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 Posted: Tue Nov 19, 2013 10:50 am
 ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!  Ruby had a rather cheeky smile when Roxanne was talking back at her. The fact that Roxanne thought that there was something going on between Ruby and Sam was rather... enlightening. Her jealousy was getting the best of her and it was eating her from the inside and out. And that's what Ruby loved about Roxanne. That she'll let any human emotion consume her and she won't hesitate to show it. Ruby arched a brow and cocked her head to the side with a rather innocent expression as Roxanne was biting back at her. It was obvious that she was jealous. She wasn't just defending for herself, she just didn't like the fact that Sam's been with Ruby for a year. They never done anything, even if ruby left it on the table a few times, but Ruby never got a piece of Sam, humanity or not. But she let her smirk reveal when Roxanne was snapping at Dean about the secret of the Campbells being 'slipped.'
Dean just rolled his eyes when Roxanne was going to attack him about the certain people that was titled in his family instead of Winchester. He opened his mouth when Roxanne pointed out that it was his mother's name. Of course he knew this. But before he could defense himself, Roxanne muttered how she'll find out eventually and to not tell her. Dean sighed heavily and just slumped back down in his seat and tapped his fingers against the glass that was filled with alcohol again thanks to Roxanne. Even Dean had to admit, Roxanne was slipping too much into her role of vulgarity. The way she was acting, behaving, talking was too much like how Dean liked girls. Just the way girls can stand up for themselves and be all punk rock just turned him on. And the fact that his sister in law was acting like that was ruining every image of that sort of type for Dean. Bianca was like that when he first met her and he instantly liked her. He didn't need another her running around the place. Roxanne and Sam are the innocent ones, not... whatever they turning into now.
When Bianca explained that Ruby was just trying to get under his skin, Ruby laughed. Ruby winked at Dean, who was glaring at her, and rose from the table. "Help your brother, or don't help him, Dean-o. But he's trapped, and crazy, and needs help. From someone he loves. Either it's Roxanne or you or anyone else that has an emotional connection to Sam Winchester," said Ruby with a grin. Still her evil self. Well from all the bite remarks that she had received from soulless Sam, she needed to release her stress with her one powerful trait: manipulation. Rising from her seat, she smiled back at Dean's angered face and exited the bar with her satisfaction at how much she ruined the night of Dean Winchester. Dean sighed heavily once more and put his hands to his face.
"I thought that it was our jobs to be the unmature ones?" Dean asked when he tore his palm away from his cheeks and faced Bianca on his left. He had to admit, even if Roxanne was living on her own, she was revealing her skin and had to flirt with drunk guys to get tips. It was a whole new change this year. Who knew that Sam dying would have such an impact on her life. And now Sam was acting out of pure jealousy and then Roxanne is reacting in the same way ever since that Sam's been with Ruby for the year that he was deemed missing. "Don't get me wrong; I am pissed about Sam hiding away from us for a year. The first chance I get, I'm going to punch him for it. But we never really asked what happened to him over this year.. Maybe that's why he's not.. himself?" Dean let out a deep breath and faced back to his drink, taking a sip of his whiskey.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Tue Nov 19, 2013 4:09 pm
  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bianca practically cringed when Ruby opened her mouth again. She just wanted the damn girl gone. Bianca got what she wanted since Ruby left soon after but Bianca wasn't all that happy when Dean spoke. She's had knowledge of Sam's situation for a couple hours and she's already felt like spilling it to Dean. It wasn't her place, even if this information was about Sam, she couldn't tell Dean. This wasn't something that you'd want to hear from your girlfriend, Bianca was pretty sure that the information would have been better presented if it was by Sam. Bianca wanted to tell Dean but she's sure that he'd understand why she couldn't tell him. Just like, if Roxanne had been the one to become a demon, Bianca would have wanted to hear it from her sister than from Dean. She just wanted to have faith that her sister would tell her something. Speaking of her sister, that chick was gone. Bianca could see her,vaguely, she was kind of hard to miss at this point. Now, her sister was someone who had concerned her. Yeah, Sam was a demon, they'd find out more about that in due time but atleast Bianca got the gist of things when it came to him. Roxanne, on the other hand, seemed completely different from when she came to visit Bianca and Dean. Roxanne was less like herself and Bianca didn't enjoy this new Roxanne.
Bianca sighed, not looking at Dean. " We'll find him and then we'll all just sit down and talk about all of this. We need to. We need to talk about what happened with him and what's going to happen now. My primary concern is to get him and Roxanne to melt the ice so that we could actually have an adult conversation between the four of us without him bringing up Ruby and her bringing up Jamie. I'm not all that happy about him being with Ruby but I highly doubt that he'd....you know. But, as of now, that's what's going through Roxanne's mind and I really hate my sister when she's jealous. She's mean when she's jealous" Bianca pouted, a faint whimper escaping from her. " And she's......weird. Like, I recognize her behavior cuz I'm pretty sure that I was like that but I don't feel comfortable with seeing her like this. I like that she's independent and not afraid to tell a b***h to go ******** herself but..." Bianca shrugged, hoping Dean would get it. They had seen Roxanne go from shy and spazzy to being completely comfortable around the boys. She was the exact opposite of how she was acting now. She didn't show much skin, she didn't exactly talk like she previously did unless she was angry. It was just...different seeing Roxanne this way. Bianca could adjust but it would take her a while. " We're the mature ones. Why? When did I become the mature one? She's the older one! She's supposed to be the innocent one and I'm the not-so-innocent one. That was our dynamic!" Bianca slapped her head down on to the bar, letting out a soft 'ouch' a couple seconds after her head made contact. " We've gotta fix them. We need to know what's going on with Sam, I want to know why Roxanne's like this. It couldn't just be because he died, could it? You died and I didn't act anything like this.... well, I threw myself into hunting in the hopes of d- Okay, everyone copes differently. The Roxanne situation will be for another day. But Sam, we need to talk to him. But first we need to establish a peace agreement between these two because God knows what my sister could do at this point with her...stuff " Bianca lifted her head up, a straight patch of red being on her forehead. " Yes, this is the plan. Find Sam, try to get him and Roxanne to play nice, then discuss this whole situation." Bianca nodded curtly, looking at Dean as if there was no room for error in her plan. Of course there wasn't, there were never flaws in Bianca's plans but that was only in Bianca's opinion. This is the girl who runs into a building that was filled with demons, not even considering that they could kill her. No, everyone's else's plans were flawed because she cared about them more than she cared about herself. Family first.
Roxanne had been doing shots. She didn't really want to drink, she rarely drank on the job, but she needed to loosen up a little bit. She wasn't ashamed to show that she was jealous, Sam clearly wasn't so why should she? No amount of time would ever allow Roxanne to truly look at herself and be super confident. This was all just a character that she had slowly let control her. At first, it was just another attitude that she played in a new town before it slowly became someone who she was. She knew that it probably made her family uncomfortable but this is how she acted here. Their Roxanne wouldn't have been able to make a living out of a bar job. This Roxanne made sure she got by on this job. The blonde could see her sister talking, actually Bianca was talking rather quickly in Roxanne's opinion. She was probably heated about something; their life, most likely. That was always Bianca's main complaint. That they're lives were horrible. Roxanne didn't blame the girl for always getting so upset over their lives, it really was that bad.
Roxanne noticed how Ruby was gone so she decided to move back over towards her sister and brother in law. When she reached them, a new song began to play and Roxanne went into sort of a spasm. " Oh my god" she said, leaning against the bar. " This song... it's beautiful." It was actually a really fast pop song, obviously used for clubs. You could practically feel the change in the movements of the grinding bodies. The dancing had intensified. " Sorry for my...uh, language. Actually, I'm not sorry. She pisses me off. But I shouldn't talk like that in front of you. It's gross...." Roxanne's nose crinkled when she said the word 'gross'. Well, Dean and Bianca were exactly the people that she'd like to talk like that in front of. For one, Bianca was her baby sister. Roxanne tapped her knuckles against the counter to the beat of the song. There were plenty of times that she actually wanted to dance to music but did not want to get involved in that cluster of tangled bodies. No matter how much Roxanne has changed, she still watched the dancers with a mixed look of fear and disgust. She didn't even react when Bianca laughed at her face. It was like Roxanne had gone into a war memory flashback since she was gazing off into the distance with her eyes glazed over. The blonde snapped back into reality, her eyes darting from Dean to Bianca. " Are you alright? You seemed to be having a heated conversation before I got over here?"
Bianca sighed, spreading her hands across the counter. The red patch on her forehead was slowly fading away as expected. " Okay, so, this is what's going to happen. You're going to be nice to Sam, Sam's going to be nice to you, and then we're all going to sit down and have a good ol' chat about all of this" Roxanne scoffed, shaking her head. " Me be nice to Sam? I've been nice to him! I stopped the b***h act, like, 20 minutes after getting him into my apartment. I asked him to stay. I didn't chase him away or anything! I've been nice to him. He's the one who's gone on a rampage, okay? I'm acting like this because he's acting like that. I could stop. s**t, I'll make the first gesture of peace if you want but it's up to him whether or not he's going to keep acting like this. I've got a guy friend; I've got a life. What did he expect? It should be enough for him that I'm still wearing this engagement ring and that I'm not with another guy but no, he get mad when you start making a big deal out of things. Honestly, if I was going to be with another guy then I would not be wearing this ring" The ring was right there on her finger and, if she took it off right now, you could see the raw ring of skin from showing how long it has been since she took the thing off.Roxanne breathed heavily, her chest rising up and down. She hated feeling like that bad guy because she made a friend. " Stop making me feel like I'm the bad guy. I did what you guys wanted, I got a life. I didn't become hell bent on using magic to bring him back. I dealt with it." her voice cracked slightly, looking from Dean to Bianca then back to Dean. " And don't look at me" she croaked, suddenly feeling insecure about the way she was dressed. Now, this was Roxanne. The blonde tugged down her shirt a little bit, trying to cover her stomach a bit more but ending up making her boobs my apparent. When Roxanne's defeated groan was sounded, Bianca took it as the opportunity to continue. " You're not the bad guy, Roxy. You're not. We just all need to talk. So maybe you should quite your shift and help us find Sam. There's still the obstacle of him being locked up somewhere. After we find him, then you two can have a wonderful conversation about how you're acting the way you are because you love each other. Okay? Roxanne, you better start acting your age so I can act younger than my age. That's all I'm saying. Start being mature so I can be immature. Our lives are out of balance, even Dean said that we're supposed to be the immature ones. You and Sam are supposed to live happily ever after like in Disney movies. I'm so invested in your relationship so, I swear, if you two ******** yourselves up over this year-absence nonsense I will talk to neither of you until you get back together. I've worked too hard on you two for you to destroy it" Bianca's chest heaved just like her sister's had before. That wasn't even Bianca trying to be cute, she was really serious about that. Bianca had been trying to get Sam and Roxanne together for a while and she did not want them to screw anything up. " So you're going to suck it up, do your little witchy thing, and help us find your fiancé so we could sort this all out. Okay? Do you like this? Do you like when I take charge?" After Roxanne had shaken her head quietly, staring at her sister with wide, astonished eyes, Bianca 'hmph'ed triumphantly.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 2:20 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam jerked violently against the cold metal binds that clamped his hands together tightly. He continued to throttle his hands up and down, the chain meeting with the strong pole every time. With each shingle that the chain would make, Sam would grow more annoyed, but still had to fight to get out of the handcuffs. Ruby arrived again, appearing out from the shadows, and gripped Sam's wrists tightly. He let out something between a fighting grunt and a pained scream before falling down to his knees. He tried to hunch over, as if hugging himself would stop the crushing strength of Ruby's, but since his hands are held in front of him, he knew he couldn't have been lucky. Ruby growled to him. She knew what he was doing. She taught him that trick. Fight against the binds until he drew blood to easily slip away. He already got cuts on his wrists; Ruby arrived just in time. When Sam got the message loud and clear, Ruby released Sam by throwing the wrist away from her harshly. "Stop it, Sam. This is to help you," warned Ruby with a tight tone. Even if it didn't seem like it, this was all to help Sam and to switch his humanity back on. The way she left the bar, she had a gut wrenching feeling that no one was going to come. But she didn't want to deem weak in their eyes, have them think that they were in the lead of her feelings.
Even if Sam's feelings were tied to Roxanne, humanity on or off, Ruby still had parted effects for him. Even Sam knew this. Sam even took control of the situation by using her feelings to get him out of things. But if by shutting off her humanity too would help, then she'll do it. Ruby glared at the man on the floor, seeing the shaking of his skin. This wasn't anything compared to what she seen before. He was just shocked by the sudden pain that overcame his mission to break free; she knew this. There came a time when Sam was in so much pain to the point where he could only respond relaxing self to a certain touch. Roxanne's. A witch got a hold of the group, recognized Sam immediately, and cursed the Winchester. He clenched his stomach, his knees would always give out during walking, his screams were echoing, and his whole body would shake. Even tears were revealed a few times. So Ruby cast a spell on herself to look like Roxanne, convinced Sam that it was her, and then placed her hands on his arm. She would utter soothing sounds to him, try to make Sam calm, and nothing else happened. Eventually, the spell worn off and Ruby's died off as well. When Sam saw that it was Ruby instead of his true fiance, he was pissed, but at least he wasn't in pain.
Sam rose to his feet, his hazel eyes that were once full of life now drenched in hate, loathing, and pain. Blood dripped from the cuffs, but he didn't care. He never once tore his pupils away from the betrayal face that he was met many times in his life. Ruby wasn't phased by the reaction he gave her, just responded back with a hated expression of her own. When Sam gritted out between teeth that he didn't need help, Ruby scoffed. And loudly, too. "Sam, just talk to me about Roxanne," said Ruby, cocking a brow at the demon before her. Never once in her life did she think that Sam Winchester would ever become what creature she was. But he did. And now, he rolled his eyes. He missed Roxanne; Ruby could see it in his eyes. But because of his stupid pride, he will never do a thing about it. He won't try to convince her the good things about this. He'll even leave town, letting her hate him, and have the self loathing thought of her hands all over another man stuck in his head for the rest of his immortal life. Sam is just that kind of guy. He won't shut off his humanity for a little emotion. The one thing she can think of that will hit him like a ton of bricks would be if someone died. Dean died too many times to count, but there is never a sure fire way if he will resurrect again. Then there's the sisters, and there wasn't fact that they would come back from the dead as well.
Ruby watched as Sam leaned against the pole that he was bound to and slide down to the ground. He let their eyes glare at one another. Sam lifted his knees and rested his elbows on them and had his hands extended out on front of him, The blood continued to drip against the ground, and if he remained in this position, there would be puddle of red. Knowing that this was Sam's way of saying that he wasn't going to utter a sound about the love of his life, she bit her lip in frustration. Winchesters were always stubborn. "Don't make me break every bone in your body, Sam," threatened Ruby, her eyes lowered to the floor. But she wasn't responded with a comment. When her eyes rested against Sam's again, she saw that Sam wasn't even phased. He knew that she was bluffing. With a scoff, the female demon turned and exited the building once again, leaving him alone to his thoughts.
Even when Roxanne said to not look at her, Dean continued to. But not at her, at her eyes. At where her personality was finally roaring back to life. The fire was being sparked inside her core and Dean could see it in the moonstones on her features. Dean didn't need to utter a sound. His soft expression should say everything that Roxanne wanted to know about his whole thought on the process. He never considered her as the bad guy, just the girl who was hiding her feelings with the life she supposedly changed into. True, he did tell her to get a life, but he never said to become the next Miley Cyrus. He let his girlfriend rant at her sister, since she had more of the right to do so rather than Dean. Since she might have more effect than the screaming Winchester. Even if he screamed until he was blue in the face, he noticed that not one who listened will obey him and follow out. So he knew that getting angry and raising his voice won't do anything in the matter. Sure he might've dabbled in using a rather loud tone towards Castiel, but just because he knew that it was useless doesn't mean that he gave up on that method.
But then he pondered over a thought. He told her to live a normal life, to not be a witch, to not stress over the creatures that lurk in the night(even if he told her to be aware of them), and he informed her to not try to do anything with Sam. Dean, secretly from Bianca, tried to resurrect his baby brother. He searched hell and back for whatever he could find to dig up Sam. He talked to a lot of people, convinced Bianca that he was on a business trip so he could talk to other hunters from afar. Even if his job was construction, he could be traveling. He tried to find a job that he would be best at, since the only tool he handled in his life was weapons and to fix his car. Mechanic was taken all about the area, so why not find another use of a hammer. Dean never told Roxanne of his job, and he hoped that Bianca didn't, since he didn't want her to get the impression that Dean was definite on the normal life. Dean convinced himself that he would hitch a ride in his Impala the first chance his brother came back. But after living under that rule for a whole year, he grown to his job, grown to the normal life, and grown into the comfort of having a home and a woman to come to in the end. He liked it, and he became selfish.
Dean reached a hand over to rub Bianca's back, something that he would do when he thought of something pleasant like how much he had it all. He had a girlfriend, a hot one at that; he had a home, one that he could afford with Bianca; he still had his sister in law, who he grown very protective of; and he had the white picket fence with pie every so often. It was something he dreamed off, and he gently massaged the stress away from his girlfriend's bones. He found himself doing this and looked over to her, a small smile on his face, never minding the tension in the room. "I think Roxanne needs to have her normal night, Bianca," said Dean softly, his soft eyelids gazing over at her. She didn't need to be forced into using her powers just for the fact that her sister was telling her to. If Roxanne believed that Sam is meant to suffer alone, then fine. But Dean was going to do something about it, and if Roxanne wanted no part of it, then no need to use her powers in the equation. Dropping his comforting hand away from Bianca's spine, Dean faced Roxanne in front of him and passed her a few bills. "We'll get Sammy outta your hair and you can go back to what you were doing," informed Dean, his tone rather sharper than the soothing one he used with Bianca. That just shows how much he wished Bianca all the calmness in the world and he didn't care about the other people judging his harsh attitude.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 7:53 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bianca was surprised at how her fit of aggression towards her sister suddenly vanished when Dean had touched her. It wasn't the first time that this has happened. Dean just had the hold over her. She didn't even hear what he said, she just nodded like a sleepy child, looking at him with a sort of dreamy expression. It's been how long since they met? And Bianca still acted like this? You were supposed to grow used to someone at some point of your relationship, weren't you? But she hadn't, at least not yet, and the brunette just leaned into her boyfriend's touch, her eyes not leaving his face. Whatever aggression she had a minute ago was gone. Her body relaxed and now she was just sitting there as if she had no care in the world other than his touch. Bianca smiled at him, appreciating the gesture to calm her down. But, honestly, Bianca had to be the one to yell at Roxanne. If Dean had done it, it probably would have blown right over Roxanne's head. Bianca was always the one who would just sit back and keep her mouth shut towards her sister. Sure, she'd suggest things calmly but she never actually yelled in order to drill things into her sister's head. But this was different, this was something that Bianca found to be incredibly serious. Bianca was the one who had set Sam off but Roxanne was usually so sweet and forgiving about things. Now she was sulking in a bar with no sign of giving in. Bianca just wanted to make it right between Sam and Roxanne since she was the one who originally messed it all up.
Bianca perked back into the world when Dean removed his hand from her. She pouted slightly, she was actually enjoying the comfort. But at least she was able to hear the last bit of what he said. " B-But, Dean" she whined. Bianca was more than comfortable with her sister having a normal life. Bianca even loved that Roxanne had a guy friend. Hell, if no one else would support Roxanne with making any sort of friend than Bianca would. It wasn't exactly like Roxanne was antisocial, it was just that her situation made it hard to get close to anyone. At least she trusted this person enough to let him be close to her. Even though she wanted Roxanne to keep her life, Bianca couldn't imagine herself and Dean going after Sam without Roxanne. It would make her sister look like she didn't care about Sam. Even if Roxanne was mad at him, she still hadn't taken off the ring and that was really saying something. Plus, they had found Sam at her place. She wasn't sure how Sam could be without his humanity but she still let him stay with her because she couldn't just let him leave. " Dean, you don't get to contradict me like that. Were you not here for my stern pep talk? Did your mind wander somewhere else? You're supposed to support me in this stuff, not give her an easy way out. She's supposed to feel guilty about all this!" Bianca stopped for a moment, realizing how she sounded like a mother upbraiding her child. It was like Bianca was the strict parent and Dean was the strict-but-laidback type of parent. This horrified Bianca for a split second; not because it was like she and Dean were parents but because it was like she and Dean were parents. She didn't desire to have to act like her sister's parent.
Roxanne shook her head violently, scaring her sister into thinking that the blonde's head might fall off. " No, No, No" repeated Roxanne holding out an index finger to Dean. She ignored the small bit of PDA that had come from the two in front of her, she had seen worse from strangers. She just wanted to focus on Dean's words. " Do not make it sound like that" Roxanne stopped shaking her head, looking at Dean. Bianca had set Roxanne straight but Dean had just made her feel bad about herself. " Don't make it sound like I don't want to look for Sam or that I don't want him in my life. Don't say that you'll 'get him out of my hair' because that's not right. That's mean" Roxanne furrowed her brows, looking at Dean. Bianca had always tried to stay out of a Sam moment when it came to Dean and Roxanne since the last uber intense Sam moment consisted of Roxanne slapping Dean before running off. That was enough to make Bianca never want to get involved in any of this. But this wasn't like before, Dean had told Roxanne that she didn't love Sam during that time, now Dean was just trying to give Roxanne the easy way out. " A-And what about you two, then? I'm on my own, I rather loose this life than let you two loose yours. This isn't as easy as you think it'll be, Dean" And there is was. Subtle, midnight bomb in the country side where no one could hear it. Roxanne literally just told Dean that she knew something that he didn't but, from the look on her face, she wasn't going to tell him at all. And that all depended on whether or not he noticed that she implied something. Roxanne fiddled with her hair for a moment, chewing on her lower lip at she looked down the bar towards her friend. As bad as it may sound, he was the thing that was holding her back. It wasn't like the decision between him and Sam was hard, it was just that Roxanne couldn't bring herself to tell him that there was a chance that she may have to leave him like she had left all the other towns. She didn't intend on staying in this town but he made it alright, you know? He was a friend, he didn't want anything from Roxanne. He was into her but he was satisfied with having her only as a friend and Roxanne loved that. She just wanted a companion and Jamie turned out to be just what Roxanne needed.
Roxanne shook her head again, snapping herself out of her thoughts. She looked from Dean to Bianca, her eyes wide as if she was expecting something from them but there was something there for Roxanne, her eyes were a bit cloudy. Bianca preferred when Roxanne's blue eyes were a lot brighter and clearer, now there was just something there. Roxanne huffed, tucking a hair behind her ear. " We're getting no where with this. Come on" said Roxanne, walking away from them. She went over to Jamie and rapidly told him something. She obviously mentioned Bianca and Dean since Jamie glanced at them before nodding, a sympathetic look on his face. Roxanne continued on her way down the bar. Soon the girl came back towards her family with her purse in her hand and, now, she was on the opposite side of the bar with them. Roxanne held her purse tightly in her hand, looking mostly at Dean. He wasn't going to bench her for this. She was going to help Sam and then she'd have to right to decide whether or not she wanted to deal with him. " Seriously, you go down and I go down with you. It's as simple as that." Roxanne folded her arms. " And using magic isn't that big of a deal for me. I've dealt with that also. There's a s**t ton of witches out there that live completely normal lives but still acknowledge who and what they are. I'm the only one who truly knows what I can do so why should I treat myself like I'm a monster. It's a gift, I should utilize it, right?" Out of all the changes that Roxanne went through, this was probably the most surprising. The blonde had always resented herself for this but she seemed to have finally accepted who she was. It wasn't like she was putting up a front for everyone else, she seemed completely comfortable with talking abut her 'condition'.
Bianca looked at her sister incredulously. Well, this was certainly a completely different Roxanne. She was even proud of being a witch. " You know that you don't have to use magic. I mean, if it's alright with you then, by all means, give it your best shot. It wouldn't be the first time that you're finding Sam. Just remember that magic isn't something that normal bar girls do. Well, actually they do some type of magic but now the type that you're willing to do right now." Bianca cracked a small smile, trying to lighten the mood for her sister who literally just agreed to do some of her witchy stuff for the sake of finding her fiancé. Roxanne's folded arms and eyebrow raise spoke for themselves. Before anyone else could argue any more, Bianca looped her arms with both Roxanne's and Dean's so she could lead them out of the bar. Bianca was surprised by the cool air that slapped her in the face, she hadn't realized how relatively warm the bar was. But the breeze felt nice and she even felt her sister shiver slightly next to her. Bianca grinned. " I bet you wished you had on a nice T-shirt like I do, right?" Bianca's wardrobe mainly consisted of things that she could layer together but she ended up wearing a band T-Shirt today since she just wanted something different than her usual plain blouses. " Okay, Roxy, we left the bar. Your town, your directions. Do what you've got to do. Don't strain yourself. But, if you need some motivation, just imagine that Ruby could already be with him, telling him how much you don't care..." Bianca let go of her two companions and rubbed her hands together, smiling at her sister. " I will no longer instigate Sam about Jamie but I will instigate a fight between you and Ruby. Just because I want to witness that"
Roxanne rolled her eyes when Bianca commented on Roxanne's shiver. " Bite me, Myers" she muttered. Roxanne squinted her eyes at her sister as she spoke, arching one of her dark eyebrows. " You......On what planet do you find yourself helpful? God dammit, Bianca, I hate you" Roxanne flicked Bianca's forehead, a grin on her face. It wasn't like the blonde was being serious about hating her sister. They were just being sisterly. " Come" said Roxanne, beckoning for them to follow her back towards the way that they came from her house. But Roxanne stopped walking after a couple steps, sliding into an alleyway. " You don't have to come with me. I just don't want anyone to see me doing this. I can't explain my eyes..." Roxanne shrugged, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. It happened almost instantly for her, her eyes turning white. It was probably strange from the outside, just watching this happen to the blonde but this was seriously beautiful to Roxanne. It was like speed running through the town. The movement slowly came to a halt and Roxanne could see Sam, Ruby standing in front of him. Nothing changed in Roxanne's blank expression, her eyes went back to normal and her body went rigid as she looked at Bianca and Dean. She was surprised to see that her sister seemed prepared to catch Roxanne if she needed to. It was really sweet in Roxanne's opinion. Roxanne sighed. " It's close. Sort of. I'm wearing heels so I'm kind of dreading it but it's not actually that far. The place is an abandoned building, really, I pass it a couple times on the way to the crafts store. Ruby's with him, by the way.And his wrist are bleeding".
Bianca looked at Roxanne with a pure 'wtf' face. "How are you so calm? His wrists are bleeding" Roxanne returned the gaze to her sister. " Because Ruby is with him. She could be a pain in my a** all she wants but I know one thing: she wouldn't hurt Sam...at least not too badly" Bianca couldn't even argue with her sister on that one. The girl looked at her boyfriend, tugging his arm. " See, now we know where he is." Roxanne shook her head at her sister, coming from out of the shadows of the alleyway and walking on the side walk now. She didn't tell them to follow her because they needed to. Roxanne spun around, walking backwards as she looked at them. " So, what? We're going to find him, talk, and then what?" Roxanne kind of left her question in the air, just because it was sort of just hinting at what she wanted to ask. Now there was a possibility of them going back into hunting and even if that was an up-in-the-air kind of question, it was still there. " Let's cross that bridge when we get there, alright? And I hope you trip for trying to walk backwards in heels."
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Tue Nov 26, 2013 11:53 am
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam just sat there, his head leaned against the pole, alone and to his thoughts. His brows knitted together, a lump forming in the back of his throat. His lips tightened into a straight line, his eyes lingered on the ground. All he could think about was how it came down to this. How he shut off his humanity to do this. Sam sighed softly in the dark room, his hands rested against his lap. Everything was going at least semi decent, that is until his jealousy got the best of him. After chewing the inside of his mouth, as if some way to figure out what to do, Sam remembered something. He was almost breaking free. He was almost done with the binds that kept him at the building. Looking down at his bloody wrists, Sam continued to jerk his hands against the cuffs that locked him there. He was determined. He got this. Sam felt that small shift of his humanity flicker away as he remained soulless and the humanity switch was off.
Before Sam could break free, when he thought he almost got his right hand free, he was slapped across the face. Hard. With a pained groan, Sam jerked his head away, bringing his hands up to shield himself away from another beating. "Sammy, what the hell is wrong with you?" a deep voice ask. Sam knew that voice all too well. Dean. Sam sighed and leaned back against the pole, seeing Dean circle from behind and standing in front of him. The dark look in Sam's eyes weren't something that Dean had seen in a long time. Hasn't been since the demon blood, which makes him worried that Sam might be getting back in the blood game. Dean squatted down in front of Sam, his eyes scanning over his younger brother's face.
"Go to hell," groaned Sam, clearly tired and just wanting to get out of the cuffs. Sam looked past Dean and saw the two girls standing not too far away. His hazel eyes remained on Roxanne's, however, considering he believed that she wouldn't come for him. His jaw locked and his closed his mouth. He spared his eyes and glanced at the ground instead of any of the other bodies in the room.
Dean stood up and away from Sam. Beside the girls, Dean whispered something about how Sam was acting off. "Thinkin' maybe he's back int he blood game with Ruby," murmured Dean to the girls, but only received a feeble laugh from Sam. Turning around, Dean glared at Sam, his patient wearing thin. "You think this is funny?" Dean asked, his voice loud and nearly growling.
Sam just arched a brow, which was almost unnoticeable due to the bangs, and rolled his eyes. He gave Dean a 'are you stupid' look which made Dean rather more pissed off. "No," admitted Sam before he brought out into a s**t-eating grin. "I think it's hilarious."
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Tue Nov 26, 2013 5:32 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The girls had entered the place with Dean but they were extremely quiet. Not because they were afraid or anything, they had both grown to be really quiet in certain situations. Blame it on the hunting, right? Bianca had expected Roxanne's shoes to make a little bit of noise but that didn't even happen. Roxanne's legs looked extremely tense so that could explain the lack of noise. Bianca didn't know why Roxanne was being so tense, the blonde had to have seen Sam in order to direct them whereto go. It wasn't like she was unprepared for what she was about to see. Actually, they were unprepared for what Sam would say, exactly, or his behavior in general. Ruby had chained him up, that clearly stated that he had switched the humanity off. Neither girl was sure that they would like to deal with an inhumane Sam. They didn't want any verbal abuse. But, at the sight of Sam being chained to the pole, the girls couldn't help but feel bad for him. It's not like he asked for all of this, right? That was always the excuse for everyone. It's not like they had asked for this. For the girls, it was just supposed to be hunting. Not Dean going to hell and Sam being possessed by Lucifer.
Both girls stared directly at Sam, Roxanne's gaze didn't even falter when she realized that both she and her fiancé were making eye contact at some point. She wasn't looking at him like he was a monster or anything, she was just looking at him, listening to the exchange between him and Dean. Roxanne had to admit, she was getting a bit annoyed with Sam's responses and even let out a rather audible sigh to symbolize such annoyance. Well, no shame in hiding it, right? Roxanne's eyes went to Dean when he suggested that Sam's been drinking demon blood again. Roxanne arched brow at him, ignoring Sam's laugh. He wasn't making anything easier on himself. Roxanne completely ignored Sam, folding her arms to look at Dean. " Seriously?" she asked him, sounding as if she was really considering the demon blood to be the source of Sam's behavior. " But he's never really been like this before so something's got to be different?" Roxanne suddenly shut her eyes, worry lines appearing on her forehead. " That was so stupid. Hell is what's different, Lucifer is what's different. Gosh, that was a stupid question. Ignore it" Roxanne felt the need to correct herself on that one. She had asked a question that had an increasingly obvious answer. " It could just be Hell and Lucifer, you know? I mean, you went to Hell too but not like he did...." It was like Sam wasn't even there, she was just conferring with the older brother like they were in a separate room. Roxanne sighed while tying her hair up in a ponytail, walking over to Sam and squatting a bit near him, avoiding the blood. Oh, no, blood was not her thing right now. Roxanne looked straight into his eyes, brushing his bangs a bit. It was a gesture that was usually filled with affection but now it was just....different. Her stare was more purposeful than pitiful. Like this was just a job.
" Can you stop?" she asked. " Please?" She wanted to let him out but she wasn't going to do it until she was sure that she could trust him while being free. She'd keep him tied down for the sake of trying to have a group discussion. This is what her sister wanted. " You're bleeding, I want to let you out, but I won't do it until you stop being an a**. Take a deep breath, think about what you're going to say next, then say it." Roxanne's eyes moved from Sam's to the handcuffs that held him to the pole. Roxanne was going to assume that Ruby meant well by this but Sam didn't deserve to be tied up like an animal. Ruby had been a demon for longer, did she really need to resort to handcuffs in order to keep Sam in line? Could she not have just handled him on her own rather than tying him up then coming to the bar to get under their skin? On the bright side, at least she had informed them of the situation, right? "He didn't do anything to you, he doesn't deserve your attitude. We just want to talk, okay? Be mad at me all you want but they just want to know what's going on with you" Roxanne cracked a small, sympathetic smile before getting up and returning to her sister and Dean.
Bianca was a bit surprised that Roxanne had gone directly over to Sam. It's not like she was recently raving about her situation with her fiancé. Maybe Roxanne really had a soft spot for Sam, demon or not, Ruby or not. Bianca looped her arm through Roxanne's once the blonde got closer. Well, at least Roxanne didn't lie to them; she really did try to make the first gesture. Bianca smiled rather uncomfortably at Sam. She was trying to be kind and supportive but his attitude was making it really hard to do that. Bianca passed a hand through her hair, trying to get her stray curls to be tamed. " Uh..." she started. Well, if Roxanne could swallow her jealousy then Bianca could at least apologize for what she did. " I'm kind of sorry for what I said?". It sounded more like a question rather than a statement. Bianca had the mindset to apologize but Sam's attitude made her want to do the exact opposite. Although, his attitude was entirely her fault to begin with. " I didn't think you'd react like....this" Bianca did a grand gesture towards the tied-up Winchester, not really saying the 'switch off your humanity' bit.
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xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Wed Nov 27, 2013 3:39 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam rolled his eyes when he heard the three of them speaking about him like as if he couldn't hear them. Quite funny, actually. Sam just leaned his head against the pole, much like how the rest of his torso was doing, and let his legs sprawl out in front of him. His hands, still bloody, and still discreetly trying to break through, was laid on his lap. His eyes remained on the three bodies before him. He knew what they thought of him. He also knew that Dean didn't know what the hell Sam is. Just that he was drinking demon blood. Why drink it when he's already one? Sam just rolled his eyes when Roxanne suggested that it could just be Hell and Lucifer. Dean caught a glance at Sam and saw this attitude. Sam was now looking at his hands, at the blood that he caused. Before Dean could suggest another bizarre option, one that was far away from demon blood, Roxanne turned and made her way to his younger brother.
When Roxanne slowly advance towards Sam, he did his best to continue to glare at her. She did pull a gun on him a few times, treated him like crap, and threw Jamie in his face. Well, Bianca did, but his mind screwed it around to where Roxanne did. Sam wasn't expecting a warm welcome and a greeting card, but he didn't think that the complete opposite would happen either. When Roxanne brought her hand up, stroking some of his sweat beaded bands away from his eyes, Sam's hazel moonstones dropped to the ground where she squatted at. His jaw clenched and unclenched, mainly because this... feeling he felt was different. It was an emotion. When he looked back up at Roxanne, their eyes locking gaze, he leaned his head away from her touch. He didn't jerk away, but just simply tilt his head to the side to where her fingertips weren't brushing against his forehead anymore. A move that she wouldn't appreciate, but after all the hurting he was laid on, time to have his fair share of the deal.
The way Roxanne quietly asked for him to stop, he knew what she meant. To stop trying to break himself free, to stop being such a jerk, and to just stop. He knew all too well. But as he leaned his head against the red, thin, metal pole again, he just looked at her. His expression was unreadable - Dean also noticed this. He wasn't sure what was going through Sam's head, and Sam made sure of that. When Roxanne told him that they just wanted to talk, another scoff tickled at his throat. But he managed it down, as if it was some sick bile. Sam didn't feel anything. He wasn't exactly mad; that would involve having an emotion. He was just.. done. Sam watched as Roxanne walked back over to the group. In fact, he barely looked at Bianca when she spoke to him. She wasn't sorry. She just said it for Roxanne and in hopes that he would be better.
"Why don't you say it, Bianca? You know what's wrong with me after all," said Sam with a smirk. Dean's eyes flickered between Sam and Bianca, betrayal washing over him.
"What?" Dean asked, stepping up to face Bianca. He heard Sam's small laugh behind him, but ignored it. "Do you know what's wrong with Sam, Bianca?" Dean asked sternly.
"Dean, Dean, Dean, she's not going to tell you," quirked Sam with an amused laugh which received a glare from his older brother. "Roxanne isn't either and she knows." Sam looked over at Roxanne and gave her a wink with a smirk plastered on his face. "See, this whole family drama is the reason why I avoided you guys for a year. I don't care," said Sam, trying to dig under their skin. He was just broken, chained, and tired of all the fighting.
Dean faced Sam and growled, "Stop it, Sam." As soon as Dean said that, Sam jerked violently against his cuffs, drawing more blood.
"Stop what, Dean?" Sam asked through gritted teeth, thrashing his wrists. When he stopped, stilled silence filled the air. Dean didn't know why Sam was acting like this. It was so unlike him. He was just lashing out, not letting anyone get through to him. But Dean knew something. His attitude faltered when Roxanne was near him. "Bianca, follow me," said Dean as he faced her and Roxanne. His eyes indicated towards Sam for Roxanne. With a hand on the small of her back, Dean led he and Bianca out of the room. Sam arched a brow, watching the two retreat away. "Looks like it's just you and me," said Sam, slowly looking back to Roxanne.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Wed Nov 27, 2013 5:18 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The intake of breath from both girls were rather audible since they were combined. s**t. The sisters glared Sam together, not even attempting to hide their knowledge anymore. They could deal with his attitude but it was completely unnecessary for him to air them out. Roxanne would have been fine with him letting Dean know that she knew what was actually going on but she didn't appreciate that he had to snitch on Bianca. Maybe it was revenge for the whole Jamie thing. She did apologize, though, even if she may or may not have meant it. She at least tried to make it right on her part. The way that they looked at Sam was murderous for a moment, they probably would have killed him on the spot if they wanted to. But the murderous look faded from their eyes momentarily, they had to remind themselves that this was still Sam Winchester and they still cared about him to much to hurt him....badly. Although, he was really provoking them to take some sort of action against him right now.
Bianca stared at Dean shyly, staring at the ground when he asked her if she knew what was wrong with Sam. She was like a child who got their hand caught in a cookie jar. Sometimes, she just wished that no one told her things. If Roxanne hadn't said anything, then she wouldn't have had to keep it a secret from Dean. She had this little piece of information for, what, a few hours? And now she was going to pay for not opening her mouth about it. Well, it couldn't necessarily be paying, could it? Bianca had no reason to be nervous, just guilty. She would explain everything to Dean, explain why she didn't tell him, and hope that he would understand. She didn't want him to find out like this but since Sam decided to be an a**, it had come down to this. She'd rip Sam a new one, eventually, just for pay back on this. But she'd do it after they know everything about him. She almost dared to threaten him in the moment but thought better of it, she didn't want to make it any worse. They just needed for Sam to calm down. Bianca didn't want to be the one to be blamed for getting Sam all riled up on two different occasions. The brunette took a deep sigh, deciding that she deserved this. She was Dean's girlfriend, they lived together for a year, she should have just told him. " Then you should have just stayed away" hissed Bianca. Family drama? Right. Their lives were fine up until this morning. " It's all your fault, anyway. There wasn't any drama until you came along"
Bianca didn't seem to want to move when Dean told her to follow him. Just because she knew that they'd end up talking about what just happened. But, seeing the glance that Dean gave to Roxanne, Bianca reluctantly followed, dragging her feet. And suddenly, Bianca's child like personality seemed to roar to life. Once Dean and Bianca were out of the room and away from Sam and Roxanne, Bianca rubbed the back of her neck. "C-Can we not?" Bianca asked, looking at Dean. " I'm not supposed to tell you. It's not the type of thing that you'd want to hear from me or Roxanne, I swear." There wasn't much more that Bianca could say about it besides that. " I wanted to tell you but it just didn't seem right for me to tell you. I thought that Sam would tell you. He didn't even tell Roxanne, she found out what was wrong because she was so damn careful with having him around her. B-But when you came back into the apartment, you didn't seem mad or anything so we just assumed that Sam didn't tell you yet. And, obviously he didn't and you're probably pissed at me for not telling you but I just can't, Dean. I'm sorry. It's not my secret to tell. I'd tell you in a heartbeat but I just don't want to be the one to upset you. My job is to make you happy, not sad, and what's wrong with your brother will definitely make you sad."
Roxanne couldn't believe that Sam would open his mouth about Bianca. Roxanne shouldn't have told her. Roxanne would rather look like the bad guy than have Bianca look like the bad guy. Especially since, for the entire night, the brunette had been particularly quiet just so she didn't say what was truly wrong with Sam. But it couldn't be considered lying, could it? Sure, Roxanne basically lied just now since she was leading Dean on to believe that it was something other than demon blood but she still didn't suggest him being a demon. Bianca didn't say a damn word on the topic other than saying that Sam was just acting different and maybe he just needs space. That technically wasn't lying, that was saying the blatant truth in a way that made it sound like her facts weren't known to anyone else other than her by the powers of deduction. Now the brunette was probably in some hot water. Roxanne could care less if she got in hot water with Dean because she'd practically spit the truth into his face since he'd want to know so badly. It just wasn't her secret to tell but she'd gladly tell it just so that he could be aware of how bad their situation actually is. Roxanne even hinted that there was something seriously wrong with Sam, it was just Dean's decision to ignore her hint.
Roxanne made her way over to Sam once more, not tearing her eyes away from his. The girl didn't squat this time, she just took off her heels and sat down Indian-style in front of him. " You didn't need to do that" she said. Roxanne wanted to be angry and b***h at him, sending the wrath of a witch on his demon self but kill him with kindness, right? More anger wouldn't help solve the problem with him. Roxanne blew some wisps of her own hair away from her face and stared at Sam's bleeding wrist. " I read in a book that the boy tried to get out of his handcuffs by breaking his wrist....." Roxanne's eyes met his once more as she asked. " Is that what you're trying to do? I could just let you out of you ask politely. It's a lot easier than hurting yourself in order to get out, plus it'll be a hell of a lot more comfortable" Roxanne unzipped her bag, rummaging through the small purse until she presented a small cloth. She wiped his forehead with it as if he hadn't rejected her touch previously. She was just trying, man. She needed to try something. " You don't need to be like this, Sam. Everything was going fine. So what's your problem? I haven't been romantic with anyone since you died so I highly doubt that you're mad over Jamie. I mean, c'mon Sam, it's only been a year. You should know me better than that" Roxanne rocked back and forth gently, staring at Sam. If the girl didn't blink, it would probably be considered really creepy. " So, what now? Are you just going to stay without your humanity? Are you going to keep hurting your brother? Hurting all of us? I get it, you don't care, fine. If you don't want to care then don't, I'm not going to make you. But I'm just trying to get through to you. I've gone a year without you and you've gone a year without me and I'm sure we could keep going without the other but Ruby said that you need help from someone you love so that's just what I'm trying to do for you. If you don't want my help then fine but you can't blame me for trying."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENTxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx DON'T CRY ABOUT IT
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Posted: Wed Nov 27, 2013 11:49 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean turned around to face Bianca, about to say something but her childish eyes and her voice asked if they could not. He knew what she thought he was going to say, but honestly it was the complete opposite. He wanted to let her know how he felt on the topic of them 'getting back into hunting'. He made a promise. And like a true man, he was going to follow that promise. If his brother was here, sure, he may leave and hunt again. Not leave Bianca, but the normal life. But that's not his brother, and Dean knew that he wouldn't survive a day with whatever sick being is inside that room. Dean wanted to stop Bianca from having to explain herself, but instead, he listened.
He shoved his hands inside his jacket pockets and looked over at the girl. He stayed silent, unreadable, and listened as she ranted. He knew that it wasn't hers to tell. It was just the spur of the moment. Actually, at this point, Dean doesn't want to know what the hell is going on. His best guess is to find Bobby, lock Sam up again, and see if he will sober up once again. "Hey, listen, that's not what I wanted to come out here for," admitted Dean. "I actually wanted to leave Sam and Roxanne alone; she has an effect over him. But while we're out here, I want to be clear on something." Dean took in a deep breath, mainly because this was hard for him. "I'm not going back into hunting. Baby is still going to be locked up in our garage and we're still going to eat that apple pie when we get back to the place."
Sam wanted to laugh when Roxanne said that he didn't need to do that. What? Reveal that Bianca has been hiding something from her own boyfriend. Yeah, gee, what a shame. She has to face Dean. It's not like he's scary to Sam or anything. He listened as Roxanne explained what she heard and indicated towards his cuffs. Actually, he's trying to do the opposite. Even if Roxanne's gaze left his for a second, his never dropped. He remained his eyes on her face, his hands still laying upon his lap, bloodied. He wanted to jerk away from her touch again when she eased a small cloth on his forehead. She wiped away most of the sweat that he stirred up in his fight to break free.
"That's the plan," said Sam when she asked if he was going to stay without her humanity. After Roxanne was done ranting to him, Sam starred at her with glaring eyes. "It's cute that you think that you can change me. It's not the first time I switched off the humanity button," admitted Sam. "Just answer me this: Why are you really doing this? You think I'm some sort of freak version of Sam Winchester. You don't think I'm your fiance, do you?" Sam had to say it. Everyone else has been treating him like it, so why not just openly state it? Everyone been treating him like a monster when they didn't give him a chance. So, Sam isn't going to give them a chance. Sam reached up, grabbed Roxanne, and pulled her to him. Their lips smashed against each other, something in a rather gently way. It was the way Sam would always do with Roxanne in bad times. When Sam pulled away, he looked into her blue eyes. "Is that the same?" he whispered, his expression unreadable.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Thu Nov 28, 2013 9:11 am
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bianca didn't even hide her surprise when Dean made it clear that Sam's secret wasn't what he wanted to talk about. Well, why didn't he just cut her off from the beginning? She just did a whole lot of unnecessary talking. And since Bianca stopped feeling like she was in trouble, it was as if she was an adult again. She still looked guilty but a lot less childlike. Bianca kept her mouth shut, deciding that it was her turn to listen. He just listened to her entire rant and it wasn't even relevant to him. She felt silly for being so nervous about it all. Bianca nodded when Dean stated his plan for Sam and Roxanne, she also noticed that. Well, Sam actually was with Roxanne in the first place and it seemed to have gone well for the two until Dean and Bianca showed up. Plus they were still engaged, weren't they? Unless it was a kind of unspoken thing that the year being apart meant that they were no longer together. Bianca gave Dean a small smile, putting a hand on his shoulder, he didn't have to do all of this just for her. She would hate to get back into hunting but it was his life before she had met him. She would completely understand if he truly wanted to get back into hunting because of Sam. She knew that this couldn't be the easiest thing for him to say and Bianca didn't want to be a party pooper but she thought that he should know how she feels about this also.
" But for how long?" she asked, her hand falling from his shoulder. " I wouldn't mind you know. I don't want you to feel like you've got to stay in this life just because of me. If you want to hunt then I'll hunt with you." Bianca shrugged, her shoulders coming all the way up to her ears in an exaggerated manner. As if that wasn't an extremely hard thing for her to say. She loved their life but this was Dean's brother here, regardless of what's going on with him. " He's still your brother, you know. H-He's just a bit different, that's all. I'm not sure if we could fix him but I think we should try." Bianca tucked some hair behind her ear uncomfortably, folding her arms. " I don't want you to just abandon him because of our normal life. I'm not saying that I want us to hunt because lord knows I don't but I don't think we're going to be able to go back to a normal life. Not with your brother actually being alive and all" Bianca was just being honest with Dean. She wanted to go back home and just lay down in their own bed but she wouldn't be able to do that comfortably, knowing that Sam's a demon. Hell, now that she knew he was a demon, Bianca didn't even want to leave Roxanne with him. He was a jerk without his humanity and she didn't want her sister to have to deal with that alone. " We could do both, you know? We don't exactly have to travel across the country killing stuff but we do have to deal with your brother. Y-You can't just ignore him for our life. He probably feels like we think he's a monster right now....." Bianca huffed, fiddling with the bottom of her shirt. " I'm comfortable with whatever decisions you make but take him into consideration also, alright? I want to be selfish but, right now? I don't think it's the best thing for me to do..."
Roxanne rolled her eyes at Sam, wondering why he was being so damn impossible right now. She was just trying to help him! " Whatever" she scoffed. It wasn't cute, it was brave of her. No one else wanted to deal with him. Dean left him to her. It wasn't easy to talk to him when he was being so cruel. " Why am I really doing this?" she snapped. " You want me to be honest? I don't know. I should just leave you to yourself since you seem so disinclined to turn your humanity back on. I shouldn't even waste my breath on you." Roxanne huffed, glaring at him. " You're not a freak. You've never been a freak. I'd never call you a freak and you know that. You're just being difficult, that's all. And a bit scary but mostly annoying. You're still my fiancé and I still love you, I wouldn't be trying to help you if I didn't still love you. So could you just cut me some slack?" Roxanne sighed. " You weren't so mean last night and I'm pretty sure that I did enough to piss you off, too." Roxanne hadn't expected him to kiss her. That was the last thing that she expected him to do. She expected him to spit at her before she would have even considered a kiss. Instinctively, Roxanne's hand flew up to cup Sam's face. She didn't appreciate this at all. She wanted to kiss him but not like this. She was having a whole lot of mixed feelings about him at this moment and kissing him wasn't helping her case at all right now.
Roxanne stared right back at Sam when he pulled away. She didn't care if she blushed or not, now wasn't the time for cuteness. " Yes, it is, actually." Roxanne didn't want to admit that but it was true. She felt like crying, to be honest, she had her fiancé back. Even if he wasn't entirely the same, he was still alive and that's all that mattered to her for now. " Was it the same for you?" she asked, a brow arched. Well, she wanted to know. Although, asking him this question may have been the wrong thing since he could just use her question to hurt her. " Why would you do that?" she asked, shaking her head. "W-Why? Why do that? Do you not want to be helped? You know something, I think you're pretty lucky. You could switch off your humanity and not give a damn about anything; I wish that I could do that right now. But I can't. It may be a nice thing for you to just be able to flip it on and off as if it was nothing but it isn't nice for us to have to deal with you acting like this. I don't think I'd be able to put up with you being mean for too long...." Why was she even doing this anymore? Really, he didn't seem like he wanted to be helped. " I-I'm trying to give you the benefit of the doubt here, Sam. I'm trying to see the better in you rather than focusing on this whole demon business but you've got to understand that you're making it very hard for me by behaving like this. If it were the other way around, wouldn't you try to help me?"
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Wed Dec 04, 2013 7:35 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam swallowed harshly and arched his head back on the pole, peering down at Roxanne. His lips tightened, his eyes squinted at her, and his ears were open as he listened to every word that she said. His hands still remained on his lap, bloodied even worse now. He still was fighting for freedom and he was going to gain that. Soon. Sam felt his jaw clench when Roxanne asked why he didn't want to be helped. His red fingers tightened against his palms, his nails digging into his hand. After a while, a rather twisted smirk appeared on his face. "You know what?" Sam asked, his tone in a whisper almost. His shoulders shuffled lightly, his elbows seeming locked, and his grin broadened. "You're right. It's great that I have this humanity switch. I can turn it off and not care." Soon, Sam lifted up his wrists, revealing the blood that he created from his escape. But that's not what he wanted to show Roxanne. He wanted her to fix her eyes on the fact that the cuffs weren't bound to him anymore. Instead of the silver, red specked bound that kept him there was gone. "I'll be out of your pretty little head before you know it, Roxanne. I'm leaving when this Dijin is dead. I thought that I'd spare my time and pay you a visit-" Slowly standing up, Sam looked down at Roxanne. "-but looks like I was wrong."
Reaching down, Sam grabbed Roxanne's hands. He tugged her up to where she was standing in front of him, but he kept their bodies close. "Just because you love someone... doesn't mean you should stick around and screw up their lives," remarked Sam, hinting towards himself. If it wasn't for the fact that he picked her up when they were at some small town diner. But that small pang of sympathy, Sam mustered up the best grin he could flash and reached a hand up to her face. He didn't care if his fingers were stained with specks of red from his blood. Cupping the side of her face, Sam gazed down at the witch before him. "But, Roxanne, get over me. I'm a demon. I'm not what you want. I kill." Sam's Adam's apple shifted as he gazed down at the blonde before him. "And I like it." And suddenly, after Sam pressed his lips against her forehead, Sam disappeared.
Dean squinted his eyes at Bianca, wanting to scoff. First, she wants him to have a normal life with her, she says that she doesn't want this hunter life, and now she was making him chose wisely. Dean let out a deep breath, chewing down on his bottom lip frustratingly. "If you don't want to hunt, then let's not, Bianca. Simple as that." Dean knew that this subject was sensitive to him. It's either they don't hunt or Dean goes hunting by himself for a while. Dark, rude, sure, but he was frustrated right now. He had to choose over Bianca or Sam, because it will always be a war between the two of them in his head. Dean shoved his hands inside his jacket pocket, letting out another sigh.
"Let's go see what is happening," said Dean lowly, wanting to change the subject. He didn't want to talk about this anymore. He didn't feel like he should. Dean looked over to the room where they left Roxanne in and started to walk towards it. When he entered the room, he noted that Sam was gone and Roxanne was there. There was a red thumbprint on her right cheek, even some on her neck. "Roxanne!" called Dean, rushing to her. "What happened?" Though she seemed fine, Dean had to make sure.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Dec 07, 2013 6:34 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne let out a heavy sigh, wanting to tell Sam to shut his mouth about all of this. She didn't want him to think that he'd be screwing up her life but, in a way, it was true. He would be. She wanted him in her life but the life that she had wasn't one that he could fit in to in his current nature. She couldn't have him around, worrying about causing him to turn off his humanity. In this life, it was just her. She'd occasionally spend time with Dean and Bianca but it was just her now... she didn't necessarily like it but she wasn't able to entirely admit to herself that she wouldn't mind having Sam around. She loved him and wanted him in her life but she wasn't quite ready for him, yet, that was all. She needed time to be able to sink all of this stuff in. Roxanne looked everywhere but at him, now. He had gotten out of the handcuffs, he could just leave her now. But he didn't, he pulled her closed to him and Roxanne fought every urge to do what she had done during the previous night. She wouldn't pretend like everything was just fine. Roxanne only managed to look up at him when he had cupped her face. Now, she had to say something. " Sam-" she started, wanting to protest. No, him being a demon was not a valid enough reason for her to get over him. It just wasn't. She was a witch and he didn't even seem to care about that. He kept her around even when she told him that he was a witch. He didn't try to kill her or anything, he just let it be. Him being a demon wouldn't be enough for her. Roxanne kept her eyes shut after his name escaped her lips. She only shook her head slightly at his words, trying to show him that she didn't care. But that didn't seem to matter; once she felt his lips press against her forehead, the feeling of his grip left her. She still didn't open her eyes, though.
Bianca only nodded towards Dean, deciding to drop the subject. She didn't want to make this into a decision between her and Sam. She hated feeling like she was putting Dean in that sort of position. She just wanted him to know that, if it came down to hunting, she wouldn't be happy with it but she'd still do it for him. But she knew that this wasn't the easiest thing for him to talk about so she just left it alone, folding her arms in front of her. She didn't mean it in a stubborn way, she just did it to do it, really. Again, Bianca nodded when Dean suggested that they go see what's going on with Sam and Roxanne. That was a good subject change. Bianca followed behind Dean and nearly jumped out of her shoes when he called for Roxanne. Bianca rushed for Roxanne also and was just staring at her, just giving her a look of 'What the hell?'. The girls had finally managed to find a minimal way of talking.
Roxanne's eyes snapped open when she heard Dean and stared at him for a moment like he was the one who was found with blood on him. Roxanne looked from Dean to Bianca, seeing her sister's expression. " H-He's gone" said Roxanne, as if that wasn't the obvious. Roxanne waved Dean off with her hand. " I'm fine, not really, but this blood is his" Roxanne sighed, licking her thumb and wiping her cheek. She only did it once, being wary of the fact that Sam was a demon; hense forth having demon blood. A light smear of blood was better than a prominent thumbprint of blood on an area so visible. Roxanne eyed Dean and Bianca for a moment before looking down at her hands. " Can you two go home?" she asked. " Like....just go...He doesn't want help, he doesn't want to ruin our lives. I don't think we're making it easy for him by chasing after him". Roxanne looked at Bianca. " Did you tell him?" she asked as if Dean wasn't there. After hearing her sister's response, Roxanne only nodded, looking at Dean. " She probably already explained herself but I feel the need to do so also. It's not something you want to hear and not something I want to talk about so let's just leave it at that rather than me giving you this long speech because I'm sure my sister already handled that aspect." Roxanne shot her sister a small, teasing smile." But I really think that there's nothing we can do for him at this moment. I just think that you two should go home, get all cozied up and pretend like this didn't happen. And if you ever feel the urge to hunt him down, just chant 'normal lives' inside your head until it's burnt into your head. That's gonna be a lot easier than all of this" Roxanne waved her arms about wildly, trying to categorize 'this' as all the s**t that has happened within the past 24 hours. "I-I've got blood on me. And it's not mine. I shouldn't have to say that." Roxanne put her hands on Dean's shoulders and looked at him. " Please take my sister home. Forget that you had even seen Sam. You wouldn't be involved in this if I wasn't so stupid to call you guys and think that you'd interpret it as something normal. Just go home. He's better off with Ruby"
Bianca furrowed her brows at her sister, wondering how the girl could be so nonchalant about all this. Well, she was alone with Sam, he had to have said something to her right? Bianca wasn't surprised that Roxanne wanted them to go home, the girl had been practically saying that the entire night but now it seemed like she wouldn't take no for an answer on this situation. Bianca only stared at the little flecks of blood. Well, Sam had blood on his hand so he must have touched her....... " Come with us, then" Bianca said, looking at Roxanne. " You can't argue with that. We haven't seen you in weeks and then, when we do see you, it's a whole s**t ton of mess. You owe us a visit." Bianca just didn't feel like leaving her sister alone after all of this. She didn't think that they'd give up, Roxanne seemed like she was far from giving up. She just wanted Dean and Bianca to go back home to their normal lives. Bianca was just evening the playing field a bit. " I don't want to leave you alone. I miss you." Bianca didn't even address how Roxanne felt that Ruby would be a better companion for Sam. Roxanne didn't sound bitter when she said it, she said it almost hopefully. Like Ruby being a demon and Sam being some sort of a fledgling would prove to actually work. She knew what she was doing, even if the girls didn't like her. " If you say no then Dean could go home if he wants but I'm staying."
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Dec 08, 2013 8:36 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! "Oh, and wait for it - I don't care," bluntly stated Sam as he rested himself down on a chair. His grandfather was resting against a desk, his arms crossed, and his jaw clenching. Great. Sam shut his humanity off. It was times like this that he hated doing this with Sam as a demon. Ruby was in the room as well, looking between the two men in the room. She was against a wall, arms crossed as well, and her expression unreadable like most times. Sam's wrists were still bloodied and that kept making Ruby feel all the more stupid for showing him how to slip out of cuffs without needing to break his wrists or thumbs. His grandfather mentioned about how Sam should just flip the humanity switch back on.
Finally, Ruby spoke.
"It's on," growled Ruby through clenched teeth. This caught Sam's and his grandfather's, Samuel, attention. "It's been on. C'mon, Sam grows weak for Roxanne and then his shields, whoosh, drops. He's just pushing her away." Sam arched a brow at this, almost as if this was accusation. Ruby noticed this and squinted her eyes angrily at the boy. She hated that look. It made her look stupid. So, she decided to test her theory which she knew was true. "Roxanne's a dumbass witch who is too weak to use her powers because she's too busy shacking up with another guy." Nothing. Or at least that's what it looked to like to Samuel. To Ruby, she saw his fingers clench against the arms of the chair Sam was trying to relax in. His breathing grew heavier, as if he was trying to take deep, slow breaths and counting down back from 10. "Bianca is a useless human being who's only power is putting down your brother; she only cares about what she wants and she likes shoving her nose in everyone's business."
This time Sam looked away. His jaw clenched, his fingers nearly turned white from gripping the arms too hard. Samuel finally saw the reaction. He saw the emotion Sam felt. He turned on his humanity. "Dean? Dean is an attention seeker who is blind to the fact that everyone loves him and likes to put them down and push everyone away; hell, he even keeps s**t away from you." When Sam looked back at Ruby, she saw the horrible glare she received. "If that's not anger you're feeling, then I don't know what." Sam shifted his eyes over at Samuel, bile in the used to be bright hazel emeralds. Samuels accepted the glare he received as well, knowing that Sam probably thinks Samuel thinks the same thing. He doesn't. He think Dean grew up to be a very.... strong man. Then again, he seems a bit off to Samuel, but no time to judge, right? And the only stories he heard of Roxanne would be from Ruby, and the demon would only trash about how Roxanne ruined Sam's fire. That spark in the Winchester that ignited and sparked. But she would only do this when Sam wasn't around.
Sam rarely talks about anyone, mainly because he tried to keep himself from missing them. It didn't work, he wanted to see them desperately, but always told himself that it was better to stay away. To not torture them with the sight of him still alive. Nonetheless, Sam rose himself from the seat and moved to brush past Ruby. When his shoulder barely tapped Ruby's, she snapped. She growled, grabbed Sam's arm, twisted it up his back, and shoved him to a wall. Her eyes grew a black color and her teeth bared at the man against the wall. "You freaking a*****e. Your family needs you and what do you do? Run off! I don't care; humanity or not, I'd rather have you be with the people who love you rather than sulking your a** around this place!" Ruby twisted his arm some more, hearing something between a pained grunt or a horrid scream escape from Sam's mouth. He was pinned, and Ruby was stronger. No demon blood rushing through his veins this time. Finally, she released her grip and took a step back, watching Sam's back turn and leave the room.
Dean arched a brow as he looked between the two girls. "Alright, listen here, Roxanne," said Dean, his deep and gravely voice heard and clearly shown signs that he was going to go on a rant. Not a screaming one. "You can't tell us what to do. Alright?" asked Dean, looking straight at the blonde. His tone wasn't mad or harsh, just stating the obvious. "You can't just tell us to go home, to forget about Sammy, to just leave things be. You just can't. Because I'm older, this is my girlfriend, and last time we checked, we're adults. We're not some seventeen year old couple who go around and drink a lot and have lots of sex-" Dean paused briefly, as if he was thinking something. "-Well.. I mean, we do, but we're not teenagers." Shaking his head, finding that not important at the moment, "Anyways... We're stayin', Roxy. And we're not leavin' until my brother stops being a d**k and go back to giving you the puppy dog eyes."
He bowed his head at her like it was for a fact, that this was going to happen. It was. Sam may be acting like an a** for some unknown reason, and they had to put an end to it. It's Dean's job to be the hated guy. "Alright? So, we're gonna find my baby bro, we're going to knock some sense into him, and leave no one alone. Ruby must've ducked him out of here, cause god knows how he just up and vanished. "All we gotta do is find out when the Dijinn strikes next, grab Sam, kill the damn thing, and take Sam back to Roxanne's place to knock him down a peg. If he's not at the next strike, then maybe the next strike. Either way, where ever this b*****d is going, Sammy's following, and we're going to be right on their tails." Dean mustered up a rather proud, goofy smile. Yeah, that's right. A grown man looking like a 5 year old was proud of himself for collecting a plan.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 5:56 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The blonde didn't really know what to say to Dean. There wasn't much argument on this topic. It was his little brother, she couldn't just tell him to leave it be. Roxanne just folded her arms, nodding at his speech even if she had started to zone out a little. She got the overall gist of things, he wasn't going to take no for an answer so why even attempt to argue? Plus Bianca seemed a little more than content with Dean's argument. The brunette always seemed to enjoy when Roxanne didn't talk back to Dean. There was a sort of ' Aw yeah, that's my man' type of thing for Bianca whenever Dean spoke to Roxanne in a specific type of way. Roxanne's shoulders slumped as she continued to nod, looking like a sort of bobble-head at this point. Bianca was afraid that the girl's head might fall off. " You used to act like you were..." muttered Roxanne when Dean said that he and Bianca weren't teenagers. Well, they weren't exactly known for being the more serious pair. " You frustrate me, you know that?" Roxanne squinted at Dean as she said this. It wasn't in a menacing way. Really, Roxanne never looked at anyone in a bad way anymore, at least that's how it seemed to Bianca. The brunette had to remind herself that she wasn't with her sister24/7 anymore and who know how Roxanne really was at times.
After Dean revealed his plan, Roxanne only huffed, playfully rolling her eyes. She wanted to seem more serious but, c'mon, this guy had moments of looking like he was a child. Bianca grinned at her sister." You know that you're not going to argue with him" she teased. Well, besides the actual serious reason for there being no room for argument, Roxanne and Bianca rarely argued with Dean. They'd argue, the girls tag teaming on Dean just for the hell of it but they stopped wasting energy on arguing, if he felt like he was right then he'd most likely be right. And if he was wrong then the girls would wallow in their own self-contempt. Bianca looked at the two. " As long as we're agreeing to this, I'd like to throw it out there that the only reason Sam spoke to Roxy is because the Dijinn is coming after blondes and we have a proper blonde at our disposal who we could use if the need arises. Bianca looked at her sister as if expecting Roxanne to say no to that option but all the blonde did was give a defeated shrug. She had been bait before, she wouldn't mind it again. Bianca smiled sweetly and then patted the top of Dean's head. " You're so adorable when you're proud."
Roxanne snorted rather bluntly at her sister's compliment to her boyfriend. She really enjoyed the bits of PDA that her sister would do from time to time. It wasn't even like Bianca would be all over Dean while Roxanne was around, the brunette would just give Dean subtle compliments that Roxanne usually got second hand enjoyment from. " I need to get this blood off me" she commented. She knew that there had to be some still there."I hate blood. It's freaking disgusting" Roxanne shivered slightly. She had never grown to be comfortable with blood. She just managed to tolerate it since it was part of the job. Plus Roxanne didn't know whether or not she could consider this blood demon blood so she decided to be very wary of that fact for now. Better to be safe than sorry. Roxanne's shoulders drooped suddenly. " We might as well go back to my apartment" she seemed to be whining about it, as if she didn't want to go back home. Well, she wasn't usually at home during these times. She worked until late, she had a job that kept her out of her house.
Bianca furrowed her brows at her sister. " You do realize that it is your home, right? Like...you're supposed to want to go there" Bianca grinned poking her sister's side a bit too annoy her. They really did need to leave, though. The Dijinn could strike tonight for all they knew and they didn't really know anything about the thing in the first place, all they knew was that it was going after blondes. And the last time they dealt with one, it got Dean so they didn't want to make any mistakes. Look at Bianca, thinking about this as if it was another hunt. For a girl who didn't particularly want to hunt, she had to admit that this was a sort of second-nature thing to her at this point. And Roxanne, well, she seemed to be doing pretty fine with a normal life. Of course she has, the girls had a normal life before they even met the boys. It wasn't rocket science to them, Jesus. Bianca put her hands on her hips, thinking about Sam. " Who...I'd rather be chained up than to that to myself" Bianca cringed, rubbing her wrist. " But, yeah, we should go. That puddle is really starting to get on my nerves."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 6:24 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Ruby looked back to Samuel, but was met with his hand gripped around her neck. She jerked back, but couldn't due his fingers tightened on her windpipe. He was crushing her air lock. Ruby swallowed against his grasp and looked at him dead in the eye. "Leave him alone," growled Samuel. Clearly, the man thought that he was in control. With a c**k of her head, Ruby wrapped a hand around the threatening wrist. She twisted it away from her neck, allowing her to be the dominate one in the room and to be able to breathe regularly again. Samuel winced, groaned, and hissed at the pain that rushed through his wrists and slowly shook his arm. Ruby just looked at the old man dead in the eyes, even if his' were adverted to his hurting limb.
"Let's not forget who the demon is here and who is the easy kill human," threatened Ruby, relaxing her grip on the hand that she was grasping. "Besides, now that Sammy has his humanity back, he won't like what you have up your sleeve, old b*****d. So, tell me what to do again, and I'll be sure that Sam will never want to talk or see you ever again." Throwing the wrist away from her, Samuel hugged his hurt bone and watched as Ruby marched out of the room.
As much as Dean didn't like it, Roxanne was right. Since this monster was after blondes, Roxanne was a perfect bail. Not just for the Dijinn, but for Sam as well. It was perfect. Now, they just have to make her flashy. Sam explained the case closer to Dean when they went off on their own briefly. This Dijinn is after the sort of blondes that is kinky. Meaning that the monster was after the ones that are sex crazed. Dean scratched at his beard, trying to think of another blonde. No way that Roxanne was going to forcefully make out with someone just to lure a monster to them. Right? No damn way. And if she did, Dean isn't going to let her run for Jamie. No need to put a human's life in danger.
Dean looked over at Bianca as he realized he zoned out for a second. They were talking about leaving. It was already growing night. Dean looked over at the puddle of blood that was caused by Sam, a heavy sigh escaping Dean as he feasted his eyes upon it. The thought of his brother desperately trying to break free by yanking his wrists about and drawing blood was sickening. Dean wanted to imagine Sam when he was in the passenger seat of his Impala, all smiles, laughing as Roxanne was hugging him from the backseat. Dean didn't want to imagine his brother hurting himself to escape free than face the fact. Dean was confused, considering that this isn't Sam's usual behavior. Perhaps it was the after effect from Hell considering he was in it with Lucifer.
Dean let out a heavy sigh, facing back to the girls and following after them. When they were outside, Dean shoved his hands inside his jacket pockets, grimacing at how the cold wind was hitting his cheeks. He found the cold uncomfortable, which is why he always told Sam that they would hunt towards the beaches whenever winter came closer. Dean looked towards Bianca and tried to imagine her in Sam's position. On the verge of going crazy, wanting to break free by snapping her wrists out of cuffs, etc. But he just couldn't. He tore his eyes away and faced ahead on the sidewalk, knowing that they were on their way back to Roxanne's apartment.
"Okay, guys, something that Roxanne should know," admitted Dean as he raised a hand to rub of his lips. He stopped in the middle of the vacant sidewalk, watching as the two girls turned around to face him. Dean was looking towards the blonde sister considering that this involved her more than it did of Bianca. "If you are going to be bait, something that you should know about the victims instead of the fact that they share your hair color." Dean took in a deep breath, knowing how this was going to probably pan out and trying to debate on how to approach this matter. "The girls were basically like.. Bianca before she met me. A female me, if you want. They liked taking guys out of bars, show them a night of wonder, and leave in the morning." Dean arched a brow, prepared for any hit that could be thrown towards him in the fact that he waited a while to tell her this. Not that he thought that Roxanne was going to throw herself out for bait, nor did he believe that she was going to be a victim since she cared about one man for some of her life. "If you want to back out now, that's fine, but I am not letting you risk a man's life just for the spur of the mission, so I'll... ugh, I can't believe I'm going to say this.. I'll make out with you."
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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