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thank god you guys are here. shes just sitting there not doing anything. i dont know what to do! she wont get up or speak or anything!!

((what did your mom do that your so p/oed????))

(( haha ha ha haha ha, oh man. It woundt fit on this page! It all started when I was like what.. born!? well what im recently mad about is about what happened Friday and now today.

My ex youth leader is/was pregnant. She left just a cople of months ago but she was like a mother to me. treathed me waaay better than my real mom ever would. Well she had been trying to get pregnant and then she finally did!!! Well I was sooo happy! I was like IM GONG TO BE THERE WHEN THE BABIES IS BORN! I DONT CARE IF ITS THREE IN THE MORNING I DONT CARE IF ITS DURING SCHOOL! well today my best friend calls me and is like "ITS COMING! HER WATER BROKE AND EVERYHTING!" and Im like OH MY GOSH! IVE WAITED FOR THIS FOREVER!!!!!! and Im like MOM LETS GO! and she goes 'oh well there is a booster meeting I have to go to. I say "you can miss one meeting, I mean come on I think they would understand." but she wouldnt listen t me. so I ask if she can just drop me off and shes like "NO"
SHE WONT EVEN DROP ME OFF!!!
now shes back home and acitng all nice and everything because she read my im and know that Im going to live with my friend for a week....

ugg I dont know how much Im goign to take this. Im seriously thinking about just moving to my dad's but then I hafe to think about it. Marching Band, will the school credits transfer over, will my dad even want me living with him? ugggg I know Im crazy... but shes been a total b***h my whole life. Even to my sister who is now in college. >.<

sorry about the whole rant thing. ))

((fine dont even mention dylan i see how it is haha jk))

nobody was answering the door and dylan now was crying just as bad as jaye was

"ggg..ooddd... wwwhh..yyy ..... whh...ooo wou. would do... such.. a.. th. thing"

he went over to ocha and just sat there weeping

((well i really can't do much until littleamadeus and is john and ocha the only ones who arent crying right now))

(( he didnt didnt do it just so you know O.o and Im keeping him away because he knows that Li died and he doest want to take advantage of her.. but hell say that later ))

((same here...it really makes ya think it was chase..))John leaned his head up to see everyone crying..then he let his head drop back to the sidewalk..slowly..and stared up at the sky..he didnt want to be near anyone them ebcause they would hit him for not crying about Li

dylan had leaned up against ocha still crying now holding her hand