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 Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2014 6:29 pm
  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne uttered a scoff. "I know. Who would? The least he could do is try to assure is that he has that problem under control" Roxanne rolled her eyes, unable to believe that the principal would ever believe that any decent parent would allow their kids to attend a school like this. "Unbelievable" she sighed, as if that was her final word on the matter. Roxanne looked up at Sam. "Sorry for, uh, squeezing your hand like that. I really got into that for a second" The blonde shook her head, not feeling the need to explain herself. Sam knew that Highschool wasn't the easiest experience for her. Roxanne tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, looking around. " You think she was a cheerleader? Maybe they're out on the field? Practicing or....whatever" Roxanne really hoped that it would be easy to find the girl. She still had a minor headache and she really wasn't in the mood to go from classroom to classroom looking or the girl. But this was a really good idea and the acting part of it was actually fun to do while it lasted. As Sam and Roxanne walked, Roxanne peered into various classrooms in search of the girl but she was trying not to disturb the classes and attract attention to them. Roxanne chewed her bottom lip, looking around. " Okay, c'mon, let's check out the field" Roxanne grabbed on to Sam's shirt sleeve and tugged him as she searched for the field to find the cheerleaders. She knew that there's more to school for them than practicing but maybe they could try their luck in the area that the girl would most likely be in? It's not like they could drag her out of a class. Plus there time could be limited since Mr. Truman would probably come back for them. They walked until they reached the field and, much to Roxanne's delight and discomfort, there were a few cheerleaders practicing off to the side while a gym class was taking place. To keep the on looking parent persona, Roxanne linked her arm with Sam's and casually strode towards the cheerleaders, scanning their faces for the drunk girl from the previous night. Needless the say, she was there. " Excuse me, honey, can we talk to you for a second? We're thinking about bringing our kid here and you seem like such a delightful young lady" Roxanne was really laying it on thick, just because she knew how this girl's head must be feeling right now. As soon as they were out of earshot of the other cheerleaders that was suddenly staring at them, Roxanne cleared her throat before the girl could even ask what they wanted to know. " Listen, sweetie, you may or may not remember us from last night but we remember you and you said a little something about boys falling in love with their girls due to magic? Spill it."
Bianca grinned at Dean. "Okay..... Are you sure about this? Cause once it happens, there's no going back. A-And I'm gonna have to take it easy. And I'm going to get big and you'll have to help with my cravings" Bianca let out an incredulous laugh, holding a hand to her forehead and letting this all set in. Just yesterday she wanted to have a kid, she wouldn't change her mind only because this time Dean was willing. She was just.... a little nervous about this. Kids were never really her thing, she never liked them nor wanted them. But she wanted a kid with Dean, she was sure of it. She wanted to get married to Dean and have kids with him and have a nice house and get back to their normal lives. She loved him. Bianca held onto Dean's hand with hers and gently brushed her lips across the back of his hand. " Dean, we don't need to have a kid for you to prove how much you care about me. I know that you care about me" She smiled at him and rested her cheek against his hand. She really did love him and she wanted this more than anything. " Maybe we should do a little bit of planning? Or do you want to just jump into this? Or maybe we should wait just a little bit longer?" Well, Bianca didn't want to say that she didn't want to be pregnant around a demon and witch but she didn't want to be pregnant around a demon and witch. She wanted to have a normal pregnancy, she didn't want to worry about her boyfriend going hunting or when the next magic showdown would be. Bianca held on to her boyfriend's face and planted a kiss on his lips, then on both of his cheeks, then on his forehead. " I love you so, so,so,so much" She didn't know how to verbalize her happiness other than adding multiple 'so's to her 'I love you. Bianca couldn't help but feel a small nagging sensation that maybe her sister wouldn't be too happy with Bianca having a kid before her. But that didn't mean that Roxanne would never have Mary! They changed the future, the little girl could still be in Roxanne's! Mary could still be in Sam's, too, if Bianca was alone with him long enough to interrogate him about whether or not he really hated Roxanne. " We can get started, like, right now." said Bianca, suddenly caught up in the idea of being a mother with Dean. " We can have our own little one of us! A little girl or boy! Just....our own kid. How'd we even do this? M-Most women check when they're best fit for being able to conceive and all that - it's so tedious. Can you even imagine us as parents? "
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Thu Aug 21, 2014 3:08 pm
  CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ Sam caught sight of the cheerleader that was drunk the previous night and spilled rather some large beans about herself. She practically gave the whole casea way. The only question was: how were they going to approach her. Before Sam could grab Roxanne's arm and pull her in for a game plan, she was already marching off to the group of bleached blonde cheerleaders. Seriously, it was like they all looked alike. Sam growled under his breath, annoyed that Roxanne took off like that and moved to follow after her. When stepping behind her, Sam watched as she snatched the pretty little hungover cheerleader to the side. "Way to be subtle," joked Sam, crossing his arms over his chest. When seeing the cheerleader's surprised expression, Sam grimaced. "And smile. Pretend like you're excited about our kid comin' to school here. Or else: we'll gank your pretty little a** because that's what we do for a living." No, Sam wasn't going to kill her, but if she thought he was serious and was afraid of him, she would probably tell them of the case.
Dean could understand from her rambling that she was nervous. All the times when she asked him for a baby, he would always press the matter away or just ignore it all together. He never felt fit as a father and never thought that he could take up the role because he's a hunter and he protect. It's practically sealed into his blood. "Well, one thing for sure. Mark my words, our child is never going anywhere near a gun. They won't shoot one, they won't see a real one, nor will they need to be at the end of one. Our kid will stay away from the hunting nonsense." Dean let his thumb stroke over her waist, the exposed of her skin taunting him. "And I'm sure that once it happens, there's no going back, B." Dean threw a teasing wink at her to lighten her mood.
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Thu Aug 21, 2014 7:03 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne's serious expression didn't falter when Sam had threatened the girl. She didn't like his threat. This girl wasn't some demon or vampire that he could intimidate by threatening death, this was a kid. Roxanne wasn't defending what these girls have been up to but she didn't think telling this girl that they'd kill her would be much help. Nevertheless, the teenager put on a smile as she looked from Sam to Roxanne. She was hungover and clearly wished that she could be doing anything other than being harassed by two adults. Roxanne rubbed the bridge of her nose, looking over her shoulder at Sam. She didn't sat anything to him, but the look she gave him was enough. She already didn't wait for his input on what they should do, she didn't need him adding on to the interrogation. Roxanne returned her gaze to the girl before her. " Last night, you were drunk off your a** and you said that all the boys would fall in love with their boyfriends because of magic. We already know what spell you're using, but I want to know who this all came from. Which one of you little shits decided that it would be a good idea to use this crap?" There was a strain in Roxanne's voice. She hated her magic as a teenager, she hated how wild and uncontrollable it was for her. Bu he she was now, standing in front of a teenager who willingly used this magic against multiple people. And this was all to get boys to love them. Roxanne lasted without male companionship until her later teenage years, she didn't understand why these boys were such a big deal to the witches. " I want to know who's orchestrating all of this and where you're getting your stuff from."
The girl seemed as if she would have had a snide comment to Roxanne and Sam but she had thought better and went with an expected " What's in it for me?"
Roxanne grinned at the girl and tucked a strand behind her ear, remembering to look like an interested mother. " My acquaintance here won't kill you. And I won't have to turn you into a bug or something". Roxanne's grin had grown wider when the girl protested with Roxanne not being able to do that to her and how Sam would get caught. " Like he said, this is our job, we're both exquisite at it."
Bianca's smile was as wide as that creepy cat from Alice in Wonderland. She liked where all of this was going, she liked the idea of being parents. Prior to becoming a hunter, Bianca didn't care much for guns so she was glad Dean didn't want their child anywhere near this stuff - he wanted their child to be normal. That was all Bianca could ever ask for. She didn't think that the life they lead was weird, nor was it anything to be ashamed of - they were saving lives on a regular basis - but it was a very dangerous life and she couldn't live in fear of anything happening to her child. " But what about the hunting?" she asked. The hunting would become a real problem eventually. " I mean, I can't hunt with you. I-I want to be able to make sure you're safe but I can't do that if I'm stuck in a motel room with a swollen stomach. I-I don't want to be constantly moving around while I'm pregnant, Dean." There was a lot of thought that had to go into this. But this didn't mean that Bianca was having second thoughts, she was willing to get down to the baby making right this instant, she was only making sure that she and Dean were on the same page in regards to how it would be while she is pregnant. Her nerves were getting the best of her. There was a lot that could go wrong with pregnancies and she doesn't want to be another woman who lost the first child she tried to make. Bianca put a hand to Dean's jawline and gave him a soft kiss, being caught up in the moment. She smiled at him as she pulled away, not letting her hand leave his face. "We can do this. We can do this right now if you want to do it right now."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Nov 30, 2014 12:02 am
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ One can only guess why Sam was still keeping his facade on losing his humanity after jumping into the pit. Luckily, no one did. Dean, occasionally, grew suspicious of Sam's actions when they were affection in Roxanne's direction, but Sam would convince Dean that he was holding out on false hope and should stop. Even lately, Sam has been slipping up. Every time Roxanne would fall asleep with her book in her hand, he would be right there to remove said book, and brush the blonde locks out of her face. Of course, Bianca and Dean weren't in the room when he does these things, but when Roxanne would admit them to the couple as confession, Dean would have that hope again that Sam could be cured.
Sam was simply waiting for Dean to kick him out. To finally say good ridden and be rid of the a** Sam has been. But it seemed no matter what Sam did, no matter how far he would go, they wouldn't take the bait. So, Sam decided to come up with another plan. He needed to create a much more mass destruction. Demons were scary. He had to be scary. But the question was: how? They always were for one to kill innocents, but Sam wouldn't live with himself if he harmed a human being. However, if a criminal like man came across his way, who's to be against the fact that the world would be rid of one horrible man. Sam would tell himself that he could do it but if it ever came down to it, Sam wouldn't follow through.
So, Sam sat in the motel room, not sleeping like a common demon, not like he was soulless. He was actually browsing through the internet, searching for a case to stumble into Dean's lap. What else was Sam supposed to do for hours while everyone slept? Drinking started to become a chore rather than a night of fun, so Sam decided to stay in and research. He shared a room with Roxanne again, as though the tradition they held so dearly would never break. He occasionally glanced over to the blonde witch sleeping on the bed, making sure that no nightmares taunted her dreams and lured her closer to the side of dark magic.
Dean, on the other hand was sleeping with Bianca, like the couple man he was. He fell asleep next to Bianca, he woke up next Bianca, he drove with Bianca, and did just about anything with her. When she goes out, Dean makes sure to follow. When she's watching TV, Dean would settle in on the couch beside her. He couldn't help it. In a way, Bianca made an honest man out of him and he hasn't even slapped a ring on her finger. Tempting, but easily forgettable. His bachelor ways would soon be wiped from his memories as all thoughts on Bianca would consume his thought. That morning, he opened his eyes and noticed the perfect bare exposure of Bianca's back, suggesting that they had a little fun last night.
A grin etched on his features as green orbs looked up and down that exposed back, the illuminating sun creating a certain glow to her skin. It revealed the smoothness of her skin, taunting Dean to grow closer to her. And so he did. He leaned down to where his breath would brush against her spine. Because of this, he quickly raised his brows and lifted his eyes to steal another glance at Bianca to see if he awoken her from her slumber. He didn't. So, he dipped down even further and pressed his lips against the middle of her back, respecting her almost by avoiding the small of her back. Soon, he started to rain butterfly kisses along her shoulder blade until he reached the tip of her shoulder. "G'mornin', sleeping beauty," he whispered in her ear, pressing another kiss behind her ear.
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Sun Nov 30, 2014 6:31 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Whenever Roxanne had nightmares, it would be about Sam and the Impala, or even her hurting the people she cared about with her magic but tonight wasn't one of the nights where her thoughts plagued her. The girl slept soundly, wrapped up in her blanket. She wouldn't admit this now or possibly never but she found it easier to fall asleep alone in bed when she could hear Sam's keyboard clacking. Other nights, she'd spend most of it straining to hear if Sam was leaving to go drink. But tonight, sleep came easily to her and she rested soundly. Her concern for Sam didn't disappear as she slept, he still managed to wiggly his way into her dreams. Sometimes she'd think he was actually still sleeping next to her but then she'd wake up to the cold reality of all that's happened recently. Bianca gave Roxanne at least one hint a day that she should move on but Roxanne let Bianca say what she wanted to say. She's had Sam had been dating for as long as Dean and Bianca had and Roxanne highly doubted that Bianca would be able to get over Dean easily so she wouldn't force herself to get over Sam. But that didn't mean she didn't pretend. After they had left their room after waking up naked together, Roxanne didn't mention a thing to Sam. It was better this way.
Roxanne's phone began to buzz on the nightstand next to her bed and the blonde groaned, thinking it was Sam's phone. " Dude..." she muttered, rolling over. The buzzing stopped briefly before it picked up again and Roxanne reached over to the table, coming to the conclusion that it was most likely her phone. Sam didn't sleep, if his phone was ringing then he'd surely answer it, especially if it could be Dean. When Roxanne answered the phone, whoever was on the receiving end could hear her annoyance. " Hello?" she answered, eyes still closed. This was the usually conversation, there was a brief pause from Roxanne before she continued talking. " The hell do you mean?" she asked, slowly getting herself out of bed. It was too late? Too early? Okay, the girl was still tired so she seriously couldn't tell when time it was right now, just that she was too tired for this kind of stuff. Roxanne made her way to the door, phone still at her ear, and opened it. You'd expect it to be Bianca, right? It wasn't. Instead of a flurry of brown curls at the top of an equally short body, Roxanne was met with a slightly taller figure with straight, short hair as black as the clothes she was wearing. The raven-haired girl wrapped her arms around the tired Roxanne, pulling her into a hug. Roxanne hadn't said a word yet, she just let herself be hugged as the two girls moved from the door frame and into the room, the taller of the two kicking the door closed behind her. "Bonnie, I was asleep." Roxanne complained. She was usually excited to see her friend but sleep has been hard to find peacefully and tonight was one of those good nights for Roxanne.
" You don't think I know that?" said Bonnie, letting go of Roxanne and looking at her. " Texts just aren't cutting it for me. How are you, baby? How's the training? Where's-" Bonnie cut herself off, catching sight of Sam. " Ew" she stated rather immaturely. Well, she had a right to be angry. This is the guy who caused her entire coven to relocate and broke her best friend's heart. Any good friend would hate his guts. This was her first time actually seeing Sam in person, though, and she couldn't help but stare. " You're a bit of a let down. Not as menacing as I imagined...." Bonnie shrugged, turning her attention back to her slowly awakening friend. " I know you're tired but I wanted to surprise you so be grateful and stop whining about your sleep." Bonnie began to make herself comfortable, tearing off her leather jacket and tossing it onto Sam's bed, revealing the series of black marks scrolling up her arms and cross the visible parts of her torso. Roxanne wasn't even phased by the markings, there was a time when Roxanne walked with them too for her magic. " C'mon, let's talk" commanded Bonnie, grabbing Roxanne by her hands and pulling her onto the bed that recently held a body in it. " Tell me about your training. Done any of the dark stuff yet? I did this spell a few days ago and, I tell ya', it seems like your cup of tea. Nothing too dark, but it isn't little b***h stuff either. You know what? Let's ignore the business for right now - How's your sex life now that you've ditched the ring?"
Bianca tried her best to ignore Dean's kisses but they proved to much for her as a slight moan escaped her lips. " Dean" There was nothing she loved more than when he woke her up so sweetly. " Is this how I'm going to be woken up every morning?" she asked. The coolness of the sheets on her body reminded her of the events that happened the night before and a smile was brought to her face. For people who had sex so often, it never got old to Bianca. For a girl who's shared beds with more guys than her fingers could count, she could honestly say that Dean's the best guy she's ever been with. But maybe that's because she was in love with him and they basically just tried for a baby. Bianca let out a content sigh and turned her body over so that she could be looking at her boyfriend.
" Goodmornin' " she said, grinning. " Was last night enough or are you trying to get a message across with these kisses?" the girl grinned and rubbed her nose against his. Bianca placed her hands against Dean's chest and rubbed him slightly. " You know, I can honestly say that I'd be 95 percent okay with waking up to you for the rest of my life." Bianca no longer cared about making herself vulnerable to Dean. After what happened with Sam and Roxanne, she wanted to appreciate Dean more... just in case, you know? With their lives, you could never know what happens. For all she knows, she could be the one to draw the short straw next time. There were times when she felt like she could accept hunting until she died as long as she was with Dean. But then she'd realize how impractical that was , they couldn't keep this up forever. But she wasn't going to make this a conversation again. " So, Mr. Man, tell me why you've woken me up in such a cute manner?" it wasn't like she didn't feel that Dean had the ability to be cute, she was just used to waking up differently.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Nov 30, 2014 9:48 pm
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ Sam's head popped up whenever he heard a knock on the door. Brows furrowed together in confusion, green orbs flickering towards Roxanne if she had a friend. She was on the phone while she trudged to the doorway. To be honest, Sam was expecting Bianca. However, the woman who passed through the doorway was very different from his brother's girlfriend. The only logical reson behind his pondering question would be Bianca because who else would be here at this time and unannounced.
Though, in the end, Sam was wrong. A wash of recognition sent a chill down Sam's spine as he knew immediately who this stranger was just as she did with him. Her smile faltered into a bitter expression, mirroring Sam's deep frown. He didn't like it when someone entered unannounced and uninvited. Yes, he was a demon. No, he didn't flaunt it off like most demons do, but for some, twisted reason, he didn't like being put off like he was nothing more than a mere human being to be shooed away.
Sam rolled his eyes when Bonnie eased her jacket off her shoulders and tossed it carelessly on his clean bed. Sure, he never slept but it didn't give her the right to make herself comfortable as though she was in her own room. He locked his jaw and let a muscle twitch at this witch. If she was aiming to be obnoxious, she earned that title. Alongside with annoying. Just as Bonnie asked Roxanne about her sex life, Sam couldn't help but snap. "What the hell are you doing here? No one wants you here."
Dean smiled at Bianca as she turned around to look at him. He knew that he was a one and done type of guy for most of his life, but what can he say: Bianca did change him. He brought his thumb and swiped it across Bianca's chin, his green orbs watching her contently. When Bianca said that she was going to love Dean for the rest of her life, there was a brief hitch in his breath. For the rest of her life. Implying that they were to grow up together, get married, have kids, the whole nine yards? It made Dean nervous, and he almost shook, but he shrugged the tremors away and smiled.
"Waking up to this every morning would imply that we need to fall asleep like this every night," teased Dean, dipping down lower to press his lips against Bianca's for a passionate, yet gentle kiss. One where he parted her lips with his own, pressing another on her lower lip and releasing. His hand slid down to the curve of her neck, his thumb now tracing her jawline. "I felt like it. Am I not allowed to wake you like this? If you don't like it.."
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:17 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bonnie didn't seem the least bit phased by Sam's words. "It speaks!" She proclaimed, changing her focus from Roxanne to Sam. " Roxanne wants me here, why else would she text me regularly? Isn't that right, baby?" The attention went back to Roxanne who was officially perked up and attentive. She was never much of a morning person but Sam snapping really woke her up. She knew that Bonnie was a bit much but Sam barely talks at times, he didn't need to tell her that.
"Of course I do, Bonnie" said the blonde, patting her friend's hands. "Sam, leave her alone." She wasn't going to sympathize with Sam. No sir, she was going to stand by her friend who kept her together in the past year. "Okay: Training? Good, I guess. I squeeze it in with the hunting but it's parlor tricks, I haven't practiced on other people yet but that'll come soon, I guess. You know I'm not into dark magic but I'll read on it and give it a shot. And, as for my sex life, it's virtually nonexistent." Roxanne hadn't told Bonnie about what went down between her and Sam, and she didn't intend on doing that anytime in the near future. That was all Bonnie needed to go on a rampage about how Roxanne shouldn't be wasting her time with Sam, how she's wasted enough time on Sam. Roxanne did not want that kind of conversation with Sam in the rule. d**k or not, Sam didn't deserve to hear the kinds of things Bonnie could say about him. " Sorry, I'm not very interesting. All work, no play. Let's be real here, Bun, what are you doing here? Not that I'm not thrilled to see you or anything, I'm just being cautious"
Bonnie gave Sam a triumphant grin when Roxanne came to her defense. Good, the time with the family didn't cause Roxanne to stray from her. She liked having Roxanne by her side. " Well, Roxy, I guess we're just going to have to rectify that sex problem. You're hot stuff, and you've got some serious juice, you should indulge in the.... finer things in life". Maybe Sam wouldn't catch on to what Bonnie referred to but Roxanne caught on immediately and gave Bonnie an impatient look. Bonnie knew that Sam was a demon but she was never one to fear demons. Actually, she embraced them. Unlike Roxanne, Bonnie wasn't born with 'the gift' so she learned how to appreciate her demonic counterparts. Bonnie's smile faded when Roxanne asked why she was there. Maybe Roxanne wasn't as loyal anymore. "Getting right to the point then, aren't we? Okay, Roxanne. I miss you and I thought that us spending some time together in person could be a good thing. We can go out to our favorite place." The chime in Bonnie's voice was extremely devious and provocative and the rise of her eyebrows didn't help the notion of what she was implying wasn't particularly 'good'. " Plus I feel like you're so focused on your family and the hunting that you're not putting yourself first with the magic and that's what I'm here for." Bonnie glanced at Sam. " But it would have been great to know that you were bunking with.... it"
" Well, I'm not sure about ever night but most would be nice" she teased after their kiss. She liked how effortless their relationship could be at times. Yes, they had their moments of strain when she would mention their future in a serious way and Dean would.... clam up? But, on other occasions, their relationship could be amazingly effortless. It could be them alone, in bed, teasing each other and being full of their own romance. This was how she liked it. Bianca found herself staring into Dean's eyes as his thumb caressed her jawline, she almost didn't hear him when he answered her own question. " N-No, I like it! It's just different, you know?" Now she felt bad about mentioning it. She didn't want him to feel like she doesn't like when he did things like this because, trust me, she really does.
Bianca smiled at Dean, placing one of her hands on top of his. " You're allowed to wake me up any way that you want" she said. " Unless you're doing it with a bucket of water. You're the one who taught me to shoot, I will use that against you" The girl sighed heavily, averting her eyes from her partner for a brief moment. " I feel like you're always a little unresponsive when I mention the future. You know that you can tell me if that makes you uncomfortable. It's not going to hurt my feelings if it makes you uncomfortable. It makes me uncomfortable too sometimes." Here she goes again. Bianca can usually predict when a conversation could go south but she still can't prevent herself from bringing up what was on her mind. It was almost an impulse. She had only mentioned their future in a blithe manner, it wasn't like she was throwing in their impending future just to see Dean's reaction. It was just something she said absentmindedly while being caught up in the moment.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2014 3:00 pm
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ Bonnie showed it all off. Her attitude, her body, her charm, and her sly smile. It was all blon out of proportion, Sam had no doubt, as she made it seem as though she was perfect. She was a witch, she was, admittedly, hot, and she could quite possibly use the phrase, ‘crush the world under her feet,’ for herself. But it was that hideous personality of hers that threw her off. Her revealing attire meant nothing to the demon as she sat there and acted a though she was the one with the upper hand here. When, really, it was Sam.
Or at least he believed. Everyone else knew of witches and how they gain her powers. The only difference with Roxanne was her being a born witch. Those, in his opinion, rank higher than a common soul selling witch who wants powers to be torture their ex. Roxanne had her entire life laid out for her with magic, and she had to deal with it since she was a baby. As much as Dean hated witches, Sam could tell that Dean was grateful for Roxanne and her use of powers from time to time.
It was always old fashion between the hunters growing up. They needed weapons? Get some. They got hurt in a fight? Pour some alcohol on it and sew it up. Never did they have the advantage of magic for whenever they needed. It was strange, it was different, and it was unnatural. Growing up, they were trained to take down the supernatural. Now that Dean was conflicted between falling into his father’s ways and taking on his own life, Dean rather wanted to avoid the subject.
And now here Sam was, sitting in a room with two witches talking about their magic like a normal conversation. It was annoying, really, how everything happened. It’s not like he could say that he hated that they acted so.. normal together throwing in the word magic like it was nothing to them. Sam couldn’t say that he didn’t want the witch to come over because of her kind. In the end, Sam was a demon, and there would be nothing to change that.
But then again… Sam was a demon. He had his own powers now, and he could use that to his advantage. Sure, Sam showed signs of mind related powers when he just gotten out of Stanford and was looking for John, but they were brief and they ended just as soon as they came. After the yellow eyed demon died, so did his powers. And now they resurfaced, even if it was because of the monster he become.
Sam rolled his eyes at Bonnie when she brought up the sex conversation back up. Although the two wouldn’t admit it, there were times when things got heated between he and Roxanne. It was going to be once, but then it happened again. But that’s all there was, two times when they fell prey to their hormones and consumed each other with lust, desire, and need. But in that state, Sam was vulnerable and could easily slip out the common three would he would utter to her before he fell into this state.
Standing up, Sam snatched up his jacket from the back of his chair and shrugged it on his shoulders. In his head, he had a plan laid out. He was going to abuse his powers and use them against Bonnie and have her shaking at the knees in his presence. But he didn’t. Instead, he decided to walk away and slip into the new, famous Dean Winchester habit he grown into: drinking.
Closing his laptop, Sam looked to Roxanne and raised his brows at her. “I’m gonna head out for some drinks,” like a normal conversation. It wasn’t even noon yet and here he was, up and ready to leave because he was too damn stubborn to prove himself that he was a fearsome demon and not the weak hunter anymore. “Did you want me to bring back anything?”
It was no secret that Dean was afraid of the future. In his eyes, he didn’t have one. How many times have they occurred a near death experience and nearly gotten themselves into a close call. Dean was a hunter, and he made sure of it by putting his life at risk every single day. It’s what a hunter meant. And as much as Bianca tried to deny it, it was the truth.
His hand come to stroke her arm absentmindedly, a habit he grown accustom to as they grown more and more intimate as they days passed. The sun floated in the sky and fell to the ground multiple times and here Dean was, sharing the same bed each time. Any other girl, he would’ve left and say goodbye. This time, however, it was different. It was deeper.
A past with Dean Winchester isn’t a good book. It’s not something Dean wanted to read himself either, and the more he forgot about the past, the more he would think about the future and then his anxiety would kick in out of pure nervousness. He lacked the ability to share his feelings fluently like Bianca did. When he was mad, he didn’t hold back, but when it involved breaking down this wall Dean built after years, then he would shy away from the subject.
Not this time. He knew he had to grow used to the fact that there will be a time when they will need to sit down and talk about their future together. And as much as he wanted to, he feared it. What if he doesn’t last? What if she doesn’t? What if… What if their child grew up without their parents? Dean couldn’t bear the thought of it. Having no mother and an absent father was torturous and brutal. But he managed. He didn’t want his child to ‘manage’.
Dean did, however, see a ring on Bianca’s finger. He could see her in a long, beautiful, white gown. He could see her walk down that aisle and bring him to tears. Manly, of course. “Do you want to talk about the future?” he asked in a gentle whisper, grabbing one of her hands and kissing her knuckles with a smile.
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Sat Dec 06, 2014 5:40 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne and Bonnie were about to get detailed about Roxanne's training when Sam announced that he was going out for a drink. No. Roxanne had to pretend that she didn't care about him, she's usually let him go whenever he wanted but that was in the middle of the night. "What I do want is for you to stop this drinking. It's not even noon yet, Sam. I get it, you're a demon, things to effect you like they do to regular people but you have to stop getting yourself drunk, man. Is there nothing else you can do?" She wasn't going to ask him to stay and bare the burden of listening to her and Bonnie go on and on about how Roxanne needs to get more serious about her powers if she was going to reach her goal. Roxanne could feel Bonnie working up a sly comment about Sam, something on the lines of letting him go but Roxanne raised a hand to her friend and not a single word came out of her mouth. That doesn't mean she didn't try to speak, it's just that no words came out. And the look on Bonnie's face was a mixture of amusement and annoyance. "Shut up for a second" said Roxy, not breaking her eyes from Sam. "Can't you just go running or something? Seriously, you can drown yourself in liquor once the sun goes down but not this early, you're becoming an alcoholic". This was genuine care on Roxanne's behalf. She didn't want Sam drinking so often because then he'd get drunk and she'd have to deal with him when he got back.
If her voice was cold, her eyes surely weren't. She wasn't going to beg Sam but she could at least ask this favor of him. She usually doesn't stop him but just this one she didn't want him drinking so early. "If it's Bonnie then she and I can leave and you can have the whole room to yourself" Bonnie clearly didn't agree with this but, at the moment, she could talk so the most she could do was slap Roxanne's arm to get the girl's attention, but Roxanne's eyes didn't leave Sam. It was the first time she's ever used her powers on someone since Sam came back. She was used to practicing it but she's never practiced on other people, that felt wrong, but she didn't want Bonnie to open her mouth and cause Sam to go to the bar regardless of what Roxanne said. Once Bonnie hit Roxanne's arm the second time, Roxanne let her hand fall and finally Bonnie got her voice back.
" I'm staying for a few days to keep up with Roxy's powers so if you're leaving because of me then you might as well not come back. At all. Ever again." Roxanne had kept Bonnie vaguely updated on her situation with Sam and Bonnie couldn't understand why Roxanne didn't kick Sam to the curve and be done with him. Bonnie knew how Roxanne could be when she wasn't so tense - when she didn't have the burden of Sam, Dean, and Bianca - so she didn't understand why she suddenly went back to the way she was just because Sam came around. " Roxy, I don't understand why you're babying him. You're not like this. I don't like you this way, I like my Roxanne." Her bar girl, her witch, her 'baby'. Bonnie was only a year Roxanne's senior but that didn't stop Bonnie from treating her like a little sister, sometimes even a daughter. If Sam and Bonnie couldn't get along, Bonnie would have it even worse with Dean and Bianca.
Bianca's eyes widened with surprise. Okay, she didn't think that Dean would actually ask if she wanted to talk about the future. Hardly able to speak from how fast her mind was racing, Bianca just nodded softly, continuing to stare into her boyfriend's eyes. She didn't even know where to start. She didn't want to jump to kids against so quickly. And marriage was still a hard topic for even her to grasp. And hunting.... oh boy, hunting, that's a completely separate topic in itself. Bianca knew what could happen to her in this job, she was okay with it, really. There was a point where she hadn't cared whether or not she died. Now she cared but she felt that the lives she's helped saved weighs out the fear of her own death.
"I-I don't even know where to start" she admitted, continuously thinking of what they could talk about. " I'm okay with hunting" she started. " Like, I get it, this is something you've been doing for your entire life and I accept that. I also accept what could happen with the hunting. For both you and me. And I know out future can't be much if hunting is as important of a part.... so hunting is an obstacle..." Worry lines appeared one her forehead and she knitted her brow, actually contemplating how they could get over the hunting. There will always be monsters and Bianca couldn't imagine hearing about a case and not getting involved. " I mean, I can see us getting married and all that, I can see myself stressing out about a dress, but I can't see us having a kid while hunting. Because I could die or you could die... or the baby could die. And I really can't imagine raising a kid on my own, my mom could do it but I just can't. Especially if it's a girl." Bianca wasn't one to blame how she turned out on the absence of her father but there were times when she felt like an average father would never let Bianca get away with half the things that Bianca's mom let her get away with.
Bianca promised herself that, if she ever had a daughter, she wouldn't let her turn out like herself. Bianca didn't even intend on getting married until about halfway through her relationship with Dean. " I've never really wanted to get married. I mean, I did when I was a lot younger, I'm talking about 'sky-diving-while-saying-vows' kind of young. I want to get married now, of course, but there's no rush for that. I haven't given marriage much though, actually. I can see the ring... just not everything else. We're practically married as is so a ring wouldn't make much of a difference but I still want one. I really want one" Bianca could honestly die happier than a pig in s**t if she and Dean tied the knot. " I think I'd probably start crying in the middle of the ceremony....."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2014 7:48 am
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Sam let out a wry laugh at Bonnie’s words, as if they were nothing more than that: words. She could slay him with the Ruby knife, and he’d laugh in her face with blood stained teeth until his lights go out. She could encourage all the men to it on Roxanne if she damn well pleased and Sam would know the nights he had with Roxanne. Bonnie could even shove Ruby to Sam and make it seem as though they were sleeping together once again, but she wouldn’t win.
Why?
Sam wouldn’t let her.
Sam knew how Roxanne felt about his drinking and maybe, in a way, this was him getting her attention. It seemed that this was the only way he could get it: by drinking. When he’s drunk, Roxanne makes sure that he doesn’t do anything he would regret.
When he was drunk, Roxanne would take him to bed, even if he doesn’t sleep. He is, after all, a demon.
If drinking would draw her attention onto him, finally, to have a conversation, then so be it. He shrugged his shoulder ever so casually and turned to where he faced the girls. His eyes remained on the blonde witch, ignoring the other, as he spoke.
“It’s six somewhere, right?” Sam asked, a sly grin on his face when he looked at Roxanne. However, the stern creases of her features caused him to frown deeply. “Look, Roxanne, what do you want me to do? My brother and your sister are over there playing house, while I’m stuck here listening to your witch b***h friend talk about you sleeping with other guys. No offense, but if I had known that there was going to be a slumber party, I wouldn’t have stayed here.”
Roxanne didn’t even know that Bonnie was going to be here, but he had to make a point. Why be a demon in the room and be trashed on when he could be out burying his feelings at the end of a bottle. His eyes finally laid upon Bonnie, as if it was the first time, and he opened his mouth.
“I don’t want your idiocy. I want your absence. See to it that you will leave by tomorrow or I’ll deal with you.” Sam could tell Dean about the witch being here, spare Sam the need to abuse his will of powers. Bu then again, why trouble his brother when he could pretend that everything is perfect between he and Bianca.
Speaking of Dean and Bianca playing house, they weren’t just acting the role, they were talking the role. Kids, marriage, the whole nine yards. It was nerve wracking, even to Bianca, but it needed to be discussed. No matter what, every time they utter the words, ‘I love you,’ there was that lingering after effect of ‘what will happen?’
It needed to be fixed.
Dean brushed the pad of his thumb across Bianca’s knuckles gently, paying attention to her hands rather than her eyes since they seem to be a weakness of his. “Want to know what I see?” Dean asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
If Dean had to guess, he would think that Bianca assumed Dean wanted the worse. To just stay hunting and remain what they are now: couple that act married. Sure, he could slap on a ring and finally declare them as a couple, but that would require him growing a pair to doing so.
“Last time I tried to do the whole settlin’ down, couple thing.. it didn’t end good. It was with Lisa and Ben. They were everything to me. They were what I wanted. They were my family.” It was hard to admit, and he knew that Bianca didn’t want to hear of his past lover, especially one he grew intimate with before Bianca, but it was the truth.
“What happened to her, I’m worried that it will happen to you. I don’t want to risk your life, Bianca, because I want to be selfish. I want to have a kid with you. I want to get married. I want the whole package because, c’mon, our kid will have our gorgeous genes.” A laugh rumbled from his throat, to ease the tension just a bit to stray away from the topic of Lisa.
“Is marrying me even what you want? I mean, I know we’re together constantly but I’m annoying. I play the music too damn loud, I sing along, we’re stuck in a car about 12 hours of a day, we’re traveling constantly, and then there’s Sam.. I’m just sayin’.. Are you sure you’re future is with me?”
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 6:19 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne was disappointed, yes, but she understood why Sam wanted to leave. Roxanne loved Bonnie with all her heart but she understood that the two girls could be a bit.....much. In all honesty, Roxanne and Bonnie were a lot worse than Roxanne and Bianca. Roxy and Bianca just spoke a lot - a usual habit that hasn't been happening much lately - but Roxy and Bonnie could be loud, obnoxious, anything they wanted depending on the circumstance. Even if Roxanne was a bit annoyed that Sam wanting to leave was Bonnie's fault, she defending Bonnie against Sam. "Touch her and you're ********, I'm serious." Her face said it all, Bonnie was a little rough around the edges but Roxanne owed a lot to the b***h. Bonnie's face, on the other hand, had a real s**t-eating smirk.
"Fine. I can't stop you. Go drink. Just....call me if you need anything, okay? Don't get yourself into anything." This was as far as she'd go with her affection. Yes, she and Sam occasionally had some sexual tension but Roxanne felt like it was just her since Sam never really seemed phased. Maybe she should take up Bonnie's offer on getting her some eye candy. All Roxanne really wanted was to make sure that Sam didn't do anything he might regret while he was drunk. He had a tendency to act really dumb when he had a couple drinks in him. " Seriously, just call. I'm doing nothing other than talking s**t" Gossip was Bonnie and Roxanne's favorite past time and neither of them were ashamed of it. Bonnie practically knew everything that ever happened between Sam and Roxanne with the except of a few details, of course. Roxanne could tell Bonnie some things but not everything- those were to be reserved for herself.
Roxanne was surprised that Bonnie voluntarily remained quiet. The girl was obnoxious but she knew when she didn't have room in a conversation and now was that time. Roxanne had already defended Bonnie and that was enough for the girl. Roxanne was strong enough to handle Sam, even if she wouldn't admit it. And Bonnie and Roxanne together were a force to be reckoned with. Bonnie just sat quietly and watched the exchange between Sam and Roxanne. The girl was surprised at how concerned Roxanne was for Sam. Roxanne had informed her that she still had some feelings for Sam but Bonnie understood that, they were engaged before they broke up, that couldn't be something Roxanne could get over so easily. But the blonde was actually acting upon her care and that's the weird part to Bonnie. Bonnie raised her hand at Sam and waved goodbye to him. " You can go now" she said. The chick always needed the last word.
Bianca didn't want to hear about Lisa and Ben. She never wanted to hear about Lisa and Ben. But she knew what they meant to Dean and she knew that she had to be civil about it. The only reason why Lisa bothered her was because Dean loved her. Forget the countless string of women Dean's had sex with, it's the one that he loved that gets to Bianca. Bianca has one hell of a body count herself, but she can't say that she ever truly loved someone. Maybe she's said it to guys before Dean but she knows that she never meant it. Because it felt a lot different with Dean. But, despite not wanting to hear about his past love, Bianca laid there and listened to what he boyfriend had to say. It wasn't anything new to her, she knew that he didn't want anything to happen to her. The feeling was mutual, really, but Bianca didn't want that to hold them back from anything they can accomplish together.
Bianca was quite understanding until Dean questioned if she really wanted to get married to him. Bianca let go of Dean's hand and sat up in the bed, clutching the sheet to her chest. " Are you serious?" she asked. She couldn't believe he would even ask that. " Dean....." the girl took a deep breath, getting her words together. " I don't like hunting. I don't like being in that car for 12 hours straight. Your brother is a pain in the a** right about now. My sister nearly died from being shot. You actually died. You've disappeared on me countless times. I've nearly died because of sticking around with you" She was being honest, at face value Dean was a real doozy. " I've got enough reasons to say '******** you, you're not worth it, I can get myself a doctor' or something. But no. I'm laying down here, naked under cheap motel sheets, and I'm telling you that I love you enough to marry you. H-How could you even ask if I'm sure? Do you want me to not be sure?"
Bianca was more than positive that she wanted her future to be with Dean. Marriage was just part of that future. A long with a kid. And, he was right, their kid would be sexy as hell. But they needed to get over some things before that could happen. " You have to stop trying to protect me. I know you don't want anything to happen to me, I don't want anything to happen to you either, but I don't want a major part of our relationship to be you protecting me" Bianca ran her free hand through Dean's hair as she looked at him. " You're not selfish for wanting to have a proper life with someone. What happened to Lisa won't happen to me. I'm more....prepared for this stuff than she was. I know what could happen to me and it would be no other's fault but mine if it does happen. You cant be afraid for someone's life when they're not even afraid"
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENTxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx DON'T CRY ABOUT IT
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2014 8:37 am
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
At this point, negotiating was growing very limited. Sam found his eyes remaining on Bonnie, even after Roxanne’s threat. So this is what they’ve been reduced to. Threatening to smite one another just because he would’ve hurt a hair on Bonnie’s ugly head. Dean, if not with Bianca, would’ve drooled over the appearance Bonnie radiates even just through her smile.
Sam was never one to tolerate such attitude thrown at his face. Even if Roxanne tried to make up for the threat with admitting vaguely that she cared of his safety, he was just pissed now. It seemed the more and more he pretend, the more it started to grow real. And he didn’t like that feeling. He wanted to push that horrid feeling away.
Hazel orbs finally was met with Roxanne’s piercing blue ones, their gazes holding each other longer than a usual amount of time. Without even needing to use his hands, he let his mind take the sight of Bonnie’s neck and crush her windpipe. The sound filling the room was like music to Sam’s ears: the sound of Bonnie choking. She gasped for air, desperately trying to use her powers to her advantage and knock Sam back. But all that was met was a gust of wind that blew his bangs out of his eyes.
But he didn’t kill her. He waited until she was desperate, grasping at her neck for the hand that was holding her, but there was none. What seemed like a lifetime, he released Bonnie’s neck and let air hit her chest and fill her lungs. Sam didn’t even give Roxanne a glance before he turned, grabbed his jacket, and close the door behind him rather roughly.
Dean knew what he was. A monster. A killer. A hunter. A soldier. He wasn’t a father, a husband, something to be cherished. But it seemed that as he lay here with Bianca for the longest time, he was convinced otherwise. She spoke so softly, red lips speaking every words like they were liquid sin, and eyes that seemed rather hesitant to meet with his own.
“Do y’hear yourself? I mean, c’mon, Bianca, you act like all this was the universe telling us to be together when in reality, what if it was trying to pull us apart? What if you are supposed to deserve better? I mean, hell, I’ve died! Y’can’t put that on a cake. And you said it yourself, I disappear more times than I can count and it got my skin starting to crawl just thinking about it. I’m poison!”
Dean knew that this morning took a turn for the worst, and he had a big feeling that it was his fault. “I love you, Bianca. I want to marry you someday, but I don’t know if that’s what I should put on you. When I was with Lisa, I was the worst. I was depressed most of the time. I would have violent nightmares at night to where I almost hurt Lisa before. I drank more ounces than there are hours in a day. What if the same will happen with us?”
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2014 8:51 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne didn't think that Sam would kill Bonnie. He couldn't kill her, he wouldn't. She was snarky, yeah, but he didn't have a valid reason to end her life. Even so, Roxanne was at the ready to retaliate against Sam if he didn't any serious harm to her friend. " Sam, stop." she commanded. But he kept going. She nearly stood up to fight back before Sam released Bonnie and was out the door in practically one movement. As soon as he was gone, Roxanne wrapped an arm around Bonnie. " I'm so sorry. We've got work to do..." the girl muttered into her friend's neck. She needed to be good enough with her powers to fight Sam if she needed to. She can't just be timid in the hopes that Sam would have a heart. She could always take him down with the knife but he could be useful and she couldn't bring herself to shove a knife through him, someone who she had loved whole heartedly not too long ago.
When Bonnie had recollected herself, allowing the oxygen to enter her lungs, she finally responded to Roxanne. " Yeah, we do. Goddammit, he could've killed me!" Bonnie trusted Roxanne but sometimes they're personalities made it too hard to understand each other properly. " Well, c'mon then. Get yourself decent. We've gotta make sure you can kick his a** if you need to."
Bianca listened as her boyfriend spoke. She understood everything he was saying but she just didn't see things like he did. " Okay, for starters, no to the whole 'universe' stuff. I don't care if the universe wants us together or if it doesn't, I want us together" It was not like she overlooked everything she had gone through just because she loved him. She still remembered all her pain whenever they're on a hunt. She didn't feel the same about dogs after hellhounds. She was more cautious about his sister wandering off after Roxy had been shot. She really wanted to care about Sam right now but he was building a gap way too big to try to get across. She didn't think Dean was perfect, she knew that he could be a real pain sometimes but she loved him regardless. Relationships weren't meant to be perfect.
When he went on about his relationship with Lisa, Bianca sighed while passing a hand through her curls. When he questioned if they'd end out like he was with Lisa, Bianca had enough. " Alec beat me" she said bluntly. " I never told you. I was pretty sure you'd kill him. Alec used to beat me black and blue almost every other day. If I said something too snarky, he'd deal a blow. If he even felt as if I was making eyes at another guy, I'd get a black eye. He was both physically and verbally abusive. Dean, you need to understand that I would not be here if I didn't think it was worth it, okay? Alec was s**t. Even with all the hunting and issues we may have, you're still better than him. If what happened to you and Lisa happens to us then so be it but I can't be afraid of that stuff, man. You said it yourself, you love me and you want to marry me. That's all that should matter. What happened with you and Lisa? That's you two. There is no guarantee that it will happen to us."
" Dean, I don't see you as how you see yourself. We've been down this road many times : you beat yourself up for absolutely no reason. Yes, you're rough around the edges but who isn't? You're acting as if I'm a walk in the park. I'm annoying, I'm loud, I talk a lot, I'm childish, I'm petty." Bianca looked Dean dead in his eyes, her own eyes filled with conviction. " What's your problem with this? You say you love me and want to get married but it's also like you're trying to talk me out of this" Bianca sighed. " I don't like when our conversations lead to this. It's like we can't talk about our future without the whole conversation going south."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENTxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx DON'T CRY ABOUT IT
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2014 8:42 am
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Dean twisted his lips as he contemplated this. They were both screwed up in their own ways. He knew that much. But he wished that he didn't have to make this hard. Dean loved Bianca, there wasn't a single doubt, but he didn't want to jump into a marriage just for her to realize what a complete maniac he is. With everything that's happening, marriage should be the last thing that they are thinking about but then again, when is?
Dean played with Bianca's fingers some more, his gaze leaving hers. He swallowed hard, brows soon creasing together to show a sign of discomfort as he pondered some more. It wasn't directed at her, nor about their marriage, but how he needed to think about this. He shouldn't act like he had to plan out every step. They weren't like that. They just leap into something and go through it together until the end. Rolling them to where he hovered over her body, he trailed the pad of his thumb over the swell of her bottom lip. Without another word, he lowered himself down above her to press a tender kiss against her lips.
Later that day, Dean had met up with Sam at the bar, seeing the demon downing back what could've been the tenth shot. Regardless, Dean stole the stool beside his brother and eased him to sit down. "Roxanne and Bianca are with me," admitted Dean, giving him a warning. But all he saw was a roll of Sam's eyes. It wasn't like whenever Dean made a cheeky remark and those green eyes would meet the ceiling.
No, this one was cold.
And it sent a dead chill down Dean's spine. This wasn't his brother. Dean tried so hard to accept that Sam was alive in there, in that shell. But as he looked at his brother here, it wasn't who Dean thought it was. This was just a demon. "Just thought you'd like to know," Dean said rather bitterly, annoyed by the acceptance he paned through his head. He lifted himself up off the stool, prepared to meet Bianca halfway to ask if they wanted to go somewhere, but Sam's voice stopped him.
"I want your absence."
Dean let his back linger towards Sam's direction. Jaw squared, eyes heavy, and fist clenching. It was certainly a hunter's killing look. His top lip almost quivered with the anger that swelled throughout his body before he finally jerked himself around to face Sam. "You know what? You're about to have it. And I'm not talking about me leaving, I'm talking about me, Bianca, and Roxanne. She'll go back to her bartending life and flirt with Jamie or whatever the hell his name is. And you know what you'll be? A lonely demon with a pain in the a** attitude. You can hide behind that smile, and the glass, but I can see right through it."
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!
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Posted: Thu Dec 18, 2014 4:41 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The girls had let Dean go into the bar ahead of them to avoid having a drunk Sam feel like they were all suddenly ganging up on him. The girls stood outside in an awkward silence, Roxanne checking her phone to send out a text every once in a while and Bianca checking her own phone to decide how many minutes would be enough for Dean. The awkward silence between the girls wasn't because of a lack of conversation topics, it was because there was a plethora of it. All were topics that could end pretty badly for the two. Bianca had so much to ask: The real story of what went on with Roxanne to lead her to magic, how things were going between her and Sam, basically everything that Bianca had been left out in the dark on. But the brunette didn't ask. Instead she just stood there with her sister. Roxanne wanted to talk to Bianca about Bonnie. She was trying to find a way to tell Dean and Bianca that there'd be another witch around from some time. The blonde was going to do it on the car ride to the bar but she punked out. Now she was afraid Sam would let them know before she does herself. " Why are we even out here?" Bianca asked, looking at her sister. Roxanne returned the question with a simple shrug. It's not like they actually cared about whether or not Sam felt threatened. Since the girls were in mutual agreement, they made their way into the bar in search for their boys.
Due to the time, there wasn't a whole lot of people in the bar but it still took the girls a good few minutes to find the guys. They didn't want to just walk up to two guys and end up in an uncomfortable situation with a set of strangers. But once they walked up to the boys, they could sense that something was wrong. Well, everything was wrong but this looked like there was going to be an altercation. " Everything good here, boys?" Bianca asked, sounding like one of those police officers who ask the rhetorical question as a warning for tension to fuse. Bianca was all for getting your feelings out but not here in the middle of a bar. In the end, Sam was a demon and was drunk and that wasn't a good combination. Since Roxanne was the one who usually dealt with Sam when he was drunk, Bianca casted a glance at her sister. But Roxanne seemed indifferent. She was staring at Sam with the tired look of someone who is sick of their routine.
Roxanne scratched at a mark peeking out from underneath her jacket. It looked as if it were a tattoo but it couldn't have been, Roxanne would never get a tattoo without telling anyone about it. Bonnie made sure Roxanne left with at least one mark. Roxanne really did look worn out as she beheld Sam in his drunken glory. She had nothing to say to him, she had already said enough earlier. She said more than enough, actually. Now it was time for someone else to stress themselves out over Sam. Roxanne ignored the buzz from the most recent text message, not wanting to provoke any attention to being on her. Whatever was about to go down here was going to go down and Roxanne couldn't be bothered to take care of Sam right now. But, the girl did have one request. " Can we not make a scene here?" Bianca didn't want to see a fight period, Roxanne on the other hand was waiting patiently. She just didn't want any demon or witch powers to end up being exposed in a bar. But, in all honesty, Roxanne didn't mind if her request would be ignored. As long as they got everything out in the open, she was fine, and someone other than her needed to try to knock some sense into Sam about his drinking habits.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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