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 Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:25 am
there's really no where around her to volunteer
and it wouldn't be fair to anyone i volunteered to because i might be leaving soon, i have no idea...
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:30 am
**Huggles*
man bless your heart, sounds like your almost traped in the house. I hope it works out.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:34 am
*hugs* thanks. it's okay i guess, i've started to go to the gym with mine and loren's friend malorie again every other day, so that should help. and i go play pool with her sometimes in the evening. it's just hard you know, the not knowing thing.. guh i am so tired of the military *my dad was in the navy*
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:36 am
I don't think I can realy imagen..after all worring bount dan is nothing comapired to whta you go through, but at least you seem to handle it well.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:56 am
naw, i don't handle it well at all. i just hide it well. i don't like to bother other people with it, i'm weird like that. but i miss him so much i can't sleep in my own bed anymore because it's too big and it makes me wish he were there, so i sleep on the couch. and i wait up all night long, like i'm doing now, hoping he'll get online and we can talk. though he doesn't seem to be getting on tonight ._. and i made a mule account of a male so i can dress him up like my hubbywubby and have loren draw a picture.. i handle this very badly.. i'm just so used to it it's like second nature to me now...
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:58 am
Man, **hugs** I'm sorry to have brought all that up Herber.
once again I insert my vertual foot into my vertual mouth.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 2:22 am
*hugs* it's alright. i am honestly okay. i miss him a lot, but it's something i've learned to deal with. and you didn't know you were going to get me rambling on and on about my husband, so please don't worry about it. i'm sort of a religious person, so this is all something that i'm going through that's going to make me stronger for later. and i really think the things we have to deal with made me and joshua have such a strong relationship. and if you're going to be my friend, you might as well call me by my real nam ^^ (heather) the screenname all makes sense now, ne? XD
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 2:24 am
Heather..thats such a preaty name, and since you gave me your real name, might as well give you mine, its Courtney.
I'm not to found of it, such a plain name, though for the longest time On line I've been by the name Raven.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 2:28 am
**yaws** gahh, its almost 4:30 here, sorry to cut our conversation short, but I realy should get some rest.
NiNi Heather, twas nice talking with you **glomps** see you tormow I hope, if not I'll be back on line wensday.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 2:32 am
thanks, i'm actually really NOT fond of my name.. my mom used to call me weed growing up, because heather is a wild flower, and it used to get on my nerves SO BAD. but, my mom is evil like that... but my friend came up with a really pretty way to say it "she upon who the fox's dance" there's some kinda celtic story about a magical hill with heather so thick on it that fox's could walk right on top of the blooms.. i really like that...
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 8:41 am
ahh, which name would you prefer to go buy? Though knowing me I'll most likely come up with some weird nick name.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 11:15 am
lmao if you could come up with a nickname for heather, i'd be your friend for LIFE. jesus, there's no way to shorten it! what are you gonna call me? Heat... Ther.. ? there's not sortening of this name! but call me whatever you're comfy with ^^
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 11:17 am
ohh a challage
diana likes challanges. xd
TherTher?
and thing aobut my nick names..they are weeiiirrrrdddd.
Once called a guy on a production team chew toy.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 11:20 am
*blinky blinky* chew toy...? oi.. i've created a monster...
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 11:23 am
well at the end of the short film his char got bitten on the neck but a vampier like alien...which the dirction claimed was in no way realated to a vaimper.
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