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 Posted: Mon Jun 10, 2013 3:58 pm
╔═.♥.═ " You don't want me to get hurt? Physically or emotionally because I'm pretty sure that I've been beaten in both categories" Bianca knew what she wanted to say, how she wanted to say it, but she didn't want to say it. But she needed to stop being so afraid. When she was just having sex with guys, she was in charge. If she told them to bark, they'd bark. But when she's with Dean, it's like she's a scared child. "You have no actual explanation for why you act like this. Either that or you just don't want to tell me." Bianca took a deep breath, bracing herself before saying. "I could be a better girlfriend, i'm positive that I could. But it can't just be me, Dean. You've got to try also. And if you don't think that you can, if you don't think that we could get better then..... we don't have to stay together. I can walk out right now and get my own room if that's what you want because I don't know what to do with you anymore". Bianca really didn't want to say that but she was tired of always accepting things. She didn't want to accept this. " You've got too many restraints, Dean. I love you more than anything in the world. I love you more than my sister but I can't be in a relationship that's not a relationship at all because I'm holding you back. You could be out having fun with all these girls but you're not. " She was most likely going to regret this conversation in the morning. Even with a good outcome, she still just suggested what she just suggested. "So since you don't know what to tell me, I'm giving you options. What do you want to do, Dean?"
Roxanne closed her eyes and sighed. "Okay.." she said before walking back to the bed and throwing herself on to it. What else could she say? So Roxanne just laid there with her hands behind her head, staring at the ceiling. He wanted to forget about it so she wouldn't mention it. She'll just lay there to her own thoughts.
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Posted: Mon Jun 10, 2013 10:04 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx   =============== ☠ =============== ► Dean continued to tower over the dresser, hating himself more as Bianca continued on. When she was done, giving him a choice to end it or not, Dean turn around to lean against the dresser, looking at her. He didn't want to drag Bianca on forever. Yet again, he didn't think he could live with himself if he pictured another man ripping off her clothes while she bit on his lips. He couldn't handle himself if she walked out that door, only to know that he couldn't do anything to make her smile again. It would take everyone else but him. He wouldn't be able to handle himself if she quit the hunting game to settle down with another man who calls her his love. Then again, it's what Bianca needs. She needs a man who will actually be with her and talk to her when she needs to. And lately, Dean wasn't doing much of that. He could just cross his arms, ask her what she wanted but that wouldn't work. She basically poured herself out to Dean, and he was feeling like a bigger jerk by the second. He let out a heavy sigh, saying, "I don't want to end it, Bianca. I want to do what's good for you. I want to be by your side and never let you go. I want to help you at whatever it is the needs mending. I want a lot of things that involve you and me. But I just feel like I'm not good enough." Dean let out another sigh, looking at her with sad, sincere eyes. "I feel like whatever I do could just make things worse. I feel like if I say something, it will end out wrong. And whenever I try to get close to you, you just joke and talk about it or you get your sister and tell her everything. Normally when I'm giving you any emotional vulnerability - which I rarely do - you just automatically shoot me down or I feel like a tool. Last time I tried to get close to you, it was immediately your sister comes in the topic. I'm not saying it's your fault. But I'm saying that we can't be putting all the blame on me." Dean hated that he turned the topic around to her, but, honestly, were they just going to blame him? Yeah, Dean was huge chunk of the reason why they weren't much of a couple anymore. But he couldn't be taking all the blame. "And I don't want to be out there with all the girls, Bianca! I want you!" stated Dean, hating that they were going to use an angel's word and his past against him.
Sam watched as she walked back over, going to the bed and laying back on it. When she laid down, Sam looked back over at the bag, raising his hand but just automatically limped his hand down ontop of it. Like he was about to continue searching but knew that it was pointless and gave up. "Why did you do it?" he asked, looking at the bag, at his hands.
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Posted: Tue Jun 11, 2013 7:41 am
╔═.♥.═ Bianca sighed at Dean. She knew that she usually shut him down he. He was trying to be romantic, Roxanne usually came to her rescue. Roxanne was always a topic changer. Bianca wasn't putting all the blame on him, she knows that she isn't the best either but she knows that she could put in the effort if he did! And she's done it before, she knows what a relationship should atleast remotely be like. And he felt like he wasn't good enough? What about her? " Then why don't you show me?" She asked, her voice cracking slightly. No, she wasn't going to cry this time. " It's like you just like me for sex sometimes. How is that supposed to make me feel when, for once, I actually want a relationship from somebody - from you." She was looking him in the eyes, she knew that he was sad. She was sad. They were sad. She should have never suggested that they break up. And now they were there like this, looking like a pair of lost children that don't know what to do with themselves at the moment. " And now the angels have gotten to us..." She muttered. Well, they were actually having this conversation. " I don't want us to break up. I don't want to go out with any other guys. I want to actually grow old with you. But we've got to get our s**t together as a relationship or else there's going to be more of these talks."
Roxanne sighed. Lie or tell the truth? " He doesn't seem to care anymore..." She said. " He and I were fine. We ended it and I didn't hear from him until he decided to screw with us. And I barely talk to him but he always seems to come around just to screw with us. I've felt like s**t since the last time we saw him because I just .... Left him. He was crying and I walked away from him. I never worry about him, he was just known as the Trickster but now you guys know who he is and I'm just worried about the guy when I know i shouldn't be...." Roxanne kept staring at the ceiling. " I'd blame it on wanting to get inside his head but... That's a shitty excuse" Roxanne exhaled, finally looking at Sam. " I don't know why I did it, to be exact. I just.....did it." Atleast that was better than blaming it on wanting to get into his head. " If you're upset, I get that."
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Posted: Tue Jun 11, 2013 7:55 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean sighed heavily when Bianca said to show her that he wanted to be with her. That he felt useless. Anything to prove his statement.. Then she said that she felt like he uses her for sex. That is what tore him. He used girls back then but the fact that Bianca felt like that was a bit alarming. He never thought that she felt like that. After that, she mentioned that she didn't want to break up, that she wanted to be with him but they have to get through this together or else they were going to have more of these talks. Dean still didn't know what to say. "I'm not using you for sex, Bianca. You should never think that." Dean tore his gaze from hers, staring down to the ground. "It's like everything you're saying to me is making it seem like ever since I came into your life, I've been making it worse. Bianca, I've given you an out more than I can count. I want to protect you, Bianca! I don't want you to end up like Jessica! Bianca, I've never told a girl that I... you know. Hell, I've never told Sam that." Dean walked over to Bianca, grabbing her hands and pulling her off the bed, close to him. His thumbs stroked her hand as he held them, holding her close. "I don't know what I can do to make this better.."
Sam looked over at her as she remained on the bed, just staring at the ceiling as she explained her reason. Once she was done, and said that she gets if he's upset, Sam just nodded and looked back to the bag. That was it. That was the answer he needed to his question. And that's all he's going to get. Or maybe that's what he's going to accept. Asking her, changing the topic, Sam asked, "Do I wear sweats tonight or you think we'll be up early tomorrow?"
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Posted: Tue Jun 11, 2013 8:26 pm
╔═.♥.═ He didn't make her life worse! Sure, she would have had a lesser chance of dying but what's life without a little risk? " You do realize that you couldn't even say that you love me just now even though you were only explaining it..." she said this with a smile though, like she found it so cute that he couldn't say it. Bianca didn't like the whole ' I love you' every 15 seconds, that ruins the significance of the word. She doesn't need to be told that he loved her, she just wants him to show it. " You want to make this better? I can tell you how. For one? Stop thinking that you've made my life worse. You know where i'd most likely be right now? I probably would have finally gotten my lazy a** into college and I would still be a slut because, you know why? Guys take one look at me and that's all they see. Even you can't deny that" It was true, they were just whores for each other in the beginning. The goal was the have sex, not to get so emotionally involved with each other that they'd be having this conversation right now. She didn't want to mention him wanting to protect her because she wouldn't be able to stop him from doing that. That was his top priority with everyone. Bianca kissed his hands before looking up at him and saying. "If you want to make it better, you need to try, Dean. Embrace the fact that I could get seriously hurt, that I could die. I rather die knowing that you love me and being happy than dying like this, wondering what we even are".
Roxanne smiled for a moment at his topic change. " Sweats. We're not getting up early." Well, considering that it seemed like Bianca wanted to have a private conversation with Dean, she doubted the girl would want to get up early to get back to hunting after they had such normal lives for a little while and Roxanne wasn't in much of a rush either. Roxanne pushed herself off the bed, going over to Sam and hugging him from behind, resting her head on his back. She'd say that she was sorry but he wanted to change the subject so she didn't say a thing about it again. " You know, you're really cute when you're all awkward" she said, reminding him of his Sam Wesson life.
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Posted: Tue Jun 11, 2013 8:46 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean let out a soft chuckle when Bianca kissed his hands, just hearing what she had to say following. Once she was done, Dean brushed some of her hair back behind her ear, letting his hand rest on her jawline. He couldn't help but feel his heart rate pick up as he brought himself closer and softly pressed his lips against hers. His other hand rested on her waist, their bodies barely against each other. When he pulled away, he looked at her eyes, the big, chocolate brown eyes. "You're amazing," he breathed out, his thumb stroking her cheek.
Sam felt Roxanne's arms around his waist as her head rested against his back. Hearing how she said he's cute when he's awkward, Sam chuckled. "I'm cute all the time. What are you saying?" (Sam, your Jared is showing!! Sorry not sorry.) Sam turned around, so that now she was hugging him properly, he could look down at her. She was so small and short compared to the giant and tall Sam. Sam has been working out so he built up some muscles.
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Posted: Tue Jun 11, 2013 9:00 pm
╔═.♥.═ Bianca grinned. " So I have been told" she said. But she was grinning like an idiot, like this was all something new. She was just glad that it didn't end out badly. " I don't want to jump on a case right away.... I'm tired" she pouted, looking up at him. " And we'd be really cute if we actually got married. I enjoyed that, I enjoyed that very much." They were adorable when they were married, they held hands and kissed at work. It was cute! " And even when I'm quiet, I still find a reason to argue with you. You should really stop trying to prevent me from going along with you, I always win." she beamed, well... it was true. So far, she had been winning. Even if he was right in the end, she still won the argument. " I love you" she said, smiling.
Roxanne laughed. He actually was cut majority of the time but she would never tell him that. " Nah, I rather you not get full of yourself right now". She pouted when he turned around, scrunching up her nose a bit. " I hate how tall you are. I'm keeping the heels, I like being closer to your height". Roxanne would always remain short unless she had some type of really late growth spurt somewhere along the line to give her some type of height boost.
(Ooc: Omfg, this is so shitty, I'm sorry. I have to get off but I promise that i'll post to you again in the morning if you post tonight :3 Nighty night!)
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Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 1:00 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean heard what Bianca said, just letting out a soft chuckle. Then she mentioned getting married. How they were cute if they did. How she enjoyed that. Was she trying to hint something? Dean really liked this girl but he never thought about getting married. Sure, if he ever had a normal life, he'd might consider it. But Dean Winchester isn't the man who gets married. He just nodded, awkward now. Then she continued on about how they were married, how she still wins. When she said that she love him, he just smiled back down at her. He knew that he should get himself together, to not be silly over a girl, but he couldn't help himself. "I know," he said, smiling down at her. Sure, it wasn't exactly saying it, but it was close. He wrapped his arms tighter around her body, hugging her closer.
Sam just let out a soft laugh about how Roxanne said that she hates that he's tall. "Yeah, Dean was the same way. He would give me this glare when I would make fun of him because of how much smaller he is to me."
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Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 2:10 pm
╔═.♥.═ Bianca looked at Dean. " And don't feel like i'm hinting at marriage. I'm still young, most marriages end in divorce and I rather not go there." she wanted to get that straight. She'd want to marry him somewhere down the line, sure, but not now. She wasn't ready for that. " You're going to have to say it one day, Dean." she said. She was okay with the 'I know', it was close enough for her so she just continued to hug him. She liked hugs, especially the tight ones. Roxanne always hugged Bianca so hard that Bianca's back usually cracked but that was just how Bianca liked it. The brunette inhaled sharply before letting go of Dean, still smiling as she went to her bag to get pajamas. She was feeling lazy and she didn't want to hunt in the morning so she went into the bathroom to take a quick shower before coming back out. Hair wet with a towel around it. Roxanne could go to sleep with her hair wet but Bianca's hair held a lot more water." You know, most girls dye their hair to add some excitement in their lives, to make a change. Me? I shoot things. I like shooting things." That was literally Bianca's favorite part of hunting besides saving lives. She was trigger happy.
Roxanne rolled her eyes. " Well, I've always been tiny so don't make fun of me. I've had enough of the short jokes". Roxanne wasn't really all that short, she could have been shorter, really. She was quite average for her age but Sam just had to be so huge. He's nearly a complete foot taller than her. Roxanne squeezed Sam a little before going to her bag and shifting through it. She had been too lazy to change when they stopped so she was still in her skirt. Roxanne didn't like skirts, they were very restricting. If you move the wrong way? someone gets a peak at your undergarments. Roxanne ripped off the headband that she still had on and tossed it around the room. She liked that she always had strands of hair in her face. " My feet hurt....stupid heels" she complained. Heels were a luxury item, she would never use them on a daily basis. " You could go back on the hunt for your sweats. I won't stop you this time"
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Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 3:25 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► When Bianca walked off to take a shower, Dean grinned, watching the sway of her hips. It wasn't until she was gone and inside the shower when Dean walked over to the bed. Once he was over by the bed, he sat down on it, laying back. When he heard Bianca exit the bathroom, Dean watched as she started to talk about how thrill came to her because she likes shooting things. Well, his smile faded slightly. He didn't enjoy the fact that she likes to shoot things. Then again, Dean lashes out his anger in the most creative ways. With whatever weapon or blunt object is near him. The slamming down of a lamp, hitting his own baby. The hitting his own baby was harsh for him.
Sam grinned over at Roxanne, grabbing his sweats. Once he had them, he took off his own pants and put those on.
(SHITTY POST. SO SORRY> GOTTA EAT.)(
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Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 4:44 pm
╔═.♥.═ Bianca noticed how his smile faded and her smile faded also, not wanting him to get the wrong idea. "I've always been trigger happy, I've just never known how to use a gun. I used to have my days when I'd walk around the house in sweats and just loose myself in call of duty" Bianca wasn't the type of girl to admit these things, she didn't really look like a gamer girl and she wasn't, she just had her moments. " But I wouldn't use a gun to deal with my problems. I fight with words, not weapons." This was a post suicidal Bianca trying to make her enjoyment of gun use seem like less of a bad thing. Bianca sat on the bed next to Dean, laying back also. " You know what I've been thinking about lately? How do people not know what exist out there.... Isn't that kind of strange? Like, who knows how many of the things we hunt exist? Universally, I mean. And even when they start killing off your loved ones, it always just seems like a weird type of homicide or suicide to them. I just don't get that" Bianca had never gotten over being afraid of things like Roxanne. She just knew how to protect herself now. It was different from before.
Roxanne kept fishing through her bag, glancing up at Sam when he was changing pants to give him a cat call. Occasionally Roxanne would act like that. Occasionally. They loved each other, they were engaged. She was allowed to act like this from time to time. Roxanne grabbed her pajamas, going into the bathroom to shower and change. Neither girl took long showers anymore, they were usually too tired to do all of that. Roxanne eventually came back out, her wet hair in a bun like she had used at work. She liked the way her hair came down in waves when she released it from it's confinement. So Roxanne sat on the bed with a towel on her head like a veil. She just sat there, watching him and smiling. Roxanne found herself doing this a lot. She could have said a lot of things at the moment about the topic that she was thinking of but all she could say was. " So my eye color tells that I'm an artist? You were quite smooth in your own way." The artist eyes was a pretty cute thing to say. She just couldn't get over how they were, how he was able to get her in two different realities. In a normal one and in their crazy one.
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Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 7:22 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean looked over at Bianca when she started to try to save herself. But that failed horribly. "Call of Duty?" he asked, confused. He never heard of this game. Then again, he never heard of a lot of thing. "What is that? Some sort of porn site?" he asked. When she laid down beside him, he shrugged it off, thinking that maybe he was right about the whole Call of whatever. When Bianca started to talk about the things that exist, Dean shrugged. "I don't know how monsters were created. All I know is that they can be destroyed. And that's why we're here. We're to make the monsters go away." Dean had a hand under his head, the opposite side that Bianca was laying by. Turning his head, he looked over at her, smiling at her. Then he got serious, asking, "Seriously? Is it a porn site?" The small smile crept back to his lips to show that he was only joking.
Sam laughed when Roxanne brought up the topic about what Wesson said to her. How blue eyes show the true artist in oneself. Sam couldn't believe that he could get Roxanne. "Yeah, but you might want to make sure that the coffee maker is on," he teased, heading over to the bathroom but paused to place a kiss on Roxanne's cheek. Once he did so, he continued his way to the bathroom.
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Posted: Thu Jun 13, 2013 3:02 pm
╔═.♥.═ Bianca had this seriously confused face when he first asked if it was a porn site. Was he serious? But he continued talking about the monsters so she just nodded, understanding. Then he asked again, making her giggle. " Call of Duty is a video game. And I don't use porn sites, if I want to be satisfied, I will be." She had a point, wherever they went guys would look at her. She knew that she was attractive but she didn't really boast about it, she found that very unattractive. " You seriously didn't know what Call of Duty is? One day, we're going to take a break from hunting and I'm taking you home so I can expose you to all the things that hunting has hidden from you" she was serious. It seemed like a nice thing when she was thinking about it. He was always hunting even before they met, it would be nice to introduce him to her previous world.
Roxanne laughed, she seriously didn't know how she didn't turn the coffee maker on. Blonde moments. That was a serious blonde moment. She smiled when he kissed her on the cheek. It was like all her feelings about what she did earlier was gone. He was fine, he was joking around so she did too. She was just glad that they were themselves. She just couldn't stop thinking about her and Sam. How they still ended up together.
(This is s**t. WE NEEDS TO START PLOTTING ADVENTURES! )
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Posted: Thu Jun 13, 2013 3:10 pm
Kaia asked what everyone's name was.
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Posted: Thu Jun 13, 2013 3:48 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx=============== ☠ =============== ► It's been a few days since the whole talking incident. Ever since the trickster got his hands on the group and snatched them into a different reality. There was a point when Dean and Bianca had to talk, and so they did. And they were going to try to do everything in their power to make things work. To make sure that they don't crumble. To make sure that the angels don't get their muddy hands on them. Sam and Roxanne has never been better. Sam is still confused with himself as to why he isn't doing the wedding, but he will marry Roxanne. Dean tried talking to Sam about the wedding, to see if he was actually going through with it, but Sam brushed it off and changed the subject. Every time. But that's always when Roxanne isn't around. She shouldn't see what Sam is doing. Hell, Dean's his brother and he can't tell what the frak is going on with Sam's head. But all in good times, maybe. Recently, they heard news about a skinwalker. Skinwalker who takes girls, make them fall for their dream guy, take them out, and kills them. Right now, they are on that case. They sent Roxanne out, to pretend that she's madly in love with the man that the skinwalker is wearing, and take her out to dates. And Sam and Dean are always nearby, listening. This time, the skinwalker took her out hiking, to go on an extreme adventure. To go climb mountains a bit, hike up the woods, bow hunt. They have a radio on Roxanne, listening to every word she says. Dean warned Sam about this guy and about Roxanne, wanting him to be sure about the whole Michael thing. But Sam trust Roxanne. And promise to keep her engagement ring on him and never lose it during the case. Right now, the brothers and Bianca were sitting in the car, listening to the conversation.
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