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"Sure, go ahead." She said softly, her voice very low toned. More than usual. "Uh.....Thanks?" She said/asked in responce to the pack mule. You can call me whatever you want, I don't mind. Beleive me I really don't mind. There was a girl who called me '********' in sixth grade for the whole year as a joke. Since she called me it so much, it became my nickname through out the whole school. Luckily I left that school that same year so I didn't have to deal with that nick name." She laughed slightly then looked back down, not really feeling the smile on the inside. "God I hate myself....I whine to much, and I'm always depressed, and people always have to feel sorry for me, and I just keep complaining, and I can't snap out of it and....UGH! I'm doing it again!!!" She yelled, slamming her head on the table. Next she began muttering curse words to herself, starting the cycle all over again. "God damitt what's wrong with me..."

She looked down and said, "Let Saria tell you...She knows the whole story. If I tell it again, I'm afrain I'm gonna cry my heart out again. Just ask her to tell you about Lisa, she'll know what it means. If she doesn't tell you, then you can spank her again..." She laughed aloud. "I guess your right...I mean, who cares right? I'm just too caught up in making sure everyone's okay and fine...I forget that I have to remember myself too...Thanks. You really helped." She looked up at Aena and smiled once more. "Now how about that stiff drink?"

"Heh...Thanks...I guess you aren't as mean as Saria describes you. It just sucks to be her." She laughed a bit and looked down. "Anything with alcohol." She softly said.

"Heh, only if you have it coming," Aena laughs, "Now, it's never a good sign when someone orders a drink that has anything with alcohol in it. That's a sign of a hurting soul. Or maybe just someone who doesn't know anything about bar drinks. ^_^ Either way. Here, try this. Five star gold Bajan rum and plain old American Coca-cola. Nice, sweet taste that won't overwhelm you if you don't put too much rum in there. If you just want to get smashed, we can add a little vodka in there - you won't even be able to taste it really, but it will mess your s**t up quick. If that's your plan, I guess I'ma get smashed too, cause it sucks to drink alone. But before you go and get trashed, why don't you tell Captain Anna what's on your mind?"

"Oh, hey, speaking of Bajan stuff, Sa, do me a favour. Download 'Even now' by Nana Mouskouri. Yes, it's piracy, but I don't give a ********. Listen to it and you'll see why. Think Barbados if you need your memory jogged. ^_^"

"Don't recognize it?" Aena smiles.

Aena sings, "Beautiful... beautiful... Bar-ba~~~dos. Gem of... the Ca~~~ribbe-an sea~. Come back to... my island... Bar-ba~~~dos. Come back to... my island... and me~~~. ^_^"

"Oh yes! But, unfortunately, the writers tried to sue and had to stop because they couldn't afford the legal fees. If you think it sounds like a rip-off now, come here tomorrow and I play you the original on disc and this at the same time - it's almost a *perfect* match, I only have to adjust the speed *very* slightly, and the pitch a little bit, and it's exactly identical for the whole song - it even has the same musical breaks and the same ending, where it pauses for a bit and slows down. *Huge* rip-off. ^_^"

"Alright, fine, yes. I spent all afternoon playing need for speed with that ******** kid from down the hall, and he kicked my a**. I need someone I can beat."