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 Posted: Sat Aug 24, 2013 12:02 am
  ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !!  Dean was lightly drumming his fingers against the wheel, lightly bouncing his head to the music. The only thing that was louder than the 'mullet rock' music was the sound of the wind bashing inside, the way the car rode on the road for Bianca's window was down. As Bianca propped her feet up, Dean didn't care. Just as long as she didn't scratch his car, he's fine. Even though his window was up, he could feel the wind rushing inside to whack Dean in the shoulder. He glanced over at the window, peering at Bianca and the way she settled herself. It was amusing how she can just make herself comfortable anywhere. Even when Dean was in a pissy mood, he liked to find the better things in situations. Hell, it's what kept him going. But as it was silent between of them, Dean started to think about what could happen. Lucifer jump Sam's bones, the apocalypse basically happened, and then everything goes wrong. Except for Dean and Bianca. They seemed to have gotten closer. It was the complete opposite than what they were at the moment. It was a huge difference. But Dean played the dreams over in his head repeatedly - well, nightmares. All four of them show up on time just for Lucifer, confident that Sam's going to win. But just as Sam challenges Lucifer, Lucifer wins and the whole vision from Zach happens. Dammit. And it's been bothering Dean ever since.
Dean looked over at the radio when he saw that the music decreased and he saw the hand of Bianca. With a sigh, Dean rolled his eyes and reached his hand out to turn the ear blinding music back up, but his hand was slapped away. Then Bianca talked about the elephant in the car, pointing out about how of a d**k Dean was being. When Bianca mentioned the bruising from John, Dean snapped his attention over to Bianca, wondering how she found that out. Well, then again, it's not that discreet. John is known for his anger and his abusive past. Dean sighed softly, shrugging his shoulder at her many questions and colorful rant. "I don't know," Dean muttered, his eyes on the road.
Sam laughed at Roxanne's comment about popcorn, about how they could go see a movie tonight. "Well, we have a TV here. I'm sure Bobby has popcorn somewhere. On a couch we can be closer together rather than a theater seat," mused Sam with a grin. But then there was a slight rumble, causing Sam to stand up in alert. Slowly, Sam grabbed a shotgun that was leaning against a wall. "Bobby?" Sam called out, but then remembered that Bobby and John were gone. Carefully, Sam stalked to outside, peering around the cars. It sounded like it came from the parts. Just as Sam got in the center of the junkyard, Meg appeared with a huge grin. Sam growled but then stopped as he was grabbed by the throat , lifting into the air. "I should just break your neck right now. Right here," growled Meg, obviously want to take her rage on Sam. "And I could. But all you have to do is say yes, Sam." Sam just glared his teeth at the woman and glanced to the house in case of Roxanne.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sat Aug 24, 2013 4:59 am
╔═.♥.═ Bianca sighed. " You don't know? You don't know why you're attitude is piss poor? Dean, this doesn't work at all" she stated, pointing in between them. " You act like this is then you catch an attitude with me too and then I end up retaliating and it's not good. It's like we're having a subtle b***h off." Bianca looked at Dean the entire time, not caring that he was driving and had to look at the road. He could feel her watching him, let alone see her out of the corner of his eye. She was the only one in the car with him, man. " Your dad's been hurting you for god knows what - most likely Sam, something that you have no control over by the way - and I'm not too happy about that. I don't even like your father, I will confront him about it. Dean, you're a grown man, don't let him hurt you." Dean could easily fight John back so what? Why was Dean walking around with scars on his face? It wasn't right and Bianca felt like the person who says 'I've been through this' in a way to help but she wouldn't actually tell Dean that. As far as he knew, what happened with Alec only happened once and Sam already took care of it to the best extent that he could. " Y-You can't just tell me that you don't know why you're acting this way. Everyone's dealing with Sam, my sister and I do the sobbing fest nearly every night. You're the one not opening your mouth about your father, everyone knows already. It's kind of hard not to suspect when you're walking around with scars on your face. So what else could it be? Because I'm laying out everything that should be most important right now. Unless some other thing is happening to you, I can only think of Sam and John so you should be able to talk, Dean" Bianca took a sip of her coffee, making the slurping noise. " I just want you to talk to me....."
" But Dean and Bianca!" Roxanne whined, as if Bianca had five A's at the end of her name instead of only one. The whole point of going out was to get away from the house and everyone. But the whole couch thing was true, Roxanne liked that and he didn't say that he'd do the arm thing for her! The arm thing. That was the whole point of her little girlish rant! Her giddiness was killed by the noise. Roxanne let Sam go investigate but after a while she remembered how Bobby and John left for another case. How do you forget that the person who owns the house that you're in isn't home? Where's the demon knife? Did Dean and Bianca take it? God damn, wouldn't it make more sense to have that thing near Sam? She could call Dean and Bianca but they were here last time something went wrong and they didn't help much, so what was the use of putting them in danger? Who knows where they could be. Dean could end up getting hurt again.These were the real questions. Roxanne slowly walked out of the house, able to see Sam and Meg in the distance. She let out an inward groan of frustration. She's so, so tired of all of this. She doesn't have enough will power to get angry every time she sees a demon now. She wasn't even afraid. She just didn't want Meg to snap Sam's neck again. Roxanne slowly walked to Sam and Meg, already seeing Meg get ready to tell her to keep her distance. " Shut up" said Roxanne, holding up a hand to silence Meg. This b***h killed her mood! " What concerns me is the reason why I always have to stay away...." she muttered, kicking the ground a little and scuffing her boot as a result. " He'll just come back, Meg. Every freaking time, he'll come back" Meg had a cruel smirk on her face and Roxanne already cringed, knowing what was next. " But will you?" the demon asked. Roxanne's jaw clenched, that was her only issue. She dies, Sam gets mad, Lucifer has more power. Roxanne's shoulder slumped. It was times like these that she wished she knew where she and Gabriel stood. Where did he even go? Jesus, he probably had another woman somewhere that he was pining after. Now would have been a really good time to have him. " It would be a lot better than what I'm about to go through" she said under her breath, passing a hand through her hair, gripping it slightly. " You've got nothing else better to do with your existence than come here and threaten him? We get the message."
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC: This is the most I could do in 30 minutes═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Sat Aug 24, 2013 4:46 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean kept his eyes to the road, but he could feel Bianca's gaze burn against his face, basically screaming at him even if her voice wasn't. When Bianca said that she wanted Dean to just talk to her, he let out a heavy sigh. Turning around, Dean checked to see if there were any cars coming on his right side. His hand rested on the back of Bianca's side of the seat, obviously trying to make his way further to the right. His palm resting on the wheel, he used that palm to twist the wheel to the right, going into the next lane. But he still wasn't done. Just at that moment, he went another right, making it off road. Dean waited until they were on the side and the car was turned off to look at Bianca, his free elbow rested against the top of the wheel while his hand was still on the back of the seat. He may not have said anything but the look in his eyes refuted her words more effectively than any verbal protest he could have made. Dean finally gathered the courage to respond to the question on the tip of the tongue. But his no words escaped his parted lips. What was he supposed to say? His brother is going to hell, his father is beating the sh*t outta him again and Dean is letting him, not to mention he hasn't had sex in a long time, and everything just irritated.
Dean's soft eyes softened and he reached out to carefully trace the features on Bianca's cheek. His touch was feather-light, a tingle across his hand when he met contact with her skin again. His fingers moved across her jaw, his thumb stroking softly. When he finally pulled his hand away, Dean leaned forward and pressed the most softest kiss that he could ever place on a female. Not that it didn't take every last fragment of his self-control to stop himself from giving in and damning the consequences.. specially when he knew that he'd be damned in her eyes either way. And maybe once upon a time, that's exactly what he would've done. But he knew now that somewhere upon the lines, being in the outside world with Bianca to keep him on track - it had changed him. And regardless of how she felt about him or how he felt about her, he'd always have her back and her heart. Pulling away, Dean let out a light breath against her cheek, only an inch away from her face.
Sam shook his head when the glimpse of blonde was seen in his eyes, praying that she wouldn't do anything that would end her life. But then again, Sam felt selfish for wishing she could do something. Anything. He couldn't go through the pain again. His body shook under Meg's hand to his neck as he continuously began to lose his breath. As Sam's breathing became rigid, Meg smirked happily and kept her eyes locked on Roxanne's. "I don't think Dean gotten the message. He still holds on to the fact that Sam will prevail in the end, that he will continue to say no. Honey? It's not over until everyone gives up and he begs Lucifer to just take over him." Sam cringed under Meg's grip as his legs managed to flail lightly and her grip tightened. He didn't think it was possible, for her small body to lift his off the ground, regardless of her powers, but because of their height difference. But he was wrong. Sam continued to choke, his hands desperately gripping at Meg's, his body trembling more and more as the light slowly started to disappear from his sight.
Before his eyelids could shut, Meg shook Sam to get his attention for at least 10 seconds longer. "Mmhmmp, Sammy. You should see a glimpse of what will happen next time you don't say yes," Meg said with smug in her tone. Turning her eyes back over to Roxanne, she reached her free hand and extended her fingers until they became strained, showing Sam that she was using a power of hers. And at that moment, Roxanne's stomach started to twist, or Meg knew that it should. It was a power that she earned from Lucifer.
After a few seconds, before Sam could daze off to a coma that could be healed by the angels, Meg stopped her torture on the witch and turned her proud over to the brother that she held at the throat with ease. "Dean's.. the only one... who can call me... Sammy," breathed Sam, only receiving a glare from Meg. She wanted a beg from Sam that prayed she would let Roxanne go, but Sam knew that's what she wanted. Irritated, she decided Sam needed go in a scarier way. Dropping him on his feet, but Sam collapsed to his knees, coughing, she walked over to a car to grab a pole that was at least a few feet. With a nod of approval after inspecting it, Meg growled and rammed the end through Sam, not stopping until the tip was seen covered in red through his back. Sam yelled in pain, growling in with the howl, finally regaining the smirk back on Meg's face. But it was just like that, she was gone, leaving the pole in his stomach. Sam took this opportunity and finally fell to the ground to his side, to prevent the pole from hurting some more. He was still awake, still conscious, but the pain was making him die a little more every second. It wouldn't be long until he fell dead from the pain that surged through his body.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 12:45 am
╔═.♥.═ Bianca watched all the things Dean did with a confused look. She wouldn't complain about him pulling to the side of the road, at least she knew that she got his attention and would be able to keep it now. Once the car was turned off and Dean's eyes met Bianca's, her eyes seemed to grown just a little bit wider. She saw that he was going to say something but he didn't. She was practically on the edge of her seat because, finally, they've made progress on this situation. But he didn't actually say anything. That didn't upset Bianca as much as you think it would have since she was pressing him to open up to her about what's been going on. She did have a teensy smile just because he intended on telling her what's been getting to him. Maybe he had second thoughts about opening up or he couldn't find the words, it didn't matter to Bianca. At least he wasn't ignoring her and brushing off her attempts to communicate, he was actually going to cooperate with her.That alone was currently something that brought her even the tiniest bit of joy.
Bianca stared directly into Dean's eyes when he began to touch her face. He was doing it just barely and it felt so sweet. When he pulled his hand away, she almost told him not to but he kissed her and it was soft, and sweet and so delicate. It gave Bianca the flurries, she was past the flurries stage. Why does a simple kiss still give her the flurries. When Dean pulled away, Bianca actually smiled now, pressing their foreheads together. Bianca gave Dean a light peck, sure she wanted too give him one of their normal kisses but it usually resulted in them getting heated and Dean's kiss was really sweet. She didn't want to seem like the only thing on her mind was sex. God, that was her biggest fear with Dean. She never wanted him to think that it was just sex, it was a lot more than that. The sex was a bonus, their relationship just worked like that. " You sure have a way with words" she said with a tiny giggle. She wasn't used to such sweet kisses and it made her all mushy. She wasn't even pressing Dean anymore. " You pulled us over all the way to the side of the road just to kiss me?" she asked.
Roxanne's jaw clenched as Meg spoke. Her eyes kept darting from Meg's sadistic self to her suffocating fiancé. Roxanne could attempt to do something, anything, but she didn't. She was cemented where she was, eyes locked on Sam. She had the same look in her eyes as she did last time. Scared, mostly, for what was about to happen to Sam. Meg's reason for why it isn't over yet really annoyed Roxanne. How...how the flying ******** do you expect a brother to give in easily? It was a good thing that he didn't because the girls already did. They believed in Sam and they knew that he could kick Lucifer in the a** when the time comes. If he couldn't? Then that future would start to come true and Roxanne didn't quite know where she'd end up if that actually happened. Hell, she didn't know where she'd end up if Sam actually does succeed. The blonde hadn't put much thought into if Sam failed, she couldn't think about that. She'd be loosing him for nothing, then. And she hadn't quite had the time to think about how she'd go about with the rest of her life.The situation was made worse for Roxanne due to the twisting sensation in her stomach. God, it was crippling but she didn't express how much pain she was actually in. Her eyes were only shut and she let out a loud groan as she clutched her stomach. This was a time that the phrase ' take it like a man' could be used for Roxanne. It really hurt, of course it would, but she knew what was about to happen to Sam would be much worse depending on the death. It could be quick like the last one but he'd come back and feel the pain.
Roxanne was no longer as tense when the pain was released from her stomach. She couldn't keep doing this. She couldn't keep on standing there and letting Meg hurt Sam in every way her mind could think of. She felt....useless. She was a freaking witch for Christ's sake, witches and demons could knock heads! She should step up and open a can of whop a** on Meg but she didn't, she couldn't. You're talking about two females going head to head in a way that a wave of the hand could send the opponent flying. The only difference was that Roxanne needed a demon knife to harm Meg while Meg could do anything to harm Roxanne. Roxanne watched as the demon got the pole and practically lunged at the woman but, alas, the pole was already through Sam and Meg was already gone. " Sam!" Roxanne yelled, dropping down on her knees next to Sam and watching the bloody mess. " Sam, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry" she repeated. It wasn't because she let this happen, it was because of what she was about to do. This may be the thing that killed him, the pain could be the end of him. Roxanne held on to the pole firmly and shut her eyes tight, she wouldn't even look at what she was about to do. " Oh god, I'm sorry..." she said one last time before yanking the pole out of his body completely and tossing it to the side. Now Roxanne did something, she healed Sam. If the pain from yanking the pole out killed him, she wouldn't deal with the hole going straight through him. " Sam?" she asked, putting his head in her lap.
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC:═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 8:49 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam slowly lifted himself to his knees, sitting there as Roxanne sprinted for him. He wanted to tell her to make the pain stop, but he had to be strong. He couldn't be weak. Not now. Besides, Sam would probably choke on his own spit and blood to even get the first letter out. Sam swallowed harshly as Roxanne muttered that she's sorry, his throat wanting to tell her that it's fine. That she's fine and she doesn't have to worry. But her fingers wrapping around the pole that was latching into his stomach made his body tense. He shook his head, wanting her to just twist his head, anything to make him die, but to not take out the pole. Just she apologized again. "N-No," Sam uttered, his voice quivering with pain. His eyes stung with tears just as Roxanne's did and the next thing he felt? Pain. A whole lot of it. Once that pole was ripped out from his stomach, Sam let out a scream. A loud one. One of pain and anger. He wasn't pissed at Roxanne, just at the demons and Lucifer and how he wanted to make that man suffer.
Even when Roxanne healed Sam, his eyelids grown heavy and they shut, finally announcing yet another death for Sam. He laid limp in Roxanne's lap, his head tilted on the side on her thighs while his body spread out. His arms were separated by his side and outward into the dirt while one of his legs were bent and his knee was out as well. The other leg was straight, yet leaning to the side as well. And Sam died another time, his shirt stained with red with the hole from the pole being in his stomach. Dean and Bianca arrived a few seconds later. "What the hell happened," Dean growled, running for them. He wasn't mad at Roxanne since he knew who would've done this. When Dean was by Sam's side, he put his hands to cup Sam's face, wanting to make him come back in the less scarier way, but it was done. Sam was dead again. Dean sighed heavily and grabbed Sam's wrists, placing his hands on his stomach, like as if he was sleeping. The leg that was arched more than the other, Dean placed it straight, making it look more and more like Sam was sleeping, minus the huge stain that was planted on Sam's shirt.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 10:25 pm
╔═.♥.═ As they arrived and Dean spoke as he and Bianca ran for Sam, Roxanne's eyes grew wide and began to well with tears like she did something wrong. "I-I'm sorry" said Roxanne said again like it was the only thing she could say at the moment. She was practically petting Sam's hair. " M-Meg, she came and she got Sam and....I'm sorry, I should have done something. What good am I if I can't even help Sam..." Now she was crying, it wasn't like a sobbing type of cry. It was silent just because she needed to tell them what happened. " She said that it isn't over until Dean realizes what's supposed to happen and Sam goes crawling to Lucifer.... A-And that this will keep happening until Sam says yes". Roxanne was no longer looking at the two, she was staring down at Sam. She heard her sister mutter a 'jesus' under her breath but Roxanne didn't even look to know why Bianca had said it. " I couldn't let him die with it going through him....I-I had to do something so I pulled it out. and healed him.... I finished what Meg started in an attempt to save him but I only made him feel more pain" Roxanne shook her head. " I didn't want to call you guys....Last time you got hurt, Dean, I didn't want to put you guys in danger again..." Roxanne wouldn't say how Meg had hurt her too, that was irrelevant at the moment but it justified her reasoning for not wanting Dean and Bianca to be there because they could have had the same fate as her. Not only being hurt but seeing what happened to Sam and having to hear his scream. Roxanne didn't say anything about Dean maneuvering Sam's body since that was the way the boy truly slept and she understood what Dean was doing. This time it was hard to pretend since there was the gigantic stain on Sam's shirt. She should have just snapped his neck to make it quicker for him but she couldn't do that, not to him. She was trying to save him, not kill him. He practically told her not to but she didn't listen, she just went ahead and pulled the pole and now she had his scream imprinted in her head. None of this would have happened if she had dealt with Meg. " It's my fault..."
Bianca has muttered 'jesus' when she saw the casted away and bloody pole. That's how she knew that Sam died in an extremely painful way. Bianca wasn't even effected by how quickly her life had changed from having a tense car ride, to having one of the sweetest kisses in the world, to having a pleasant car ride, to being greeted by the dead body of her brother-in-law and being told how it happened. When she saw his body, she wasn't even filled with horror and panic. It was just the pain of seeing him dead and inwardly saying ' Not again'. This was their lives and it wasn't ordinary to say that they've seen both Sam and Dean die more than once. She felt really bad for her sister, though. The blonde was a mess compared to how she was earlier when Bianca and Dean left. Who could blame her for being like that? She just saw it happen and it didn't seem as quick as last time, considering how Roxanne practically said that she was the one who killed Sam in a feeble attempt to save him. " Roxy, hun, it's alright. Stop that" Bianca didn't make a move to touch her sister. Over the past couple days, Bianca had learned when and when not to touch Roxanne when she was in an emotional state. Right now, Roxanne had an angry type of sorrow and the girl was angry and herself but could easily bark at Bianca for even trying to console her. Right now, in Roxanne's mind, she caused Sam a lot more pain than he could have had. It was true but no one could blame her for not being able to put Sam out of his misery. Bianca wouldn't have been able to do it. " It's not your fault, okay? She came out of no where and you weren't expecting it. You were put between a rock and a hard place, it's okay. You did what you were able to do and it helped. That's all that matters, you did something." Roxanne had to give herself just a little bit of credit. What could Dean and Bianca have done if they arrived? Meg probably would have flipped a car on top of them as soon as she saw them approaching. Roxanne didn't inform them to protect them, especially since Dean could have cracked his skull last time. " Stop crying, Roxy. You did okay."
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC:═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Mon Aug 26, 2013 8:46 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean didn't like Roxanne beating herself up about the whole thing, how she felt like killing Sam was her fault. "It wasn't you who drove that pole inside of his stomach. It was that b***h Meg who is just PMSing," said Dean, trying to find some way to cheer her up. Dean gave her a small, breathing chuckle before just letting out a sigh and glancing to his brother. Sam's bangs were drenched in sweat again, much like his entire body, and his shirt was sticking to his chest. Dean sat back down on the ground rather than squatting and hurting his legs. He kept his eyes on his snot nosed brother and watched him intensely. Second time he had to go through something like this because Dean just won't stop believing in Sam. Dean still does, but maybe if he acts like it, the demons will stop hurting Sam and they can kick a**. Dean isn't going to lose Sam, no way in hell, not any time soon. So the demons and angels and any god knows what creature can just suck it. Dean looked to Roxanne when she muttered that it was her fault. Shaking his head no, Dean scooted over to Roxanne and wrapped an arm around her shoulder, rubbing her arm. "It's okay," he breathed, leaning his cheek to the side of her head as he continued to comfort her.
When Sam woke up, he woke up with a jerk. Dean was laying on the cold ground, the night already upon them. He was asleep, knocked out from waiting around for Sam to wake up from his post death. But this time it was longer. As he woke, another bead of sweat trickled past his hairline and down his temple. The skin of his torso that was hidden by his bloody shirt glistened wherever the bright light that stood over them from the junkyard off his damp body. His barely open eyes were bloodshot and it was clearly taking all of his energy just to stay awake. He was ragged, had a washed out appearance; the way his head was carefully cradled in Roxanne's lap, and how the painful looking tremors continued to race up and down his spine, forcing his limbs to spasm occasionally.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Mon Aug 26, 2013 9:53 pm
╔═.♥.═ Roxanne stared down at Sam, eyes open wide despite how tired she looked and an eyebrow arched. Her expression could have been confused with the look serial killers have in movies when you finally come back to consciousness in their lair but Roxanne only looked like this because she spent the past hour or so looking at Sam with such expectance. It was taking a while and Roxanne was starting to get worried but then Sam's body jerked and she let out a sigh of relief. Roxanne wouldn't sleep like Dean and Bianca. Bianca had curled herself up besides Dean, using her arm as a pillow. Roxanne didn't leave Sam alone at all. Bianca went into the house to get Roxanne a blanket to drape over her shoulders. Bianca has mistaken Roxanne's shaking for being cold when it was really because the actions she had done still hadn't gone away. Even with Bianca's reassurance and Dean's comfort, Roxanne still felt guilty as s**t. They didn't hear Sam scream, she did. She hoped that he wasn't mad at her, she'd feel even worse if she was. What could she say? She didn't mean to? She didn't mean to hurt him even worse than he was already hurting instead of ending him quickly? She caused him pain. Even if Meg started it, Roxanne ended it. Roxanne smiled at Sam at the sign that he was alive once more, even if he didn't look so hot. Who could blame him for looking like a total mess, he was dead a couple seconds ago.
Roxanne took the rag that Bianca had given her and wiped Sam's forehead. " Hi" she said quietly. She was happy that he was alive, she was smiling, but she still felt very guilty and you could see it on her face. She wasn't sure what to do about the spasming that was going on but she was pretty sure she wasn't supposed to restrain him. People spasm while having seizures and you're not supposed to hold them down so Roxanne wasn't going to do that. She kept patting his forehead lightly with the rag. Bianca had told Roxanne to stop petting Sam like he was a cat before his hair started to come out in her hands. It was a joke and it got Roxanne to smile a little. What had surprised the girl about earlier was how comforting Dean was. Don't get her wrong, she and Dean did have their moments sometimes but he had been so irritable lately. He had good reason to be, considering everything that was going on but still, she didn't expect him to do all of that. Not even Bianca did that. Roxanne didn't expect her to, Bianca had been doing a lot of comforting to Roxanne during their late night talks. She didn't need to be comforting 24/7. Roxanne stopped patting Sam with the rag so that she could kiss him lightly on the forehead. " You've been dead for a while..." Roxanne glanced over at Dean and Bianca and balled up the rag, throwing it at Bianca and hitting her straight in the face.
Bianca groaned, opening her eyes to see absolutely nothing but darkness since her face was covered by a rag. " Is this Sam's sweat?" she asked, taking the rag off her face and looking at it. It was Sam's sweat, it really wasn't that big of a deal. She's pretty sure they've all smelled each other's sweaty selves on car rides after a case so she wasn't grossed out by the rag, she just didn't appreciate having something thrown at her face. Bianca sighed, rubbing her eyes and viewing Sam in his current state. He was breathing but he didn't look much different from when Bianca crashed. " Dean" said Bianca, waking her boyfriend. She began to poke his neck, just because any other way of waking him that came to her mind wasn't appropriate during the given time. " He's alive!" she declared. The look Roxanne gave Bianca made the brunette's shoulders slump. Roxanne didn't look angry or serious, she had that pleading look like she didn't want any jokes right now. Bianca obliged and smiled at Sam. " Hey there" Bianca seemed like she was going to say something else along with that but she closed her mouth. Sometimes she nearly called Roxanne or Sam 'kiddo' and she had to stop herself before saying it because she was the kiddo of the group. Dean didn't act nor looked like a kiddo so she never made that mistake. " How's your stomach feeling?"
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC:═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Thu Aug 29, 2013 8:01 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam suddenly jerked backward and latched onto Roxanne's wrist, fear and anger in his expression, but it wasn't directed at her. His mixed emotions slowly funneled into a state of confusion as he looked at Roxanne's surprised face and then at everyone else that was nearby, all of whom seemed frozen where they were. "Roxy?" Sam eased his grip but didn't release her. He needed her undivided attention. "Roxy, he's comin'," muttered Sam, looking up at her as she appeared upside down in his vision. But she just seemed to keep dabbing at his bead of sweats that was mixed up in his hair and drenching his body. A feeble cough left Sam's lips and drew Dean's attention when Dean was sitting upright. Sam felt himself in Roxanne's embrace. His head lolled onto her shoulder and he didn't have the strength to lift it back up, not that he really wanted to. Even though she was much smaller than him, he always felt safe around her - especially in her arms - but those were rare occasions to say the least. He'd take what could get. Dean placed an assuring hand on Sam's shoulder, a proud grin that his snot nosed brother made it through yet another death and wiggled his way into Earth again. "Feel like Buffy yet?" Dean asked, clearly trying to release the tension in the air. He could feel Sam's muscles quivering beneath his fingertips from the strain of holding himself up in Roxanne's arms; feeling the toned muscles alternately clench and relax as they involuntarily responded to the pain.
Panic and desperation burned through Dean's gut as he watched Sam's chest with bated breath, seeing it hitch a few times before relaxing into a low, shallow breathing like he just got done with a marathon. But then the glitch in Sam's breathing would happen again. Dean stared down at Sam's twitching body and he could sense the sinister glint in Meg's eyes if she ever saw this. Dean had enough insults bottled up that she could have filled an entire dictionary just for Meg, but he wisely held his tongue. Sam slowly released his grip on her wrist and let it drop to his stomach, near his midsection, and just continued with his shallow breathing. Sam could hear everyone's question, but he couldn't catch his breath to be able to respond. He was rammed through in the stomach with a pole and it hurt like a goddamn b***h. "I'm fine," Sam managed to get out, a light chuckle following.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Thu Aug 29, 2013 10:46 pm
╔═.♥.═ Roxanne was really holding on to Sam. She had been completely honest with what she told him earlier, there was no doubt about that. She really wanted to just lock him away from the world for this specific reason. She wanted to hold Sam much tighter than she actually was but she didn't want to cause him any more pain. Why was he trying to hold himself up? Roxanne could feel it. Why didn't he just release all his weight? Roxanne could handle it. She wasn't fragile and she wasn't like Shehulk either but she could support him. She had to! Roxanne even gave Dean the same look she gave Bianca. She knew the moment was tense and she was all for moments that weren't tense but she really didn't want any jokes right now. Although, she would give Dean a pat on the back for his reference, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, that was actually good. Dean was a little nerd in his own way. She'd tell him that, too. Dean actually watched Buffy enough to make that reference. Even Bianca seemed impressed by it because she literally looked at Dean like 'woah'. Roxanne wouldn't doubt if Dean suddenly became ten times hotter, if possible, in Bianca's mind just because of that one line. Roxanne hand gone back to her manic stroking of Sam's hair, refusing to let him go. It wasn't even like when she hugged him and didn't want to let go because he made her feel safe, no, this was her hugging him to protect him, to keep him safe for once, entirely safe.
This was a need mightier than any that Roxanne had ever had before. She never even felt like this with Bianca. Sure, there'd be times when Bianca would get into a situation and Roxanne would come flying to the rescue but Roxanne never felt the need to smother Bianca because Bianca just wasn't that type of girl who wanted to be treated like she'd break if the wind blew too hard. But now Roxanne was practically clinging to Sam even if he said he was okay. She didn't want to start crying again but she did. If the girls ever cried in front of anyone, it would be silent crying. Except for that one time when Dean had gone missing and was being tortured and Bianca was sobbing all over the place, the only exception was for the boys. The girls didn't even sob when they get hurt, maybe it would just be a couple tears before the decide that they can't do that to the others who were witnessing their pain. " I'm sorry..." she said again, quietly. The entire time that they were waiting for Sam to come back, all Roxanne could think about was how it could have been avoided if she had just stepped the ******** up and helped. And then another part of her brain would try to justify her actions by thinking that Dean and Bianca could have returned to the sight of both Sam and Roxanne being dead. Sam would come back but she wouldn't. And then she'd feel guilty about caring about her life when Sam was about to give his up for the sake of the world while that better part of her brain told her that Sam wouldn't want her to do something like that. Basically, Roxanne had an inner war going on and the general guilt was really kicking a** right now. " I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
Bianca wasn't all that shocked when Dean made his little joke but Buffy? Really? He knew enough Buffy to make that reference? She'd annoy the living hell out of him to figure out if he was a Buffy fan. Bianca would have been quite made if Roxanne didn't give Dean the same face but she did and all was forgiven. Bianca just wanted some fairness in life at the moment. She let out a sigh of relief when Sam said that he was fine. Great! That breathing thing was starting to scare her. At least he was fine, he wasn't back to normal because she knew that his body was still hurting like a mother right now but at least he was fine, that was the good thing. His resurrection thing was still going on and Bianca was going to be damn well prepared for the next time that b***h popped up. Keep ******** everywhere salter, convince Roxanne to crack open her book and be the witch she was born to be. Roxanne was a poor excuse for a witch, she wanted to be normal so bad that she couldn't even use her powers to save her fiancé from another grim death. Bianca knew that she shouldn't be thinking about her sister like that considering that the blonde was already beating herself up about the whole situation, no matter who tried to console her. Bianca rubbed her arm as she sat up, watching the tears stream down her sister's face as she apologized to Sam. This made a small whimper escape from the younger girl, just because she really felt for her sister right now.
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC: Happy Birthday To Me═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Sat Aug 31, 2013 7:34 pm
 ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean just grinned at Sam for his little comment, that half grin he has that shows some of his teeth and a bounce of his eyebrows to support his joke. But it seemed that Roxanne wasn't pleased with that little reference. Shrugging innocently, Dean gave her the 'it was the first thing that came to my head' look. It was Dean's thing, wanting to lighten the moment with a small comment. When Dean looked over to his girlfriend, Bianca looked like she just shat rainbows out of her a**. That look that Bianca was staring at him with make a small smug grin return to his face before he got another look of his brother. He looked really in pain, his brows twitching, his lips strained, his muscles tensed. It was when Bobby and John appear in the distance in their truck when Dean got a bit more worried. "Sammy, you're gonna be okay. Alright? Ya' hear me?" Dean tossed Roxanne a glance, hoping that she got the message behind them. Do not let Sam move and hurt himself some more.
Sam furrowed his brows together and shook his when Roxanne begged, saying that she's sorry over and over again. "No, no," he soothingly said, wanting to cup her face, but the pain made him keep his hands on his lap. Not able to hold himself up anymore, he relaxed himself against Roxanne's arms, letting his face fall to the curve of her neck. "You were just trying to help," Sam whispered, his voice gravely from dehydration. But, when Dean told that he's going to be fine rather fast, Sam grew more and more worried. Before Sam could reach out and grab Dean to prevent him from leaving and to just explain to Sam what's happening, Dean already got up on his feet. With a groan of pain that twitched in Sam's stomach, Sam let his head rock back against Roxanne's shoulder again.
Dean got up off the ground, turning to face Bianca, his hand telling her to stay put as well. He wasn't worried about Bobby, but about John. Dean turned back around to face the two men who met Dean halfway across the junkyard. Their eyes were peeled on Roxanne and the man feet that stuck out in view, no doubt Sam's feet. Then there was Bianca as well while Dean looked like he just got hit by a truck 10 times. Normally, Dean looked like he was just irritated, but he just looked plain done with bullshit right now. In fact, he had that brace, courageous look on his face again that Bobby so happily recognize. Dean put his hands on John's chest to stop him from keep walking, Bobby taking this note and staying back as well. As John struggled to break past Dean, Bobby asked, "What the hell happened?" Dean looked over at his father figure and explained to Bobby that Sam was feeling a bit.. under the weather. But John called out on his bullshit and continued to try to walk past his suddenly strong son.
"Dad, stop it! I don't think Sammy wants to see anyone at the moment," Dean ordered in his deep, batman like voice. John finally stopped fighting against Dean's grip and looked at his eldest and more loyal son. Believing that Dean will pour out the entire story based on Dean's hobby of following John around like a lost puppy as a kid, John asked Dean what happened. "Under the weather, b***h, now back off," muttered Dean, giving John one last push before turning around. Feeling John's hand on his shoulder to turn Dean around, Dean obeyed the gesture, but was met with a punch to his face. Not in hiding, right there. Blood spat out of Dean's mouth just as the impact was made and Dean could hear the shuffling of rocks under Bobby's feet as he tried to jump in to help Dean. But Dean held out his hand to tell Bobby to hold his ground.
Standing back up, Dean straightened himself and let out a deep breath like whatever John just did, Dean didn't give a s**t. And he didn't. "Man, dad, you hit like you hunt. Weak," snapped Dean before throwing John one of his famous knock out cross. When John's body impacted with the ground and his eyelids grew shut to slip into an unconscious state, Dean let out another sigh. With a nod of his head, Dean motioned Bobby to run for Sam if he wanted. Bobby say this and tried his best to run to the dear boy without dropping anything. His gun in his hand, his hat on his head, and even, yes, his pants. When Bobby was by Sam's side, he asked again what happened. Dean stayed back and looked down at John's unconscious body, seeing a bruise form on John's left cheek.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Sun Sep 01, 2013 1:52 am
╔═.♥.═ Roxanne seemed to be a little less tense once Sam reassured her that she was just trying to help. At least he wasn't mad at her. " But you told me not to and I-I didn't listen...." She still felt guilty about it because she did hurt him, he couldn't even say that she didn't. " I should have tried to stop Meg in the first place....then you wouldn't be in so much pain right now and I wouldn't have had to do that" Roxanne repositioned the both of them so it would be easier for her to hold him up. Okay, he was a little heavy but it wasn't much, really. She was glad to support him right now. " I-I'm never going to do that again, okay? Ever" She didn't mean to hurt him as much as she did. She knew that it would hurt but she thought that it would help. She'd probably beat herself up a little bit every day for this. If she was better at what she was, she could have easily kicked Meg's a**. But she was hesitant and now she may never forget how Sam died this time.
When Dean moved away, Roxanne held on to Sam a lot more possessively. Yeah, he probably wanted to stop Dean but, even if Sam could move?Roxanne wouldn't let him. Roxanne gave Sam a small, nearly non existent smile to comfort him as she kissed him on top of his head.Roxanne didn't pay any attention to the men, only to the one that she was currently holding and had begun to stroke his hair again. Her attention was captured once Dean had to yell at his dad to stop. Once more, Roxanne's body grew tense but because of her worry and pain and guilty but because things could get really bad right now. John wouldn't hit Dean in front of them all, would he? He did and Roxanne was like one of those cats who's backs arch at the sight of danger. Now, this would be occasion that she'd be more than happy to use her powers to kill but she wouldn't abandon Sam so she only cuddled him closer.
Bianca stood still as Dean directed her to but he didn't tell her that she couldn't watch. As the men approached, she waved warmly as if nothing was wrong. Well, she didn't wave warmly to John. She's had about enough of seeing him, her wave was to Bobby. Bianca was never known to be a kiss a**, if she liked you then she'd express that openly and she was quite fond of Bobby since he's the only father figure that she ever had. Roxanne was never able to say that, she didn't have both her parents for a portion of her life that was growing harder and harder to remember as the years went by to the point where her memories were only there from the videos her parents had taken. Roxanne viewed Bobby differently than Bianca. It was less of an idolization and more of an appreciation. Like she loved him because he treated them like family when he honestly didn't have to. Bianca just admired his everything. Except for the way he lived, that house could use a woman's touch if he allowed the girls to occupy himself with cleaning and getting new wallpaper and what not but Bianca knew that was never going to happen, at least the house was cozy.
At the sight of Dean hitting John, Bianca moved closer, literally looking like she was going to give the man a piece of her mind but then Dean backfired and actually knocked the man unconscious. It made a shiver run down Bianca's spine. Very often, the girls would forget how the boys actually were. Even if they were hunting with guns, the girls stopped seeing the boys as two really strong men and Dean's actions just reminded Bianca of how tough he actually was. Bianca moved over to Dean as Roxanne explained to Bobby what had happen so Sam didn't have to. Bianca looked down at John's body before cocking her head to the side and looked up at Dean. " Are you alright?" Not even a comment about John's body. She just wanted to make sure that he was alright after that. She bet that he's been waiting to do that. " Buffy, huh.....That..That's some interesting piece of information, there." Bianca grinned, now it was her turn to try to make the mood light. Bianca looked down at John and kicked his body lightly with her food, just to see if the man was still unconscious.
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC: I tried biggrin It took me a while but I finally got it═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2013 1:40 am
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Sam felt Roxanne cling onto him some more when he tried to stop Dean from doing anything that might lead to something that isn't necessary. But at any movement, it lead to come uncomfortable aching. Sam winced at whatever he done to move and just let Roxanne cuddle him even more. There wasn't much that he could do at the moment, right? Sam was glad to see Bobby, but was a bit upset that the poor man had to see Sam while he was all tired and bloodied up. However, if Bobby returned then that means that John was somewhere nearby. Sam wanted to move, but wrapped up in Roxanne's arms in a comforting manner, Sam didn't want to. Dean would probably put the man in his place. If not then Bianca. She may be little but she is feisty.
Dean smirked at Bianca's comment of Buffy, obviously smug and proud of himself. "How much hotter did I get?" Dean asked with a bounce of his eyebrows, bobbing his head slightly. When she looked to John, Dean just laughed lightly and shook his head, grabbing Bianca's jaw lightly and turning her head to facing him. His dad wasn't of import at the moment. She didn't need to worry about the poor sap of a man. Dean just wanted her to focus on him or on Sam, either one. Although Sam may feel smothered if he was constantly surrounded.
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It was the day that Lucifer announced of Sam's turning. And as the day dawned on, Dean grew more and more wry. They haven't had a visit from Meg and her b***h crew in a while, which is good, but also suspicious for Dean. Sam was currently inside Bobby's place, sitting on the couch with his girl like he should be doing in his last moments. Bobby agreed to stay by the house while John admitted that he couldn't be with them and went off on a roadtrip. Dean was growing more and more worried and more and more desperate. "Cas!" Dean screamed in the junkyard, away from the house. His voice was becoming more and more hoarse as he tried to call down his angel buddy. "Cas!" Finally, after what seemed like hours, the damn angel with his stupid trenchcoat arrived. Dean sighed heavily and demanded, "Save Sam."
"I can't."
"What d'ya mean you can't?!" boomed Dean, his desperation kicking in and being mask with his anger.
"I don't have that kind of power, Dean."
"Bull-freakin'-s**t. You wanna know why? Because you saved my handsome a** from Hell."
"This is different," explained Castiel in a calm tone unlike Dean's. Also, when Dean rammed his hand against a box of tools, the tools falling out and clattering to the ground; the tools made a loud, chattering sound when they impacted with the ground. Castiel didn't flinch once, neither did Dean, but there were a few hidden birds that flew off due to the unknown sound. Dean ran a hand over his mouth while the other one rested at his side, obviously his pissed off and frustrating stance. Castiel recognized this. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came from his throat. His hands were fiddling with each other by his sides, as if nervous to speak. Yeah, an angel being nervous of a high school dropout and a man with six bucks to his name. Castiel realized how childish he was being, terrified of Dean's reaction, and shook his head in disapproval, his intense and brooding face returning to his features. "Dean - What I have over Lucifer's vessel is too powerful for me-"
"Jeez, c'mon, Cas; Sammy doesn't weight th'much," remarked Dean as he turned around to face the angel that once pulled his a** from Hell. "'Sides, what does that say 'bout me? Huh? God, I feel like an easy girl at a bar now.." Dean muttered the last sentence, just feeling dirty all over. But he just wanted to know why Sam is so different from Dean. They both have the same blood, they both came from the same parents, they both been through so much crap, and they both got a tortured lady on their arms. What the hell was so different this time? But Castiel, growing tired of Dean's attitude, was gone with a soft flutter of wings only being heard. Dean's face dropped as he looked at the area Castiel was just standing in. "F*cker," muttered Dean, rolling his eyes.
Sam had his arm around Roxanne, trying to comfort her. He's been healing from the incident with Meg, and started to realize how much Roxanne was killing herself about this. He saw how regretful she was, and how she wanted to just redo the whole situation, even if it wasn't possible. And if this was his last day on Earth, then who knows, maybe something good will happen. Maybe Dean will have a breakthrough. Maybe John will find something. Hell, something good will come out of this and Sam will make sure of that. Even if it's not saving him, but maybe Sam could save Dean, Roxanne, and Bianca. Force Lucifer to make a pact to leave them alone if he lets the man jump his skin. That is, before Sam will make the gate to the Cage and push Lucifer inside with him. Sam continued to hold Roxanne, wanting her to smile on his last day, even if it was a bad time. He just wanted a memory, a happy one, before he leaves. He already used up all the other ones, constantly thinking about them. He needed a new, and fresh one, in case he does drop.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2013 1:58 pm
╔═.♥.═ Bianca had been missing for about an hour or two. It didn't bother Roxanne much, she knew that Bianca was still in the house. She had gone upstairs and hadn't come back down yet so maybe she was just taking a nap? There wasn't much else to do at the moment. Dean was out in the junkyard, possibly trying to find out a way to get Sam out of this situation at the last minute, Roxanne and Sam were on the couch. Bobby was most likely in his study. All they could do now was wait for when the time came. Now that it was the actual day, Roxanne was a lot less reluctant to let Sam say yes to Lucifer, she didn't say that she changed her mind because that would probably make Sam saying yes much harder so the most Roxanne could do to express her change of mind was cling to Sam like she may never see him again and it was true, she may never see him again. This was it. If Sam fails to get Lucifer into the pit? She'd most likely be seeing a whole lot of him but it wouldn't be him. The world would go to s**t and it would be like the future they were in. The only difference is that Roxanne wasn't pregnant. She was pretty sure of that. For once, Roxanne didn't know how to talk to Sam. She had been having a hard time getting words to him without sounding guilty. She still was guilty, at the least, but she was really trying to seem like she wasn't even though she was pretty sure Sam could see through the act.
The blonde took a deep breath as she let go of Sam and pushed herself off the couch and patted Sam's knee. " I'll be right back" she said before walking to go upstairs. She wasn't up there for long until she came back and sat right back down next to Sam. She gave him her folded up paper with her vow. " Read it. Read it. " she chanted, poking his face with the paper until he'd take it." And smile for me too since your grin is contagious" He was going to say yes in a couple hours and Roxanne was tired of feeling guilty and being upset, he didn't deserve this. Roxanne didn't understand what exactly was going to happen to Sam, but she knew that while Lucifer was in him, Sam was still going to be there so she wanted to make him happy today. Just to give him something to hold on to. He had been trying to comfort her and she was tired of it, she liked comforting him. He was the one who was about to let Satan use his body like a condom of mass destruction, she should be comforting him.
Bianca finally came down the stairs, she looked different. It was the first time she had straightened her hair in months and it was a lot longer than she expected. The brunette walked into the living room and saw Sam and Roxanne. She wondered what the paper was that Sam had but she didn't pay much attention to it so she just plopped down on the floor in front of Sam and Roxanne, looking up at them. " Have you guys had sex yet?" she asked like it was a completely normal question for her to ask the two. " I mean, this is the last time you guys are going to be together and you're just sitting on the couch" Bianca completely ignored his sister's flustered 'Bianca!' and continued. " One last intimate act together." Bianca spoke with an amount of nonchalantness that really got under her sister's skin. Bianca was only being honest about this. " C'mon, you two can't really be that depressed right now. Both of you are going out of your way to make sure the other doesn't flip their lid. I'm pretty sure having sex will help that. Just saying." Bianca touched her hair. " I straightened it. Nothing else to do but worry so I straightened it..... I want Dean" she said, picking herself off the floor and walking right out of the room like she didn't just come in and gave the couple on the couch a somewhat sex talk.
Bianca searched the house for Dean before deciding to look outside. She walked around the junkyard, hiding her body behind car parts until she realized that sneaking up on Dean probably wasn't the best thing to do today so she started walking like a normal person, looking around until she spotted Dean. That's when her walk turned into a skip, her hair flowing behind her. When she reached him, she stopped, thumbs in her pockets. " Yo" she said, making her voice a lot deeper as if to imitate a male. She then grinned and began speaking in her normal voice. " So, I told them to have sex. They're sitting on the couch like weirdos. If they don't want to do anything besides sit on the couch and making the time they have left count, they could at least have sex" Bianca shrugged. " Speaking of sex, that hasn't happened in some time" Yeah, Bianca really hadn't wanted to have sex lately. It was all because of this whole Lucifer deal, it didn't feel right to her. " What're you doing out here?" she asked.
Roxanne outfit|Bianca outfit |OOC: REMEMBER THAT CONTAGIOUS LINE? HUH? BACK WHEN SAM AND ROXANNE WERE JUST ADORABLE LITTLE SHITS WHO DIDNT WANT TO ADMIT THEIR LOVE.═.♥.═╝
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Posted: Thu Sep 05, 2013 8:43 pm
ONCE I ROSE ◞ !ABOVE⇡ THE NOISE AND CON➠FUSION
「JUST TO : get a ❛GLIMPSE BEYONDxxx ⊰ ███ this » ⇡LLUS⇡ON
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ xxxx ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ （☠）ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ
THOUGH ⇡MY´ EYES❞COULD ◣SEE◥ I STILL WAS A BLI➸ND MAN ▪▪ ↻
↓THOUGH MY MIND CO➠ULD TH⇡NK｀✦◟i still was : A MAD MAN !! Dean calmly turned around when the crunching sounds of rocks was heard under Bianca's approaching steps, her not being so discreet on the trained hunter. He was currently leaning against a table with the neck of a beer between his fingers, lips pursed and eyes slightly squinted to block away the bright light that was radiating though it was screaming cold. He kept his eyes glued on the advancing female, her hair slightly blowing in the wind behind her. Her thumbs were shoved inside her pockets. When Bianca spoke in the deep tone, Dean just let out a small half chuckle, before bringing the end of the beer bottle to his lips, taking a sip. After that sip, Bianca informing Dean that she told 'them' about sex. Just at that statement, Dean could tell that Bianca meant Sam Winchester and Roxanne Hunter. "I was, uh, just havin' a beer," said Dean, lying right out of his a**.
Dean took his eyes down to the ground, his thumb nail scrapping at the wet paper on the beer bottle that he held in his hand. Before he could open his mouth and reply a witty comment to Bianca's sex question, there was a roar of a truck being heard. That caught Dean's attention away from the alcohol in his grasp. The truck he saw was the ever so famous Bobby truck, but since Bobby was carried away inside, Dean knew that this must've been the famous Winchester of the family. John. To confirm Dean's assumption, John stepped out of the vehicle and was dragging along a man that wore a wicked grin. Confused, Dean tossed a glance back at Bianca, his shoulder shrugging in question to see if she knew what was going on. When Dean shifted his eyes back over to his dad, he noted that the man dragged the stranger into one of the vacant buildings that was in the lot. In fact, it was so empty, Dean didn't realize that it was there until now. Curiosity getting the best of him, Dean slowly stalked towards where he seen his dad slip in not moments ago. His heart was racing as he feared the answer, as he worried for his dad's reaction when he finds out that Dean's snooping, and for the shape to come. Dean entered the building and just in time to see his dad drive a knife through the demon and hold a large jug under the streaming blood. "What the hell is going on here?" Dean growled, glaring at his dad.
"I don't like it, boy. I don't, but it's what Sam needs right now if he is going to take on Lucifer," John said in the most calmest tone that he could contain. Before John could slice another passage way for the blood to seep through, Dean grabbed John's arm to stop. When the boy did, John turned right around and slapped Dean right on the side of the head, stumbling the poor son away. "What the hell is going on?!" Dean growled, not holding back this time. John took a glance over to Bianca before placing his eyes back on Dean. "Sam's gonna need some demon blood, Dean. He gotta be strong to take on Lucifer. Sam said it himself. I don't like it. But it's gotta be done." With one last sympathetic look, John turned back around to dig the blade through the demon. Dean didn't like this. Not one bit.
Sam watched as Bianca waltz in and sat down in front of he and Roxanne. He gave her a small smile, considering that she looked like she wasn't having fun time herself. Before he could ask her what's wrong, she just bluntly asked if they had sex yet. Not only did it make Roxanne flustered, but Sam as well. "Bianca!" Sam said just at the same time Roxanne did. When the female was gone, Sam tried to stay shocked but once he looked over at Roxanne, he couldn't help but chuckle. Laugh. "What was that all about?" Sam asked, looking over at Roxanne with a half grin, his teeth showing.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON ◣ ✖ ◥
THERE*BE*PE▲CE WH➸EN ( ☠ ) y o u xx a r e xx d o n e ↺ ⊱
Lay your weary HEAD↓ to - - restxxxx
DON*T YOU CRY ┊ 【no more】
MASQUERADING xxx AS xxx A xxx MAN xxx WITH xxx A xxx REASON
MY CHA ██ RADE IS! THE⋙ ( event of the s e a s o n )
( ↺ ) a n d x i f x i x c l a i m ■■ T↺ BE A WISE MAN ＇!WELL
ɪᴛ x sᴜʀᴇʟʏ x ᴍᴇᴀɴs x ᴛʜᴀᴛ x ɪ x ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ x ᴋɴᴏᴡ
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