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 Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:04 pm
i'm feeling down again and the only reason i have is that my contract phone that i just got today has shitty reception where i live and i have to take it back tomorrow and cancel the contract, i also have the orthodontist tomorrow, and my friend's birthday, i would go out but i'm skint since i have to go car shopping on saturday and so can't spend money on drinks, it's also my work night out on saturday and since i've already paid for it i need money for that to pay for (non-alcoholic) drinks.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:22 pm
I've spent about 300k on random gifts so far, and I don't miss it at all ^^
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:34 pm
Little Miss Fortune I've spent about 300k on random gifts so far, and I don't miss it at all ^^ that's so nice of you!!!! and i'm sure everyone you gift to appreciates it lots. and giving has that feeling that makes you feel good because you gave something to someone just to make them happy and smile with no thought of reward or thanks, and that is a brilliant feeling!!!
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:49 pm
I'm moving again. -_-
My land lord decided he likes our house better so he's moving in. And he was so considerate to say we can move in his house, which was originally built to be a barn. stare And very likely, I'm gonna have to share a room again and said room will not have a door.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:52 pm
I feel horrible for breaking up the good mood in here right now, but I really need to vent.
My dad just said something unforgivable to me. My mother has already done things that I can't forgive. The only member of my family I like right now is my brother, and he's also the only reason I'm not going for the sleeping pills right now because I just cannot deal with this crap anymore. I really really just want to quit at everything. I'm clearly a total ******** moron who knows nothing. The only thing I'm remotely good at is drawing, but I'm not good enough to actually have a comic published like I want. Maybe my dad's right and I am going to end up homeless and a prostitute; but hey, that wouldn't work either because I'm not even pretty.
I hate everything right now. And I'm using this mule again, but anyone who knows me well can guess who I am.
Am I a jerk for looking forward to the guilt trip I'm going to put my dad through tomorrow when he's sobered up a bit? That would be a great thing to add to my list of qualities.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 12:57 pm
Peoplers is stressed
well today i was abandoned, and i had to get up early to go to the building society to take out £500 for car shopping, turns out the maximum cash withdrawal is £250, although upon hearing my panic the very nice women and the building society gave me £500 anyway.
then i went and got my new contract phone, was ecstatic and happy, loved it was enjoying myself etc, got home and i have shite reception so i have to go and cancel the contract tomorrow and get another contract with O2 because i KNOW i get reception with them.
tomorrow i have to get up early, go to the orthodontist and then return my phone and try to cancel this contract, i then can't go out with my friend whose birthday it is or my other friend because i have no money (other than money for car) and the money i get paid will have to go to allowing me to buy juice on saturday when i go to my work night out because i've already paid for it.
on top of that i have 2 assessments to do for monday, i haven't learnt the words to this song my friends wanted me to sing for my other's friend's birthday because they wrote a song for him and still can't think up a tune for it either
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 1:03 pm
Forgiveness is not for the other person, but for one's self. They'll gain nothing from your forgiveness, if you were to forgive them.
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And you can't hold something someone says whilst drunk against them. You can hold it against drunk them, and attempt to get them to ne'er drink again, but......
"One because it is a vile drink that turns even the most respectable men into complete scoundrels."
And you seem to be a good person. And good people don't have the right to take their own lives!
scream
*Shot*
Anytime I hear of a good person even contemplating such things..... Well, I always do wish to help turn it around.
Even though I doubt my ability to do so.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 3:37 pm
Is it seriously going to kill my dad if another person sees our house as "dirty"? Sick of lectures...
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 3:40 pm
I enjoy being with Queen Lorelei
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 3:42 pm
Marshall 32 I enjoy being with Queen Lorelei This was no secret.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 3:43 pm
CH0Z0 Marshall 32 I enjoy being with Queen Lorelei This was no secret.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 3:57 pm
keito melfina Is it seriously going to kill my dad if another person sees our house as "dirty"? Sick of lectures... No. OCD people just like to b***h.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 6:16 pm
I wish I'd never somehow begun to care about (some) other people. It sucks.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 6:18 pm
I found the same disorder that prevents me from being happy, prevents me from becoming sad.
Hell yes?
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 6:22 pm
Kestin Sha I wish I'd never somehow begun to care about (some) other people. It sucks. I knoooooooooooooow! It used to be that old moral dilemma, where you can only save one, would be effective against me. confused Eet ees not nayce.
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