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 Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:05 pm
She sighed and rubbed her eyes. She nodded and cried a little more. "I also..Want you to be here for yourself..." She looked down at her lap, sadly. "I want you to be able to face your fears. I want you to have the power. I want you to...Be happy Uwasa.." She spoke slowly and softly.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:07 pm
"I don't know if i will every be truly happy. I think i will always have the guilt."He looks at his feet and cry's a little more."I dont know what would make me happy leaving would just make more more upset because of what i would leave behind.But i would'nt have to see poeple who trusted me and i betrayed them."
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:11 pm
She shook her head and hid her face in her knees. She gripped the floor tightly, digging her nails into it. She wanted to slap him right then and there, to snap him back into reality, but she resisted.
Thats all i want...To make him happy...How can i have him get rid of the guilt inside of him...??
"You didnt betray us...Uwasa..You just dont see how much we care for you. Everything bad thing that you might have done, it doesnt matter...It just doesnt...I know, it may be hard to drop these things but...You need to...To move on..." A few more tears went down her face. Her eyes were bloodshot from crying so much.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:14 pm
"I guess it is time to let it go."He looked at the floor then stood up.He started unpacking his stuff an dput it back where it belonged. "I'am sorry i acted so childish.I shouldnt run from my problems."
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:16 pm
She nodded and whiped her eyes and rubbed them. She sighed and unclenched her hands from the carpet floor. She looked up at Uwasa. "Its alright...Im just...Glad you are staying here.." She nodded to herself and looked at her lap. Her ears bent backwards a little from their downward position.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:19 pm
"I don't know why i cant just let it all go .It is just everything bad that seems to happen is connected directly to me the the shadow me going evil.My mothers death."He put passion back on his night stand.He then walked up to susie and offered her a hand to get up."I don't deserve your love."
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:21 pm
She looks up at him sadly and takes his hand and pulls herself up. She looks up at him. "You deserve every ounce of the love that i have to give. You have made it through thick and thin. You are an amazing person, no matter what happens." She smiles and leans up to him and hugs him tightly. One last tear rolled down her cheek.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:23 pm
He hugged her back and saw the tear he wiped it from her eye. "Our love has kept me fighting made me good and stopped me from leaving.Our love is stronger then anything in the world."He held onto her tightly not wanting to let go.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:26 pm
She smiled and held onto him and whispered to him. "Thats right... Love.." She smiled and looked up at him. "And its going to last that whole 100 years..." She smiled.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:29 pm
He smile dback."It could last even longer." He let her go and started for the library."You wanna come help me study up on demons maybe we will find out how long you will live."He ehld his hand out to her and smiled
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 2:30 pm
She smiled and nodded. "I always wondered how long my life would be..." She smiled and took his hand and held onto it firmly. She walked with him to the library.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 4:04 pm
Jalie woke up and stretched. She smiled. She didn't think there would be anymore trouble with Vontae. She felt him leave...at least for a while. Now she could truly focus her thoughts on how she felt about Aramil, without having to worry about Vontae's jealous rage or him bringing her back to Nicholas. She knew he had left to protect her. He was hiding out somewhere where Nicholas could not find him. When it was safe, he'd come back and she'd help him rid of Nicholas for good, but until then she'd have time to focus on other things...such as her angel wings. Did she really want to be an angel again? Would she have to leave everything she loved behind? She knew she wouldn't be around all the time and she didn't want to lose Aramil, plus what if they told her she couldn't come back to him. That would kill her, though it might be better for him. He wouldn't have to worry about finding out who she was and he probably wouldn't be confused, but she wanted to be selfish. She didn't want him to worry about her or wonder, but she didn't want to leave. She sighed...
'What am I going to do?' She shook her head. She wasn't going to worry about that anymore. She stood up and got dressed and brushed her teeth. She brushed out her hair, pulling some of it up into a pony tail. It was getting so long. Then she walked out of her room.
((Vontae left for Christmas break...so he won't be on for a while, but he'll probably be back for break is over))
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 5:19 pm
Jalie walked in and crashed on her bed, smiling. She couldn't wait to see Aramil. That was her last thought as she drifted off to sleep.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 6:25 pm
Jalie sat up, yawning.
'What is up with all this sleeping?'
She shook her head and crawled out of bed. She then headed out of her room.
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Posted: Thu Dec 23, 2004 12:00 am
She walked into the dorm rooms, carrying Uwasa. She sighed and opened up the door and set Uwasa on his bed. She went back over and locked up the door. She went over to Uwasa and kissed him on the forehead. She tucked him in his bed and smiled. "Good night love..." She sighed and went over to her bed. She got under the covers and layed her head on the pillow. She closed her eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.
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