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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:29 pm
"Nani-yo.... I didn't quite hear y----Kei-chan what are you doing?!"
Kazuma coud not hide the obvious panic in his voice as the othr began to sadly pack up their picnic. He shook his head firmly and grabbed Keiran about the wrist, forcing him to stop.
"What's going on.. what's the matter. I thought we were having a good time.... weren't you having a good time, Kei-chan? I'm sorry if I offended you somehow. Just tell me what I did and I promise not to do it again, all right? Ok?"
It was hard to be calm, cool, and collected when your brain was whirling about madly in confused circles. What had he done? Even though Keiran said he hadn't done anything, obviously that wasn't true. He had to have done something to have changed the mood so drastically.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:42 pm
Keiran looked at Kazz with his worried eyes, large and blue.
"I...I thought because I wasn't....a....kimosume....there....so many......I'm...I'm not clean...."
He slumped back down staring at the food too embarrassed to look at the other boy.
Kazz had looked so scared, but that was exactly how Keiran felt, worried that he had done something wrong, something he couldn't take back. He couldn't take back his virginity, or all those times he had those others....shaking his head he rubbed at his eyes feeling the heat of tears pricking at them
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:53 pm
"Because you're not.... Because you did.... "
Oh, so that's how it was. Sudden;y it all made sense. Keiran was embarrassed because he had already been with someone before. Well, if he'd slept with himo for god knew how many times, he's feel pretty lousy too, Kazz thought nastily. But the nastiness was not directed toward Keiran in the least. Instead, another thought occured to Kazz.
What difference did it make whether Keiran had been with someone else if they were only going to be friends. It didn't matter who your friends had been with... But your lover was another matter entirely. Had Keiran begun to think of him i a romantic sense? Such a possiblity made Kazz feel a bit giddy inside. he offered him a small, gentle smile.
"Kei-chan... none of that matters to me. Don't you know that? I love you for who you are, not for what you've done. The things yppu've done with ... with him.. I don't care Kei, I really don't. I know the kind of person you really are... and it's not what that b*****d is trying to force you to be."
He'd said the L-word. Later, upon reflection he'd recall how easily it had slipped from his lips. But at the momnt he didn't realize what he'd said. He just wanted to make Keiran understand how he felt.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 10:53 pm
Keiran missed the fact that Kazz had said he loved him, he missed the fact that he told him he liked him for him, the only thing he had in his head was that he thought Michale was the only one he had been with.
"Iie....it wasn't....it wasn't only with Michale..." he felt literally sick to his stomach. It seemed he couldn't stop his mouth from moving. Confiding in Kazz seemed to be where his mind was staying. "I...I'm used more than that...." he muttered something under his breath that could almost be heard as the word dirty, but one couldn't be sure.
"I..I don't even know....how many times...." he closed his eyes and rubbed at them again. He wouldn't cry, he wouldn't
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 2:18 pm
Kazz shook his head, firmer than before. Bleached locks swayed at the violent action, and Kazz gave a tug that sent Keiran sprawling into his arms.
"Shh... I said I don't care about that, any of it. It doesn't matter. None of it.... I just... I just wanna be with you Kei-chan. That's all... " He gently cupped the distraut boy's cheek with one hand, keeping his other arm locked tightly around Keiran's back. The smaller of the two looked as though he might burst into tears at any moment.
"Don't cry, Kei-chan... You don't have anything to worry about with me."
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 3:16 pm
Keiran fell as he was tugged forward and the soothing tone of Kazz wafted through his ears. He was held close, told that none of it mattered. He thought it would.
The small boy's face was cupped in the larger hand, his eyes searched the other's for truth, the knowledge of what he was saying was true. His eyes had welled and when Kazu told him not to cry, that he didn't have to worry about him. Knowing Kazz didn't care made the tears fall, but he quickly wiped them away.
"Arigatoo Kazu...." he hugged him tightly leaning his face into the hand cupping his cheek. Taking a deep breath he smiled up at him. "Arigatoo" he said again not wanting to let go of the elder
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 8:52 pm
<---male dorms, Michale's room
Michale wasn't angry. He was beyond angry.
The loose ends of the blazer thrown over his bare chest flapped behind him, though there wasn't much bore than a stirring breeze. He strode out into the center of the courtyard, his eyes scanning the lush lawns. He squinted his eyes against the glare of the bright morning, his fists clenching and unclenching at his sides. Finally, he spotted them. No sooner had Ganju caught up to him than he was off again, his stride jarring his sturdy frame.
"ANGEL!" he bellowed.
It took only a moment for his long legs to carry him across the courtyard, giving Angel barely time to climb off Kazz's lap. He stopped in front of the couple, chest heaving with rage. He snatched Angel from where he sat, and threw the boy to the ground several feet away. Then he turned on Kazz, eyes blazing, and grabbed the boy by the collar of his sweatshirt and pulling him to his feet, knocking over some of the food in the process.
"How many times I gotta tell you something, boyscout?" he snarled, pinning the bleach-blonde to the tree. "Stay away from Angel!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 9:07 pm
Angel's body went rigid and he nearly wet himself at the angry voice of Michale echoing the courtyard. A small squeak was all the boy could muster as he felt the angry boy latch onto him and throw him a fair distance from Kazz.
The world spun and blanked for a second. Wearily the boy opened his eyes and tried to focus. Leaves. He was seeing lots of leaves. Why was...the courtyard! That moment of forgetfulness was all that Keiran needed for Michale to attack Kazz.
"No! Michale wait!" he scrambled "we were just having lunch! Really!" he clung to one of the arms pinning Kazz. "Please, we weren't" He didn't know what he was saying. What weren't they doing? They werent cheating...well he didn't know about that, was it a date? And he did kiss him...even though he couldn't think, he still acted, and he was tugging on Michale's arm as hard as he could, though it really did no difference to anyone.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 3:30 pm
Ganju had let go of Maki to stop th doors leading outside from slamming into his face as Kazimoto passed through them, then didn't bother to hold them open for the trailing girl, uncaring of whether she followed or not. He barely had a chance to catch his breath as he came up to a stop behind the other, taller boy, thin chest heaving.
Oi... Kazi...moto.... ain't that... your boy," Ganju wheezed, straightened up to pat his pockets for the cigarette he obviously didn't need. Before he'd found it, however, Michale was off again. Ganju gave up his search, opting to follow. He could smell trouble from a mile away, and this was going to be good.
"Kei-chan!"
It had all seemed to go by far too fast. One second Kazuma had been holding Keiran close, his small cheek warm within Kazz's hand and his small smile warming to Kazz's heart... and the next his arms were empty and Himo's much hated voice was ringing within his ears. He blinked in astonishment as the remains of their breakfast picnic was careless scattered and he felt something solid at his back. It took him a moment to realize that Michale had snatched him up by his shirtfront and slammed him into the trunk of his beloved tree. Even the leaves that fell from it seemed to drift to the grass below in slow motion, everything felt so surreal. Was this really happeneding? Maybe he was dreaming.
The hot breath in his fate and hate-filled eyes that bore into his own told him otherwise. Not to mention the pain in his chest from when his shirt had been snatched forward, he could feel the skin reddening beneath the t-shirt in the shape of the path Michael's fingers had taken.His own violet eyes narrowed as he met Himo's gaze, and his lips curled back into sneer.
"Well then you should have nothing to complain about since I wasn't with Angel. I was with Keiran. You know Koieran, ne? Cute kid, kinda on the small side, really sweet. Forced to come here because of someting that really some selfish a*****e's fault. Ring any bells, Himo?"
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 6:04 pm
Michale sneered at the blonde, his head tilting in such a manner that a dark forelock concealed one coal-colored eye, and the other glinted with a maniacal light.
"Che. Cute, boyscout. Real cute." he pressed his knuckles against Kazz's chest, his teeth grinding though his lips twisted into a smile. "Nameru ja nai." he snarled. "It's not a good idea."
His other hand was already balled into a fist, and it didn't take much to send it plunging into the other boy's gut, driving the wind out of him. As the blonde dropped, Michale let go his hold on the sweatshirt. It was only then that he noticed Angel clinging to him in a futile effort to stop him. Well, not entirely futile, because had he not noticed the small boy, he would have kicked Kazz while he was down. Instead, he had to pry the smaller blonde from his forearm.
"And you, Angel...you're really starting to disappoint me, ne?" he hissed, holding the tiny boy up by his throat, taking a moment to watch him gasp for air and tighten his hold for a minute. "I thought I told you to stay away from him. Told you that if you didn't want him hurt, to stay away from him. If you didn't want to be hurt, to stay away. And yet, you defy my, and disobey me, and make me look like a fool."
He threw the boy forcefully to the ground.
"You know I don't like looking like a fool, Angel." he continued, his voice a menacing growl.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 6:21 pm
Angel swung helplessly from the arm of the raging boy. "No Michale! Stop! Pl-" he was cut off by the hand gripping his throat. Gasping and holding onto the hand, his legs kicked helplessly. Choking, his eyes welled with tears in the corners of his eyes.
A high pitched yelp came from his mouth as his body connected with the hard ground.
"I-I-I'm s-sorry, M-Michale I really am. Please, just....don't hurt him" It was probably a crazy thing, but Angel was really more scared for Kazz than he was for himself. Pushing himself backwards, away from Michale, his eyes flicked over to Kazz, who had been on the ground earlier, but now was moving about.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 6:54 pm
Ganju rocked back on his heels, fingers locked behind his head and a positively delighted expression on his face. Nothing like a good fight to start the day off right. Still early enough that faculty was few and far between, not so early that the place was practically abandoned. Though he winced at the blows delivered, he truly truly enjoyed them.
"Che, what's with the little one, Kazimoto? Sounds like mutiny to me... What's he care what happens to the kiirogami. SOunds like he's stealin' your boy to me... better n** that in the bud, ne?"
Kazuma was wheezing. All he could see was the emerald green grass a few inches away from his nose, along with the framing of his bleached locks as they swung forward. For a minute he was certain he was going to throw up, but by some supreme effort of will he kept his dignity in that department. His hands curled into fists, digging into the soft earth beneath him.
"Chotto.... matte...."Kazz hissed through tightly clenched teeth. "CHOTTO MATTE!" He did not think as he pushed off the ground. If he had, he probably would not have speared Michale for the upteenth time... he'd already lost count in how many times he'd scuffled with this kid. He didn't want to know. Enough was enough already. As the pair tumbled forward, kazuma wrenched the other's arm roughly behind his back, twisting the wrist at an awkward angle.
"Nan-dayo omae-wa?! Why do you have to push things to this point, as if the whole world owes you something? No one owes you anything so just get your head out of your a**, baka! Believe me when I say I'd love nothing more than you beat your brains into the grass... I don't think anything would give me greater pleasure... But that's the difference between me an you.... I wouldn't do something like that.... And you wonder why Keiran would rather spend time with me than with you? You can't be that stupid."
Ganju's thick brows lifted in surprise... This wasn't the way he'd thought things would go. He figured the blonde would go down quietly, Kazimoto would drag off his collateral, and the show would e over. He scratched at his chin, wondering if her should interfere or not... Well, it wasn't his battle. But if Kazimoto even looked like he was asking for help, he wouldn't deny him... and he'd just add it to the kid's tab.
"Oi, Kazimoto, I think you got a preacher on your hands. Shut him up already."
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:25 pm
Michale hit the ground with a grunt, the cool earth pressed against his bare chest, his replies to both Keiran and Ganju lost with the rush of air that was forced from his chest with the impact. He growled like a pinned beast, snarling when his arm was wrenched back.
Oh but this boyscout had brought him down for the last time. Michale's thoughts were savage, writhing against the form atop his. He paused for a moment to take a deep breath. This was going to hurt a bit.
"Mo ii yo! Te o dokete!" he shouted, and with his free hand, he managed to lever himself up. He felt the tendons strain in the pinned arm, but he grit his teeth. Giving an almighty heave, he forced himself to his knees, the weight of Kazuma's form making his body groan with effort. Finally, he felt Kazz topple backwards, even as he felt something go pop in his shoulder and pain blazed it's way though his arm. He gripped at the arm, snarling as he got to his feet. Rolling his head on his neck, he let out a bitter laugh.
"Urusen da yo." he said, the eerie gleam coming back. He shrugged his shoulders, just barely keeping his expression neutral at the flash of pain in the one Kazz had pinned. He knew he had done something, but at the moment, he didnt care. "Soft thing like you, ne? You're tall...but I doubt you really know how to fight."
Michale knew he was showing off now. He wasn't sure why he did it, since intimidation didn't seem to be working so well with this one...but he dropped his jacket to the ground, and cracked his knuckles. His head tilted to the side again, his eyes rolling but never leaving the blonde's face. That smile that could make a killer flinch back on his features. "Come on boyscout, is it really worth getting your a** smeared all over your pretty tree? You barely know the kid."
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:49 pm
Angel winced at the sound of someone dislocating a limb. He sat up and watched as Michale stood up, his arm near dislocating but not quite. He could almost feel the pain from the twisted limb, as he had had his shoulder dislocated by the man himself.
The sinister malicious grin that splattered upon the boy's face scared the crap of of Angel. HE had seen that face only twice before. And both times he hadn't seen the sun of day for at least a week.
Not being able to take it any more, Angel scrambled to get on his feet and run towards Michale. "No stop no more fighting please." He reached out to him, hoping that Michale would calm down, or maybe forget about Kazz and look to him, either or it was better than the alternative
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Posted: Wed Jan 31, 2007 10:04 pm
Kazuma's violet hued eyes widened as Michale showed no signs of just lying still until he calmed down. He pushed up and off the ground, ignoring the hold Kazz had on his arm... and insulting him all the while, to boot.
"No wait... Ochitsuite.... Dame dayo... Shitsukoi!" Kazz was quickly beginning to panic at the other's persitence, and when he felt the pop he literally recoiled. In an instant he was tumbling backward as Michale completely freed himself.
Kazz lay on the ground for the moment, stars exploding before his eyes and a white hot pain throbbing the back of his head, where it had struck the ground. Quickly realizing his vlnerable position he rolled over and scrambled to his feet.
"Why," Kazz inquired in disbelief. "Why would you do that?" It was then that he realized Keiran had run to Michale.... again. His own shoulders slumped in defeat.
"Kichigai..." he muttered, though he didn't know whether he was talking to Michale or himself.
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