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Kim ate some of his meal and smiled at the angel "of course not, I would simply love the company and i dont feel right going out alone yet anyway. So as long as i have my guardian angel with me im sure I can handle the streets of the city" he said giggling a little as he took a sip of his drink before eating some more.

((Muraki and Mari's children are so totally adorable whee 4laugh heart ))

Kim murred happily "I would love that" he said as he ate some more of his dinner "though may I request you do something else tommorow after we get home? I want to set everything up without you around, I want it to be a surprise" he said as he took another few bites of his meal and swollowed. "And that cant happen if your hanging around and dont worry about me not being safe here byt myself since everything will be locked but I just want it to be a surprise for you thats all" he said remembering that he had to pick up his victorian dress as well, a new one that he had decided to get especially for this night.

Kim couldnt help but giggle and leaned over to Sabins ear after he finished off his meal "so does this mean I have your heart after all or do I have to keep working for it? I dont mind a chellange though if i do continue fighting for your love may i suggest you take cold showers a few times daily?" he asked seductivly, sitting back into his seat properly and chuckled, He was pleased that the angel seemed to hold feelings echoing his own...at least to an extent anyway, he picked up his glass and took a sip and looked out the corner of his eye at the angel smiling slyly a little.

'Other relationships' the two words that hurt kim the most, he knew he and sabin obviously wernt together but he knew that he loved this angel more then anything else in the world and the fact hes wanting to look into other relationships just hurt him so. He forced himself not to cry and turned to look at him smiling softly "Is that a trick question? Of course I truely want your heart, more then anything but..." he sighed "oh what does it matter" he said getting up and walking out to the belcony and looked up at night sky and let several tears fall down his cheeks before leaning on the belcony and just looed down and over the side, silently crying, wishing now that he hadnt said anything nd he wouldnt of started feeling this way again.

KIm looked at Rayne with tears still running down his face "I understand and I will wait, just that what if he does find someone else?" he said turning back to looking over the belcony and lent on it. "I might still have his friendship and believe me its great and all but I was raped, I cant have children, there are many anthros who would love children and I cant have them, take away a quater of those anthros who can bare children and its hard to find anyone who i could trust enough to get into a relationship let alone let them have sex with me.

The only one I love and can fully trust is sitting the dinner table and he wants to look elsewhere for a relationship. Now please, dont get me wrong, I understand but if he finds one its just going to leave me out and though I dont want him to evolve his life around me its just that i dont want lose him. He said that if he gets into a relationship then I am basically 'part of the package' but besides not probably trusting him I will feel like a third wheel which will just make me end up leaving anyway.

He can do as he wishes, of course and I will wait though god knows im scared of losing not only the guy i love but the only guy I completely trust after what happend to me." he said as he cried a bit harder yet still as silent as he could make it.

Kim rested a head on Raynes shoulder "im sorry for being so up tight about this, its just im just new at this myself and i never knew how much i did care for him. I rushed into the relationship lst time, started having feelings for you and then after the sex I relised how much i did love him and now this has happend, along with me getting raped and its just a bit confusing for me thats all" he said sighing.

Kim murred happily and softly a little "I will let him sort it out and sleep" he sighed and lent agienst the mer "I will slip in and go to sleep with him soon. He and I have a big day tommorow and so the sleep will do us both good, though i hope Victoriana still has the dress i want since I have decided to pick up a new one, along with jewlery tommorw while im out and wear it for the dinner and so I hope they have the one i have had my eye on" he said as he closed his eyes and just enjoyed the moment with the mer.

Kim smiled and nuzzled him a little as he let himself be lead inside "a goodnight sleep might do us all some good" he said as hepulled gently away from the mer as soon as they were inside. "Well, this is where I must leave you good sir" he said playfully. "I have an angel who most likely will aquire my company" he giggled as he lent fowwards and gave him a quick hug before parting and started making his way to the room he assumed sabin and he were sharing was the one he was currently in. "sweet dreams Rayne" he said yawning and covered his mouth with a hand "excuse me, I will see you in the morning" he said as he walked into his room and closed the door and looked down at the angel, he walked around to the other side of the bed and climbed, wrapping his arms around the angel and cuddled him, kissing his forehead and just snuggled into him. "sweet dreams sabin" he said softly as he drifted off into a deep sleep.

((Care to time jump?

And i apologise if sabin wasnt in he bed, I know they spoke about sleeping with each other tonight so i assumed that was still going to go ahead dispite what happened.))