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 Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 2:39 pm
"You are an interesting creature. Feral yet civilized, caring yet uncaring .. a very interesting combination. You spark my curiosity, nothing more. If I had a question I would ask .. this look you see is more of .. anticipation of what curious thing you will do next." Feldspar said with a smile, continuing to observe him. "And .. as for these different types of love you speak of .. I do understand. There is friend love, family love, and lovers love. They are all so different yet the are all part of the same. Some love is assumed yet it can be broken or grow stronger at any moment. It is a very curious thing indeed. These feelings of care that come from all our hearts .. so fickle." she said with a grin.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 2:50 pm
You're not good at comforting Yawg, that's for sure.* Ali walked into view and frowned as he noticed the dragon, even so Ali continued on and simply walked past it and Yawg. Closer towards Ziven.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:03 pm
"She will be fine, she needs some time." Feldspar said to Ali as he approached, not caring if he listend or not. Ziven was still crying though calming down, she did not protest nor accept Ali's approach.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:07 pm
* Ali spun around and snapped his right fingers which then afterwards turn into his pointing at Feldspar, opening his mouth and then closing it. No, he'd tolerate it talking as if he didn't then Ziven would probably get angry and with the sorrow she already had that anger might be dangerous. She was after all more adept in magic then he was and he hadn't seen her in her worst so it was bet to not force it out like that. Turning back towards Ziven again, he continued to walk. Stopping by the edge of the cliff and putting his hands behind his back.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:22 pm
She knew Ali was coming and she did not much like it, figuring he would tell her she's being stupid in a similar manner that Yawgmoth just had. "Go away." she said softly, still clutching her knees with one arm, her other arm over her head, curled in to a ball on the ground near the cliff edge. Again a torrent of emotion and magic swirled up and out around her, feeling sorrow and stress from having yet another person witness this break down. She came here to be alone in a place with happy memories of Reeve and she found nothing but interruptions but she still was clinging to the idea of those memories.
Feldspar arched a brow and smiled rather smugly for a moment. She was not one to say 'I told you so' but this was one of those occasions that she knew she was right. Though it seemed Ali was taking a different approach .. perhaps she was only half right.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:32 pm
* Ali simply smiled as Ziven spoke, sitting down slowly on the edge and letting his right leg hang over it. Resting his arm onto his thigh afterwards and watching the ocean horizon.* You know, When I found Clavi and the kids shot nearly into pieces I was overwhelmed with sorrow and guilt. I felt guilty since it was my job as a husband and father to take care and protect my family, I failed and even now I'm sad and guilty by the thought. My first action was crying, just like you are now and just like you now are I was a wreck. Afterwards I became suicidal, Don't become that though. Now I know you take things to heart quickly and that it lingers there but if you need a friend with a shoulder for you to cry on, I'll be sitting here for as long as it takes until you feel a little better.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:46 pm
She listened and slowly found herself feeling peace returning to her though she was still quite sad. "I could do nothing .. I have not even a body to mourn over .. he would not tell me he was hurting .. I failed him, he could not trust me!" she said, though her final words were very passionate, her voice had become quiet, nearly a squeak at the end. She balled up tighter again but did not resume crying, simply whimpered again.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:53 pm
Nah, I think he didn't want to trouble you with his problems. He probably wanted you to still be smiling and therefor left you in the dark.* Ali held his gaze forward at the horizon, in a way he could relate to her. Which meant he could help her a little at least.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:58 pm
"I am not smiling without him, never had I smiled so much as with him." she said with another hiccough of crying as she looked up to watch the ocean. Holding out her hand, a cloth appeared which she used to try her face by burying her face in the soft cloth. After a moment, she asked softly, her voice still rather a squeak. "Why .. are you here?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:03 pm
Cause I want too.* Ali threw her a quick glance and a smile before he diverted his eyes forward again, breathing in the fresh air.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:12 pm
"Ok." she said softly, looking to him with a calm expression when she saw his smile, she nodded. Again she looked out over the cliff to the water below.
Watching with awe, she was impressed by how well his presence was able to calm her. She looked to the pair with an approving smile. "Keep talking to him, Little One. He is here out of concern for you, surely you must realize this." she said to Ziven with her mind. Ziven turned to her and nodded but did not reply as she continued to look out over the ocean.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:17 pm
* Wow...He never thought this would happen but besides his old friend Ryoko, he didn't mind that dragon. Right now at least. It was quite amazing, then again they both did want to comfort Ziven so.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:24 pm
"Thank you. Though I must say .. you are not required to linger." she said softly, looking to him with the same somber expression. "I am not injured but the sorrow is so strong I feel pain, that is all. I will be fine. Bjartskular likes you. Perhaps speak with her for a while, she will be more conversational." she replied honestly. Feldspar grumbled, nudging Ziven's mind again with a feeling of encouragement, not wanting her to dismiss herself like that.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:28 pm
I don't mind besides...I doubt I'll be able to talk to her in a normal way anyways.* Ali leaned a bit back and let out a content sigh, feeling the wind and his scarf fluttering somewhat in it.*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:31 pm
"I do not understand .. why .. when I feel very close with someone, they realize they dislike me after all or if they do like me, they die." she said softly, speaking in depressed terms but not suicidal.
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