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 Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 7:53 pm
"Yes... but you can actually control it now. So you have completelly lost that reason. To my understanding, excluding Nyl, you are one of the most normal people there..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 7:56 pm
Clow's smile faded, before he opened his eyes and looked up at the sky.
"It's only a matter of time before I lose control though. He wants to come here...and personally take me away himself. I realized...that the closer I get to him...the more I lose control. If I let him come to the Dojo, we'd all be screwed. So...I'm leaving for a bit, so he just comes for me. Only me. Thing is...I'd be with you, so maybe I should go off on my own?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:01 pm
"Go ahead... I'm not stopping you..." Fenris said, standing up and dusting herself off. She started walking away... she was acting so cold to Clow... but... she couldn't help it. "But, I's suggest staying at the dojo... just because...if Tutsumi could hold you off, then everyone else could take care of him... and maybe you are just over-exadurating on the 'too cloe/lose control' theory..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:04 pm
Clow closed his eyes, not keeping his eyes closed once again.
"Fen. Why do you think I haven't been around lately? I went to find him...and I did. Can't you feel my chakra signature? It's still not calm."
He began to sit up, ready to stand up fully.
"Maybe it was a bad idea to come out here..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:06 pm
"Maybe..." She shot back at him quickly, walking down the beach. She was really starting to hate her attitude, which only made it worse...
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:12 pm
Clow kept his back to her and stared forward annoyed.
"Aren't you afraid of being alone Fen? I mean, running away, won't fix anything. Running away with a friend, can. One that cares. And with that attitude you've grown towards me...One could tell that over these couple of years..."
Then he looked away and regreeted what he was to say.
"...You've grown to hate me."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:16 pm
"I don't hate you!" She spun around to stare at his in... some kinda of upset emotion. It was a mixed of annoyed and sad. "I could never hateyou guys... any of you. I just..." She sighed and looked back at the ocean. "Tell me Clow... one thing I've done... one thing since you knew me. Something that helped someone else like everyone at the dojo did to me..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:23 pm
Clow tilted his head to the side, looking back, still slightly annoyed. She didn;t know? He smirked, and then looked forward again.
"You helped me didn't you? You might not know it. But...when...you and me had our little 'thing', hearing those three special words, helped me throughout the day. They kept me going. If it wasn't for you...I probably would have been dead. I'd be the victim, and the murderer...Look, I'm sorry to bring this up, but in all honesty...you saved me, and helped me, definately. I mean...look at me now."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:27 pm
"Yeah... that might have been like that... but I meant something different... I mean..." She sighed and sat down again... "I... don't even know if I can take care of myself anymore, all I see to be is a few words... that's all... then every other momment I'm dead of... hurt..." She closed her eyes slowly, "I couldn't get Neko to notice it was me he was strangling... when all Ryuu had to do was slap him... That... really... hurt. I feel like... I'm trapped there..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:31 pm
((Yar. I be here. After yet another fire alarm pulling. Grar. I keel them.))
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:32 pm
((I'm here too. I haven't any reason why I wasn't on earlier, though. ))
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:34 pm
"You don't understand Fen..."
He turned fully and faced her finally.
"You're not just a bunch of words. You may have your flaws. But we all do. I can't perform my clan's fire jutsus without burning my own tongue, sadly. You're not alone there. We're all a family in one form or another. And we haven't looked at you as an outsider, or anything. Maybe you DO need a vacation. But not a permanent one...I don't know about the rest of 'em, but I know I'd miss you..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:36 pm
"Clow... all I have been is babied when I'm there. I'm hurt and everyone tries to help... I don't have even a momment to try and do something myself... If feel out of place, and just a neussance..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:39 pm
Shaking his head, he plopped down on the sand, looking away, keeping his hands in his lap, as he crossed his legs.
"Well still...if you leave, I leave."
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 8:42 pm
Fenris hesitated, glancing back at him, then back at the ocean. "Whatever..." She the stood up again and started walking off again.
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