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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 11:13 am
It.. it, the kisstouchlipstonguehandsfingers frantically grasping onto shirtshairbodiescrushingtogether everything was washingclashingover Yamagawa in a kind of mixture of feelings that couln't be described as pain and not pain. Rather.. it was a mixtureneutralgreywhitearea in between, precariously balanced on the sososoverythin edge precisely between the darkwarmcoldwhiteblack holesgashscar inside Yamagawa, and the balancing hurt and didn't hurt and it was all so very confusing him like Kiba-san was because something couldn't hurt and not hurt like someone couldn't be something and nothing both at the same time but he was they were and even though there was the degree of painhurtdon't threatening to spill out over the edgetornness he could't possibly ever stop..
It.. It hurt, but in a way that ached deep deep inside his chest --butwhywhywhywhy-- because even though Yamagawa neededwantedsopainfully wanted to believe this was real, that this had some sort of semblance of normalty and something real lacing the waves of emotionalfeelingsensationfeeling and he so badly neededwanted to believe, it hurt because it wasn't true. Kiba-san still hateddidn'twantdidn'tneed him and this was just.. this wasn't real nothing was real and.. and it hurt.
Because he needed this. He needed Kiba-san because when they touched like this, when they kissedclosedtonguelipshandscloser it was s-somehow filling him feelingfillingburningwhy that nobody else's kissingtouching ever could and it was only Kiba-san's that did this and Yamagawa wasn't sure why but he knew that there was something in Kiba-san, something that made him whimpergasppleamoan and lean towards achinglyneedinglylongingly at the other male, the hand previously on Kiba's shoulder now trailing down feelingtracingmemorizing the curve of the other's back and wrapping around his waist as Yamagawa breathed in a shallow gasp, breathingfeelingtouchingtastingdrinkingbreathing in Kiba..
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 3:59 pm
Murdoch's body shook as he was injected with the deep thick yellow fluid. His body trembled lightly as some saliva bubbled up and trickled out of his open mouth. Sighing, the assistant took a towel and wiped him up, tossing it out along with the needle. The mutant managed to open his mouth and speak even though he was handicapped by the strong medications, "P-please can I see him today?" The assistant sighed and shook his head, "Murdoch, you always ask me that everyday...you know that he may not be here as usual. He's probably out with Dr.Bi or not aloud to come here...I'm sorry." Murdoch trembled lightly as his voice was forced out, "Please...just once, try. I want to see him just one last time."
"Fine, I'll try..but I can't promise anything," he said almost feeling bad for the experiment. Leaving the room, the young red-headed assistant made his way towards Kaeru's room and knocked on the door lightly.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:09 pm
It was goodhotwarmnicesomething, the kiss. All the touchingholdingkissing was filling him with those glowing embers, those little lights that were still trying to light up all the other embers around. And even though the glow was so veryvery compared to the darkness that still tugged at the edges of his heart and tried to drown him, pull him down into the colddarkemptiness again, the embers were making glittery sparks and lighting up more and more.
...glittery...
Glitter. Chou-chan.
Why was Yamagawa doing this again? Yamagawa had Chou-chan. Chou-chan who was brighthappysparklypinksomething, so much more of a something than Kiba hadeverwillnevercouldnever be. Chou-chan was...everything Kiba wasn't, and Chou-chan was a something, so bright of a something it was annoying, so why was Yamagawa still kissingtouchingholding Kiba if he had something else that was betterbrighterwarmersomething?
Simple answer: Desperation. They had both snapped or broken or whatever, and they had reached out to the closest thing to try and patch themselves back together, the closest thing being each other. Which meant...it meant that it still meant nothing, and it was somehow even worse because Yamagawa had something else he could go to, while Kiba had nothing, no one else, only Yamagawa and Yamagawa didn't want him anymore. Kiba knew that, had been preparing for that since the very beginning, but the realization sent such a shock of agony through his heartsoulcore it surprised him. Trembling, Kiba's grip in Yamagawa's hair tightened marginally, and he pressed himself as close as could possibly force himself to go, wanting to garner something from this before Yamagawa went back to his senses and left him alone again.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:18 pm
Daemon looked up at the sound of the knock before standing up, pulling a long, tight black shirt over his tight black pants before opening the door, pale eyes looking out inquisitively. "Yes..? Dr. Bi is not available right now.." he said as he recognized that it was an assistant. Blinking pale eyes, he pushed a piece of his pale hair behind his ear, the albino serpent demon waiting for a response.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:22 pm
The red-headed assistant shook his head and sighed, "No it's not Dr.Bi I'm looking for...err do you know a Daemon, by any chance? I need him right away please." Crossing his arms, the young assistant kept his dark eyes on the albino serpent demon as he tapped his foot rather impatiently.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:35 pm
Confusion filled the albino's eyes as he answered quietly, "I am Daemon. What is it that you need?" he asked quietly. The other seemed to be in dire need of something...and quite impatient at that. But Daemon was getting hungry and he had just been about ready to eat some mice when the assistent knocked. If it was not something good, he would simply say 'no'. Besides, his master had said something about it almost being time to milk him again....
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:43 pm
The assistant let out a small sigh of relief, "You need to come with me, there's someone who's wanted to see you for a long time. Please, come," the young red-head took Daemon by the wrist gently and led the way, his white lab coat brushing up against his legs as they walked. "I'm sorry if I'm bothering you but, my patient would really like to see you, he's always askign for you...so please just come see him this once," he said as they arrived at the door. Opening it he stepped in and called out, "Hey he's here."
Murdoch's body snapped awake at the sound of the other's voice, and froze at the words. H-He's here? I-It wasn't a lie was it? The mutant wanted to get up from his place to see for himself, but the straps kept him pinned against the metal table, as well as his eyesight blocked by the blindfold.
The red-head led Daemon forward, nodding for him to go on on his own.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:48 pm
Daemon allowed himself to be led, the urgency in the other's voice convincing him that this was more important than eating at the moment. However, when he saw Murdoch there, pale eyes widened. If he had been himself still, he would have cried out...but the potion Kaeru had given him had divided himself into two parts. Walking over, he took Murdoch's hand in his own, murmuring soft words in his ear as he began to undo the straps that kept him tied down to the table. This was unnacceptable. Reaching up, he pulled the blindfold off and smiled down at him kindly before undoing the rest of the straps on his body. He would not allow this.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 5:55 pm
The assistant almost jumped in place as he quickly rushed over to the two. "N-no! You musn't do that!" He said quickly starpping him back down, "Please the blindfold his alright but you must not overly excite him, he has weekend his body from a couple..attempts at death." Murdoch snorted as a reply then looked up at Daemon with a tired expression, "K-kid is it really you?" He asked, tears almost beginning to form in his eyes, "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, but it's true my body is weak..." He wanted so much to jump up and hold the boy in his arms but knew hw would not be allowed to .
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:00 pm
For the first time since given the potion, Daemon switched personalities. Hissing, he bared his dripping fangs, gripping the assistant by the throat he threw him against a filing cabinet and moved over to him, a predatorial gleam in his eyes. Grinning a little, he bent down before the assistant, his pupils mere slits. "Excuse me?" he asked quietly. "Did I ask for your opinion? Be gone. I shall take care of him." he ordered, immediately switching back, he blinked down at the other in confusion. Why was he on the floor? Oh well. Walking back to Murdoch, he quickly undid all the straps again, leaning over him and hugging him. "I don't ever want to hear that you've attempted death. Understand? Don't do that." He said quietly. He couldn't really remember past the assistant's last statement that he had attempted to commit suicide, but he could clearly remember that. Slowly, he bent down and, amazingly, pulled the much larger creature into his arms and began to walk out, taking him to his own room.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:07 pm
"W-wait kid," Murdoch felt the IVs pop out of his arms and he winced in pain, "J-Just hold on a minute.." The mutant managed to stand and made his way over to the assistant, "Sorry about that, the kid gets a bit protective.." Taking a needle filled with a clear fluid he walked back towards Daemon, "Give me a sec...they've been injecting me with some medicine that's supposed to slow me down, this is the antidote to that." Stabbing his arm with the sharp needle he injected all the medication and threw it to the side. After a couple minutes he could stand straight again and he looked down at the albino serpent, "You seem different, why did you attack him?"
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:14 pm
"Attack...?" Daemon repeated quietly, ready to catch the other just in case. Looking down at the assistant, he blinked pale eyes in confusion. "Come on, let's get you out of here...you can sleep in my room." he said, his voice barely above a whisper as it usually was as he took the other's hand and began to lead him to the room he hardly ever used. Hunger was filling him and he needed to eat soon...Instinctively, his eyes began to search along the floor for a mouse or something.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:21 pm
"Alright, kid," Murdoch answered as he followed the boy to his room. As they walked the mutant crossed his arms to cover his bare chest now feeling the cool air of the laboratory halls. His eyes fell upon Daemon who was looking around at the floor, "So..how's life with..Dr.Bi?" He almost regretted asking the question but he decided that maybe speaking to the other was better than walking in silence.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:25 pm
Daemon blinked at the question. "Well...I suppose it's good...but I...I miss you a lot..." he admitted quietly. Abandoning his quest for prey, he looked up at the other and blinked a little, holding his hand a little tighter before he opened the door to his room. His room was luxorious, as was to be expected for being the second favorite, and decorated in silver, onyx, and white and black silk. The door to the bathroom had an antique, elaborate silver handle and the inside was huge, filled with a large tub capable of jacuzzi-like functions. He also had a tv and fireplace at one end of the room. "I don't ever use this room...you can have it if you like." he said quietly, helping him towards the black and white silk bed.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 6:33 pm
Murdoch hated the thought of the young serpent demon being with the other male. He looked around the room then back down at Daemon, "It's a nice place kid..but I can't stay. I don't think your 'master' would like me here." He sat down on the silky bed and looked around the beautifully adorned room.
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