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 Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 8:02 pm
  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
So now the boys were heading somewhere, not that the girls knew anything about that. They had began to start catching up, Bianca having extemporaneous moments of getting off the couch to occupy her attention with something in Roxanne's apartment. There wasn't much in the front section where the kitchen, living room, and entrance door lied. Roxanne's main space of occupancy was through the wooden arch and hallway, into her bedroom. This explained while there was a pile of books in the living room - almost identical to Bianca's, the girls like discussing books together so Bianca would tell Roxanne what book she bought and vice versa - instead of a TV, which was in her bedroom. It soothed Bianca to know that her sister had been in this town long enough to rent an apartment and make her own permanent stay. To be honest? Bianca and Dean never knew where Roxanne actually was. Whenever Roxanne would give them a warning call of her arrival, she'd just say that she was 'around'. But, over the past three or four visits, Roxanne had visit Dean and Bianca's place with less items. She only appeared with a single bag with her own belongings which made Bianca guess that Roxanne had finally found someplace, she just didn't know where until now. " You know, I like your place" Bianca said, now roaming around the living room with Roxanne keeping a watchful eye. Bianca was a big girl but this was Roxanne's apartment and she liked everything where and how it was, she didn't want Bianca to put her own personal stamp on Roxanne's apartment due to her OCD for organization. " It's actually neat. Where are all your paintings?" Bianca asked. Well, Roxanne legitimately had an easel set up where all the paintbrushes and paint stains were, she had to have more paintings than the unfinished one of what looked like the cemetery where Sam died, didn't she?
" Sold them" Roxanne muttered, sounding a bit embarrassed. Roxanne was just embarrassed about her domestic life in general. She love sharing things with her family but she felt that Bianca may silently be giggling at her for what she has done with her life over the past couple months. Well, Roxanne had been on her own for most of the year since Sam's supposed death but she had only been in this town for two or three months, already forming a big bond with one person. Everything seemed a bit weird to her. Bianca and Dean didn't exist here. Well, they did, but only to one person and that's only because Roxanne would always speak to him about the two people that meant the world to her. They were spiritually existent in this town, not physically. Roxanne pointed a finger at Bianca. " Leave everything the way it is" she threatened, eyes squinted, before she left her sister alone. Well, she jumped straight out of bed to tell Sam to keep the noise down only to be greeted by the fact that there were more occupants in the apartment then there has ever been before in Roxanne's stay. She only wanted to get a little more decent; comb her hair, brush her teeth, possibly put on pants that were longer than Sam's t-shirts. Roxanne wasn't super short so the shirt didn't come down that far on her but that only represented how short her lounging shorts really were. It didn't take her long considering that she didn't trust her sister with keeping her apartment the way it was. When she returned, she looked a lot more alert. " C'mon" said Roxanne, beckoning for her sister to follow her. " Let us venture into my bedroom"
" That seems like a nerdy pick up line" commented Bianca before her grin appeared. " I love it" Bianca followed Roxanne to the blonde's bedroom. Now, this was even more shocking to Bianca. Her sister wasn't a total slob but Roxanne had never quite shown interest to organize things. She was just one of those ' I know where everything is' type of people. But this room? This room was really, really neat. Roxanne had a queen bed with pillows propped up where a partner would be. Bianca didn't bring attention to that, she just kept observing. The room wasn't much besides the neatness. Bianca wasn't about to go through Roxanne's drawers and comment on her variation of clothing. Roxanne jumped on to her bed, shifting her pillows around to make room for her sister. Yes, while the boys were gone, the girls would participate in recreational TV watching while they exchanged small pleasantries. Bianca pounced on to the bed, relaxing next to her sister before sighing as the TV was turned on. " So do you think we'll be getting on the road again?" Bianca asked, suddenly sounding quiet as if she was afraid of the answer. " I-I mean, we've spent majority of our lives living normally but I like living with Dean. There's little woodland creatures that are referred to as children a-and I like my job. I'm a little nurse person. I don't want to start hunting again, man. I mean, if Dean wants to then sure but I personally don't want to jump back into that just because Sam's back...."
" Neither do I" Roxanne replied, flipping through channels like this wasn't supposed to be a serious conversation. " Sure, I don't have a fabulous job but I make enough money and I like the bar. I've got a friend there that I want you to meet cuz he's been on my a** about meeting my family for ages. He's become the male version of you but on a manly scale." Roxanne had always imagined a male version of Bianca being gay but this guy? He was straight, no doubt about it. " I could hoard Sam here and make sure he doesn't go anywhere but I'm not sure if there's much more I could do..." Roxanne didn't want to say 'try to find a way to fix him' since she didn't think that it was right to say about Sam. Well, he wasn't something that needed to be fixed, Roxanne was more interested in finding out what he was like without his humanity. If it was something that she was sure would be harmful to her? Then she'd have to find out how to fix him. " I don't know. I mean, we say we don't want to do it, right? But then if Dean says that he wants to, we'll both just end up doing it because of him. You would want to be with him to make sure he's fine and I'd want to be with you to make sure you're fine so we're basically screwed if he wants to do it." Bianca hated whenever Bianca spoke about them like that, it made it seem like they didn't have minds of their own. They did! They just had sort of a Domino effect going on when it came to Dean.
Both girls let out heavy sighs, glad that they had come to a mutual agreement on what may happen to them once the boys returned from their longer conversation. For some reason, neither of them minded that the boys were talking without them. Well, they all had a lot to talk about that didn't require all of them to be present. Bianca looked at Roxanne, nudging her sister slightly. " So....has there been any occupants in this bed? Other than you, I mean." As much as Bianca loved Sam, she didn't think it was healthy for Roxanne to keep herself locked away like this. Yes, Roxanne had been that much of a vixen before the four had met but there was a significant difference in the blonde's behavior and Bianca was aware of Roxanne's attractiveness. Yet, she was still single and walking around with an engagement ring on her finger. Roxanne scoffed, glancing at Bianca. " No, there hasn't. I'm just not comfortable" Roxanne shrugged, finally settling on a channel. Bianca respected that but she still enjoyed pushing Roxanne's buttons about it. " Oh my gosh, I don't want our lives to go into a downward spiral once more." the brunette groaned, passing a hand through her curls. Yes, she managed to pass a hand through her curls. Don't be so surprised, she managed to keep them all nice and soft and fluffy so now she loved her curls more than anything else. " How did you feel when you saw him?" Bianca asked. " I felt like stabbing him in the face because I didn't think he was him until he began to tell me a whole ton of stuff like us making Dean watch the Harry Potter movies before he died." Bianca gaped at this piece of information. Well, no wonder Roxanne believed that this was really Sam. Roxanne's belief was enough to make Bianca believe. " I still feel like stabbing him in the face, to be quite honest. But I think he's trying so I can't give him any more grief than I already have. I'll leave that up to Dean."
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Tue Oct 22, 2013 8:08 pm
 ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!  Dean continued to follow Sam. He's been following his younger brother on foot for a while now and Dean was getting more and more worried about this whole approach. Eventually, Dean would glance behind him and note how far away they were getting from Roxanne's apartment. When they were far enough, Sam finally turned into an abandoned looking building. Before Dean entered, he took a once glance around and then followed Sam inside. He was very skeptic and Sam shouldn't blame him. Sam would eventually turn around and see if Dean was still following his steps. Dean pursed his lips and arched his brows, his hand tickling the gun tucked in his jean's waistband. "Where are we goin', Sammy?" Dean asked, his eyes flickering everywhere anxiously. He didn't like how this was going. But Sam just turned around with a small amused smile and told Dean to relax. Jeez, Sam could tell he was tensed? Dean rolled his shoulders in attempt to seem at least less stressed.
Finally, Sam turned to a room that seemed lit with a beaming, familiar smile and a verbal greeting. Dean felt himself get tensed again, but waited briefly to roll his shoulders again. Once he was sure that he seemed at least relaxed, or not tensed like Sam noticed, Dean slowly approached the light and heard the room fall silence. The light that erupted from the darkness got Dean's vision to go blurry. But once his eyesight grown adapted to the war of new lighting, he blinked and saw a few figures. His first thought was demons, but from how Sam looked hesitant, worried, Dean must've figured that these people were something else. Sam looked like he brought his girlfriend home to his parents and was worried about his parents judging. These guys must be friends. "Dean.. This is Jeanette, Bryce, and Ron over there," indicated Sam, pointing at the right person when he got to the name. "All Campbells," added Sam, which got Dean's expression to drop.
Campbells? "As in Mary Campbell?" Dean asked, stuttering almost. He thought that they were wiped out. They were the last of the family! Nope.. How the hell did Sam get these people? While Dean wasn't looking, Sam glanced towards Jeanette in time to see her eyes. They read, 'Did you tell Dean yet?' And Sam knew what she was talking about. Being a demon? No, no. And that's what Sam's widen eyes spoke. When he turned back to his dismayed older brother, Sam chuckled to break the tension. "That's not all," commented Sam with a sly grin. He, he seemed quite proud of himself. And then, slowly, emerged Samuel behind Dean. "Dean," said Samuel, proud in his voice. Dean spun around, just in time to see Samuel approach him with open arms. Granting the hug, Dean responded the same way with an embrace of his own. The last time Dean saw Samuel was when Castiel brought Dean back in time and Dean saw Samuel. Hell, he died!
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"We don't tell the girls just yet," muttered Dean to Sam. They were probably going to get their asses kicked already since they've been out chatting up with the Campbells. It's not like Dean could help it. It's his family. But the last thing he needed was to have the girls believe that his family is all demons or something. Sam knew that's what Dean was thinking to. And it was ironic since the girls knew that Sam's a demon. Though they don't know who Sam's been hanging out with for the year, they are aware of his humanity and how tarnished it's been. Dean walked through the door with a grocery bag in one hand. "Hey, ladies. I know what you're thinking: that it shouldn't take that long for two guys to talk. But Sammy wanted to grab a beer, catch up, and we got some pie or cake or whatever you girls want. The pie may be taken, but cake is still up for grabs," coaxed Dean, trying to ease the moment with a greatness instead of waltzing in, empty handed.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Oct 26, 2013 7:50 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
By the time the boys had returned, the girls practically dashed out of the room at the first sound of the door. They were different from earlier, for some reason. Well, it never took the girls too long to ease into their routine. Bianca ran out of the bedroom first, Roxanne quickly tailing her and telling her not to say the wrong thing. Bianca only rolled her eyes, stopping abruptly in front of Dean before she ran her boyfriend over. Bianca was smiling widely, nearly besides herself at the information that she was about to share. “Roxanne wants to take us to where she works" she Bianca, nearly bouncing now. " She wants us to meet her friend" Bianca had put extra emphasis on the word friend to hint something at Dean. “Her male friend" Roxanne had groaned to this, rubbing her temples. Well, she had explained to Bianca what had been happening to her in this town. She explained how she made a friend, how he was a guy, and how important he was to her in this town. And then Roxanne casually brought up that maybe, just maybe, they'd like to meet him. “Wait, wait, wait. Bianca, shut up. I didn't say that I wanted you to meet him. It was an option. I'm not missing work over any of this and he'd be a real butt hurt if I told him that the infamous Dean and Bianca are in town and I haven't invited them to meet him" Bianca squealed, finding this all adorable. Well, Sam had been gone for a year, no one could blame Roxanne. To be blatantly honest, Bianca knew that this male was only a friend to Roxanne but she hadn't teased her sister in some time and Bianca was just excited that Roxanne had a friend. " Like I said, you don't have to, it was just an option with the bribery of free drinks. Seriously, Dean, don't listen to her. She'll end up implying things to him and then you'll probably scare him with your....everything and I'll have to move because my sister's a weirdo and you're intimidating" Roxanne pointed at Sam. " And forget this guy because he probably thinks I screwed him last night and I don't even want to venture into that conversation with him." Bianca rolled her eyes, tugging on Dean's arm. It wasn't even like Sam was there to her. She was implying things about Roxanne and another guy that she would have never implied a year ago. She wasn't happy with Sam at all and she wasn't going to hide it. " Dean, we've got to. We've just got to! Not me, we. As in both. I'm even feeling better now!" Even if Roxanne didn't want Bianca to make such a big deal out of it, she couldn't help but grin at her sister's enthusiasm. Roxanne had met Bianca's munchkin friends at one point and the friends that were actually Bianca's age, now it was Bianca's turn to meet Roxanne's friends ; well, friend.
Roxanne shook her head at Bianca, finding it hard to believe that, just a while ago, they were having a serious conversation about their current dilemma in life. Now Bianca was practically bouncing off the walls over Roxanne having a companion. Roxanne just shook her head at her sister, slowly becoming more and more awkward in this situation. Well, Sam was still her fiancé. She still wore the ring and she didn't intend on taking it off; at least not yet. It would be pretty messed up if she took it off just because he was a demon and because he left her for a year. Alright, the latter of the two was a really valid reason to take off the ring but she wouldn't feel right about it due to the former. Roxanne looked straight at Dean, a bit of fear in her eyes. It wasn't a 'my life is in danger' type of fear, it was just that Bianca was a bit... well, she was Bianca. It was hard to explain what Bianca was, to be honest. She was adorable in Roxanne's eyes but very embarrassing from time to time and Roxanne didn't really want Bianca to meet anyone if she was going to imply that there was anything more than the basic lines of friendship. Plus, Roxanne didn't want to leave Sam alone but she wasn't sure how comfortable she was with having him around. Wow, if she didn't want to bring her fiancé around her guy friend, that was saying something about her life. Maybe she was being a little too friendly with the guy. " Well, Sam's already met him - sort of" Roxanne took the bag from Dean, putting it on the kitchen counter and just emptying it's contents, putting them where they apparently should have gone in this apartment. She debated whether or not to claim the pie as her own just because this was her house but she decided against doing that since she wasn't the biggest fan of pie. " Do you like him?" Roxanne asked, tilting her head to look at Sam. " I mean, from what you've seen... He's pretty cool, very protective-" Roxanne's sentence was cut off by an excited squeal from Bianca. Roxanne rolled her eyes, shaking her head. She was just going to dismiss this topic. " Anyway, what're you two going to do?" she asked, looking from Dean to Bianca. " There's an inn not too far from here if you intend to stay in town. I'd say you're more than welcome under my roof - which you are - but this is a single bedroom apartment with a pull out couch and I'm really not up for sharing my bed with Sam to accommodate you two..." The blonde tucked some hair behind her ears, trying her hardest to seem like she wasn't trying to be rude. " I-I mean, it's been a year and I just rather not but it's up to you two, really. If you want to stay here then things could be arranged but.... it's whatever". Roxanne feverishly opened her cabinets and took out a box of crackers before delicately munching on one.
Bianca looked at Dean with her eyes wide. She hadn't looked this happy since before she got sick to be quite honest. It didn't take much to make these girls happy, just like it didn't take much to make their lives hell. "We must stay" she declared. His brother was alive! Hell, she hadn't seen her sister in a while, they couldn't just leave because Roxanne didn't seem to be in any danger. To be quite honest, Bianca wanted to stay around just in case Sam tried anything with Roxanne. Even if Roxanne was the one who had the knife now, Bianca still wanted to be by her sister's side. Bianca could see why Roxanne had suddenly become less and less enthusiastic about them meeting her friend, Bianca was layering on the excitement a little too thick but she couldn't help it. For months, Roxanne had been in her life. She knew where Dean and Bianca lived, she knew their friends vaguely, Roxanne had a copy of the keys to their house for just-in-case purposes or even when she's running late and Dean and Bianca are already asleep by the time she arrives. But Roxanne? Bianca didn't know anything. Bianca didn't know anything about Roxanne's life until today. She knew that Roxanne worked in a bar but she didn't know where, she didn't know how her sister lived, she didn't even know how Roxanne would travel to their house! Bianca was just happy that her sister wasn't walking around killing cats and casting spells or something. This was a big deal for her. And, to think, none of this would have happened if Sam didn't decide to show himself. Speaking of Sam, Bianca turned to look at him and stood right in front of him, her chest popped out like she was trying to be intimidating, her chin tilted slightly upwards. " You..." she said ruefully, finally seeming like she was going to give him hell. " Cut your hair again. You look like a child, you should do something about that" This was coming from the youngest person in the room who could be sixty and still end up seeming like she was eight. " It's cute but I don't think you're the 'cute' type of guy anymore." This could have been interpreted as Bianca meaning that he had Lucifer in him but from that smile that was so pleasant and casual, Roxanne knew that it was fake. Bianca punched Sam's arm lightly before practically twirling over to her cracker-eating sister. " We're going to your job" she sang. At this point, Bianca would go alone if she had to but she knew that Roxanne would be working more than being with her, if anything, and Dean was her protection at bars - she wouldn't even lie about that.
Roxanne nodded slowly, still munching on her crackers. She knew that there was no going back from this. Roxanne had opened her mouth and now it was 'take your family to work' day. " Just a heads up, I dress like a prostitute" she said casually. Well, she wasn't exactly lying and she wasn't exactly telling the truth. She didn't walk around passing a piece of cloth off as a dress, she just showed her boobs off a lot more than she once did and the way she spoke was a bit more...provocative. It was all an act, though, Roxanne was still the same as before but she just seemed a lot more self-confident and assured of herself. She seemed like she’d call you out on your s**t rather than lurking until there was a moment to discuss it with you privately. Roxanne inhaled sharply “The heads up was for Dean, actually. Sam saw my clothes last night and I do not apologize for that but I do apologize for Dean. Bianca, I could care less about how you see me dress, you’ll probably throw a parade for my way of using my body and personality to make money without really giving anything away”. Roxanne didn’t feel the need to apologize to Sam. Sure, she wasn’t modestly dressed but if she had been, she wouldn’t be making money. Plus, it was nothing he hadn’t seen before; he had just gotten further than any man as ever gotten within the past year. To be quite honest, if Roxanne didn’t know any better, she’d think her little sister was tearing up at the thought of Roxanne being a babe. This annoyed Roxanne just a tad bit. She knew that Bianca had always been a bit more open with herself so she had more experience but she didn’t need to act like Roxanne was a baby deer standing up for the first time." Look at you being all sexy and assertive. And it only took you a couple extra years. That's good, at least you're finally a butterfly." Roxanne rolled her eyes. “ You’re weird”.Usually, an argument could be made that Roxanne was weird too but the blonde only wigged out after a couple hours of being with Bianca. It was the same for both sisters, in a way, Roxanne was alone so she had no one to be as weird as she had been with Bianca and Bianca had Dean but she wouldn’t try to turn him into Roxanne by expressing her weirdness around him. Since the boys had come back, Roxanne had barely looked at either of them, especially Sam. She wasn’t being fake but, after earlier, she didn’t want to be all supportive and coddling since there was no reason for her to be as far as Dean knew. If Dean didn’t know that Sam was a demon then her behavior was justified by being abandoned. Bianca shrugged. " It can't be helped sometimes, sweetheart. It just can't be helped"
Ooc: If I kept editing this post, I would have never submitted it. I apologize.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Mon Oct 28, 2013 5:17 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam squared his jaw when Bianca started to talk to Roxanne as if he wasn't there. All the hint bombing about Roxanne's possible quality time with the man she's seemed to get close to over the past year. His anger was obvious, and the way his brooding shoulders also straightened, Dean noticed right away. Dean knew what it was like to come back from the dead, hence his time from Hell, and he couldn't really blame Sam for leaving him hanging for a year. Sam just wanted Dean to have a life. A normal one at that. But it didn't make up the fact that in a different way, Sam did leave Dean to think that he died for months. However, it was pure torture to just do this to Sam. To talk about someone else while he was obviously in the room.
Sam was able to control his darker side, feeling that boiling blackness seeping up his throat to spit horrible words at her. Make it seem like he doesn't care, but that will also hurt Roxanne. To just flat out say that he doesn't care that Roxanne's been hanging out with another guy. But Sam was able to choke down all the horrible words.
Until Bianca commented about how he's not the cute type of guy anymore.
"I can take the hint!" barked Sam, but then automatically, like a switch, his puppy dog eyes returned. Sam obviously didn't want to say anything and it was almost like his mouth had a mind of it's own. Even if the girls knew what Sam was, Dean didn't and was dismayed by the sudden outburst from his brother. Sam just huffed out a deep breath and shut his eyes. They didn't even want him to go to her work. Fine. "I have better things to do, anyway, like take down the Dijinn that seems to be barking up trees of blonde girls," commented Sam rather coldly as if this was a case and nothing more. Well, he rather shut out his humanity than to go through the pain of Bianca hating him and rubbing in his face that Roxanne been working closely with another guy while Roxanne doesn't even want him to show up and then there's Dean. Even if Dean's cool and not yelling, Sam can practically feel the disappointment radiating off of him.
"Ruby's probably waiting for me with my partner to meet up," said Sam, his voice a lot different. Instead of the terrified and worried expression that was on his face when Dean and Bianca first broke into the house, it was dark; scary, even. And then Sam turned around to exit the house, avoiding the clear circular rug that held the demon trap.
"Sammy, wait," said Dean, regret in his voice. But Sam didn't wait. In fact, it looked like he didn't care. That's what happens when Sam shuts out his humanity. And the sound of the door shutting was heard, a slam instead of an exit of calm. Dean shut his eyelids and let out a deep sigh, worried about his younger brother. "He just needs to vent," whispered Dean, as if this was a normal event.
Sam held his bloody cousin in his hands, one that he's been working side by side for a month and already grown attached to. They shared beers every night, laugh about their relatives (Sam about Dean, him about Sam's mom side) and eventually tucker out right before the sun comes up. Logan was his name, and he was damn good hunter. But better yet, a better cousin. Tears welled down his cheeks, staining his face as his body shook. His foggy hazel eyes never once left Logan's face, but lonesome tears would drip on the blood that ridden Logan's body. "It hurts, please, make it stop," said Sam as he continued to look down at his cousin's dead body. His stomach clenched, his throat had a lump, his hear ached, and he didn't like this pain. He was unharmed, but inside, it felt like the cage all over again. "Please, make it stop," repeated Sam, a muffled sob escaping his lips.
Ruby bent down by Sam and put her hand on his jawline, pushing his head to make him face her. Their eyes only locked for a second before she drew in a soft breath. Sam's eyes were red and puffy, and his entire body continued to quiver with sorrow. "Turn it off," whispered Ruby, an unreadable expression on her face. Sam could hear Samuel ask Ruby what the hell she was doing but she held a finger up. Sam's eyes never once left her face, even as she turned to give Samuel a glare to indicate to be quiet. When Ruby's eyes fixated on Sam's once again, she repeated herself, but put emphasis on each word she uttered. "Turn. It. Off." Sam knew what she meant, but the debate is, will he be able to turn it back on? His expression fell, but slowly. It scared Samuel in the last few moments because for what seemed like hours, thought it was just a minute, Sam lingered his dull eyes on Ruby. Finally, that's when Samuel realized. Sam wasn't crying, he wasn't pleading, he wasn't aching. In fact, he didn't seem like himself. Emotionless, Samuel will say. And just like that, in a flick of a switch, Sam turned off his humanity for the first time.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Thu Oct 31, 2013 2:22 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bianca didn't seem the least bit surprised at Sam's outburst. Actually, scratch that, the girl practically jumped when he first yelled but after that? Nothing but a blank stare. Now, it wasn't like Bianca didn't feel bad about pushing him that far but he was gone for a year, she was expecting him to throw something back that may just sting a little but would give a tiny bit of insight. And he did. Oh boy, did he just fuel Bianca's fire. Bianca stared down at her shoes, biting on her lower like methodically until she heard the door slam. Bianca sighed when Dean whispered something about Sam venting. He didn't know and that was okay with Bianca and Roxanne because neither of them were going to be the ones to break it to them. The only thing Bianca really did was look up at Roxanne who's knuckles were suddenly white from how tight her fist was gripped. " Ruby" Bianca said, gesturing her hands towards the door as if it was a grand display of things. " Ruby. ******** Ruby." Bianca ignored her sister shaking her head, hell, she even ignored Dean for a moment as she stepped closer to her sister. " He's gone for a year and when he comes back, I annoy him just a tiny bit and he acts like this was nothing more than and case and then he throws Ruby in your face. It would not be me, Roxanne. It wouldn't. I didn't mean to do all of that but I'm kind of glad that I did. All that giggly s**t set aside, that right there? That's a little bit ******** up. Even if I was the one who was tantalizing him with this guy friend of yours, he didn't need to talk like that because, right now, I'm not hurting at all. To be quite honest, I'm more pissed than hurt but you? I bet her name was the last you wanted to hear from him. Imagine what could have gone on in a year, Roxy."
Roxanne only shook her head at her sister. No, she wouldn't give in to this, it'll only end badly. But if Bianca's assumptions were right then why was Roxanne still wearing the ring? Why was she still walking around claiming that she couldn't be with another because she still loved her fiancé? If he had been with Ruby all this time, why did he have to kiss her last night? He could have just been honest with her and Roxanne would have gave him a good ol' '******** you' and escorted him right out of her apartment. " Enough, Bianca. I get it, alright? That doesn't change anything, at least not for now. I still feel how I feel. Regardless of what he's been doing, I'm just not ready yet. You will meet my friend and you'll like him just as much as I do but you don't need to make such a big deal out of it that it hurts Sam, okay? You could have made that big of a deal if it was just us, I wouldn't have cared, but he was here also and I didn't want him to feel some type of way about it" By 'us' she meant Dean because she knew that he'd be happy - not as happy as Bianca, but still - that Roxanne was just trying to move on. Roxanne passed a hand through her hair, looking at Dean. She couldn't even say anything to the guy at the moment. She was keeping a seriously important piece of information from him and it was so..weird. No wonder he said that Sam needed to vent. " I just hope he's not too upset..."
Bianca scoffed. " Oh, he was upset. The door slam, Roxanne. Has he ever done that to you before?" The silence from her sister almost made Bianca feel bad. Had Roxanne and Sam never actually got into an argument like that, before? I mean, even Roxanne didn't really partake in that, Sam kind of just threw an ex in Roxanne's face. All Roxanne really could have done to make Sam upset was imply that she wasn't that big about Sam going to the bar also. It was understandable, really, considering that he was her supposed dead fiancé. Plus, knowing Roxanne, the blonde didn't even want to put him through seeing her with another dude. Before, she hadn't know that he was lurking but now she didn't want to put him through that intentionally. Bianca huffed, pulling on the hemline of her blouse, this was her fault but she didn't feel all that guilty about it. If Roxanne was hurt by the idea of Ruby, she was doing a fairly decent job of not showing it. This was all just a mess. Not like their normal messes, this was just....different. Bianca could practically feel how bad this was going to get for all of them. Bianca wouldn't stop at this point with Sam, she'll just be a lot less obvious about it, Roxanne and Bianca know that Sam's a demon but Dean doesn't. Roxana will have to pretend like she had caught wind of a demon and needed to knife because, why the hell would she need it if Sam wasn't a demon? And Dean was just out of the loop for all this. Neither of the girls knew what the boys had spoken about so maybe, just maybe, the boys were hiding something from them to even out the playing field. " And what's this about a Dijinn?" Bianca asked, looking from Roxanne to Dean. Well, maybe Dean knew about it or something? It was really likely.
" Last night, he told me that he had come out of the shadows to inform me that there was a Dijinn in town. To which I replied with a 'the ******** do you want me to do about it'." Roxanne sighed. " It's not like I was going to hunt the thing. My life is nice at the moment, I wouldn't want to screw it up by walking around town with a gun, searching for something that people don't even know exist." The blonde looked from Dean to Bianca, suddenly feeling bad about putting her own personal life before the safety of others. " I'm not bad for saying that, am I? I-I mean, hunters are supposed to kill those things but I like my life" The last part came out sounding a bit more whiney than everything else. Roxanne really did like where she was at. " He didn't need to come to me and tell me about a Dijinn, if this was all just a hunt for him then he could have handled it on his own and went on his merry way; leaving me to my business but no" Roxanne shrugged, feeling self conscious about admitting that this portion of Sam's return annoyed her. He didn't need to do anything last night if he was just going to be mean to her today. It wasn't her that did anything to him, it was Bianca. Why did he need to hurt her? She was just the topic subject. What did he expect Roxanne to do? Trash her friend for his sake? No, she wasn't going to do that just because Sam was in the room. Either he was being honest and didn't really care or he was really jealous. Roxanne didn't find any need for the latter because he was just a friend in her opinion, Bianca made it out to be more than what it is. If Roxanne wanted that boy, she would have had him a long time ago. Roxanne waved her arms, dismissing this entire conversation. " Forget it. I don't want to talk about this anymore. I've got work soon and, I swear, you cannot go into a bar being tense" Roxanne suddenly plastered a smile on her face. It wasn't too big or creepy, it was actually really relaxed and kind of, well, sultry. " So how's life been treating you two? Sorry for not dropping in for a while, I've literally got no excuse for that. And I appreciate you two coming here on such a short notice because of my safety but I do not appreciate the breaking and entering, Dean"
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Thu Oct 31, 2013 4:32 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam didn't bother to use the elevator, not in the mood to be near any human being at the moment. His blood was boiling, his humanity was slowly slipping, and his hands were gripping so tight that his fingers were threatening white. His eyes glared ahead of him, his hazel coated with jealousy. He can't help himself. He's been gone for a year. Anything could happen. Roxanne just didn't understand how great looking she is and how she can pick anyone she wants in a crowd. Sam chewed down on his tongue and popped his neck by arching it on the side. A way to show how pissed off he was. His chest was puffed out, his chin was high, and he was too intimidating for his innocent boy look.
Before he could stride in anger some more when he reached the streets, he heard a voice. "Sam." Abruptly, Sam turned around and came face to face with Ruby. Her long, brown hair laid down onto her chest which was hugged by a leather jacket zipped up halfway. Peeking, an AC/DC shirt stood out in the areas where Ruby didn't zip. She wore plain, skinny jeans although she had some leather combat boots - similar to Dean's. Her hands were on her hips, her face was stern, and she looked like she was about to give him a speech. Before she could even utter a word out, Sam lifted up his hands and remarked, "I don't care." With a roll of his eyes, Sam turned on his heel and started to walk. After a huff, Ruby started to follow after Sam. She didn't want beside him, but she was close behind.
"So you shut off your humanity like it's a problem solver?" Ruby asked, shoving past people like Sam. A few cries of, "Hey!" or "What where you're going!" was heard. Ruby's curls bounced with each step she took, her eyes boring into the back of Sam's head for an answer.
"Well, you're the one who told me to flip the switch first," Sam recoiled back, not even giving her a glance.
Ruby let out a deep sigh, an angered one. "Because your cousin died, Sam! You were in too much pain! I only wanted you to shut it off for a few days not for a few months! It took forever to get that humanity back, Sam! I know you can control it, but what if there comes a time when you can't?"
Finally, Sam stopped in his heels and turned around at Ruby. He stopped so suddenly, Ruby had to take a step back when she was soon so close to his face. "Losing the control to feel pain? Gee, that's a shame," sarcastically stated Sam. Another roll of his eyes, another huff of Ruby's breath. Sam turned back and continued to walk down the streets, Ruby in tow.
Dean looked to the girls as they, too, vented about his brother. He didn't want to hear this. He shut them out with a grimace and turned to walk to the kitchen. Dean was just as pissed as they were, yeah, but like most older brothers: He's the only one who's allowed to bash on him, no one else. And since he can't do anything about it since it's his girlfriend and his girlfriend's sister, Dean knew that he had to keep his mouth shut. He opened the fridge and saw some food, but nothing suiting to his likings. After popping cabinets open, Dean shut the doors and pursed his lips. What to drink.. Finally, Dean set eyes on a small cooler in one part of Roxanne's place. He reached his hand inside the cool air and grabbed himself something that felt like a bottle. After yanking his hand out, he saw that he grabbed his favorite: alcohol.
With a waggle of his eyebrows and a childish grin, even still ignoring the sisters, Dean opened the cap with his hand and took a sip for himself. Even if he was going to a bar later, most likely Roxanne will cut him off before he even get the first drop. Something about how he can't resist his self compulsion around her sister or whatever. When Roxanne commented about breaking and entering, Dean shrugged his shoulders. "Thought you were in trouble," mumbled Dean against the rims of his beer bottle and then pressing the glass bottle to his lips to take another swig. "Are we goin' to the bar or what?" Dean asked, wanting to forget about the hatred everyone has on his brother.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Fri Nov 01, 2013 5:50 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne practically hissed at Dean for drinking her alcohol. Yeah, everything was open to both he and Bianca while they were in her apartment but still. That was Roxanne's, man. She kept that stuff around for those really rough nights where she can't drink on the job but can sure as hell drink in the safety of her own apartment. That was her nightmare destroyer, alcohol had become her everything since she started working at the bar. She learned exactly what she liked and what really did her in. " Be careful with that" said Roxanne before obviously wanted to retract her words and think better of it. The only reason why it was so strong for her was because she was a petite little lady, Dean was a grown man who's had a lot of alcohol in his day; it shouldn't affect him like it did her. " Fine. Just let me get ready. And no drinking for you once we get there, alright?" Roxanne, Dean and Bianca had gone through this already. Bianca never told Dean not to drink at a bar, she'd just lightly suggest that, maybe, Dean shouldn't have a lot. Roxanne always bluntly told him not to drink. She couldn't stop him but at least she had valid reason to tell him not to. There will always be guys that watch her sister, guys that couldn't give two shits about Dean sitting right next to her and still approach the brunette, Roxanne didn't want Dean getting heated because men become pigs around her sister. Whatever else went on when Dean drank a lot was between him and Bianca. Roxanne gave Dean a warm smile, the one that she always gave to make her suggestions or advice seem a lot less....assertive. Roxanne didn't want to force Dean into anything but, hey, sometimes she just had to be this person. Hell, it's gotten to the point where age didn't even matter to her, Dean may be older but Roxanne did end up treating him like he was a baby. Roxanne put her hands on her hips, leaving the room to commence her nightly routine of getting ready for the bar.
As Roxanne left the room, Bianca shimmied over to Dean. She knew that she probably didn't make Dean all that happy with her talk about his brother but, even if Sam was his brother, Roxanne was her sister. Dean may not want them to talk s**t about Sam but it was Bianca's duty to make sure that her own sister didn't get hurt. Sam and Roxanne were good together, extremely good together, but that didn't mean that Bianca wouldn't encourage her sister to end it if it seemed like Roxanne would end up getting hurt. Bianca loved them both but Roxanne was in Bianca's life first. Bianca poked the middle of Dean's forehead. " I'm sorry for smack talking your brother" she said, sounding much like a child who knew she was wrong but wasn't quite sure how to admit it without seeming like a bad person. " But she's my sister, you know." Yeah, that was a pretty valid excuse. Bianca didn't even need to explain it. This was just one of the issues that came along with all of them being siblings, in a way. Roxanne was adopted, but still, you don't necessarily have to be blood to be family. Family is people who care about you and Roxanne sure as hell cared about Bianca so she would always be Bianca's sister. Bianca would just have to keep her opinions to herself while Dean and Sam were around. She didn't want to make Sam storm out of a room again and she didn't want to make Dean uncomfortable. C'mon, Sam was his brother but Bianca was also his girlfriend so he would have to please one of them and upset the other at the same time so Bianca didn't want to put him in that position. Just like Roxanne came first, Sam came first and Bianca would be pretty pissed of Dean ended up siding with her just because she was his girlfriend but that was highly unlikely. Bianca rubbed her neck. " Are you okay?" she asked him. She was sure that the two had privacy since there was a flurry of bangings from down the hall where Roxanne's room was. There was also the sound of running shower water which made absolutely no sense to Bianca because that's a real waste of water right there, Roxanne should be ashamed of herself. " I-I mean forget Roxanne and all this nonsense. How are you feeling about everything?" Well, Sam lead his own brother to believe that he was dead for a whole year, she wanted to make sure that Dean was okay. " A-Are we going back into hunting now that he's back?" It was an honest-to-god question. Bianca didn't show any indication of how she may have felt about her own question, she only showed pure concern for Dean at this moment.
Bianca and Dean actually had a while to themselves, much to Bianca's surprise. Roxanne literally took forever to get ready, in Bianca's opinion. Once the shower water was turned off, there was the sound of a blow dryer followed by a lot more banging of drawers. Bianca wondered if Roxanne always had trouble finding what she exactly wanted to wear. Maybe Roxanne was really going on a quest to find something a bit more modest for her family to see her in. Regardless, Bianca had enjoyed being alone with Dean for a little since earlier when they first drove to this pit of angst. But when Roxanne came back out, she looked...stunning, to be honest. The term 'beauty takes time' really applied to this situation. It wasn't like Roxanne was ugly before in her large shirt and shorts but god damn did this girl clean herself up for work. Bianca couldn't help but gape a tiny bit. Her sister wore tight dark jeans and heeled boots, paired with a wine-colored sleeveless lace crop top: an outfit that would slutty on any girl other than Roxanne since there was an aura about her sister that just made people know that she dressed easy but she really wasn't. Not to mention the killer painted lips and stark straight hair that explained the intensive blowdrying that had commenced before. Bianca had to kind of glance at Dean for a second to make sure that he was seeing the same thing. It's not that Bianca didn't find her sister to be beautiful but Roxanne's outfit was so out of character for the blonde. Yes, if Roxanne ever wore tight clothes it would at least have sleeves and not show a fairly reasonable portion of her stomach. All the years of pretending to be people that they actually weren't for cases seemed to have paid off because this wasn't Roxy, this was some person who was created in this town. " Woah" said Bianca, already gearing up to go into a plethora of compliments but Roxanne didn't seem to be having any of that. She just told them that they should all get going so she could be on time for her shift. Bianca complied, following her sister while holding on to Dean's hand. There was no shame for her holding his hand, she was taken and she'd like men to know it before they ******** with her. Bianca just looked around the town as they followed Roxanne. Well, the blonde didn't suggest that they drive which meant that the bar was fairly close and not worth Dean loosing the parking space. If Roxanne was ever serious about anything, it was parking spaces. It was like a battle to the death in order for someone to get one in a crowded area. " You know, this part of the town gives me a red light district type of vibe..." Bianca commented. There was only a small laugh from her sister, followed by a nod in agreement about the vibe. What was with Roxanne? New clothes and a little bit of makeup and it was like she was suddenly the most graceful thing in the world. Maybe it was the heels. As they neared a bar that Bianca assumed to be their destination, Bianca just had to ask. " So, what do they call you in this town?" Well, Bianca and Dean used their real names in their own town but that was because they made a permanent settlement there, Roxanne had been all over the place so it seemed likely that the blonde would use aliases. Roxanne didn't respond, she only kept walking. When she finally spoke, they were about the enter the bar when she said
"Sam" before clearing her throat. " But they call me Sammie or purely Samantha when we're in that type of mood" Roxanne pulled the door open, being greeted by the thumping music and the mixed scents of alcohol, sweat, and sex. Roxanne just beckoned for Dean and Bianca to follow her to the bar. Roxanne did feel a little proud of her bar. It wasn't shitty, per say, the place was clean and they did play good music but it wasn't exactly high-end. They received good business but they had enough competition in the area to deal with. Once Bianca and Dean were seated at the bar, Roxanne disappeared for a quick moment before returning on the other side with a smile. " So.... this is where I work. Feel free to join the grinding bodies on the dance floor; it's a free country and I don't judge. Isn't it nice!?" Roxanne didn't exactly have to yell over the music but she couldn't help herself. She was proud of her little life and she wanted them to see it. As if on cue, a man slid next to her behind the bar and smiled a rather charming smile at Roxanne, examining her outfit. " Arent we a little slutty tonight" he commented much to Roxanne's embarrassment. Roxanne pulled the guy down by his shoulders so that she could whisper into his ear and you could slowly see him becoming more and more tense at whatever the hell Roxanne was telling him. When she was done, they both turned to Dean and Bianca. " O-Oh god, I didn't really mean that about her. Hi, i'm Jamie. And you're Dean and Bianca. Sammie's told me a whole lot about you two" Roxanne rubbed her neck, damning herself at the moment for how embarrassing this could be for her. Well, she did talk about Dean and Bianca a lot more than she'd ever admit to them. " A day can't go by without some really bitchin' rock music coming on and she's over here just singing away. Whenever someone asks her how she knows so much rock music, she's just all like 'Oh, my brother-in-law has got some really great taste. And then she randomly laughs at stuff that no one else finds funny and her only excuse for it would be that 'her sister would get it'. Man, you two are legendary in here". Roxanne snapped her head towards Jamie. " You're embarrassing me" she whined. She appreciated the fact that he was trying to be really polite to her family by letting them know how much he had come to learn about them through her but she didn't want her to completely embarrass her. " Oh...sorry" he said, rubbing his neck. " Well, I'll go and leave you crazy kids to your shenanigans. Sammie, since tonight's a good night, do you think I could get a dance?" Roxanne didn't respond, she only looked from her sister to a slow, seductive look a Jamie. " What do you think, kiddo?" And just like that, Jamie walked away, looking as if he was unsure whether to feel happy or upset about that. Well, Roxanne didn't tell him no or yes although her words made it seem like a no, her body language made it seem like a yes.
" That's him, Roxy?" Bianca asked, as soon as the guy was out of earshot. Bianca was more interested in the guy rather than pestering Roxanne about the corniness of her alias. " He seems sweet but you're stringing him along, he'll get tired of it eventually" Bianca was saying all of this while Roxanne was busying herself behind the counter, fixing her two guests some drinks. " To be quite honest, I expected him to grovel at Dean's feet and kiss your hand. He's such a schmoozer sometimes." Roxanne slid two drinks across the bar at Dean and Bianca. One was plain whiskey, which was for Dean, and the other was an extremely fruity looking drink which was obviously for Bianca since the brunette actually was a fruity drink type of girl. " He'll be back, he's been waiting to meet you guys for, like, ever.And I am not stringing him on. It's him who's acting like that. I already made it clear that, as long as this ring is on my finger, nothing's going to happen. But he still insists on being like that so who am I to tell him what not to do with his life?"
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 9:54 am
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean nodded his head gently towards Roxanne as she descended from the room, leaving the couple alone in her own apartment with the silence of awkwardness. The hunter shoved his hands inside his jean pockets, hi shoulders tensed, as he knew what Bianca's eyes read when she gazed upon his face. It was the same face he received many times when they were living together. Her chocolate brown eyes and those lips that frowned upon her face was a sight that Dean was familiar with. When she asked if he was okay, Dean just shifted his weight on his feet, raised his chin higher so that it didn't seem like he was slouching, and gave her a crooked grin as his eyes remained unreadable. "I'm always alright," murmured Dean softly, something that he's been repeating to that question this whole time. That he's always alright. The puzzling question is: Is he, though? Dean felt his lopsided smile slowly fade when Bianca asked if they were going back into hunting. He knew that she wanted to live their normal lives, not be a slave to the supernatural life, but when there's a Dijin in town to kill your sister, hunting is part of the job. For now. Dean just swallowed harshly, feeling his adam's apple shift in his throat. "I don't know, Bianca," Dean whispered, even if he was lying and knew what he told Sam. That after this, after they know that Roxanne is safe, he was going to go back to the house he's been living in for a year and continue to live a normal life with Bianca. But for now, they had pressing matters to be taken care of. They didn't need to be worrying about the hunter's life, or about Sam coming back. They need to have this moment.
Dean and Bianca are with Roxanne. Sam is miraculously alive. And they just needed to hold on to that. Maybe tomorrow Dean will yell at Sam, make sure that he gets the idea of what hell that Dean went through himself in Sam's absence. Before anything serious could be spilled or any heavy questions could be asked, a light tapping of shoes was heard. Dean could picture it. Her in a thick tanktop, lip gloss, possibly a skirt, and combat boots. It'd be a girly thing that Dean would see on the blonde. Maybe her long, silky blonde hair would be in curls that gave the natural vibe. He pursed his lips and kept his hands shoved into his pockets as he shifted to the side slightly, his face peering to the hall that Roxanne disappeared to. Then he saw her. And his jaw dropped. He would be the first to admit it. Roxanne was hot. The crop top that she was wearing revealed her stomach, showing off her belly button that Dean had never once saw - he just remembered this. Her hair was really straight, one that showed all of her layers that shaped her face. Normally, her hair is long and flat, but this was just crazy straight. Her jeans were really tight. When Roxanne turned around briefly, he could almost swear that guys must've checked out her a** a few times in those jeans. As Dean's eyes trailed over her really revealing body that he never seen before, he rested his eyes on the shoes she was wearing.
Roxanne was a boot kind of girl. Normally he would see her in black combat boots, converse even, but this was a whole new level. Minus her normal height, Dean could see that Roxanne was almost his height. Bianca wasn't the only one who was gaping at the female who was in front of them, Dean was as well. He couldn't help it. When someone you known for longer than a few years is in front of you and never once shown any signs of skin and is wearing something that Dean would sleep with years ago, it's a big change. As they walked down the streets, Dean kept his eyes on the area around them as well. Not like Bianca, who was marveling every inch of the town that her sister was sleeping in, he was making sure that the Dijin wasn't going to attack them at any time. His protective overcame him right now and he can't help it. He held Bianca's hand, like she wanted to, and gave her a light squeeze to her hand.
When they were greeted with the bar, Dean grinned at the familiar surrounding. The blaring music that thumped with each bass string and kick drum hit; the sight of sweaty dancers on the floor grinding all over one another; the smell of booze and tears of the ones who were rejected. It was something that Dean didn't realized he missed until now. Something familiar. Dean took a seat at the bar and placed his hands together as he looked to Roxanne. When the stranger approached, however, Dean felt his assassin mode flip on. Even if he was pissed at Sam, he had to make sure that no one was to mess with his brother's girl. Dean arched a judging brow at the man that Roxanne leaned to whisper to. She could've just said it bluntly than to whisper in his ear. Either way, she was teasing him or at least stringing him along. As the two of them talked and chatted, Dean couldn't help but grab his drink when it was tossed to him and stand up to leave. He took a sip from the glass, but moved over to the jukebox. He was just pretending to search for some good music but when really, he was trying to bite back the bile words that wants to flow from his mouth like lava.
"Tell me about Roxanne," Dean heard, but didn't move his head. He knew that voice anywhere. Ruby. And then the following sound of Sam's groaning. What the hell? Why would Sam be upset about talking about Roxanne. There was one time when Roxanne and Bianca walked into the gas station to get themselves something to chow down on and Sam was ranting on and on about his fiance. "Sam, stop it, you need to focus. Talking about someone you love will help flip it back on."
"See, you used to do this every night. Party with me, get me to drink, wait until I'm wasted, and then make me talk about Roxanne," whined Sam as he laid out on the pool table.
"Well, it worked last time. I know you don't care about anything right now, but just tell me what you loved about her. Is it her hair? Her eyes? Her smile?"
Dean pursed his lips, confused as f*ck, and moved back over to the bar, his glass emptied because he subconsciously drank it. "Sam's here," whispered Dean, his eyes indicating towards where he heard the voices.
Sam sat up on the pool table and hopped down from it, moving away from Ruby. Ruby let out a huff, one that she was famous for now a days, and grabbed Sam's shirt to turn him around. "I am older than you Sam, which means that I am stronger. Tell me about Roxanne. Talk about her. Or at least your brother. Anyone, Sam, that triggers an emotion."
"Go to hell," growl Sam as he pushed Ruby off of him and turned back around to exit the bar. He had a Dijin to hunt, not a flip to switch.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 3:27 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The girls didn't mind when Dean moved from the bar to go busy himself with whatever. It was a bar with a jukebox, maybe he wanted to change the song. Or he could get himself involved in a little pool game. Regardless, the girls had a few moments to talk about Roxanne's situation. Not the whole Sam thing, just the way she lived. " You look amazing" said Bianca, grinning as she took a sip from the drink that sent chills down her spine. " Like, seriously amazing. Even Dean took a double take" Roxanne had to smile at her sister's compliment, knowing that Bianca and Dean seeing her dressed like this may have been a really big change for them. Roxanne only dressed like this for work and she suddenly felt the need to assure them that she didn't dress like this all the time. " Well, thanks, but this is just for work. Men give great tips when you give them a little something to look at. And the more selective women are that bad either." Bianca coughed a little on her alcoholic beverage, thinking that she was going to ignore the fact that her sister used her body to get more from both men and women. " S-So you make enough to get by on?" Bianca asked. Well, her sister lived in a one bedroom apartment on her own. Bianca wanted to make sure that Roxanne wasn't doing anything bad in order to get money. Bianca was completely okay with Roxanne's new confidence but the blonde was on her own, she shouldn't be messing around with drunk men. She didn't want her sister to get hurt even though Bianca was sure that Roxanne was more than capable of taking care of herself. Roxanne sighed, gripping the counter. " Yes, it is. I'm wise with my expenses. I don't touch my rent money. If I need anything extra, I just wait. I do good, Bianca. I'm fine. I like my job and my apartment and I've made a decent friend so don't sweat it, okay? Just drink and forget about the s**t of today cuz there will sure as hell be more tomorrow." It was enough to shut Bianca up. Roxanne was right, they should just enjoy hanging out with each other rather than worrying about serious stuff like money issues and what not. Bianca wasn't in an extremely high branch at her job, she was a temp, but she still made a nice amount of money when combined with Dean's income. Heh, Bianca was thinking about stuff from a financial perspective. How...normal.
When Dean returned, the remainder of giggles from a Bianca story had vanished from their faces. It was a cute story about a little girl with a crush on Dean that made Roxanne giggle uncontrollably. There was something about imagining a child making Dean uncomfortable that made Roxanne so happy. It was sad how two words made the happiness disappear from both girl's face. It wasn't like they were upset to know that Sam was there, Bianca face was more of concern. What if he was still mad? She didn't think that it was best for Sam to come to the place where the guy that got him all riled up in the first place worked. That could end badly. Roxanne, on the other hand, seemed blatantly annoyed. " If he's with Ruby then that's pretty ******** up. There's about three other bars in this general area and he decides to come to this one? He knows that I work here, he could have gone to any other one." Roxanne seemed more annoyed at the possibility that Ruby was with him. It was a free country for Sam, he could do whatever he wanted, she just didn't want to see Ruby right now. The blonde was even past the point of saying that she'd kill Ruby because, honestly, Sam still spoke to her. They were still friends meaning that Roxanne wouldn't be the one to kill his friend out of sheer jealousy. Maybe that's why Sam was here, to make Roxanne jealous. Well, he shouldn't try playing that game with her right now, not while she was dressed like this. Roxanne wouldn't even lie, she would stoop that low at this point. She wasn't even going to pretend that she was above doing something like that. Even if both girls were obviously discomforted by the information presented to them, you still see their eyes roaming over the conglomeration of peoples, the two of them just wanting to know if he was alone or not. See, they were okay if he was there, they just didn't want him to be there with Ruby. That's a real double standard right there since Bianca was practically egging Roxanne on to admit that this Jamie guy was more than just a friend.
Bianca looked at Dean, sipping her drink. " Why didn't you invite him over?" She said him, not them. It didn't matter that Ruby once helped Roxanne and Sam get the venue of their engagement, Bianca still didn't like her. The girls didn't owe Ruby anything for being nice on a few occasions that the girls were able to count on their fingers. " We could all make up and have a big hoorah" Roxanne had gone to busying herself behind the counter once more, producing a couple shot glasses that she downed quickly. It wasn't to do her in, it was to begin her night. She worked at a bar, she had to drink some of the merchandise, didn't she? " I hope you don't do that every night. It's quite a walk from here to your apartment" Roxanne responded with a simple and defensive shake of the head, explaining that she never really drank outside of the apartment and was only doing that because they had Dean with them. Bianca grinned at Dean. " Bodyguard" she chimed. Well, Dean ended up being a bodyguard type of guy for them a lot more than they intended. Dean was a guy! A lethal guy, at that. The girls felt safe with him and there was no shame in that. He was Bianca's boyfriend and Roxanne just considered him a brother at this point so it was no clue that the girls felt safe with him.
" Well I'm not going up to him" said Roxanne, steering the conversation back to Sam. " He's mad at me, aint he?" Bianca raised an index finger. " And me too. It's all left up to you, Deaneth. That is your mission, if you choose to accept it" The girls had gone from being really tense to actually quite relaxed about the whole thing. Well, it was a bar, if Sam did anything with Ruby, no one was obligated to stay near them and tolerate it. There weren't much other free seats at the bar but they could move. Roxanne was, in fact, at work so she could easily do what she was actually supposed to be doing. She didn't have to behave like she normally did with Jamie for the sake of pissing Sam off even more. Bianca was right, maybe Roxanne was stringing the boy along. " It's whatever" piped up Roxanne, a phrase that she had managed to squeeze in a couple times that day to show that either given choice was fine by her. " I should be working, anyway"
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xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Sun Nov 03, 2013 7:25 am
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean looked between the girls as they ranted and vented about all of this. He understood the rage of Roxanne if he was here with Ruby, but then again, it's not like he knows that there are three other bars around here. Sam can be a drinker, if you get the right spot. That's what Dean is worried about. Sam stumbling around, accidentally running into someone, after they call him out Sam will shout back at them, and then poor defenseless Sam will have to fight off guys and most likely lose. When Sam's drunk, all of those evil thoughts that run through his head will come out of his nice mouth. It'll be like acid to Sam when he wakes up with a hangover, but his unconscious state would love the feeling of calling someone out. When Roxanne mused that Dean was the bodyguard, Dean quirked a smile. "Bodyguard?" Dean repeated with an amused look.
Then the girls fought - not really fighting, more on debating - over who should approach Sam. And, of course, it all led down to Dean. Dean arched a skeptic brow at both of the girls and asked, "What makes you guys so sure that I'm not pissed off at the guy?" Dean let his eyes flicker between Roxanne's and Bianca's. But they were right. Roxanne was working, and maybe Bianca can keep Roxanne occupied. And, who knows, maybe Sam needs a little roughing up. "Alright," sighed Dean, rising from his stool, "I'll go look for my baby bro." After a tap of his knuckles on the brown wooden counter of the bar, Dean took pride in his brotherly role and walked towards Sam who was trying to leave the bar.
"Sam!" Dean barked, his deep, gravely voice heard when he shouts. "Sam wait!" Sam slowed down to a stilled stop, but did not dare to turn around. Why? Dean's brows mixed together with a puzzling state, but that didn't stop Dean from extending a hand out to grab his brother. Before his fingers could even brush against Sam's dark shirt, his arm was yanked from control and held strongly at his side. Dean shot his eyes in the direction of his arm and found Ruby. Well, the girls are going to be met with disappointment. "Ruby," growled Dean, all of his blaming guilt raging out on her. It could be her fault that Sam hadn't made contact with them for a year.
"No, Dean, wait!" said Ruby, actual fear in her voice. There are only a few occasion when he hear this, and it was very rare. "Sam's not exactly him right now! His humanity is shut off!" Ruby was wanting to get Dean away from Sam and to the bar, but she didn't want to force him with her demon strength. He'll just fight back, and cause a whole lot of mayhem.
"Humanity?" Dean asked with an amused expression as he looked down at Ruby. "Oh, that's cute. If anyone doesn't have humanity, it's me."
"Dean, I am not kidding. Get the hell out of here-" Ruby snarled, but stopped abruptly when Sam turned around to look at the two of them.
Dean furrowed his brows together in confusion when Ruby was commanding him to leave, wondering why she was so eager for his protection. But then again, what did he need protection from. When she stopped talking altogether, Dean turned his attention to what Ruby was facing: Sam. "Sam! Hey, buddy, why don't we hang out, have a few beers. Hell, you can tell me more about Samuel," encouraged Dean with a childish, encouraging grin. He gave Sam a bounce of his eyebrows to indicate his brother to join.
Sam looked between Ruby, Dean, to the girls by the bar, and then to Dean again. "I know that you slacked off for a year, Dean-" this was when Dean could feel his hands clenching, even if Ruby was still grasping one of his arms, "-but I didn't. There's something out there killing people. You might've gotten out of the hunting business, but I didn't. And you're right. You shouldn't get back in the hunting business, but not for Bianca. For the fact that you're weak now. You let your emotions take control, and that's why you would fail. Sorry, Dean, but I got a Dijin to hunt." Then Sam turned around to face the door ahead of him but stopped when Dean spoke up.
It was Dean's turn. "So, what, you're just going to walk out? What about me, man? I need my brother. Roxanne? She needs her fiance! You guys were supposed to ride off in the sunset, hand in hand." Then Dean blinked, as if realization. "Dude, that sounded so gay of me.." murmured Dean, mainly to just lighten the mood. Maybe get a laugh out of Sam. But when Dean looked back, Sam just inhaled deeply - since his shoulder rose and fell - and exited the bar altogether. Dean sighed and released his arm from the grasps of Ruby and faced her with a death like look in his eyes. "Fix him. I don't care what you did or how you did it, but you fix him. For now, it's your fault." Dean pointed to the door and watched as Ruby walked out without hesitating. Dean ran a hand over his mouth as he walked back to the bar and sat back down in his comfortable stool. "There's something wrong with Sam. I don't know, he's just.. not himself. It's like he doesn't care about anything. What if the Dijin already got ahold of him?"
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sun Nov 03, 2013 4:39 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The girls hadn't considered Dean being pissed at Sam. They knew that Dean had every right to be mad but he wasn't pissed at Sam like they were. The girls were a trash-talking type of pissed while Dean just seemed subtly mad, like he'd rather talk to Sam's face rather than behind his back. Any neither girl felt the least bit guilty about talking about Sam right in front of Dean. They rather talk about Sam in front of him openly than make it seem like it's such a big deal that they had to keep it from him. It seemed that every time Dean moved away, the girls would occupy themselves with sharing stories of events that happened since the last time they saw each other. Now Roxanne was telling Bianca about a couple bar fights that went on and how extremely cool they seemed at the time. Roxanne did enjoy the bar fights as long as no one got hurt. For some reason, she began to find joy in seeing buff, drunk men getting their a** handed to them on a silver platter. The girls didn't follow Dean with their eyes, they just kept themselves occupied. Jamie had returned at some point, nagging Roxanne about how she was going to make money this night due to her being too occupied with her family. Roxanne had just told Jamie not to 'sweat it' and to leave her be. She worked her a** off nightly, she deserved a little bit of R&R. Standing in heels all night was not an easy task for a girl who was really just getting used to her new wardrobe.
When Dean returned, neither girl said a word. Bianca slowly sipped her second drink, trying to savor it because she hadn't intended on drinking tonight. She was here to meet a guy, not get drunk. Roxanne, on the other hand, looked down at her shoes for a minute before saying. " He had Lucifer inside of him, Dean. We saw him go into the pit, it didn't matter how long he was in there, it could have been long enough for some damage to be done. Maybe he's just dealing with it differently than you did, you know?" Or maybe he was a demon and can turn off his humanity. Neither girl wanted to be the one to break that news to Dean so they kept their mouth shut about it. If anything, Bianca isn't supposed to know about it so that she didn't seem like she was keeping secrets from Dean. Roxanne had told Bianca, assuming that Sam would tell Dean but that wasn't the case. Roxanne rather take the blame for this than let her sister share in it. "He seemed like himself last night. Maybe it's just us, you know. Maybe he's regretting coming to us so he's trying to push us away. He's a big boy, we shouldn't have to chase after him in order to get him to communicate with us in some way" Roxanne spoke as she fiddled around behind the counter again. She had a way of working and making you feel like you had all of her attention. When Roxanne put the glass on the counter, it wasn't full with any type of alcohol. It was filled with the little cherries that go in some of the drinks. Roxanne put on it her mouth, pulling out the stem and sliding it close to Dean and Bianca, in case they wanted some also. " If he'd brush you off, then there's not much I could do" she said, swallowing the cherry. " I mean, I know I'm his fiancé and all- and who knows how long that may last at this point- but I've got nothing on you, Dean. You're his brother. If he's shutting you out then we're all not getting anything from him." Roxanne loved Sam and no amount of time would change that but, with the way things were looking from her perspective, they'd have a lot to work on if they want to get back to what they once were. Roxanne doesn't even want to share a bed with him right now.
Bianca took a cherry by it's stem and put the entire thing in her mouth, eventually sticking her tongue out a show a cherry-less mouth with the stem knotted. " God, I used to love the stem-tying game..." It was that one thing that kids always claimed to be a way to tell if someone's a good kisser. Bianca sighed heavily, tapping her knuckles on the counter. " I bet it was Ruby..." muttered Bianca. Yeah, she was more pissed about Ruby than about Sam. From the looks of it, Bianca was more jealous of the female demon pushing up on her sister's man than Roxanne was. " Emotional detachment is also a coping mechanism. The less you care, the less things bother you. He's been through enough. Maybe he finally just...cracked. He saved the world, he doesn't owe it anything anymore, you know?" It was one of the times that Bianca had to move her hands around a lot when she spoke to try to get her message across. She wasn't saying that Sam was necessarily cold hearted, which he actually was at this moment, she was just saying that this could just be his way to show that he's done with the s**t that he's been put through. " I don't know, I'm just trying to give a method to the madness. He just wants to get the Dijinn. I wouldn't want it hurting my sister" Bianca put another cherry in her mouth ominously, looking from Roxanne to Dean. " And what do you mean by ' and who knows how long that may last at this point'? What's with that?"
Roxanne groaned, tilting her head up to the ceiling and spinning in a circle. " I mean that, as of now, it's not looking all that nice. Don't worry about it, it's not like I'm contemplating dumping him. It's just that it's been a year and it'll take a while for me to be comfortable? Can we not. My fiancé is supposed to be dead, that last thing I need is one of the other bartenders hearing me talking about him as if he's alive." Roxanne ate a cherry, shaking her head to dismiss the conversation of her and Sam as a couple as of now. Bianca nodded, understanding how this conversation in such a public place - especially one that Roxanne worked in. But it wasn't like anyone would be listening in. " Alright. We can bury that topic for now." Bianca swiveled on her stool to look at Dean, bumping her knees against his leg. " Do you think he'll come back to Roxanne's house? Cuz if he does, we could all just talk to him. I could apologize if that makes the situation better. But this is all happening a little fast, isn't it? Instead of throwing a parade and painting the town red over his return, the three of us are sitting in a bar and discussing his situation while he's out being all brooding shoulders." Bianca sipped her drink. " I'm sure he just needs to blow off a little steam and when he's all calmed then he'll be the Sam that we're used to."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Thu Nov 07, 2013 1:35 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean listened to the words of Roxanne as she explained that he had Lucifer inside of him. True but it shouldn't be enough to make him such a... d**k. Dean knew that's the words that other hunters liked to describe Dean, followed along with, "But sure is a damn good hunter," but Dean knew that this term fit at this moment. Sam seemed so heartless.. Emotionless. Like he didn't care about anything or anyone. Dean just shrugged his shoulders at Roxanne's suggestion, knowing something off about her tone, and faced towards the door that Sam marched through with a determined face. "At least he's doing somethin'," muttered Dean, looking at his empty glass now. He ignored the girls as they spoke to one another, just trying to replay the look that Sam given Dean right before he sauntered out. It was a look that Dean was very familiar with, but not on Sam's face. While the girls talked, even trying to join Dean in the conversation, he directed his attention else where.
That glare, that stand, that whole image that Sam had. It was the complete opposite of the frightened face he had when Dean intruded on his moment of cooking for the mistress. Before Dean could solve it, the name on the tip of his tongue, Castiel appeared. And right beside Dean too. "Hello, Dean," spoke Castiel in his gravely voice.
Dean jumped with a jolt at the sudden arrival of the angel and turned his head to the other way, facing Bianca, to shut his eyes and count back from 10. His anger was rising, like always when Castiel shows up suddenly anywhere, and with the confusion and frustration that was consuming Dean wasn't helping. "Jesus Christ!" barked Dean as he jerked his head towards Castiel with a glare.
Confused and stupid, Dean like to call it, Castiel responded, "No, it's Castiel." His tone drawled, like he was trying to figure out what Dean wanted to do with Jesus. Perhaps he did find Christianity after all. But that was the least of his worries. With a shake of his head, Castiel glanced around, his eyes squinting everywhere. "I could sense your anger, Dean. I came to help." Facing the hunter in front of him, he asked, "How can I be of assistance?"
"Well, first off, you can stop with the poppin' outta nowhere thing. Scarin' the hell outta me more times than to count," grumbled Dean as he faced back to Roxanne. He tapped his glass against the counter to indicate that he wanted more to drink. With Castiel and his competition with the modern day talk, Dean's going to need a little more alcohol in his system. "It's nothin' anyways. I mean, you could've helped a year ago when my brother went down under but you just healed me and disappeared." Castiel had rather a guilty face but Dean didn't notice. When he was done with this obvious insult, he turned his head towards Roxanne, straight ahead. Castiel's eyes dropped helplessly and his breath hitched, showing signs of regret.
"Dean-"
"Don't, Cas. I can't even deal with any angel drama right now, okay?" Facing the guilty angel, Dean continued, "My brother comes back from the dead and acts like an a**. My girlfriend and I are trying to spend some time with her sister before we go back to our place to watch movies tomorrow. I'm trying to figure out how the hell to stay out of the hunting business without my pain in the a** little brother hunting down the people I love and causing sh*t. Hell, I can't even sit here and have a drink without some sort of relationship bullcrap goin' on. My best friend left me hangin' for a year, leaving me to my pain that I thought my brother was dead and that was it. So, sorry, Cas, if I don't feel up for talkin' to you. I got enough on my plate." With that, Dean faced back to his cup, waiting for the whiskey to appear as if by magic. He knew that it was wrong for him to say that, but after everything that he's been through, he had to snap.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Nov 09, 2013 10:46 am
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bianca nearly fell off her barstool when Cas popped up. For one, she will never get used to Castiel popping up like that and her near-floor encounter was also caused by Dean. He was closer to her than Cas was so she more reacted on him than on Cas. " Hi, Castiel, nice to see you" she said, the blame apparent in her voice. She wasn't being mean to him or anything, she was only speaking like that because it was his fault she nearly fell off the bar stool. The brunette couldn't help but giggle just the slightest bit at Castiel's obliviousness to the term 'Jesus Christ'. The girls would probably hate Cas if they didn't find him childishly adorable in a way. Bianca's giggles died as quickly as they came the minute Castiel opened his mouth again. Assistance? If he wasn't an angel, Bianca would b***h at him. Assistance her a**. Well, him being an angel wasn't what was standing in between her bitching at him, it was the fact that he was him. He helped them on several occasions, he helped bring her boyfriend back. No matter what, Bianca owed him credit for that. " Cas, I don't think now's the time for your-" but Bianca didn't really need to finish since Dean had already begun. Eh, she'll let him handle it. Not like Cas was there for her specifically anyway, right?
Roxanne rolled her eyes when Dean tapped his glass on the counter. She wouldn't give him any more to drink. He could hold his liquor but that didn't mean that Roxanne was going to continuously take from the top shelf just because he was him. No, she was more interested in the type of assistance Cas would be able to do if he had enough knowledge of the given situation. But Roxanne couldn't talk to Cas about what was really going on even if she wanted to help Sam. It would be a b***h for Dean to find out from Cas rather than from one of them. It suddenly hit her that this random dude in a trench coat popping up may have been normal to them but not normal to anyone else so she craned her neck to see if anyone was looking at them funny while Dean ranted on about Cas. She only brought her attention back to the group once Dean had finished and was looking at his cup once more. Roxanne groaned, grabbing his cup and going back to busying herself with her bartender duties. Roxanne moved flawlessly as she filled his cup nearly to the rim with whiskey and slid it his way. " Only because life is stressful." she stated. Roxanne leaned on the counter, looking right at Cas. " I know you mean well and all but you can't pop up in places like you just did. People aren't used to seeing that, Cas." You could hear the strain in her voice, how she was so worried about everything going south for her in this town. She had been a normal girl named Samantha for song long and all it took is Sam wanting to kill a Dijinn for everything that is weird to suddenly pop up again. Roxanne hadn't even seen Castiel since Sam had died. Roxanne sighed softly as she heard a slurred male voice not to far from her position infront of her family. He was calling for her and she could tell just from the way that he called her sexy. Now, Roxanne wasn't conceited or anything, there were about three other beautiful girls that worked at the bar but they weren't there tonight so he had to be calling for Roxanne. " Uno momento" she said to her family before walking away to the guy.
Bianca turned her back to the direction that Roxanne had walked in, her fist clenched on top of the table. " I don't like this. I mean, she looks great and all but I don't like this. The bar, the drunk men." Bianca shook her head. " I think I'm going to vomit if I see one of them checking her out" A chill ran through Bianca as she put another cherry in her mouth. She had been trying to remember what you're supposed to call the little cherries in the jar of syrup that are usually used at bars but she just couldn't remember it. " Dean's just stressed out, Cas. I don't think that Angel assistance is what we need at the moment but we'd be sure to give you a call if necessary" Bianca didn't sound like she was hiding a thing, she just had a slight b***h tone to her voice. Actually, she's had that tone all day towards anyone who wasn't Roxanne and Dean. " A-And where have you been anyway? You can't just pop up whenever you feel like you could help us, Cas. If someone saw you, that could cause a really big problem. Angels don't exist, Cas" That was the first time that Bianca has ever said that something didn't exist. Well, that was something she had been telling herself for the past year. Those things don't exist for normal people and that's what they were now, right? Normal people. At least that was what they were trying to be. They were normal to the people around them. Dean and Bianca were an ordinary young couple and Roxanne was an ordinary bar girl. Only they knew what they have seen and done in the past and it was stuff that many people wouldn't even believe if the three got the chance to talk about it. Neither girl even reacted to Dean snapping because they were kind of waiting for it.
Roxanne came back over to her family, looking like she needed a bath. " Men" she huffed. Although Roxanne seemed disgusted, she knew that drunk men make mistakes such as screwing up the money they gave to bartenders. The pig had ended up giving Roxanne $30 more than he needed to. Roxanne leaned across the bar, staring at Dean. " I'm conflicted about whether I should give you ore alcohol to make you less tense or give you less so that you don't go burn the town down." It was truth. Roxanne wasn't sure whether or not it would have been helpful to keep giving Dean alcohol. Roxanne had become very responsible with drinking. It was about a 10 minute walk from the bar to her apartment and a lot could happen in 10 minutes so she rather everyone be sobered up. The little rosiness in Bianca's cheeks didn't even phase Roxanne. If Bianca was sober enough to walk and talk like she would normally do then the brunette was alright. " You know, Cas, you can help us by keeping an eye out for Sam." Roxanne looked from Dean to Bianca, raising her eyebrows as if she needed their approval for that statement. " I rather know where he is than worry about him all the time." Roxanne could see Bianca gearing up to say something, possibly about how Roxanne could do that on her own. " No magic" said Roxanne quietly, silencing her sister before she even got the words out. " Samantha isn't a witch, Samantha doesn't know anything about magic. Samantha is extremely good at poker and someone owes Samantha money or else Samantha will have to deal with said person"
Bianca snorted at her sister. " You don't even look like a Samantha, you know. Samantha is a really calm name, a person could talk one look at you and know that you're anything but calm" Roxanne rolled her eyes. " I went as Tasha for a good while before I decided on Samantha, kiss my a**, youngin'" Roxanne looked at Dean. " You two don't have to stay here, if you don't want to. I usually stay until we lock up for the night but you two could go back to my place and relax. It's been a long day for you" It's been a long day for Roxanne also but she felt like it was worse for Dean, just because Roxanne and Bianca knew what was really going on while Dean was just clueless. " None of us need any of this but that's not the case. You two shouldn't have known he was alive. I shouldn't have called, I could have dealt with this without having you two in the mix." Bianca sighed. " So what you're saying is that you wouldn't have told us?" Roxanne nodded, not feeling the least bit ashamed about it. She lied before, right? " It would have been much easier than having Sam being an a** to his own brother, Dean snapping, and you getting under Sam's skin. I'm not attacking you, Bianca, because I probably would have ended up rubbing my little human boy in his face somewhere down the line just for payback but, still. He was somewhat fine until the hate started getting thrown his way. And wasn't just your hate so don't feel like I'm throwing this all on you, Bianca. We all weren't doing too good of a job at masking it. Even if Dean didn't do anything, you could tell he wasn't all that happy about Sam" Roxanne breathed in heavily, trying to catch her breath before she continued. " I pulled out a gun on him twice last night. The first time out of protection because he didn't know that he was him and the second time was out of pure rage. He's acting the way he is because of us. He's had a year to think about how this would go once he's shown himself so he better man up and deal with this rather than running around with the demon". Bianca had stared at her sister, looking incredulous. The blonde had manage to let out a rant without even seeming upset, she looked calm, like a teacher giving a history lesson or something. " Okay, one? You called Jamie your human boy. Your witch is showing, Roxy. And you're human, too, you've just got an advantage over the rest of us. Two? You called Ruby 'the demon'. Are you alright, there? You can actually be angry, you've got a right, you know. We've all got a right so there's no sense in hiding it to spare his feelings. "
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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Posted: Tue Nov 12, 2013 3:08 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean rolled his eyes at Castiel once more and turned his head to face where the angel stood. But instead being greeted with a reaction, Castiel was just gone. Well, clearly he didn't listen to Roxanne. When Roxanne debated about giving him more alcohol, Dean groaned for a sign of 'yes'. More alcohol means that he can relax more. It's not like he was planning on doing anything else tonight, right?
Sam walked into the warehouse that Ruby led him to, although glancing around his surroundings in confusion. This is way off the map from where they were looking for the Dijinn earlier. Sam paused at the door that Ruby pasted through, squinting his eyes at her. Sure, they have been working together for the past year, but doesn't mean that after everything that she's done, he trusted her. Ruby disappeared into the darkness, but suddenly her figure came back out as to look at him. Her eyes screamed for him to follow. "Are you comin' or not, chicken?" asked Ruby, cocking an eyebrow and her hands motioning for him to enter. Sam let out a deep sigh, one of arrogant since he didn't like this new profound attitude she had on him. Then again, the way he treated her, the snarkiness that he met her with would soon resurface. Finally, his shoulders showing the sign of defeat, Sam entered the building and followed closely behind Ruby.
Though Ruby was leading the way and Sam had issues with her, he was also going to be aware of what could jump out in the shadows. Sam kept a steady footstep, slowly stalking further and further inside. Eventually, when he lost Ruby, Sam stopped immediately in his tracks. "Ruby?" Sam called out, his angered eyes growing as he held his hands out. He was prepared to fight if needed. Spinning around at a sudden sound, Sam was met with Ruby trying to cuff him. Quickly and just as swift, Sam yanked them from her hands and cuffed them around her own wrists. "What the hell is this?" Sam asked after he was able to bind her hands. Ruby had them set to where they were trapped against a pole to prevent Sam from going anywhere. Well.. Now her. Ruby fought against the binds that jingled loudly in the stilled air but with a groan of defeat, the demon glared at Sam.
"You were being a douchebag. I thought maybe you needed to blow off steam," grumbled Ruby as she shook the handcuffs violently, heading the bangs that the chains would make whenever they got hit against the metal pole. With a groan, Ruby leaned against that very pole and watched as Sam stepped closer, as if to be intimidating. It was truely scary, the way he was glaring at her, the very eyes sent chills down her spine. But the thought that this was Sam without a soul, Ruby thought back to when Sam was all nerd and nothing was evil about this boy. Sure, he had powers and used them every so often, but that wasn't evil.
"You thought wrong," growled Sam as put his hands on his hips, towering over her. Ruby puffed out a breath, causing a loose strand of hair to fly off her face and somewhere else. Sam thought he heard a mutter, he couldn't be too sure, but then instead of that emotionless expression that she wore, she had a smirk. A rather smug smirk. Then a loud jingle was heard. When Sam steadied himself from a whole bunch of rushing movements, he realized what had happened. The cuffs were on him, holding his hands back, and Ruby was free. Ruby had her hands on her wrists with that same smug smile, but looked even more proud. Sam fought with the cuffs, more than what Ruby even efforted and it showed Sam, himself, that this was all just a set up. From luring him in with a horrid nickname, then making him drop his guard and think that he trapped Ruby in her own trick, and then ended up here.
Ruby shrugged her shoulders innocently with a small pout before her face broke out in a snide grin again. "No, Sammy. You thought wrong. Ta ta for now," drawled Ruby with a feeble wave and an exit for the door. All she could hear behind her were swear words from Sam and the jingle from the cuffs and chains. Ruby sauntered down the street, head up and smile on, and was keeping an eye out for the bar that she was just inside. The one where she ran into Dean Winchester, the other brother. She didn't need to do anything to him or for him, but where ever Dean is, Roxanne most likely is. Approaching inside, Ruby grazed her eyes over the faces and the bodies that were in the building. Didn't take her long, since she heard from Sam that she's a bartender, so she eventually found the three famous people hanging around like usual. Sitting down on the opposite side chair that Dean was sitting on, Ruby grinned at him, then at Bianca. "Hello, lovebirds," she beamed, with obvious mischief in her tone.
After facing Roxanne, Ruby arched a brow. "Hello, Roxanne," commented Ruby with the same suspicious tone. "One beer please," mused Ruby as she crossed her arms over the table, much like how Dean was, but not slouching like him. "I had a rough.. disagreement with Sammy." Then Dean's body grown defensive, tight, and tensed.
"I'm the only one who gets to call him that," growled Dean.
"Hey, you wanna bust my chops about it, go ahead. But wouldn't you like to know where your brother is now?" Ruby watched as it hit Dean. Sam Winchester wasn't by her side. Dean's eyes flickered over the crowd in the bar, but Ruby just laughed. "He's not here, Dean-o. He's at a warehouse across town, cooling off. He'll paint the town in red with blood if he's run loose and his fiance is bragging about being with another guy." Ruby didn't once look at Roxanne while she said this, only bore her eyes into Dean's. "He's tied up, not able to go anywhere, which gives me enough time to kill the damn thing in this town, grab Sam, and get the hell outta here with the Campbells." Ruby shrugged her shoulders as if she was still so innocent in this act.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
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Posted: Fri Nov 15, 2013 4:12 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx ◆ xx And I don’t wanna see what I’ve seen x To undo what has been done. x Turn off all the lights xxxx Let the morning come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxNow there’s green light in my eyes xAnd my lover on my mind. xAnd I’ll sing from the piano xtear my yellow dress and
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCry xxand xx cry xxand xxcry xxxxOVERxxxxTHE xxxxLOVE xxxxOF xxxx YOU !
xx ◟ x x ║█████████████ ✽ ███ x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE THE GREEN LIGHT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx IS A RESIDENT OF THE SMALL WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Roxanne had taken Dean's grunt as a yes and just filled up his glass when he ran out. She was interested in Bianca since the brunette didn't request another drink. She just kept requesting more and more cherries. Roxanne had gone into telling a story, feeling as if it was worth telling in an effort to distract them from the real situation at hand. Dean was too hung up on Sam's behavior, Bianca was hung up on Sam being a demon, and Roxanne was hung up on Sam being with Ruby for the past year. Bianca felt bad right about now. Dean was so confused about Sam while both Roxanne and Bianca knew. Bianca wanted to tell him more than anything but how could you possibly tell someone that the person they love is one of the things that they had killed in the past. That's why Bianca had been so quiet the entire night. Over the past year, the biggest lie that she's ever told Dean was that she wasn't feeling too well. Maybe she'd pretend to have a migraine or something just so he could take care of her but that was it. She paid her penance by actually becoming sick within recent days. The brunette didn't want to get drunk and end up spilling anything that she shouldn't.
Roxanne was filling up another glass with cherries for Bianca when Ruby showed up. Even with the time away from each other, the girls still kept their similar tendencies. They both ended up looking like cats when they're about the strike, backs arched slightly and looking ten times as alert as they had a couple minutes before the demon showed up. Roxanne didn't do anything, she recollected herself and straightened her back up again. Roxanne didn't give the demon a bear. In fact, she seemed to ignore the woman entirely. This was where Roxanne worked, Dean and Bianca were family who she hadn't seen in some time so they got free drinks. But she didn't even like Ruby so why would she give a friendly gesture to thing...this thing. Roxanne shouldn't call Ruby a thing, even in her mind, solely because Sam was like her now. Sam was with her now, also. Roxanne cared when Ruby spoke around Sam but she didn't show it. She only plucked a few cherries from Bianca's cup and chewed on it. Although, Roxanne couldn't help but raise an eyebrow when Ruby mentioned her bragging about being with another guy. Roxanne didn't say a word, though, she let Ruby finish what she had to say to Dean before the blonde opened her mouth. " Right, right, because I'm the one that told him that I'm with another guy. Because I'm the one that's been running around with another dude, right? Sam was supposed to be dead so excuse me for making a friend. I'm sorry if that disagrees with him but I'm more than sure that he's had a jolly good time with you. So you can ******** yourself up the a**" Roxanne didn't feel the least bit ashamed about her choice of words. Well, she worked in a bar, her mouth had become quite foul but it was only apparent when she got mad. Roxanne gripped the counter, shaking her head. " Campbells?" Her eyes automatically went to Dean, scanning his face for any recognition. " That's your mom's last name- You know what? If you know, don't tell us. Don't say a word about it. We'll find out eventually" Roxanne was doing this because she rather not have Dean spill something that Sam told him since it would mean that Roxanne would feel obligated to return the favor. The blonde passed a hand through her hair. " I need a drink" she said before simply walking away, calling out "J, give me something strong, please! And change this damn song"
Bianca had cringed at her sister's vulgarity. Bianca was eating something, for Christ's sake! She didn't need the mental imagine of Ruby....ew. Bianca had ended up nodding when Roxanne said not to tell them. " We don't need to know. If he didn't tell Roxy then we're not supposed to know. Don't tell us." Bianca couldn't stress that enough. She didn't enjoy how the girls were able to tell Dean not to tell them without making it seem like they knew something that he wasn't aware of. Sam comes back and then the lies begin again. Bianca felt like a born-again type of person with the way she was behaving. Bianca put a cherry in her mouth, ignoring the looks she was getting from a guy from down the bar. Well, at least she's tell got it, right? At least she's not radiating 'taken'. Bianca didn't say anything to Ruby or even acknowledge her. Well, she acknowledged her words but not her entirely. Bianca nearly said 'Take him. I doubt she wants to see him anyway' but she held that back. Bianca wanted to give Sam the benefit of the doubt and try not to believe that anything had gone on between him and Ruby in the past year. Sam was sweet, he never came across as a cheater but Bianca didn't know the demon part of Sam. She didn't know how he behaved without his humanity. That was Bianca's only concern in this whole situation. Roxanne seemed to have looked past the entire demon thing, Roxanne was completely fine until Ruby had come into the picture. But Ruby knowing about what's-his-face only meant that Sam had to mention it at some point, right? And it was Bianca's fault. Now she was obligated to try and fix this. Bianca pushed the cup away from her, still nearly filled with cherries. She didn't want to get herself sick. " She's just going to get under your skin, love" she said, speaking to Dean.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx──────────── xx◆ xx Sweet Sixteen and we had arrived x Walking down the streets as they whistlex "hi, hi!"xxxx Stealing police cars with xthe senior guysx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTeachers said that xwe'd never make it out alive.xThere she was, my new best friendxHigh heels in her handsxSwaying in the wind xxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThen she starts to cry xMascara running down her little xBambi eyesx"Lana how I hate those guys" xThis is what makes us girls x
xxxxxxWe all look for heaven and we put love firstxxxxSomething that we'd die for xIt's our curse.
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