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 Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 8:11 am
Bleh, too much opinion too early in the morning. gonk
I want some ceral or something. xp I think I'll have Kat walk to the store while I do the dishes and clean the living room. And we can eat and chill all day. 3nodding heart
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 10:41 am
*Rolls around in all your opinions/posts*
biggrin
Mmmmmm..... cereal. <3 I like honey nut crunch with almonds... mmm......
^_^
xD I think the arguments go in circles thing is a good reason to become a pacifist. Or why pacifists are pacifists.... it's just not worth the effort to get yourself all worked up when in the end neither of you will win.
razz
If more people took the time to see things from a different angle/perspective and realize the big picture, I think the world might be a better place..
People are too keen on doing things like.... reading something that has things that go against their own beliefs, feeling that what was said was right, becoming afraid of it, and then they find a way to dismiss it all as rubbish so they can go on living their safe, happy, ordered lives.
It's just a curious beast, society. biggrin
Maybe I'll write some books some day. One will be on my own religious views... and the other will be called... 'If the President were a *****' ... and be all about how big groups and people exploit hot issues in order to hide their real agendas, and find reasons to dismiss things they feel are right because it goes against what they were taught.
xP I NEED LEARNIN'S TO BECOME MORE OPINIONATED.
For for now......... *Puts the srsbusiness box away on a shelf for laters*
I DONT HAS CEREALS, BUT I DO HAS MILK.
I loves milk. <3
And..... I has...... er....... um............ toast. biggrin
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 11:31 am
I like to punch people in the face too much to be a pacifist. X3
Oooooh, toast gonk How I long for a toaster!
GIVE ME YOUR TOASTER, CASSY. GIVE IT.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 11:37 am
*Hands it over*
It's a four slut slot even. Mmmmmmm.... it can take in four, beefy pieces of bread at one time.
That's hot.
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And LOFREAKINGL at your previous sentence. XD Punch. xD
EDIT: Ooooh, you brought Harry out. XD *Pinches his bum*
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 3:01 pm
GUys. I thin kmy mo0m just died and I can't type v
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 7:16 pm
My mom has had a heart attack, and she died. Her friends and people are helping me out with things, and so I... well I don't know if I'm going to be gone for a couple of days......
I just..... I ... don't know. I think I'll come on here just to be normal.. to feel normal. But I don't know if I will or not.
So...... I don't know. I don't want to sleep so I'm going to go do something mindless........ kinda sad that I'm going to sit here and keep doing what I've always done-stay on the computer...
But... the typing is just sort of making me feel better.
I mean... I don't really want to dump this on you guys but... this isn't something I can just ... not say anything about and go on like everything's okay..
But.. um..... I can stay in the house I'm living in, and I think I'll be able to get a job relatively easily (ironic) .... and I have my mom's car....
So I'm good. Well I think I'm good. But..... I guess I'll see how I feel tomorrow.
I cut out a bunch of stuff because ... details. You know. But it was really fast... and I have a network of people.
.... I didn't even have any shoes. I couldn't find them.....
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 7:27 pm
Cassy, honey, if there's anything at all Naz and I can do just let us know, okay?
I'm so sorry... I don't know what to say, but just...if there's anything at all we can do to help you, please let us know.
I wish we were there to help you out, but we'll do what we can from here.
We're your friends, and you can vent/talk/do what you need to with us, alright?
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 8:13 pm
Yes, god, thanks. There's so many people to talk to here, but... I feel more comfortable talking with you guys.
Just.. thanks.. so much... I don't know what I'd do without them and you guys and everything...
... I'm going to go watch a movie now.. or sleep.. I dunno... I just don't want to be on the computer anymore tonight.
I love you guys.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 8:43 pm
We love you too. <33
Go get some rest/relax. I'll be online tomorrow night when I get done with work, and I'm sure Naz'll be on during the day.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 9:04 pm
Cass . . . I know that we can't help you in person, but just know that we all love you. If you need anything you can PM me . . . or even call me if you think that'd be any help.
I'd say more but I don't know what could help. I'm here for you though. We all are. heart
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 10:26 pm
I wish I could type something to accurately tell how I feel...
Cassy, you are seriously my best friend. If I can do anything, just tell me. I love you so much.
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 7:33 am
And you know I feel the same way, Cassy. Anything, at all, let us know. The car will be registered at the end of the month - if need be, Kat and I can come get you and we can have a sleepover. But.. you know.. the friendly-non-sexual kind. :p
I understand that in times like these, it is sometimes easier to act as we always do rather than talk about it, so I'm going to post for things as normal, and if you'd like you can reply to them as you wish. None of us are going to heckle you if you want to talk about something else; likewise, if you need to vent, feel free to do so at any point. Kat has handled the deaths of her mother, grandparents, and aunt in a very short period of time so I know she can identify with some of the things you may be feeling, though everyone reacts in different ways.
We love you very much, Cassy. I love you very much.
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 10:50 am
Oh you guys, I love you so much too it's just crazy.... I mean... things I never told my mom/talked about, I talked to you guys about, and vice versa...
You guys are just so awesome. And YES! Please do post as normal, it's nice to have something to look forward too, and roleplaying will be a graet escape..
Um.... season finale of Greys Anatomy is on tonight (Missed Lost, and.. well we both loved those shows... so I 'm gonna watch it... but I mightbe on after nine pm?
I dunno.
The worst part about today was waking up, but I've been keeping REALLY Busy.... I'm going through the kitchen and getting rid of/straightening things, becasue we were goign to have a garage sale and everything I get rid of is great and will help with paying for stuff until I can get a job..... I'm going to talk about maybe getting a credit card or something if need be, but I'm..
Weirdly okay today? Besides almost crying in a pick n' save when my mom's friend bought me cat food and litter and toilet paper and pizzas and paper towels.
xP I'm avoiding looking up 'stages of grief' on the internet because I'm overanalyzing stuff so much.
But I'm pretty good today........ and you guys just make everythign so much better all the time.
I just love all you guys so much, it's... it's crazy. razz
I've already seen I have at least two months worth of food, and have ideas to cut money, and I'll have more money once I get a job because I can cut the cable, and I don't need cigarettes/coffee/creamer/go out on weekends. 8D
No one would let me starve though. xP
God... *Hugs everyone, especially Kitty, but then everyone else more*
... it's just... it's overwhelming to see how many FRIENDS she has..... just... so many... and people who knew her..
I want to see if I can write her obituary or write something- not one of those sappy poems. And stuff...
I dunno. smile I feel calm and have the radio on loud and am dancing with myself and the cats and talking to myself.
Love you guys again. razz And I want to pinch all of your bums. But especially mike, because I think he'd squeak. XD
Then again, so would janine...
Rambling. razz Off to finish the kitchen! Yay!
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 12:03 pm
*Snuggles tight*
It’s refreshing to go through things - cutting out the unnecessary clutter and reorganizing is srs lurv. heart In a few weeks, Kat and I are taking everything out of our closets and separating things into plastic bins we can label (we don’t have the yard space for a tag sale but I doubt we’ll be getting rid of much anyway; not having our junk in huge tangled piles will help clean up space I’m sure.)
It certainly pays to be without addiction, too. :p Never having to consider digging spit-dribbled cigarette butts out of a public ash tray as so many of my customers at Blockbuster did. (Seriously - yuck!)
Friends are priceless portions of our lives, I think. :3 It’s hard to express how we feel over the Internet, of course - but that doesn’t make those surges of emotion for each other any less valid. I haven’t seen Kat cry like that in awhile; and I’ve never seen her cry like that for a friend before.
Finances are fun to manage as long as you remain relaxed about it. It’s easy to feel overwhelmed, but there is ALWAYS a second option - occasionally it means parting with your possessions (Kat’s had to sell everything from DVDs to her 360) or taking out loans, but material things can be repurchased and loans can be paid off with hard work. ^^
I’ve got to get a job ASAP myself. We can be job hunting buddies. :3 I’m going to hit up all the local McDonalds, and hopefully work there while I look for something less greasy.
It’s good to keep a positive outlook. Keep breathing and keep active - music and open windows definitely helps. (And you can have my cats for additional company, if you’d like; I’m about to just grab a spork and fix my cat Jack myself.)
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 1:11 pm
I'm on the job hunt right now as well. The worst part about everything economy-wise is the gas prices. AND I cleaned my room last night, too. I got rid of so much stuff- my room is full of unnecessary things, and I got boxes full of toys now that I'm going to give to my cousin's and family who have kids... I also hate how much room CD/DVD/game cases were taking up so I bought a huge CD binder and am storing all the cases in the attic now.
But yeah... I actually had an interview today at BJ's, lol. It's one of those warehouse-type shopping places. I hope I get the job there. Because then I would work at BJ's, and that's just fun to say.
*clings to Cassy* I... totally would squeak, too... Love, love, love. heart
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