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well im bicurious...girls are more umm....understanding and they can help me more than a guy can on alot of different topics..I guess i grew up around both sexes. I was like half town boy. half really girly girl. so i guess im completely fine w/ both. And boobs kinda turn me on...

ditto to both thingshe just said.

i dont know, they just dont turn me on like they do for straight guys.

I like them, but it really isn't like size matters much.... I always get sorta embarrased about the size of mine, larger than most girls... Especially when my friends were commenting about it.... Heh....

For a long time I had been looking at women and commenting on them. I thought it was weird but ignored it. When i was in high school, my group of friends were very kissy. I would kiss all the girls and guys and felt very comfortable with both. I didn't think too much of it. After high school, i had my boyfriend Devin and loved him alot. He broke up with me because he didn't love me anymore. I was heartbroken so i stayed away from everyone. I had moved away so it was easier to do it.
After I moved back to where all my friends were. I met this guy named Ken, we got along great and we had fun talking to each other. One night I was at his apartment and I stayed the night, about 2:30am we had sex and we just had fun being together. After that things were weird, we still talked on MSN and stuff and overall had fun but we had this sexual tension. So about three weeks later, i got back with Devin for one day and had the most incredible time. I was so happy. Three days later, my period never came and I thought I was pregnant. Devin left my life, he ran away. He blocked my phone number and took me off his MSN list. Ken was there for me, he was on the phone with me when I did the home test and wanted to be with me at the doctors appointment but he had strepthoart.
After I found out i wasn't pregnant and Ken stopped seeing each other as much, we still talked but jsut didn't see each other. I started talking to his roommate and we hung out once and made out and stuff. Ken found out about me and Kenny and totally flipped out. Kenny flipped out cuz I told Ken and they both ended up hating me.
That was when i kind of decided I was through with guys for a while.
After christmas, I met this guy on Gaia named Tatsu/Kdin. He is a great guy and my best friend. We also laugh and make jokes and we share our Yuri collection. After three weeks after we really started talking, I started to like him. I told him right away. He was flattered but he has a fiancee in real life. I was heartbroken even though I knew about her. We continued to be friends and still are. After a giveaway on Gaia I met this sweetest girl named Wing/Kayla. I love talking to her, She is Bi and me and her were talking and being all flirty with each other. We would kiss each other and things like that. She told me she thought I was Bi. I told Kdin and he said you probably are, he was like, you love me too much to be gay.
I thought about it for a few days and realized they were right. I told them both and they were like, Knew it. My gaia friends are so comfortable with it but my real life friends aren't. I posted in my journal telling one friend about me being Bi.

That's my story.

I didn't think it would be that long xD. I guess i have had some crappy experiences with men.