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 Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 8:55 am
Kuri shook his head "n-no its ok sweetheart" he said as he wraped his arms around his mate and cuddled him "im fine, really, Ly just said something I never thought he would ever say thats all but it wasnt anything to worry about I swear." He said to his mate, knowing that Ly would of never gone through with it dispite what happened in the past, Ly was in his room all the time and he was still attatched to Muraki and his other boyfriends so even so he and Ly would never have worked out even if something did happen between them.
"I know you would do it sweetheart, but believe me that if you started a fight here, you would be kicked out of this house and I dont want that. Muraki cant stand fighting and this would just push him a little too far I think. So please, dont worry about it, its fine, I swear" he said to his mate, knowing he will have to talk to Ly when he got back as he wasnt going to risk anything with Ward when he loved him to much.
"Just never leave me, if anything that Ly did was have me realise how much I am lucky to have you in my life again. I love you sweetheart" he said as he started to calm down a bit, thankful to be in his mates arms and knew he couldnt and wouldnt be happier in anyone elses.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 8:58 am
"Mmm. Fine no fighting." He nuzzled Kuri. "I promiss you; I won't start a fight with Ly. " He sighed. "Though I wouldn't mind figuring out which of us was stronger." His eyes danced in laughter. "Well Lets go and find Muraki so you can talk to him."
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 9:15 am
Kuri chuckled a little "your terrible you know that? Though I guess its just one of the things I love about you" he said as he kissed his mates foreheadand picked up his dress as he sliped his other arm through his mates. "Though truth be told, I wouldnt mind knowing whos stronger between you to either, though remember Ly hasnt lifted weights since before he finally started to come out of his room more.
As for fighting in a normal sort of enviroment he hasnt done that since he ws a pack leader so you might have an advantage over him" he said to his mate as he started to go down the stairs.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 9:23 am
Ward murred and kissed Kuri neck. "I am happy you know my skills." He grinned. "Ly would be down quickly, we depend on speed and flexiblity to take down prey as well as strenght. If he hasn't worked out in a while well." He nuzzled against his mate neck as they walked. "I love you." He picked up Kuri boldly and started down the stairs with him.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 9:50 am
Kuri murred happily as he was kissed and wraped his arms around his mates neck "and yes, I believe he would" he said as he kissed his mates forehead "though lets now see how right you are, only i get to nearly kill my flatmates and friends" he said giggling, teasing the other playfully. "I love you also darling" he said as he sighed contentedly.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 9:57 am
"I wouldn't kill him baby. I would just mutilate him a little bit. Maybe cut off an ear." Ward set him down when they reached the bottom of the stairs."There you go love."
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 10:30 am
Kuri giggled "you truely are cruel" he said as he nuzzled his mate "and thank you sweetheart" he said as he made his way over to the stero, searched theough the CD's and pulled out ballroom music cd and placed it into he player. He then turned it to one of the waltzs and pressed play just as he saw Muraki walk out of the library. Kuri stood up as the introduction started and looked at him smiling "may I please have this dance my old friend?" he asked the stunned rabbit.
Muraki walked over to him nodding, smiling, wondering whats going on but did just as his friend asked him and gave him his hands. He placed one on his hip and the other into Kuris hand and waited for a few seconds before taking the lead and leading Kuri around the reception hall in a graceful mannor. "Kuri you look exquisit, I love this look, you suit the dress perfectly" he said as he carried on leading Kuri around the floor, calming down a bit now.
Kuri smiled "thank you, I had it made especially for Ward, the jewlery to. It wasnt cheap but nothing but the best for my mate" he said as he was turned around once more.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 10:34 am
Ward sigh hidding a pout. Why did everyone have to have his mates attention when he was pretty? What was Kuri doing dancing with Muraki. He was confused and slightly upset. Kuri had wore that dress for him. He had only got to see it first and now Kuri was dancing with his old lover to a waltz.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 10:56 am
As the song came to an end he steped back from Muraki curtsied as he saw Muraki bow.
"I think you should have the next dance with your mate" he said said smiling to his friend as he nodded over to his mate.
Kuri looked over at his mate as tears welled up in his eyes as he looked at his upset mate, he felt terrible for doing what he did to his mate. He rushed over to him and wrapped his arms around him "Ward, forgive me please. Muraki taught me ballroom dancing from the age of fifteen up till the age of nineteen. Muraki has wanted to see me in something like this ever since I practically started the lessons.
I guess seeing the reception hall like this and the fact that it was perfect to dance in I just sort of got crried up in the moment." Kuri said as tears fell down his face. "I love you so much sweetheart, I am so sorry to have given Muraki your first dance" he said as he closed his eyes and cuddled his mate. It was wrong of me my darling, I should of given you the first dance, I never meant to upset you at all" he said as he squeezed his mate tighter a little before releasing the squeeze.
"Though I should tell you, another reason im wearing this is because we are going ballroom dancing, I have decided it would be perfect to spend a romantic night out just us two and ballroom dancing is something I wanted us to do." He said still crying into his mate, However the crying was getting to much for him to be here any longer. "Im sorry, Ward, I truely am..."
Kuri left his mates arms and ran back up the stairs crying, holding his dress and just making his way to his and Wards room. As soon as he got there he threw himself on the bed and laid there crying into the pillow "im sorry, I truely am" he said softly as he cuddled the pillow and burried his face into it. He was stupid, he truely was, this was meant to be his and wards time together and he goes off and waltzs with muraki in a dress made for Ward.
He was terrible, this shouldnt of happend yet it did and it was his fault, maybe he didnt deserve Ward at all, lately all he had been doing is screwing up and he just now did something else. Kuri laid there and cried, feeling horrible, wanting Ward more then ever yet not wanting him either because he was starting to believe that maybe he shouldnt have Ward at all. What was wrong with him lately? Why was he hurting the person he loved so much? Kuri just cried hareder into the pillow as he thought about things.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 4:45 pm
Ward shook his head. Was his emotions really that easy to read? He didn't mean to make his mate cry. He walked up the stairs slowly to their room. He didn't say anything just walked to their bed and pulled Kuri towards him cuddling him. "It's alright Kuri, you just should of told me that first."
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 5:07 pm
Kuri wrapped his arms around his mate and carried on crying "Ward its not the only thing that has been bothering me. I have something to tell you that has been eating away at me and im not proud of it, im scared you will hate me for it and why im scared I will lose you as my mate due to how much I know you love your brother.
This just made me crack under the pressure" he said to his mate as he held him, not wanting to tell him about his and Jean-Claudes conversation but he had to, he then had to go find Raffh. Kuri cried harder, trying to get himself together before he spoke. He took a deep breath and then continued, telling ward tht he had meet up with Jean-Claude several days ago and what he said and everything that was said between him and Jean-Claude.
Kuri pulled away after he was finished and went back to hugging the pillow and cried "Im sorry Ward, it was a stupid move, we meet up by chance and i was upset with your brother. I understand if you dont want anything more to do with me..." he trailed off, what he just said made him cry harder, he curled himself into a ball and laid there crying.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 6:03 pm
Ward stroaked Kuri's back soothing. "It alright tell me. You won't loose me as a mate sweet heart." He rested his head against Kuri's hair and listened. His eyes flickered in disbelife and he sigh reaching over stroaking Kuri hair. "You did something stupid because you where upset. We say things we don't mean when we are upset don't worry." He leaned over kissing Kuri.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 6:38 pm
Kuri rolled over and wrapped his arms around his mate and held him close, crying still but he took a deep breath before saying anything else and tried to stop crying but couldnt so he decided to continue with it dispie the tears that were still streaming down his faces. "Ward, I swear I wont do anything like this again, I mean it, I love your brother Ward, you know I do, I just think that hes a little bit unfit to be a parent.
I never wanted to hurt you or him, it was wrong of me to say these things and I know that and I swear in future I would open my mouth." He said to his mate as he sighed deeply "thank you for not leaving me, though I admit Im now starting to wonder what I did to deserve you in the first place, I love you so much, I never meant to hurt you or Raffh.
Im sorry my darling I swear that I am but still you might be the greatest mate a person could ever have in their lives and im just upsetting you, I dont deserve you with what I have said and done to you yet your still beside me even now. Why sweetheart? Why are you putting up with me? I am greatful believe me, I love you, but im just now a little confused as to why your still beside me after some of the stunts I have pulled" he said as he nuzzled his kittys chest, glad to be in his arms right now.
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 7:11 pm
"Because I love you, and if I left you there would be a deep painful void in my heart." he kissed Kuri forehead. "You never mean anything harmful sweetheart. I could never leave you, we're are one don't you feel it?" He rested his hand on Kuri heart nuzzling him. "We complet each other."
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 7:25 pm
Kuri nodded and placed his hand upon his mates "of course I feel it and god knows I would die if you left me or vice versa but I just am scared that I will wind up hurting you and I dont want that at all. I could never live without you in my life but I could never live with myself if I ended up hurting you. I have done that far to much as it is and I just seem to do it again and again directly or indirectly and im scared, I love you Ward with all my heart though I just dont want to hurt you" he said to his mate, crying harder, squeezing ward a bit more.
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