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"I would Rayne but I have no idea where he is, when he said had that other apointment that was the last I saw of him and he hasnt got his cellphone on him either like he thought he did. He left it on his dressing table, so I apologise but he wont be able to." he said silently scolding the angel, he could of at least tried to keep him there, not give up in two seconds when kim must have just said no and so he just left.

Ly sighed "I hate to say this but we could leave him, I mean how much chance is there that the coon will find Kim on second highest point in the local facinity and without climbing gear? Maybe kim will be safe up there." he said to the mer knowing that it was a stupid thing to say but still...

((Just because im a b***h and loving tormenting my own anthros >>;;

Ok i dont but in kims case, due to Dakota and Kim having the same past a little i just find it fun tormenting and torturing someone like kim. I dont know why nd I cant really explain it but im having a little bit of fun having kim be treated like this ^^;;

*has a really weird plot twist comming up which will just basically shock you and everyone else who I have told about this*))

Kim arrived at the summit and sat down, he sighed and started to think things through.

Dakota had been hiding in a tree trying to escape the asylum 'police force' and decided that this time it was a tad bit to close for comfort and decided to teleport to a point that they would never find him. He closed his eyes, snaped his fingers and pictured the local mountain summit and disapeared and ended up there moments later behind what looked like his old friend Kimaris. He smirked and realised that maybe comming here wasnt so bad after all.

He walked over to kim and and rested a hand on his shoulder "my dear Kim, how have you been since our last meeting?

Kim looked up and started to cry and scream "get away from me!! You have done enough damage now ******** off!" he screamed

Dakota laughed and sat next to him "dont worry Kim i am not going to hurt you, I have far more problems on my plate today then doing anything to you"

Kim moved away from him yet he grabed his wrist and pulled him close to him. Now stay, please, keep me company, I swear to you now that I am not going to hurt you" he said as he looked at kime, his eyes having a sincerity about them.


Kim sat next to him yet never let his guard down and just looked out to the front of him "why did you do it Dakota? Why did you rape me?" he asked, forcing back tears.

"It wasnt I who did it, I mean it was me but I have gotten a mental illness in the asylum and i black out and do things that I dont know what im doing till after i come round from the black out. If i get stressed enough that happens, I apologise Kim" he said completely sincerly.

((lets just fastfoward this, im sure we all dont want to carry on with them talking but I will do do something...))

*20 minutes later*

after all was said and done Kim did something he never thought he would, especially to his rapist but he wrapped his arms around him and cuddled him "Dakota, did you know when I was little I had a crush on you?" He chuckled and nuzzled him.

Dakota looked at him and smiled a little "you did?" he asked curiously.

"Yeah, I did, I cant really say I accept yoour apology but I can say hat I do understand you a bit better now that you are acting like you were when you were little. I just wish you could stay like this." He said softly as he kissed the coons cheek.

Dakota sighed "so do i to tell you the truth and if we are admitting our true feelings, I had a crush on you also. I just was the one who followed the other remember? We were friends and I could of stood up for myself but a part of me wanted to follow. I am sorry for what I said and did back then kim" he said as he wrapped his arms around the demon "and forgive me for doing this" he said softly as he pushed his lips agiesnt the demons and passionatly yet lovingly kissed the demon.

Kim was about to say something when he couldnt and mentally gasped and pulled away and then lookd at him as if to ask why. "Dakota, please, dont, i still cant stand you for what you did wether it was your illness or not" he said as he got up and moved away from him and never looked at him, a big part of him hating the kiss and what the coon just did again yet a part of him liked it...liked it alot. It stired the feelings he had for him when he was younger and he shook his head to clear it and turned around to say something to him and he was gone. He stood there and looked at the spot he was in and then sat down to think again.

"Yeah, it is probably best though still im uneasy about it still, who says he cant get up there? I know its far fetched more then likely but still..." he said softly not wanting to worry the mer but still...

"Sure, I will drive out there now" he said as he sighed "talk to you later" he said hanging up. "Noah, sweetheart, I am taking Tama and going out to the summit, care to come with us?" he asked his mate, knowing that his brother will be able to read his mind if anything had happened. Ly knew it was wrong but if Dakota had gotten up there and Kim was hurt or something then for this case he was willing to get tama to use his ESP if Kim wasnt going to say anything but he would only use if IF kim wont talk which im sure he will but he just had to be careful of what he says thats all.

Kim sighed and got up from where he was and jumped off the side of the mountain and spreed his wings and very slowly made his way to the ground, thinking still.

Ly chuckled "ok then, i guess i will leave you with the trouble makers" he said giggling and walked over and kissed his sons head and then looked at his mate. "you know, though its rude to invade our sons privet thoughts, even at this age, I wouldnt mind getting uncle Tama in to read his mind since we might find out then where he keeps getting these markers from." He said jokinglyt yet a part of him was serious, it would save all the time and trouble of just having to see him hold these things when he wasnt allowed them. *he grabed his cell and paged his brother and then waited for him.

Kim had reached the ground and started to cry on the way down but he didnt bother hitting the ground he just made a beeline back to the apartment. He had to get his stuff and leave the place, he wanted to be alone, he wanted none of this, he wanted to wish he had never steped foot into that angels life. Ten minutes later he arrived on the belcony and just fell down agiesnt the belcony and cried as he cuddles up in one of the corners and curled up into a ball and just hugged the belcony and cried, closing his eyes and feeling totally horrible..


Ly sat down next to his mate and watched him try and get the marker off their son and pulled out a small bite sized chocolate bar from the drawer and opened it and handed it to his son. "if you give mommy that marker you get this" he said hoping the chocolate will tempt him to give his mother the marker.

Ly looked at his mate and giggled "chocolate, gets them every time" he said as he kissed his mates temple and then handed his son the bar. "Now, will you please tell us where you keep getting the markers from?" he asked his son, wondering if he would tell them.

Kim looke up at the mer and just shook his head "im leaving, I dont know when I will be back or if I ever do come back but I am leaving for a while." He said as he got up and moved gently past the mer "I am going to pack up my things, go back to the Estate and then just grab a few more things and leave." He said still crying as he made his way into the room he was sharing and started to pack up whatever he had around the room and started stuffing them into his bag when he fell onto the pillow and cried into it wishing there was an easier way for this to happen but there wasnt.

"Just tell me something, why does love hurt? I might have so many guys come in an out of my life and I have seen many around the shop and at the Estate and not one have I thought was cutier then that angel. Sure we got off to a rocky start and I admit that it wasnt till after we had sex that I felt something more for him but now that I do all thats happening to me is making me wind up hurt.

When I was on the the mountain summit Dakota came to me and we talked and that was basically it. However there was something that happend, he kissed me and though i pulled away I couldnt help but like it yet hate it greatly, now when I was comming down from the summit I was thinking and realised how much I hated it because of my love for that angel. I felt horrible that I had even liked the kiss for just a few moments because my heart belongs to Sabin" he said as he hugged his knees.

"I want to leave and never come back, never see you, Sabin or anyone ever again. I just want this to have never happened and a part of me wishes I never fell in love with Sabin" he said as he hugged his knees cried harder "yet I also am glad that it did but still most of me is now wishing I had never seen Sabin, never been around him, never realise how sweet and kind and gentle he is, never have gotten to know such a great guy that I have fallen in love with.

I want to lose this feeling, I want to stop loving that angel yet I cant, I care about him far, far to much and I just love him so much and I just dont want to lose the feelings I have for him yet in the long run I feel like its just going to be so much harder to get over him. I am even wishing I hated the angel right now so that I might be able to get over him faster, I am going to wind up hurt more so then I am now. More then likely I will also be forgotten about by him and his promises he made me and that is torturing me badly alone without everything on top..." he trailed aoff as he just feel back onto the pillow and cried harder, hating this so much and just wishing the pain would go away.

Ly giggled and cuddled his son "you are going to be a terror when you grow up, I know it" he said as he kissed his sons forehead.