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 Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:16 pm
Little Miss Fortune Z741 NoiseInTheShadows Aww, I'm sorry, Z. I'd give you one of my two younger sisters if my mom wouldn't freak out on me. Ah, it's alright. If my mom didn't freak out as well, she'd start comparing me to the "perfect" little sibling... hell she compares me too much as it is to my "angelic" little cousin... what with his clean room and all... =.= I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:18 pm
Z741 Little Miss Fortune I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/ That makes me sad. T_____T This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:19 pm
It's so good to be out of high school and my parents houses... *dreamy sigh*
Secret: I don't respect my mother any more. She doesn't realize it, but I go home and tolerate being there... it's not a pleasure for me anymore. I just wish she'd get a ******** job and stop mooching off of everyone else for funds. All she does is her community theater productions... and that's all she ever talks about. It's ******** annoying.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:22 pm
-x- CocoNoire -x- Secret: I don't respect my mother any more. She doesn't realize it, but I go home and tolerate being there... it's not a pleasure for me anymore. This. Hence the first secret I posted in the thread. ;_;
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:22 pm
Little Miss Fortune Z741 Little Miss Fortune I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/ That makes me sad. T_____T This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
I don't think it's anybody's intention to make you feel guilty, but I hope reading this would make you appreciate what you do have, since you're lucky...
I certainly feel a little more appreciative.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:24 pm
For different reasons though... I would be plenty happy with my mother if she'd work so that my siblings can eat well and have new clothing without asking her boyfriend or my father to pay for it.
She's a ******** mooch. I hate it. I mean... she's 48, get some responsibility, ya know? She was fine before I left the house...
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:25 pm
M!dori Little Miss Fortune Z741 Little Miss Fortune I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/ That makes me sad. T_____T This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
I don't think it's anybody's intention to make you feel guilty, but I hope reading this would make you appreciate what you do have, since you're lucky...
I certainly feel a little more appreciative.Indeed, I know that even if my situation sounds bad enough, someone else is having an even tougher time of it. neutral In her defense, though, she *did* endure through much more sh*t, like Civil War, refugee camps, and plain jerk friends. I just wonder why she has to take it out on me, though. ._.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:25 pm
M!dori Little Miss Fortune This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
I don't think it's anybody's intention to make you feel guilty, but I hope reading this would make you appreciate what you do have, since you're lucky...
I certainly feel a little more appreciative.I already appreciate them sooooo much, but yes. Reading this stuff does make me even more appreciative. 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:27 pm
Z741 M!dori Little Miss Fortune Z741 Little Miss Fortune I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/ That makes me sad. T_____T This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
I don't think it's anybody's intention to make you feel guilty, but I hope reading this would make you appreciate what you do have, since you're lucky...
I certainly feel a little more appreciative.Indeed, I know that even if my situation sounds bad enough, someone else is having an even tougher time of it. neutral In her defense, though, she *did* endure through much more sh*t, like Civil War, refugee camps, and plain jerk friends. I just wonder why she has to take it out on me, though. ._. Good thing you have us to vent to, no?
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:33 pm
NoiseInTheShadows Z741 M!dori Little Miss Fortune Z741 Little Miss Fortune I don't like your mommy. How can she not see how awesome you are? =( Simple. She's the number one source of negativity in my freaking life. :/ That makes me sad. T_____T This whole thread makes me feel so guilty for having such supportive and accepting parents... D=
I don't think it's anybody's intention to make you feel guilty, but I hope reading this would make you appreciate what you do have, since you're lucky...
I certainly feel a little more appreciative.Indeed, I know that even if my situation sounds bad enough, someone else is having an even tougher time of it. neutral In her defense, though, she *did* endure through much more sh*t, like Civil War, refugee camps, and plain jerk friends. I just wonder why she has to take it out on me, though. ._. Good thing you have us to vent to, no? Vent... no, that's just little scraps of a page I could write on how she refuses to let go of me, aims for control over my own life, prevents me from going out and seeing the world, forbids me from forming social relationships, fails to recognize how much I've done to help the family out..... but no. I fail at venting in the traditional sense. gonk Still true though. Least I've got you guys to speak to. crying
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:34 pm
Secret: I'm a clean freak, but not a neat freak. I can have clothes strewn all over my floor and not care, so long as they're clean clothes. Same goes for other random, mostly-sanitary objects. It drives my parents mad. "Clean your room!" "It's clean!" "What's all that stuff on your floor?" "Clean stuff!"
Secret: I stopped caring about my family a long time ago. I became the scapegoat for every problem, up to and including my uncle's death (he died of a drug OD, and I'd never even met the man). I want to be accepted, but at the same time, I hate them enough that I would be perfectly happy never talking to them again.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:37 pm
Sounds like a complete wipe by moving to another place without anyone knowing is a plan for you as well, no? ;_;
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:40 pm
Z741 Sounds like a complete wipe by moving to another place without anyone knowing is a plan for you as well, no? ;_; Well, I actually plan on telling them I'm a second lieutenant in the Air Force (or first lieutenant if I do really, really, really well in school?), an Atheist, and that I hate them all on the same day. Then I'm going to leave and hopefully they won't want to find me again. Because in theory they could find me pretty easily if they really wanted to, since there's only two bases I could possibly live at (aeronautical engineers ftw!). So uh, yeah. My plan's to just get effectively disowned.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 6:42 pm
Kind of an interesting thing I've noticed reading through this thread... I share some of the secrets that people have mentioned here, but I wouldn't really consider them my own secrets because I don't make a point to keep them secret. biggrin Like I don't care who knows I'm a virgin, since that's a choice I've made and I see no reason to be uncomfortable with it. And I've met the only two boyfriends I've had online, and while the first one didn't work out (decided we'd be better off as friends after we met in person for the first time), the second one is wonderful and we're doing very well given the circumstances.
I do offer my sympathy to those of you who have gone through such traumatic experiences, for what that's worth.
Actual secrets:
I sometimes eat brown sugar straight out of the bag.
I was 27 when I had my first kiss. (And I don't regret waiting one bit.)
I have an irrational aversion to calling people on the phone. Makes it easy to put off taking care of phone errands...
I took driver's ed when I was 18, the summer after I graduated from high school. I had never driven on the road before then. Fortunately I did pretty well the first time we went out on the highway. biggrin
When I was little and used to be kind of scared of things lurking in the dark, I decided that as long as I was touching my pillow, nothing could hurt me. I'd even dangle my foot out of the bed to dare the "monsters" to try to grab me, and then imagine them getting zapped or something. biggrin
I think I experience a certain amount of synethsesia, inherently associating colors with numbers. It's not terribly strong, though.
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