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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 8:57 pm
She lowered her head, still deeply upset. Making now move to stop him, she spoke; "Farewell." she said softly. Not knowing what to say nor what to expect from either of them, she turned away on them both, trying not to be so sad.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:00 pm
Blinking slightly as the young man walked away the dark titan sneered slightly. Dammit. He didn't take a swing. Unfortunately this meant for Ziven that she was the closest thing in proximity to him. Turning towards her he wouldn't lay a hand on her. But words...words would still sting. "There, you've had your own words. We stayed quiet." he said slowly after he was sure Hunter was out of range. "Oh but didn't go as smoothly as you hoped. Because you know what you did!? You went and pissed us off by rambling your mindless babble onto that kid!. You actually wanted to TALK to him, instead of just telling him it was over!? What would've happened Ziven if he had started talking instead of just apologizing and leaving huh? Would you have listened? Would you have forgotten everything and maybe gave him another chance with an apologetic smile in our direction!? Would you!? Forget everything we've done for you, everything we're going to do for you in an instant once his eyes met yours?" he bellowed.
Obviously upset himself at the whole deal, how close he thought he'd actually come to losing what he wanted so badly he could taste it. "You...have no idea...how lucky you are" Yawgmoth said with clenched fists and raging darkness behind him. "If you were ANY other living thing in this universe, we would kill you where you stand. But because it's you, we care for you, we want to care for you. We restrain." he seethed taking a step back, waiting to hear what she had to say.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:15 pm
"Thank you." she said immediately to his first words. She truly appreciated his patience for that. However, she soon realized his patience had run out. Slowly she turned to him again, tears still flowing. "I would leave everyone so that I may not cause pain to those I care about any longer."
Watching him, she continued to listen, nodding her head a bit. "I care for you also. Though honestly, anything to relieve the pain I feel in my heart, the confusion clouding my mind, would be wonderful just now." she said softly, turning away again, touching the flower nearest to her, absently caressing the petals.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:22 pm
Yawgmoth's fierce eyes starred her down and he turned his back to her. even his tail curling around to point away from her. "Clearly you don't care as much as you think. We're not here to fill a gap in your heart, to clear confusion in your head. We stayed with you because we thought, foolishly, something wonderful could happen between the two of us.." he said shaking his head back and forth. "Answer us, and be honest. Are you with us because we fill a gap, or because you feel that something amazing could happen. Because if it's just a gap we fill for you, we can't promise how long we'll stick around, if we even decide not to walk out on you now." he said solemnly.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:42 pm
She slowly sank to her knees, sitting there on the ground for a moment. Very unusual to herself, she actually plucked the blossom from the bush, taking it in her hands. So emotionally distressed, she could not feel anything right now. "I cannot feel .. I do not know .. I want to understand .." she said softly, turning her head toward him. "I have no answer .. other than .. I should go .. I should go so I may stop causing unhappiness." she said softly, turning away again, continuing to both caress and demolish the flower.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:52 pm
Gritting his teeth he felt it was time to swallow his stupid ego and try to set her straight. Sighing deeply he vanished, exploding the dirt where he'd been standing mostly from the expulsion of dark power that had been violently trailing around him. Moving in front of where she knelt down he too fell onto his knees and placed his hands on her shoulders. "Look at us" he said gently "You got your closure, you told us that's what you wanted. Nothing's really changed has it? He wasn't around when this all started, hes just not going to be around any longer. What's the difference? So we over reacted." he said with a sigh. "You're taking this much too hard, we're not..." he took a deep breath, this kind of s**t wasn't exactly his forte. "We're not going to leave you, we promised we wouldn't. We've held up every promise we've ever made to you since the day you arrived right?" he said hoping she'd say something.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:00 pm
The moment he touched her, there was a burst of emotion, her clothes, his clothes and the plants all around them began swaying from the force. Just a touch, just a hint of compassion was all she needed. Smiling, though she still was looking very sad, she launched herself upon him, throwing her arms around his neck, speaking softly against his ear. "Yes, truth." she said softly, moving her head slightly, kissing his cheek before nuzzling against him.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:09 pm
Yawgmoth put one arm around her back "As always. The truth is" he replied in a whispering tone "We were afraid. Of you talking to him. Afraid that he would convince you to give him another chance, and we'd be back where we started." he replied. It was hard for him to admit this sort of stuff to anyone really. But he did want to try, try for her. "Forgive us for being so...rash about it all." he said kissing her forehead looking ahead, still kind of solemn. He wasn't sure this was going to work out. He knew if the two of them hooked up the ripples would crush the syndicate. It would evoke so many things from so many people, but...he was as always willing to try and face it. At least he wasn't alone this time.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:27 pm
She slowly released her grip on him, kneeling before him, holding one of his large hands in her own. "The confusion I feel is not simply because of you .. I feel like a veil has been lifted from my eyes. I see more clearly than I did before, though it is not as beautiful and Ideal as I had hoped. Especially now that I know I have a much longer time to handle eternity than I had originally thought .. I cannot promise forever .. I can promise now. I love you, I appreciate everything that has transpired between us .. the good and the bad. I have learned so much from you." she said softly, looking up to him as she spoke with a small smile. Honestly, truly wanting him to see and know her feelings, to reassure him that she was confused and heartbroken but not giving up. Not giving up on him nor on others or herself.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:41 pm
Smiling a little he nodded. "We don't need you to promise forever. Now will be fine." he said gently. Leaning in to kiss her forehead and hug her against his form again he sighed. "You've done much for us too, don't sell yourself short of that. We didn't think we'd feel like this again but we were wrong." he chuckled slightly shaking his head. "Though talking outside with our knees in the dirt isn't the best idea. Shall we go inside and at least try to relax?" he requested.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:50 pm
"Yes please." she said softly, standing gracefully, still holding his hand in hers. "I do recognize this is difficult for you and I do thank you for your patience. I hope that with this .. I have learned enough to make better choices for you .. for myself .. for us .." she said softly, smiling brightly.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:59 pm
Yawgmoth stood up and squeezed her hands "For us." he repeated. "Now then my dear." he replied picking her up once again holding her close. "Let's go." he said taking her inside instead of standing out in the blackness. From the moment he picked her up the chill of the darkness fled. Not really replaced by anything, just leaving since his anger had faded significantly, all together almost.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:13 pm
Squeaking with delight, she wrapped an arm around his neck, letting her fingers plunge in to his hairline. Though she had been so sad, her spirits recovered quickly with the reassurance. "And now .. what shall we do to keep our evening interesting?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:21 pm
Smirking slightly he sat down with her on a larger couch and poked her nose with one finger. "That depends entirely on what you'll let us get away with" he said suggestively, though kidding of course. Even he didn't think it was right to walk down that road just so soon after having a fight with her outside. "Do know that we'll let you play with our hair but for the love of god don't braid it to try to make it girly. That's just all sorts of wrong and you women know it, but you love to mess with us." he said with a small chuckle just thinking about it.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:29 pm
She giggled, her smile and eyes bright with the laughter. "Then you are in luck my friend .. I have never cared for the braids. Though I do love touching others hair. Touch at all has been rather rare for me, but touching the hair of another is even more rare for me. I am sure that, again, you will find my simple pleasures to be a bit .. confusing .. that is fine. I simply wish to enjoy life. I have had so little time to freely do so." she said with a bright smile, leaning in closer to kiss him again. All her feelings currently were exploding back in to life, which he would feel as their lips again touched.
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