wait till the stupid, 'Your post was submitted!' page. neutral ]]
Takeru took a step back and looked at her. Her black hair glinting in the sun. She was the form of beauty, her curvy figure, thin, piercing eyes, a perfect face. The color crimson complimented her red eyes and black hair.
She was gorgeous.
She smiled.
"Yes it's me." She said, giggling. He poked her, the flesh on her arm was pale.
"H-how?" He sputtered.
"Well, I can't stay forever like you want, but I can stay for a few mintues." She said, then hugged him tightly.
"I miss you so much Takeru, Natsuma and I are together now. She misses you a lot." She whispered into his ear, his arms snaked around her waist, resting on the small of her back.
"I do too Rose. I know, I'll come with you this time. I will I promise. And you and Natsuma and I could be together again, like a family." His throat closed around the word 'family'. He lost three families. His own, Rose's, and Amane's.
"No, you must stay. Think about Lilli and Ben. Most of all Nobu. I see those things you do Takeru, when he walked in your room. You couldn't even imagine what that did to him. You were his father once. You can't leave him." Rosalie said, still quiet. Natsuma must be somewhere else.
"And Bou and Daisuke, Kyoiya, Keita. Chiharu." She listed all of his friends.
"But Rose, I lov-" He cut himself off, thinking. "Alright." He said finally.
"I love you Rose." He said, feeling her smile.
"I love you to Takeru, always and forever." She said.
"Always and forever" Her voice became distorted, drifting into a low, ever-changing voice. He tried to back away, but her grip was like steel bands around him. Her nails clawed into her back, it felt like hot razors sliding deep down his skin.
"Rose!" He yelled, feeling her fangs sink into his skin. He struggled against her, for what seemed like forever. He could feel the blood pouring down his body, both from his back and neck.
"ROSE!" He yelled, but it sounded quieter, strained. He could feel the life being drained from him.
"NO!" He mumbled, now barely able to stand up. She held his body up.
No, no, no, think about Lilli. Lilli, Lilli, Lilli. I have to see her again. I'm not going like this. No. I can't leave her. No. Try again. Break free Takeru! He demanded in haste. With all of his strength, he pushed against her, but at that same time she let go, letting him fall to the ground.
Takeru got one last glimpse at her before he fell, hitting the hard ground and passing out, all the life completely drained from him.
Only his concious mind echoed. For the picture stuck was himself. His crazed eyes boring into his. It was like looking in a mirror, one that distorted one's self. Into something meaner, crazier. A monster.
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:36 pm
Ben sighed. He was glad this whole incident was behind them now. As he stood, he pulled her up with him.
"I'm getting you a new one as soon as I can, still." Ben said, softly.
"For when we get married." He said, a smile flashed across his face at the word.
"And you're not stupid, Klara." He mumbled, laughing softly.
'the only thing that matters is you. Us' The words echoed in his mind, only bringing his mood up.
The thought of cutting, or hurting himself, was washed away from Ben's mind. At least for the time being. He'd try to be better at avoiding it.
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 5:17 pm
[[Sorry. I'm kinda brain dead right now... gonk ]]
"For when we get married." He said. She smiled at the sentence, and the thought. Klara studied his face closely, Ben looked genuinely happy about it.
Her eyes drifted back to the view in front of her.
“Eh, you’re just bias.” Klara answered to the comment of her stupidity with a light, teasing smile.
His soft laughter echoed in her mind. I would have missed that a lot if I left.
How long would I have been able to stay away? She thought idly.
Maybe I would have kept an eye on him from afar to make sure he was doing all right…
A wedding scene formed in her mind, just a thought though.
It was very simple, just Ben, Nobu, Lilli, Tuesday, and herself. (And someone to marry them of course, but Klara paid little attention to him.) Lilli looked absolutely gorgeous in a deep burgundy dress, flowers decorating her hair. Tuesday was striking in a black suit with a flower that matched the one in Lilli’s hair tucked in his jacket pocket. Nobu wore something similar- minus the flower. And Ben, well Ben looked amazingly perfect as always. His hair was semi combed back but still hang in his eyes in some places. He wore a white button down shirt paired with a pair of black slacks. He was simply dressed, as they all were, but somehow he shined past his clothing and still managed to be a knock out. “I should tell Lilli.” Klara giggled.
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 9:57 pm
[[Haru... I'm sorry I don't have time to post in this right now... I will tomrrow. D: ]]
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 7:55 pm
"Biased huh?" Ben asked, then laughed.
"Well of course. Why would I ever think you were stupid?" Ben asked, taking her hand.
"We should go back, you feet probably hurt from earlier. It's probably best to keep you off them untill they're healed..." Ben said, his usual worried-self.
I wonder where Nubo is.. or what he's doing now.. Ben thought as they neared the manor.
As they got closer, Ben saw Kyoiya, passed out on the ground.
"Wow.. maybe I should take him inside.. Bou will get worried." Ben said, letting go of Klara's hand. Carefully, Ben put Kyoiya over his shoulder, to carry him.
"He's a lot heavier when he's asleep." Ben chuckled, as he and Klara headed for the front doors.
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[The][Shika][Spazz] Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 8:04 pm
Bou came bursting out of the house, exasperated. She had left Hiroaki with Daisuke, looking for Tuesday, just for a simple question, but when he turned up gone, panic set in. She had thought he was hunting, maybe visiting his cousin. But when she reached to him with her mind she got nothing.
"Takeru!" She shreiked.
"Where is he!!!" He yelled, a few feet away from Ben.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 8:24 pm
Klara had forgotten about the cuts on her feet hours ago. The pain was gone; therefore, she had no reminder. As they got closer to the Manor they found Kyoia passed out on the ground outside. “Is..he ok?” Klara asked as Ben approached him. Klara caught something in the wind, a scent. Blood. From a near by animal. It didn’t’ smell as delicious as a human, but she never wanted to feed from humans again.
She realized how thirsty she was then, her throat getting dry and a burning sensation.
“Um…I have to…take care of something. I’ll catch up in a bit, kay? See ya in a few.” She smiled as she waved goodbye before running off into the near by trees.
She smoothly ran through the trees without a sound, tracking the smell.
Klara’s eyes turned a deep red in thirst. She smiled, remembering she had let Ben feed on her. Explaining why she was thirsty again so soon. She caught sight of the animal and pounced.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 9:09 pm
Before Klara had run off, Ben had laughed, saying, "Kyoiya? Yeah, he's fine.. or will be at least. He's probably exhausted from taking care the baby."
Ben turned for the manor as Bou came running out screaming, "Takeru!" She shreiked.
"Where is he!!!" He yelled, a few feet away from Ben.
"What? I.." Ben trailed off, remembering Tuesday run off into the woods while he and Klara were talking. He hadn't taken much notice of it since he'd been so absorbed with what was going on with Klara at the moment.
"I think he ran off into the woods.. to hunt I think.. Klara's out there too.. maybe she'll find him.. but you might want to go look, yourself. I'm going to take Kyoiya up to your room.. He passed out, out here." Ben said, switching Kyoiya so he held him in a cradle.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 10:04 pm
Panic-ridden, Bou nodded at the information, then ran like a bullet into the night.
[[Tiem Skeepz of 5 hours.]]
She searched, for about 5 hours, before giving up and returning to the manor. She walked into the living room, where Kyoiya, Ben, Klara and Lilli had migrated to. She fell on a single chair, closing her eyes and exhaling.
"I can't find him, anywhere. I looked in the forest, at his cousin's, by the river. Nowhere."
She said, her eyes closed.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 10:38 pm
Lilli had been reduced to tears, crying her eyes out. She'd had known he was going hunting. But when he'd been gone for more than two hours he'd gotten panicky. She was currently sitting on a loveseat, leaning against Kyoiya, her knees pulled up to her chest. He had his arm around her.
Kyoiya had given up on comforting her after awhile. It was useless. He still held her though, in a comforting way.
When Bou returned without Tuesday Lilli only began crying harder. Her sobs were quiet though, she tried not to make a scene.
Neither Ben or Klara had said much in the past couple hours. Nubo was asleep as usual. So they'd been down in the living room.
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