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Yawgmoth burst into laughter once she started to get nervous and speak like she'd messed up. With an amused sigh he started walking towards her and kissed the top of her head. "Not at all, you can't tell the difference between an angry stare and the look of a lover just admiring the figure, the beauty of his love?" he asked in a whisper holding her for a moment by placing his hands on her hips. "This looks almost as delicious as you do by the way." he added turning his eyes to the food she'd prepared before returning them to her.

"Then just trust that we will never look at you with hatred or anger." he said after returning her kiss sitting down to eat. "What other things do you have in mind?" he asked as he started to dig in, he was careful about it this time. It was rare to have such good breakfast so he was taking it slow, careful not to make a mess of things. To enjoy it and her company.

Holding his hand over his mouth as he finished chewing a bite he shook his head back and forth and chuckled lightly. "If we were you, we would never give us that window of saying 'anything you want'. Just a fair warning dear." he replied in a sly tone taking the piece she offered and starting to munch down again. One of the downsides to being as powerful in both physical and magical arts was that it was so draining, all the time, to keep it under control. This is why he ate huge each time he ate. Like refilling a car. "You just admitted you're annoying you know that? Have a little more confidence Ziven please. We used to think you were the most annoying thing on the planet because you were like a bug we couldn't squash. But we've obviously changed our outlook on you, and a few other things in the process." he said with a smile in between bites of food.

"Heh we can't wait to make you make that sound again" he said quietly hoping she didn't hear but he couldn't help it and if she did, oh well. "We're different too. We only evoke fear though. This could be because unlike you who tries to be nice we never try that. We try to be the demon in the night that little children are afraid of. At least, we used to. But we wouldn't worry about such things now. You have friends, you have us, and we care deeply for you. You have your father and your sister. What more do you require now?" he asked being serious. She used to complain of never having anyone so close but now she had him, closer than anyone else had ever been with her.

"You can just relax and enjoy them while you have them. As we showed you with Crow in the past. You never know when reality will bite and take it away. We won't be leaving you, you won't be leaving us, but we do not control fate nor do you. But talk of that is cryptic and unnerving. Let's change back to our first statement." he said with a nervous grin. "When you ate that piece of bacon you made a long mmm sound. That's the sound we want you to make. But not over food, over something we're doing to you. Get the idea now?" he asked raising an eyebrow as he finished the last bit on his plate. "Of course we don't mean right now either, whenever it happens next which could be now, an hour from now, a week from now we don't care. Like you, we're not sure what to do with ourselves anymore. We've..obsessed over having you for a year or more. Though we weren't imagining that you'd be willing in our head. Like we admitted before. However, we're glad you're are as this is more than we dreamed. Still, leaves us with a sense of lost feelings. We're not sure what to do next if that makes sense" he said with a slightly nervous chuckle rubbing the back of his head as he turned his eyes away from her. "We suppose, in the future there will be children. We could plan for that. We'd rather hold off for a little while though. To enjoy you to ourselves just a little longer. Kind of selfish we know."

"Exactly, and that's all that matters. That we care, that we want the same end goal. We can argue over which path to take when we come to those paths. But there is no reason not to enjoy what we have until we come to those crossroads." he replied with a firm nod, a half smile in her direction hoping she agreed to just..enjoy things and ignore the hard future choices until it came to having to make them.

Shaking his head back and forth he chuckled a little. "Exactly my dear, that's what we were trying to say. That we will overcome them as we find them, we will not seek them out. Forgive us for not..making things clear. Certain tricks of your language still escape us." he said nodding. Pausing for a moment now that they were in private he leaned closer and spoke in his native tongue, phyrexian. "Kras aasrugel ko dratir" he said grinning. Repeating exactly what he'd said in plain english for her. "Your language is very strange."

"Ahah, your voice is too sweet and soft for such a harsh language as ours. Almost every phyrexian has a rough voice, deep, most of them metallic sounding resounding off of their artificial parts. It is designed around that basis to make it easily understood between its speakers." he said after listening to her repeat the words.