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*Pats*

That's good.

I have the sudden urge to WHOOP THE s**t OUTA KB!!!!

Don't let us hold you back? sweatdrop

Poor Teggie-Kun. Shot, and he can't do anything about it.

Well, you could just shoot him... back? sweatdrop

Okay. This post is not whining or complaining. Simply telling all those that wish I would post more and hurry up with the battle with Tegral and at the citadel, that while I would love to do as they wish, I cannot always do it.

1. Work. I work now. I work in retail. For those of you that do not have a job, have never had a job, or have never worked in retail...Screw you. It drains me, the hours usually have me working till 1am or later. I am on my feet for 8 hours or longer. I get home and I am tired.

2. Health. Lately, likely because of work, I have not been feeling up to par. I fear that my weight is suffering because of this and that can have dire implications. I have no body fat to lose and a person doesnt lose five pounds of muscle within a week or two.

3. Mood. I have to be a certain mood, or close to being in that mood to post well and effectively. I wish I could be in this mood all the time, but honestly, I sometimes just don' feel like dealing with the people here. While I enjoy the online company of many of you, I cannot enjoy it all the time.

4. All you people. You all nag at me. This will not get me to post any faster. In fact, it will anger me and set me further from a role playing state of mind. I come to this guild to hone my skills as a writer and role player. Not to cater to everyone elses rp needs.

5. Myself. Sometimes I just need to be away from the computer, hang out with friends, be at work, whatever. I cannot spend every minute of every day role playing. It is bad for my social life, it is bad for my health, physical and mental.

I am sorry that I am having trouble posting while in the middle of a rather large and far too drawn out plot, but it cannot be helped. I simply cannot post whenever you all would like me to. I would enjoy it if I could, but I simply do not have the time, the patience, or the energy to do so. So if you could all just leave me alone and let me post when I feel I can do so effectively or when I have time and energy to do so, things will go a lot smoother with me. I do not mean to be an a** about this, but this is just how I work.

I used to be able to spend several hours every day doing nothing but role playing. I no longer can do that. My life has become more hectic, and more realistic. I am growing up and trying to make myself into a person capable of living independantly in the real world. If you all do not like it too bad.

Thank you for your time and patience, if any of you even posses such a thing.

*twitch* I understand your plight, Draeken, but that doesn't mean I'm any more accepting to the fact my character is stalled because you're in a bit of a pissy mood.

I'd have to agree sweatdrop If you can't RP because of RL stuff I can more than sympathize, but the fact is you're holding up other people when you could just pull out of the RP and let the rest of us get on