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His grin turned more devious for a few seconds before she kissed him again. This time he could feel the same emotional magics as before. That's it, he thought, this is what was missing from the first. Taking it upon himself to enhance the moment his arms reached down and scooped her up with one hand just under her butt gripping her upper thighs on her backside to hoist her up to stay at eye level with much much better support in his strong arms than dangling from his neck. His tail replaced his hand wrapping around her back and squeezing a little like a hug. His head tilted slightly for the best angle to continue the kiss. Though his lips still had a slight grin on them that wouldn't go away.

Chuckling at her response his eyes gave off an all too familiar devilish glint "Mmm yes. We are pleased. Pleased more so that we're getting away with holding you in this manner. That you trust our hands not to roam from where they sit. They're quite close to a great many...fun things." he winked kissing her on the cheek. "So we think, we're the one who's honored. That our relationship has reached such a trusting plateau." he responded softly looking more into her eyes.

Quirking his eyebrow in her direction he smirked a little and responded "Troubles huh? What troubles do you have? Oh and" he pulled her up a little higher so that her head was un-even with his. "To us you weight next to nothing. We could hold you like this all day. Trust us." he said letting her back down to eye level.

He smiled in return continuing to hold her in this manner until she mentioned that her heart called for someone else. His hands loosened letting her slide gently down to her own two feet. Yawgmoth looked down to her now that they would be on uneven height. "You mean....to tell us...after all this. After...the other night you still feel nothing? We've rattled ourself into a stupor trying to figure our own brain out and you, you tell us this!?" he responded trying not to get angry but was starting to fail. "And you have the nerve.....the nerve to play these stupid games...and string us along..." he continued clenching his fists as he spoke.

Yawgmoth's fists remained clenched even as she took them. But he seemed to relax, less tension in them as she spoke. "You say you are undecided, but you just mentioned that your heart called for someone who wasn't us, who wasn't the kid, who wasn't the dojo master. Someone who might not even be here. That sounded like a decision to us. If it wasn't, we apologize. But try to see where we're coming from, it sounded like you said you had given up on everyone and were going to look elsewhere." he replied. "We already told you we'd be willing to give you that. But you haven't made the choice yet." he shrugged and shook his head beating himself up in his head for misunderstanding but...but if he was right. She would probably want to run.

Putting one hand on her face as she looked back up to him his hand rested gently upon her cheek, stroking her skin softly with his thumb. "Yes. We experienced that a long time ago. There were two. Crow was one of them. We ended up weighing the things about each that made us happiest. And determined she had more. So we went with her. We can't say you should do the same. Because we don't know if that will work for you. Things for us are....very binary. Either we do or we don't. We have simple desires too. When it all boils down to it. And everything thing we do is to get to one of them. It's just how we've always functioned." he explained softly with a shrug. "We will try to keep our word and not...get angry again. For that we're sorry. But we really would like to keep this going, this thing we've started the two of us. We think we like it more than we realize. We haven't yet figured that out ourselves. We're working it out just as you're working this out." he replied with a firm nod sliding his hand from her cheek.

"We're trying to figure out what's being honest with us. When we have these moments we confuse ourselves. Thinking 'is this what we want?' or do we want something superficial. Like just sex and that's it." he said scratching his chin in thought for a moment. "We guess, we can't help but be jealous if you were say to pick someone else. It's just our nature and we think you know this too." he replied. Kissing her forehead he smiled. "So tell us, if we were to decide, that what we want isn't something superficial, and we want something, something fantastic. What would you think?" he asked looking deep into her eyes wanting to know.