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 Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 11:40 pm
She worried for him greatly and wanted his happiness. Standing, still crying herself, she moved behind him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, hugging him, comforting him more than she would be able to while seated at his side. Concentrating on her breathing and relaxing, she began singing a calm tune in the Ancient Language for him.
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Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 11:49 pm
He slowly stopped crying and his eyes were red still watery from the sobbing sniffing a bit
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Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 11:55 pm
She continued to sing for him. Realizing his crying had lessened, she conjured a handkerchief for him, making sure he could take it if he wanted to, lying it across his knee so she could continue hugging him. "Share with me, Seisuke-ona. Share your pain so you may become happy."
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:10 am
He tried to clean himself of his tears and sighed* I not wish to burden you in any way.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:13 am
"Seisuke-ona is no burden to Ziven." she said softly, giving him another squeeze around the shoulders, nuzzling the back of his head with her forehead.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:20 am
I dont have anything, I lost more than i can retrive and that leaves me with a empty space that my heart craves constantly. So many around me happy and me i am unhappy well unhappy in that aspect
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:36 am
"Aye." she replied simply. Feeling both confused and yet as if she better understood, she continued to hold him in her arms, giving him the comfort he needed, feeling happy also because helping him, caring for him was helping her also. "It is difficult to adapt to that which is no longer available or which has never been within your grasp. It is easy to covet that which another has, be it an item or a relationship with another. In these times, you must remember who you are, what your place is and reexamine how you and they may now flow together after realizing this. I am certain those who are happy will share their happiness with you." she said softly, again nuzzling his head as she held him close.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:49 am
*He looked at her* Covet , never been at my grasp ? What i want was always been at my grasp. I was just too stupid to even realize what should i have done and lost it. No one has a definite place theres no placement as if one is controlled by destiny. Happiness to one is unhappoiness to another. I have clearly no place after being here i realize this i have friends i have respect but happiness is something no one will share with me. Is just not the same. one cant grow accustomed to emptiness if one grows accustomed then it only means you are just a shell at the mercy of the waves of uncertainty.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 11:35 am
Listening to him, she slowly released him from her arms. Turning, she leaned her back against his, relaxing and supporting his back, his would support hers also. Though he would not be able to see, there was a pained expression on her face as she hugged her knees closer to her. "Then I cannot help you." she said softly. She would not leave his side.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:15 pm
You can help me... is just all this sorrow is bogging me a lot and it pains me i always hide it because i always though the happiness of others would erase it and it has for a while i was happy alongside my friends happy and all. But for one who has lost so much in his life the pain and sorrow linger constantly that one cant achieve their own happiness is mind boggling. I want to have someone that can say to me a i love like a wife. I already have part filled by my friends i just crave a companion one that will never leave my side and i can share my deepest emotions that have been so secluded in my heart. Going to this place was something i had to do to let go of the past that has been pulling me away. But my greatest treasure is not with me in the way i want. Is this so wrong? To feel this way?
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 1:11 pm
"I understand, Seisuke-ona. It is very difficult to be alone." she said softly, remaining near to him. "It is normal to feel as you do." she said softly, relaxing a bit. After a moment, she began humming the tune she sang for him earlier, hoping to ease his pain more.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:18 pm
Im glad you understand.... *Thats all that he said gently hearing the tune he smirked somewhat*
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:30 pm
Only after the song was finished, did she speak again. "Few understand what it truly is to be lonely better than I." she said softly, leaning against him a bit more again. She too was showing a small smile though she did not move to hug him again. "I will not leave except by your request."
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:42 pm
I know you do as you were alone. If there was only loneliness. You have only expirienced once the loss i have more times than you can imagine still i think i should be the one dead no them...... Mercina, Alanna you two were like sisters to me your loss is great among others *he clenched the pocket watch and the feather tightly*
Thank you
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:49 pm
She did not correct him assuming he meant loss in the family. There were many in her life she had lost, though none as dear to her as Reeve. Inhaling deeply, she began to sing another song of peace, love and the bonds between people.
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