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 Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 7:54 pm
yeha i feel like that just about everyday of my life, but you have to keep going, you stop and you die
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 8:04 pm
*feels like booting life up the arse* I keep thinking 'when uni finishes, it'll be easier', but then I'm moving, and then when I've finished getting settled, Uni'll start up again, and then I'm saving for a car that I wont be able to afford anyway and will have to forgo my holiday because of it, and then when I buy my car, it'll add an extra $50 to my expenses a week which I cant afford so I'll have to work even more to make up for it and still do uni because I don't wanna be working in a petrol station for the rest of my life. So while my friends are getting married, buying brand new cars, building houses and traveling overseas, I'll.. be... stuck... here!
It makes me wanna cry...
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 8:16 pm
i feel like that alot, i should be graduating this year but im not, rather then being year twelve im year eleven, due to six months spent in a psych ward undergoing drug therapy....
i look at my liufe and i see everythign starting to slip again, grades, relationships, just my outlook on life, and i see myself stuck in this damn homophobic town til im old and gray
i see myself dying alone.
or my more realistic view i see myself getting beated to death with a bat while tied to a barbwire fence by a bunch of gay bashers at teh asge of 23
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 8:22 pm
God the world sucks... We just have to keep sticking it out. I think the only thing that holds me together anymore is my faith and my dreams
I *refuse* to simply fade away. I'm gonna keep fighting, no matter how tied I get, no matter how useless I might feel right now. If for no other reason then its all I have left.
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 8:25 pm
heh, i could fade away, but i wont let everyone who siad i would fail be right damnit, im going to fight damnit, cause i can, cause i will
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 8:28 pm
hehehe, we're insane people, I'm over it now, I could wallow, but that just makes me pissed at myself. So I'm going to look at hot boys, and share them with you!
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:21 pm
Do a didi dum didi do (am the gold whore today xp )
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:30 pm
wicked_lady Do a didi dum didi do (am the gold whore today xp ) Nuh-ah!!!!!!! Not aloud to be. *Hisses.*
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:33 pm
Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:37 pm
wicked_lady Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^ Stop posting and let me catch up to your 307 posts you mean sister you. blaugh
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:41 pm
wendy_moon wicked_lady Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^ Stop posting and let me catch up to your 307 posts you mean sister you. blaugh Get nutted, it's my Guild and I should have the most posts in it xp
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:46 pm
wicked_lady wendy_moon wicked_lady Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^ Stop posting and let me catch up to your 307 posts you mean sister you. blaugh Get nutted, it's my Guild and I should have the most posts in it xp *Pouts* I gues... but it's still not fair...
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 9:54 pm
wendy_moon wicked_lady wendy_moon wicked_lady Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^ Stop posting and let me catch up to your 307 posts you mean sister you. blaugh Get nutted, it's my Guild and I should have the most posts in it xp *Pouts* I gues... but it's still not fair... Mwhaha (is laughing at your 1700 posts!) I'm well over 2000! You shall never beat me!!! Ok, now I really have to go!!
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 10:00 pm
wicked_lady wendy_moon wicked_lady wendy_moon wicked_lady Oh, I'm fixing up all the stickies, by making banners for them, so enjoy the changes around the forum ^_^ Stop posting and let me catch up to your 307 posts you mean sister you. blaugh Get nutted, it's my Guild and I should have the most posts in it xp *Pouts* I gues... but it's still not fair... Mwhaha (is laughing at your 1700 posts!) I'm well over 2000! You shall never beat me!!! Ok, now I really have to go!! *Sniffs* crying Melly you're so mean!!!
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2004 7:10 pm
Dont worry Wendy, ill set my uber sexiness on her and make her head explode with dirty thoughts, i can do that you know
-purrs while eating cherries in a pair of tight blue jeans-
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