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 Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:46 pm
Orient gives him a small smile. "I want to get better too." he says. "I've only felt this way once before, and I didn't much like it then, either."
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:48 pm
Caspian blinks, "Y'd don' mean... when I left?"
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:49 pm
Orient nods, leaning back against Cas.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:52 pm
Even though he wasn't glad to have caused that kind of grief to Orient, he felt touched that Orient cared that much. He'd been trying to resist having sex with the other man, since he knows he doesn't feel overly into it right now, but he can't help but lean over and kiss Orient deeply.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:54 pm
Orient does kiss back, but not with the kind of emotion that he'd expressed with Cas before. He still loves Caspian, but he's not sure how much anymore. He's not sure either if he loves Uriel more.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:55 pm
Caspian brings a hand up Orient's side, and I fast forward cuz I don't want to write sex like this.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:57 pm
then it's after ssex time, and Orient feels like crap because he hadn't been an active participant and he knows that Caspian is not totally satisfied.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 7:58 pm
The irishman doesn't say anything about it. he just kisses and cuddles Orient the way he would after any other time.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:00 pm
"I'm sorry." Orient says, pulling away a little. He doesn't want to hurt caspian, but he really is confused. He loves them both, but he's really messed up about Uriel leaving.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:01 pm
Caspian just kisses him gently, "It's fine."
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:02 pm
Orient sighs, because he knows it's not fine. He just leans back though, and tries to sleep.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:03 pm
The redhead kisses him again, and then pretends to be asleep, while he thinks things over.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:04 pm
Orient's sleep is fitful, and he wakes up multiple times that night.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:05 pm
Caspian barely gets anysleep, but he pretends. The next day he goes about his work as normal, although he's rather tired.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 8:06 pm
Orient doesn't even bother leqaving his room that day, deciding instead that he'd rather get really drunk, so at least he can forget... for now/
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