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 Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 3:26 pm
"Your dreamcatcher." Amaya smiled a little and let it slide off her finger into Colche's palms. "It's okay, I'll help you but... what do you mean Chubbs won't miss you? Of course he will." Did something happen with her and Chubbs? The last she had heard the girl would go to his duplex every morning to watch the sunrise with him.
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Posted: Fri Dec 16, 2005 8:38 am
"no" colche stated, though she held tightly to the dream catcher hugging it to her chest with a silent puurr. her ears flattened tight against her hair and she sniffled "noone care, noone come, noone care!" Her brow creased and she pilled away from Amaya again holding the dreamcatcher to her chest "noone care, noone looks, noone, alone, sposed to be alone" she weapt softly tears rolling down ehr cheeks. Noone had come to look for her, seh ahd been gone for days and noone had even been to her duplex. She was invisable, she had convinced herself of this, the being alone part, well that was just the cheetah saying so, it wanted to be alone, the solitary beast that it was, her state of mind had obviously helped it along. Although she craved to be loved and cared about, it seemed everyone else had other things to worry about so she was alone, always alone.
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Posted: Fri Dec 16, 2005 3:29 pm
Amaya frowned, letting her large hands drop into her lap once more. "I was looking for... anyone, really. But I never seemed to run into you. I just figured you were out at the beach or with Chubbs or something." She admitted, green eyes looking at her lap. "How can you be so sure that no one cares for you? You don't think I care about you?" This time she looked up, forcing herself to meet Colche's big blue eyes.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 9:01 am
Colche's ears flattened then lifted slightly as her gaze fell on amaya and a sudden rush of shame flooded over her. She had never felt ashamed or embaressed, only frightened and alone. her eyes droppped to the ground a big tear rolling down ehr cheek "Amaya cares for colche?" she questioned her ears twitching again so that they became V shaped instead of O shaped which they usually were. "Colche alone always Amaya, noone comes, think noone care, noone comes" She repeated ehr last sentence pretty much her blue gaze lifting to look at Amaya, those baby blue eyes, staring in to the green, her beautiful gaze so nieve and innocent completely ripped apart by sadness. She didn't understand alot of things and noone was there to help her to understand so now, now she was alone even though she desperately needed a friend to help her, noone came to give her a helping hand.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:29 pm
Amaya smiled as much as she could, which wasn't a lot. "Of course I care about you Colche, why wouldn't I?" She tried to souch reassuring, obvious not lying. What reason was there not to care for the poor girl? "And I'm sure a lot of others do. Just because they didn't come looking for you doesn't mean that they don't care. They might think your somewhere else safe or with someone else. I doubt many would jump to the conclusion that you ran off into the jungle... since well, it seems like the last thing you'd do."
It was starting to get in the later afternoon and already Amaya could feel the heat seeping away from her body. As much as she didn't want to leave Colche, she would either have to convince the girl to come back with her soon or... leave her here before she found herself too cold to move.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:42 pm
Perhaps colche did indeed exopect too much from the inhabitants of the island, she expected them to be there, but they weren't, she never saw anyone and it hurt her, hurt her far worse than her abuse, at least she never kid herself about that, but here, on the island, it was supposed to be family, but noone came to see her, everyone was wrapped up in their own little lives and perhaps now she was too. "Jungle safe, no people, just Colche an, an, an trees" she pointed around to the canopy which shaded them. Her ears twitched a little her lips still turned in a sad little frown. "Colche safe out here, safe no more hurt. no more wait" her brow furrowed and she looked at Amaya, turning her gaze to the slowly dimming sky she sighed softly. "nearly sleep time" she stated simply shuffling to amaya she handed her the dream catcher "put on Colche bed? Colche no bed in jungle." she smiled weakly her eyes twinkling with tears, perhaps it was a good bye on her part, perhaps this would be the last bond for her, somone had indeed found her but not on purpose. She was invisable so it didn't matter what she did. Licking her lips she puurred once her gaze lifting to the sky, she knew it was well on in to the afternoon and sunset would happen soon, Amaya would go and she would be alone again just like the beast wanted, perhaps now, she wanted that too.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:50 pm
Amaya looked down at the dreamcatcher on her large palm and frowned. "You really want to stay out here, Colche...?" She looked back up to her and reached out, pulling the girl into an embrace whether she liked it or not. "I can't decide this for you... but I am going to vist you and I still care no matter what you may think." After pulling away she wiped the tears from Colche's eyes with one of her knuckles, her own tears begining once more.
"I'm sorry I can't stay with you, Colche... but if I stay out here when it gets dark, I won't be able to move. It gets too cold." Green eyes looked down, at the same time furious that she was cold-blooded now and sad because she didn't know if Colche would be alright.
"I'll come back to visit. Stay safe and be a strong girl, okay?" Putting her hands on Colche's shoulders she stared into her eyes for a moment. "Good night, sister." Amaya then stood and with one last regreatful look to her younger sibling, headed back to the duplexes.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 1:02 pm
Colche watched the slowly receeding figure, the her that was the little girl, dying just to be loved begged for ehr legs to move and for her to follow amaya, but something made her stay where she was, even though tears rolled down her cheeks. She couldn't take being rejected any more even if amaya had said she wouldn't, she was betetr off alone. As amaya vanished in to the trees, the slender figiure finally moved, resting beneath the tree she had been sleeping under these past days. Her deep blue eyes gazed up at the sky as it slowly turned from blue to gold then to the deep shocking red of the medeteranian sunset. She closed her eyes, pulling her knees to her chest she wept softly in to them, she was supposed to be alone, so why did she feel so helpless? she was supposed to be alone out here, it was her home now, a home where she couldn't be hurt any more.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 9:58 am
New RP
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A very tall, scrawny figure occasionally shouting obscenities towards brush was wondering around the jungle. Thorn was trying to find something, obviously and couldn't. That pissed her off to no ********! Where is it? I swore I put it right here in this god damn bush" She muttered to herself. Not that it was easy to tell who she was right now. It was obvious she wanted it to be that way, all decked in black from head to toe with a black hoodie covering her face almost entirely, except for those eyes. This was kind of funny considering no one else on the island had orange horizontally slitted eyes besides Lauren.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 10:08 am
Colche heard rustelings coming through the trees. For a moment she almost bolted until she half recognised the voice. her heart beat l;ike a drum against her ribs and she hissed, her own pupils narrowing to slits making her already huge blue eyes seem larger. Her tiny stump of a tail flicked unhappily as she backed away towards the trees, she couldn't run in the jungle, it was the one problem with the place. Still she could back away in to the trees if she had to.
Her ears flickered low against her head as she clung to her scraop of blanket the only thing she had taken away with her from her duplex. She looked a mess, she was dirty, her hair full of leaves and other things that it had collected from the undergrowth. Still she had not returned to her duplex, she liked the jungle alot and the solitude it provided her. She wasn't even sure if she should stay and allow Lauren to find her. That was the voice, it sounded angry though, maybe she was angry at ehr? Her every mucle tenced then and her tail looped downwards, she didn't want to be punished for not living in ehr duplex any more. Yet she was frightened that thats what would happen. Noone wanted her there so she had escaped to the jungle, where she was safe and away from anyone who could hurt her.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 10:18 am
Lauren kicked around through tons of brush until she came closer to where Colche was hiding. Her eyes caught site of the plastic bag as her mood suddenly shifted from incredibly angry to totally happy.
"There you are you little shi. . ." She said to the bag as she picked it up but smelled something familiar as she ran to reach for it. She sniffed the air looking up, seeing the poor thing all dirty and dishevled.
"Colche?!?" She asked puzzled. "What are you doing here?" Lauren walked over cautiously towards her. She smelled. . . something else in the air but her senses weren't animalistic enough to decipher emotions.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 10:35 am
Her brow creased and she hissed again, she didn't recognise the figure in black, she backed away a further step her back coming in to abrupt contact with a tree. Her ears flattened maybe it wasn't lauren maybe it was just somone pretending to be lauren. She licked her lips in a nervous manner before nibbling at ehr bottom lip in her old, nervy way until it bled softly "Live here, live here" she stated rather hurriedly as if saying such would excuse her from any more questions about why she was here.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 10:43 am
The figure in black stopped, puzzled by Colche's responses. This was the first time Lauren had ever seen her mad. It made her wonder if the Cheatah inside Colche was winning the game.
She stood there for nearly a minute puzzling things over in her head until she realised that her face was covered. Lauren sighed, knowing that she had taken well enough care to avoid cameras up until now (from what she knew of the cameras anyway). She knew that as soon as she took the mask off her cover would be blown.
Rolling the delima in her head, she put her hoodie down, sighing. Her hair was a rats nest of sweat and tangles. All that black was hot in the jungle, the only thing keeping Lauren from overheating was her low percentage of body fat.
"It's me Colche!" She said, nearing a whisper, "Thorn... uh Lauren" she quickly put her hoodie back on hopeing no one was watching. Lauren had spent a ton of her alone time planning this event she didn't want to spoil it.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 10:54 am
Colche's tail twitched once more as she finally saw it was indeed lauren. her ears flattened against her head and slowly she calmed back to ehr usual self before a friend "hullo" she whispered at last after a good moment or more in silence. her huge blue eyes making sure it definately was lauren. her nose wasn't quite developed for scents yet. Calming physically she tilted ehr head at Laurens strange attire, she had no words to ask though so she simply looked at the blond haired female with avid curiosity.
Still she continued to remain a little tence, was Lauren going to shout at her for leaving her duplex? Or didn't she even know? Noone knew it seemed, noone cared, the cheetah wasright, that instinct to be alone was right, noone cared where she had gone.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 11:01 am
Lauren went from super tense, her tail puffed up like a pipe cleaner (which was highly uncomfortable stuck into her pants like it was) to limp as a noodle and relaxed when she found Colche was not going to tear her to shreds. Good good, Lauren didn't want to be torn into shreds today.
She remembered what Colche had said to her earlier, "You want to live HERE?" Lauren asked puzzled, "Why?" Lauren had remembered her weeks of solitude in her duplex, trying to hide the mongoose away, trying to win the war of genes that ran through her body with solitude. Was something similar going on with Colche?
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