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Elder

PostPosted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 7:47 pm


CraftyUnicorn

I'm actually a little more freaked out about it now than I was then.


That's because you were in shock then, and you aren't now.

Don't worry about it.

I'm going through similiar prolems with a close friend. My mom has kind of prevented me from getting to close to her, but she's a diabetic who weighs.. I think over 600 pounds, now.
PostPosted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 7:51 pm


Yeah, well, it wasn't just that I couldn't do much. I don't really handle stress very well and the whole lot of us sat inside Burger Street cracking zombie jokes and making comments about dinner theatre and bad publicity. sweatdrop

It helped at the time.

I guess I was in shock before. I've never actually seen someone die before.

That's incredibly unhealthy for her, Q. Though, I'm sure she knows that.

Edit: A more detailed account.

PsiberZombie

Dapper Noob


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Elder

PostPosted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 8:20 pm


Oh yeah. Beyond unhealthy at this point.
She's going to die soon.
I mean, she's got bleeders.

Part of me wantsa to talk to her, but the other part of me wants to stay away 'cause she's dying.
I mean, she never specifically asked for me to talk to, not that she would.. But if she did, I'd talk to her.
She's great. She's like a better mom than my mom. She just talks a lot. I have a bad habit of boiling up anger for people who talk a lot.

But yeah. People who are dying will do good to hate me. Everyone specifically asked for me when my Great-grandmother was dying, even her, and I was like "******** no".

I'm an insensitive piece of s**t.
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:41 am


Q: You're talking to the girl who really, really wanted to play Another One Bites the Dust at her father's funeral. Of course, I only wanted to do it because I knew he'd like it, but still.

I ended up going out to Retro Without Shame. I went by myself and sort of figured that I'd spend the whole night sitting in a corner and people watching. I didn't think I really knew people that hung out in that place.

But, as soon as I got there I ran into a girl from high school, then some guy spotted my Cure tshirt and started talking to me about which of their albums was the best (he said it was Boys Don't Cry, I said Head on the Door). Then, a couple of guys I knew from my waitressing days showed up so I hung out with them for a while. One of them was kind of drunk though (where were people getting liquor? It was a coffee shop!) and not very good conversation. But then, people from my old job showed up and that was really cool. And, one of my old DnD buddies (who gets incredibly affectionate and more straight when he's drunk).

No one used their real names though, and that was strange. The girl I knew from high school introduced herself as Stormy (her name's Amanda). The guy that started talking to me about The Cure called himself Tommy Gee even though his name was Nick. I felt strange using mine, so I started introducing myself as Star.

I spent most of the night crushing on this girl in a Souxsie and the Banshees shirt with stripped stockings that danced like, well, I don't know enough about dancing to make a good analogy. She was just really incredible to watch.

Tommy Gee wants to start a band with me because we like all the same music and both agree that The Ramones were the first pop-punk band and without them Simple Plan and Good Charlotte wouldn't exist. I tried to explain that I really sucked at the guitar, but he said that being in a band would only make me better.

And somehow, despite the fact that I was perfectly sober (having only had an iced mocha latte) and all my attempts to avoid it, I ended up on the dance floor.

Some guy came up to me and said, "No offense, but you look hot when you're dancing."

I think I just stared at him blankly, even though I wanted to ask why I would be offended by that.

Gods, why are my posts so long lately?

PsiberZombie

Dapper Noob


JoVo

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 9:38 am


I had a long conversation with my uncle about dying. He was going to die soon, so we said our goodbyes, and it was all good.

Then he lived longer. I went to see him again, and we joked about him not having left when he said he was going to. It was funny.

He died about a month later. I was glad to have dealt with death the way I did. It's not insensitive to realize that death is really not that big a deal. I loved him, but death happens, and it's a good thing it does because my uncle was doing more suffering than living by the end.

My grandfather is going to die next. I always make sure to say my goodbyes before I leave Miami. My mom will probably be heartbroken, but I'm going to be fine. Not because I'm insensitive, but because I'm prepared.

If my mother died, I think I'd suffer from mixed feelings of guilt, despair, and elation. Also not because I'm insensitive, but because I still haven't been able to wholly forgive her.

Then, there's my grandmother... I'll leave her out. Crafty knows.

All in all, death isn't so bad. It's the one thing you can always count on. I forgot why I started this post. I've had a weird day, and seeing dirty, half-dead people in the French Quartier all morning has depressed me. I'm gonna write about it for one of my classes, so you can all see my crazy adventures with the drugged out man with no pants, the passed out lady with the half-eaten burger, and the whore named Kelly who promised me a good time that would stay where it was to be had.

In other news, I was nearly attacked with a baton by a crazy man who crashed into me because he wasn't looking where he was going. I almost wish he had. I need kneecaps to break now more than ever.
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 10:17 am


Well, I didn't mean insensitive in a self-damaging sort of way. sweatdrop
I'm fine with it.

Man, that's.. Weird, JoVo.

So.. I suppose now's not a good time to say I'm really happy about going to New Orleans next week, huh?

Well, I already said I'd go, so I guess it'd be really stupid of me to pull out now that JoVo's having bad days. (Not that I was going entirely for JoVo, but it was most of it).

My Dad(arr..) And I are going next week, to downtown. It's stupid, because normally he gets a rental car but not this time, so I'm pretty much grounded. And if you wanted to see me, you'd have to drive over.

Now that I think about it, it was kind of selfish of me to think you'd do that for me. Aha. sweatdrop

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Elder


JoVo

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 10:52 am


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So.. I suppose now's not a good time to say I'm really happy about going to New Orleans next week, huh?

Well, I already said I'd go, so I guess it'd be really stupid of me to pull out now that JoVo's having bad days. (Not that I was going entirely for JoVo, but it was most of it).

You're coming? Cool. I still have Wednesdays and Thursdays off as far as I know. I'm not really having bad days. Just weird ones. I'm actually having some really nice days.

Crafty knows. ninja

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Now that I think about it, it was kind of selfish of me to think you'd do that for me. Aha. sweatdrop

Well, it was just silly for you to think I'd drive over. But I can certainly take the bus over. That's not a problem at all. Especially considering the downtown area is where all the fun is to be had anyway.

But if you're gonna hang out with me, you're going to have to shave your mustache. That thing is just nasty, in any gender. gonk
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 11:11 am


You
But if you're gonna hang out with me, you're going to have to shave your mustache. That thing is just nasty, in any gender. gonk


Ahaha.. sweatdrop

Alright, fine. My family hates me for growing it anyway. My mom's been dying to wax my whole face so I guess I'll go do it.
gonk
Edit: Alright, well, I want to go swimming, and my dad was all like "We should go swimming" so I guess it's now turned into a whole body wax. Haha! Be happy, I go through so much pain for you, JoVo. xd heart

Anyway, what are you doing right now? I could call you or something, describe specifics if that's okay.

Also, you kind of have to meet my dad, first. Just. I'm sure he'll come off as an idiotic bigot, so just.. Uh. Act nice and we'll be fine. sweatdrop
(He's kind of homophobic and I made the mistake of saying you were gay under the ideology that because you're gay you wouldn't rape me, since my parents are all over the rape thing. And yeah, I know you're not gay, but it fit with what I had to say)

Edit:
And I was sincere in that PM. Not trying to feign interest in your personal health just so you'd come over.

Edit2: I'm female. Bah, it was childish keeping it in anyway. Even though, like, everyone pretty much knows.

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Elder


JoVo

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 11:24 am


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My mom's been dying to wax my whole face so I guess I'll go do it.
gonk

Yay!

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Anyway, what are you doing right now? I could call you or something, describe specifics if that's okay.

I'm only watching a movie. You can call if you like.

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Also, you kind of have to meet my dad, first. Just. I'm sure he'll come off as an idiotic bigot, so just.. Uh. Act nice and we'll be fine. sweatdrop

He seems like a swell guy from what you've said about him. xp

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(He's kind of homophobic and I made the mistake of saying you were gay under the ideology that because you're gay you wouldn't rape me, since my parents are all over the rape thing. And yeah, I know you're not gay, but it fit with what I had to say)

I'll play my part.

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And I was sincere in that PM. Not trying to feign interest in your personal health just so you'd come over.

I know. 3nodding

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I'm female. Bah, it was childish keeping it in anyway. Even though, like, everyone pretty much knows.

I also know that, but now you've confessed it to everyone. gonk
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 11:27 am


It was mainly for Nios, and I felt really bad coming off as some weird rapist to her.
Besides, I figured she'd get it when I linked her to the AWA thread, and when she didn't I was like. "Oishite! Okay, maybe I can still cover it up!"

And since she didn't get the hint from that, I didn't think she'd get why You wouldn't rape me if you were gay. So I figured, "Bah, might as well just let everyone know."

Haha, so excited. I can't wait to see you!

I forgot your phone number, though. I don't think I ever called it anyway, you called me that one time, IIRC. xp

Edit: Which means you need to give it to me again through AIM or PM. 3nodding

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Elder


Nios

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 11:56 am


Oh I've guessed you were a girl for a very long time. I just didn't want to mention it cause you seem uncomfortable with people talking about it. You talk very much like a girl. By the way, I'd prefer if you'd call me "he" sweatdrop
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:12 pm


Everyone keeps saying that! XP

Alright, I kept saying she because I didn't.. Actually, I don't know why I kept saying she.
I don't like being called a she, either. xd

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Elder


Nios

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:30 pm


Meh, you're Q and I'm Nios.
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:45 pm


Oh my, Jovo. You said "Crafty knows" at least twice in the last page or so. It sounded so ominous and wise! blaugh

I want to go with you, Q! Swing by Tulsa and pick me up.

Edit: I told my gramma and papa that Jovo was gay too. My gramma kept freaking out about crazy, internet rapists.

PsiberZombie

Dapper Noob


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Elder

PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 5:44 pm


xd Huzzah! JoVo should just be completely gay for every girl's convience, then. xd
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